I want to become "accepted"

"Is he really that good?" Not long after the start, just as everyone started a new round of searches, the delivery boy suddenly asked this question without thinking.

"Huh?" Cai Minghui answered suspiciously.

"Your ex...is he really good?"

"Yeah, sunset red marksmanship, a master of human body strokes..."

"Did you break up with him because he played games?"

"Of course not, you have such a strange idea," Cai Minghui said carelessly, "We are too busy in high school."

"High school?" Xiao Yu asked, "Did you break up in the third year of high school?"

"Well, it was around that time." Cai Minghui turned the camera quickly, and continued, "But we were together when we were in junior high school."

"I'll go, I can't tell, you actually..." Xiao Yu looked at Cai Minghui in shock.

"That's why you're still single?" Zou Shaowen also looked at Cai Minghui.

Cai Minghui was noncommittal, shrugged and said nothing.

"You haven't found a new girlfriend yet?"

"It's a boyfriend." Cai Minghui corrected.

"Oh." Xiao Yu understood, but then the alarm bells rang in his heart, and he looked at Cai Minghui.Cai Minghui looked back with a smile and said, "Don't worry, I'm not interested in this roommate."

Zou Shaowen coughed unnaturally.

Xiao Yu blushed, but then he thought about it, two men live together, they are both gay, ordinary people can gossip, he behaved very normal.

"...Why did you break up?" The delivery boy was still tirelessly asking about Cai Minghui's first love history.Although Cai Minghui felt that it was a bit strange for someone he had just met to ask this question, he didn't take it to heart. Anyway, two or three years had passed, so it was all about telling a story.

"Oh, it's a very simple story. We fell in love with each other in junior high school and got together. In high school, we entered different schools. Then our lives were not intertwined, and we were too busy. Gradually, it faded away, and we didn't say we broke up. One day Suddenly found that the two of them hadn't been in touch for a long time."

"Oh, I see," Xiao Yu received, "Do you still like him? You think you haven't broken up, so you haven't found a boyfriend."

"I don't know." Cai Minghui answered truthfully.

There was a burst of gunshots in the earphones, and Xiao Yu quickly looked at the screen, "Is anyone there? Is anyone there?"

"No, I lost my fire, I'm sorry." The deep voice of the delivery boy came out, and several people became silent again, only the footsteps of his teammates sounded in the earphones, and then the delivery boy drove the four of them and started running poison.

"Speaking of your ex, what's the matter with you?" Cai Minghui took advantage of the intermission and smoothly shifted the fire to Xiao Yu.

The movements of Xiao Yu and Zou Shaowen's fingers were obviously stagnant, Xiao Yu glanced at Zou Shaowen quietly, pursed his lips and said: "I and Lou Anna are high school classmates, and she chased me at that time, in fact, I knew she was doing it for Brag to others that you can handle me, and then..."

"Then just follow you stalking, and confess to you if you have something to do?"

"Yeah." Xiao Yu nodded.

"Then you agreed?"

"En." Xiao Yu replied dejectedly.

"I think it's probably one of many bad decisions I've made in my life."

"What do you mean?"

"Actually, I have long found that I can't refuse other people's requests, especially those who have repeatedly asked for it, or who are familiar with me."

Zou Shaowen was taken aback for a moment, but fortunately, all four of them were sitting in the car, so they didn't need to operate, and no one noticed.

"Hey, Xiao Xiao, you will suffer a lot in the future." Cai Minghui looked like someone who had come here before, "Do you not want to reject her?"

"No, I don't like her. In fact, I think accepting it hurt her, but she said a lot to me at the time, which made me feel sad if I didn't accept her."

"Are you sympathizing with her?"

"It's not very good to say that, but it's true. Because for me at the time, it didn't matter whether I had a girlfriend or not."

Xiao Yu recalled how Lou Anna stopped him on the way from school. At that time, she was a little more immature than now, wearing a school uniform, high ponytail, and soft bangs fluttering in the breeze.

"Student Xiao Yu, I didn't have any friends since I was a child. Don't look at the many people around me now, but I don't think they are friends. You don't know how lonely I am. I was isolated, bullied, and even bullied by my parents when I was young. Calling you not gregarious. But from the first day I met you, I found out that you and I are the same kind, but you don’t even bother to make these superficial friends, so I thought, can I be friends with you? Really A true friend."

Xiao Yu was indeed moved by Lou Anna's words at that time, because the two were really very similar, isolated and bullied.When the young Xiao Yu once summoned up the courage to tell his parents, all he got was a sentence from his parents: "Why do they bully you and not others?" "Find reasons from yourself when you encounter problems."

Since then, Xiao Yu has completely given up the idea of ​​talking to his parents, they won't understand.Xiao Yu, who was isolated, naturally couldn't find friends, and no one would understand him.Every time Xiao Yu encountered a heart-stuck thing, he silently acted as if nothing had happened.But human beings are social animals after all, he can understand and endure this loneliness, how can an adolescent girl endure it?

