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When He Ping'an recovered from his injury, the time quietly passed from 2017 to 2018.

After New Year's Day, it is winter vacation and Spring Festival.

On the [-]th day of the first lunar month, the seniors of the High School Affiliated to Normal School started school early and ushered in their first test.

The number counting down to the college entrance examination on the blackboard became only 100 days left. He Pingan looked at the transcripts and papers handed out, and sat in the classroom, feeling confused and frustrated for the first time.

He didn't understand why his ranking dropped even though he had been studying hard recently?

With my current score, it is a fantasy to be admitted to A University in the college entrance examination.

He Pingan took the initiative to talk to the teacher.

The homeroom teacher is already very satisfied with his performance. After all, others have accumulated knowledge for several years, and he has only learned it for less than a year.

Learning also pays attention to accumulation, and He Pingan is not a genius, and his foundation is not as solid as others. At this time, no matter how hard he works, it may not help.

When He Ping'an came home at night, Lu Ming found him depressed.

Lu Ming lamented that adolescent boys just like to be emotional, while turning the wheelchair to chat with him and do psychological work.

Lu Ming: "Tell me, why are you unhappy today?"

He Pingan silently took out the report card of the preliminary examination.

Lu Ming took it over and looked at it: "Well, it's a bit horrible."

Uncharacteristically, He Pingan did not fight back, but pitifully asked Lu Ming for help: "Lu Ming, otherwise, would you give me extra lessons?"

Lu Ming: "I've taught you everything I can teach you. I'll explain the papers to you later. Why, are you not satisfied with your grades?"

He Pingan nodded listlessly: "Yes."

Lu Ming rubbed his chin with his hand, looked at him and said, "It shouldn't be, I heard that you were still at the bottom of the grade at this time last year. This progress is already obvious. It's no problem to work hard to get a second degree."

Seeing that He Ping'an was still downcast, Lu Ming suddenly realized: "Oh ~ He Ping'an, do you have a favorite university?"

He Pingan looked at Lu Ming's unconcerned look, and simply admitted: "Yes."

Lu Ming laughed and said, "Heh~ tell me which one it is."

He Pingan went all out and told him directly: "A big."

Lu Ming raised his eyebrows in surprise: "Oh? My alma mater? Are you serious? With your grades, A University is not very easy to take."

He Pingan nodded: "Well, I know."

Lu Ming gradually became serious: "He Pingan, why do you insist on taking the exam for A University?"

He Pingan replied: "Because... because you graduated from University A."

Lu Ming: "Is this the reason?"

He Pingan finally expressed his thoughts, and mentioned that University A was no longer awkward and uncomfortable: "Well, because you have studied in University A, I also want to study in University A. I..."

"He Pingan," Lu Ming interrupted He Ping'an, "You can't get into University A. Although the college entrance examination is an important turning point in everyone's life, there is still a long way to go after that. Have you ever seriously thought about it? , Why do you want to study, why do you have to work hard to get into college? Just for your grandparents? Or for me? Have you ever thought about things like ideals and life goals?"

The sentence that He Ping'an was about to blurt out, I like you, was abruptly stopped in his heart.

He didn't know if Lu Ming knew what he was going to say, or if Lu Ming did it on purpose.

After hearing what Lu Ming said later, cracks appeared in the belief that he had been firm for the past six months.

He Pingan looked confused.

Lu Ming knew that it would take time for him to understand: "Before taking the university entrance exam, you should think about it carefully. I'm tired, so I'm going to rest first."

At night, He Pingan, who has always been able to fall asleep by touching the pillow, suffered from insomnia for the first time.

He looked at the ceiling above his head, thinking about Lu Ming's words.

A few days later, Lu Ming said that he had to take a long trip on business.

By the time he returned home with a travel bag one night, He Ping'an had returned to his usual carefree appearance and was measuring his height at home.

Seeing Lu Ming come back, He Pingan greeted him happily: "You are back."

He shook the ruler in his hand: "Lu Ming, I have grown up, I am now 1.8 meters three."

Although Lu Ming was exhausted, he was in good spirits, and replied with a smile: "Congratulations, boy, 1.8 meters is a golden height, don't grow any longer."

He Ping'an was distressed: "Really? But I'm only eighteen now, and I can still run around at 23."

Lu Ming patted his head, turned him over to compare with himself, and sure enough, he was taller than him.

Lu Ming: "So, use your energy elsewhere, such as studying."

He Pingan: "..."

He Pingan: "I only came out to measure my height when I was bored in studying. I didn't believe that my basketball classmates said that I grew taller."

He Pingan looked at Lu Ming curiously: "Lu Ming, where have you been these few days?"

Lu Ming stopped packing his things: "I went to see a friend's mother."

He Pingan suddenly lost interest, and asked casually, "What's wrong with your friend? Is his mother in good health?"

Lu Ming was silent for a long time, and only when He Pingan wondered if he hadn't heard him and planned to go back to the bedroom to study, he slowly answered his question.

Lu Ming: "My friend has passed away for many years, his mother is still in good health and has started her life again..."

Also, willing to forgive me from the bottom of my heart.

The light was on in the living room, Lu Ming lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking. He Pingan couldn't see his expression clearly, worried that he was not feeling well, and asked Lu Ming tentatively: "Are you okay?"

Lu Ming raised his head, looked at He Pingan and smiled gently: "I'm fine, you go to study."

He Pingan didn't know what happened, so he could only nod ignorantly: "Oh."

Lu Ming changed his home clothes, went to the study room, and took out the book "Sophie's World" that he hadn't opened for a long time from the bookshelf.

Finding the photo in the book, Lu Ming's slender fingers gently brushed the words flying and phoenix dancing on the back, and the corners of his mouth gradually raised.

Lu Ming went to County C this trip.

A few days ago, he remembered that the end of February was Zhou Ziyue's birthday, and he suddenly wanted to go to Zhou Ziyue's hometown to see where he used to live.

County C opened the high-speed rail last year, but Lu Ming still chose to take the train.

Along the way, he looked at the scenery along the way and wondered why he hadn't had this idea before.

After sitting on a hard sleeper for more than ten hours, Lu Ming finally arrived at his destination.

He rested in the hotel for one night, and early the next morning, he went to the high school that Zhou Ziyue had attended—the high school had already started after the winter vacation, and the uncle at the gate saw him face-to-face, so he wouldn't let him in no matter what.

Not far from the high school, there is a square where many mothers gather to dance square dances.

After turning a few more intersections, there is a small park—the place Zhou Ziyue said before, where he often went to play when he was a child.

. . . . . .

Lu Ming visited County C in less than a day.

This is an ordinary small county where ordinary, simple and happy people live. The big boy named Zhou Ziyue used to be so dazzling and outstanding among them, but he was so small, leaving no trace of his existence.

People come and go, but no one knows that he once loved a man named Lu Ming deeply, and he loved him more than his own life.