most beautiful

There were throbbing pains in his temples, the ringing in his ears became louder, and Lu Ming felt a little difficult to breathe.

Can't think any more.

Lu Ming closed the old book on his lap, tried to stand up with the edge of the desk, put the book back to its original position, took a deep breath, supported the wall and walked to the balcony while enduring dizziness.

The open space and the warm summer breeze made Lu Ming feel much better. He looked at the time, and it was already four o'clock in the afternoon. He was stuck in the memory for too long, and he forgot the time. He didn't have lunch. Did not wait.

Lu Ming was thinking about what time to call dinner and whether he should wait for He Pingan to come together, when he saw him rushing downstairs on a dilapidated bicycle with a big schoolbag on his back.

Young man, Lu Ming sighed softly, he is really energetic.

He Pingan opened the door, and unexpectedly saw Lu Ming waiting for him at the door.

He threw his schoolbag on the ground, changed his shoes and entered the house and asked Lu Ming, "Is there any water?"

Lu Ming frowned for a moment, walked into the kitchen and poured a glass of cool white tea for He Pingan.

The weather was really too hot. He Pingan rode his bike all the way here with his schoolbag on his back. He was sweating from the hot sun, and now he was thirsty and tired.

He drank the water in one gulp, put the cup on the table, sat down on the sofa carelessly, fanned it with his hands, and asked Lu Ming, "What's for dinner? I haven't eaten yet."

Seeing him pretending to be a master, Lu Ming immediately regretted it.

In the morning, you should not have said something impulsively about taking in this child.

Lu Ming didn't bother to talk to the virtuous He Pingan anymore, pointed to a stack of cards next to the refrigerator, and said, "Call yourself."

He Pingan went over to see that they were all takeaways from restaurants.

"No!?"

So that night, while He Pingan ate the iced cold noodles he ordered for 15 yuan, he watched in grief and anger opposite Lu Ming who ate the three dishes and one soup he ordered from the restaurant slowly, and finally threw away most of them.

He Pingan didn't know that Lu Ming was not feeling well in the afternoon. Looking at the food in the garbage bag, he suddenly felt that this man was raised in a greenhouse, hypocritical, and didn't know the sufferings of the world!people!

After dinner, Lu Ming continued to hang out with He Pingan, watching the news on his mobile phone. He Pingan didn't have a smartphone, wanted to surf the Internet, and it was the first day he lived in someone else's house, so he didn't dare to be too presumptuous, so he turned on the TV to watch stand up.

After a while, He Ping'an felt bored and couldn't sit still anymore, and started to wander around the room.

Lu Ming ignored him, so he had no choice but to ask Lu Ming, "Where do I live?"

Lu Ming seemed to have just remembered something more personal, pointing to the empty bedroom opposite the master bedroom, and said, "Clean it up yourself."

"Oh." He Pingan happily ran to tidy up the room.

Lu Ming got up and went to the study, and after a while, he handed a note to He Pingan.

He Pingan saw it, heh, there came a "three chapters of agreement".

[-]. He Ping'an should get used to Lu Ming's usual living habits as soon as possible.

[-]. He Ping'an is not allowed to use Luming's items at will.

[-]. He Pingan is obliged to keep the house clean.

He didn't mention the remedial lessons at all, and He Ping'an was happy, "Okay, these three are simple. But I also have two words to say."

"You say" Lu Ming said.

"That is, according to the three chapters of your agreement, I will try not to disturb your life as much as possible. If you are dissatisfied and affected by it, you can tell me directly, and I will change it."

"Okay." Lu Ming nodded, and pasted the note on the refrigerator.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Lu Ming asked He Pingan to go to bed.

After He Pingan closed the door, Lu Ming went back to the bedroom and took off his hearing aids, and took off his artificial limbs while sitting in a wheelchair.

After taking a bath, Lu Ming looked at his exhausted expression due to lack of sleep in the mirror, took an extra sleeping pill, and prepared to sleep.

Turn off the light and lie down on the bed, in the deathly silent darkness, Lu Ming could not control the fear.

As long as I fall asleep, I will experience those past again in my nightmare.

And he knew in his heart that he thought of Zhou Ziyue again today.

There is no day that is not spent in boundless longing and extreme pain, even if you sleep, you cannot be relieved.

Time passed by, and the body was exhausted to the extreme, but the mind was still awake, the brain was running non-stop, and the gray negative emotions controlled Lu Ming's whole body.

Lu Ming was like a dying fish on a chopping board. He gave up struggling and stared at the ceiling with his eyes open, silently enduring the invasion of darkness.

It wasn't until it was light outside that Lu Ming fell asleep in a daze, but woke up again in a nightmare.

Sitting up suddenly, Lu Ming felt dizzy for a while, only felt the world spinning, his ears were buzzing, and he couldn't help retching a few times.

Sitting weakly against the head of the bed for a while, before putting on the hearing aid, Lu Ming massaged the Tinggong and Yiming points by himself.

The headache has been relieved a lot.

Lu Ming took out the essential oil again, poured it on his hand, and began to massage his stump.

Looking at the mutilated legs, Lu Ming felt that they could no longer be called legs.Even in the hot summer, the hands are pinched at the seam at the end, and it is cold.

Lu Ming knew that sometimes he would have the illusion that they were still complete, and it was just an illusion.

I rubbed it back and forth dozens of times, because the weather was hot and sweaty these days, and the end of the prosthetic limb I wore every day was a little red and swollen, Lu Ming felt a little uncomfortable.

But thinking that He Ping'an is still here, I worry that he is not used to his disability, and he is not used to exposing the stumps of his legs in front of outsiders.

Putting on the residual limb cover, Lu Ming sat in the wheelchair and put on the artificial limb skillfully.

Another day.

The living suffer far more than the dead, yet they have to live on.

After Lu Ming washed up and went downstairs to buy breakfast, He Pingan woke up.

He Ping'an is used to being wild, he doesn't recognize the bed at all, and sleeps well anywhere.

After the two had breakfast, He Pingan was thinking about going out to find friends to play, but Lu Ming suddenly said, "Make up class today."

"No way, didn't you mention the remedial lessons yesterday?" He Pingan wailed.

Lu Ming looked at his exaggerated expression, remained indifferent, and only said, "Bring a stool to the study, and you can find all the textbooks and papers."

He Pingan said again, "Isn't making up lessons just for fun? We both reached an agreement, so you can't go back on your word."

In fact, Lu Ming didn't want to meddle in his own business, after all, he was too busy to take care of himself, but in the morning, his uncle sent a WeChat message to transfer the living expenses for He Ping'an's stay, and then typed to say that he was sorry for He Ping'an, and hoped that Lu Ming would teach him well. It's not easy for the second elder in his family to raise him so big, and so on.

Then Lu Ming received a call from Grandma He Ping'an. Although he couldn't hear clearly, he knew that the old man was asking him to take care of his grandson.

Lu Ming didn't want to delve into He Geng's three views, so he didn't accept and didn't care about the living expenses.But He Ping'an's grandpa and grandpa moved Lu Ming a little, so he agreed to teach this ignorant kid.

Now that Lu Ming has made up his mind, he uses his trump card to He Ping'an, "Your grandparents want you to go to college."

He Ping'an suddenly wilted like a frost-beaten eggplant.After a fierce inner struggle, he nodded and agreed, "Okay."