Regardless of whether Lou Anna wanted to be more gregarious or really wanted to make friends with him, Xiao Yu finally agreed to Lou Anna's request.Lou Anna is indeed getting more and more gregarious, and her interpersonal relationship is getting better and better, but I don't know if she will still feel lonely.Xiao Yu sighed, it was difficult to distinguish the truth of what Lou Anna said back then.

Near noon, the three of them greeted the delivery boy and went offline to prepare lunch.Although the school said that there might be water and electricity cuts, it actually didn't.Zou Shaowen made pasta and broccoli, Xiao Yu was in charge of cutting the fruit, and Cai Minghui was not idle, so he made coffee for the three of them and prepared to continue studying in the afternoon.

Xiao Yu and Zou Shaowen took turns to review some content for Cai Minghui's mid-term exam. Xiao Yu's clear and bright boyish voice and Zou Shaowen's gentle voice echoed softly in the room.

Cai Minghui was stunned for a while, feeling as if he hadn't made it to the sophomore year, and couldn't help sighing: "Why do I feel like I came back after going out for half a year?"

Zou Shaowen patted him on the shoulder, "Don't worry, take your time."

Xiao Yu joked unceremoniously: "It's hard to imagine how you got into C University."

Cai Minghui retorted unconvinced: "I worked hard in high school, why don't I even lose my boyfriend?"

Xiao Yu asked curiously: "What should you do if you encounter a question you don't know in high school? Ask the teacher?"

Zou Shaowen took a sip of his coffee and said lightly, "Of course his boyfriend told him about it."

"How do you know?" Cai Minghui asked in surprise, "My ex is really a top student, and I don't know where he went in the exam?"

Xiao Yu doesn't like drinking coffee, so Zou Shaowen poured the coffee from Xiao Yu's quilt to himself, and then poured him a glass of milk.

Xiao Yu drank milk and asked, "You didn't even add WeChat?"

"Well," Cai Minghui nodded, "I still have a QQ."

Xiao Yu: "Haven't you ever thought about going to him again?"

Cai Minghui spread his hands: "I don't know, it's been so long, so long that I don't even know how to say an opening sentence."

Xiao Yu suddenly had a flash of inspiration: "Why don't you wait until the Chinese New Year to post a New Year's Day."

Cai Minghui: "..."

Zou Shaowen chimed in: "It's really a good idea. They won't quarrel after Chinese New Year, right?"

Cai Minghui glanced at his mouth: "It's still early, let's talk about the Chinese New Year. What are your winter vacation arrangements?"

"I don't know." Zou Shaowen leaned on the edge of the table, looking at Xiao Yu.

Xiao Yu looked at his phone, "I want to go to the north to play and watch the snow."

Cai Minghui is a northerner, and he has lost interest in things like snow for a long time. "I would like to remind you that in winter, places like the Northeast, if you go there once, you really don't want to go there again."

"So exciting?" Xiao Yu, who had never experienced it before, was in high spirits.

"Go there and try it and you'll know." Cai Minghui shook his head helplessly.

"Arrangement." Xiao Yu took out his mobile phone and wrote it down in his memo.

"Let's take you to experience it next weekend first." Cai Minghui grinned, "Look at the group."

The group shared a piece of information about the ski resort in the city next door, and it was only an hour's journey by high-speed train from the city where Xiao Yu and the others were located.

"Okay." Xiao Yu is firm in his personality, loves sports, even if he has never skied before, he still likes it.But Xiao Yu still said, "But I don't know how to ski."

"Cai Minghui patted Zou Shaowen next to him with the back of his hand. With him here, are you still afraid of projects you don't know?"

Yang Xiyu and Yang Chenxue just woke up when they were nestled in the dormitory, looking at the phone with sleepy eyes and replying, [Good morning. 】

Cai Minghui: [It's getting late, miss. 】

Yang Xiyu: [It was too late to play games last night. 】

Yang Chenxue: [Xi Yu and I said last night that we would go to bed until we lost, but we kept winning in double row, and I was trapped to death. 】

Yang Xiyu: [I'm old, I can't bear it anymore. 】

Yang Chenxue: 【I envy you young people. @晓宇]

Xiao Yu: [I didn't stay up late...]

Yang Chenxue: 【How can you not stay up late after hearing the news of the typhoon so excited? 】

Cai Minghui thought of what he saw this morning, and immediately said: [Because a moment of spring festival is worth a thousand gold. 】

Yang Xiyu: [Understood. 】

Yang Chenxue sent a photo of a bowl of dog food in front of the little panda, with big characters written on it 'Don't eat, get out. '

The five of them made an agreement to go together next weekend, and they started to prepare after all the ddl, pre, and midterm exams of the five of them were over next Thursday.

Every day of the week was spent stressfully handing in homework and pre, and Xiao Yu had no time to be distracted, except that he went to the gym with Zou Shaowen on Friday, and fell asleep every day when he came back, and finally finished all the midterm tasks on Wednesday.