Lookout Men and Widows

On the TV, the "protagonist" is still looking for the "door" where the key can be used. Yang Rongbao remains motionless, and You Ming looks at Zheng Shu and the others again, all maintaining the same movement, with their eyes unchanged.

You Ming grabbed Yang Rongbao's wrist, but found that his hand was shaking, the shaking range was small, but the frequency was very high.

"Yang Rongbao!" You Ming raised the volume, but except for Jiang Yu'an who was not bewitched by the game, no one seemed to be able to hear his voice.

It's a strange feeling.

Obviously, no matter how hideous a ghost he met, he had never felt this way before.

It was as if something uncontrollable had been surrounding them.

It's a long-lost sense of powerlessness.

You Ming stretched out his hand, covered Yang Rongbao's ears, and recited the mantra of pure heart in a low voice.

You Ming’s voice is very soft, and his voice is also very nice. He still remembers that when he was in junior high school music class, the classmates standing next to him would praise him for his good voice, and if he could become a singer in the future, he would definitely be famous.

The sound echoed in the room, and Yang Rongbao suddenly coughed loudly. His hands grabbed his chest, he was out of breath, and his face was flushed red.

Others were no better.

Even Zhou Lao looked back in horror.

You Ming quickly turned off the TV.

Yang Rongbao coughed until tears came out. He reached for the water glass, but because his hands shook, he dropped the water glass on the ground, and the water made a mark on the carpet. He said with difficulty, "What kind of game is this?"

Uncle Zheng's expressions were extremely ugly.

"I've never seen anything like this..." Uncle Zheng seemed to be talking to himself.

Zhou Yuan said beside him: "Spells need a medium, and they also need the birth date of the victim. If this game is the medium, how do you choose the victim?"

Random is scarier than fixed objects.

Because it is not known how many victims there will be.

Jiang Yu'an was sitting next to him, and he didn't interrupt, watching everything in front of him quietly, with a smile on his lips, but this smile was extremely indifferent, he only had You Ming in his eyes, as if no one else existed.

Zhou Yuan glanced at Jiang Yu'an from the corner of his eye, he felt momentary nervousness and fear, the source was unreasonable, but he couldn't get rid of it.

You Ming took out the disc, and the disc that was glowing with laser light instantly shattered and turned into black ash.

This disc is obsolete.

"Feng Yan's disc has been played before." You Ming said suddenly, "but his disc turned black before taking it out. Why?"

"Except for Feng Yan, the two known dead people hurt themselves, one tore off his own face, and the other cut off his own legs, but only Feng Yan didn't. His only abnormal behavior was jumping off a building because of hallucinations. are very different.”

"There is always a reason." You Ming glanced at Feng Yan who was still lying on the bed.

The reason lies in Feng Yan, as long as you find out the reason, you will find clues.

When Feng Yan woke up, he saw several strangers in the room. His head was very dizzy, and he didn't know how he fell asleep. His memory was still at the time when You Ming advised him to start over.

"I'm sorry." Feng Yan's first sentence was to apologize to You Ming. He stroked the back of his head and said palely, "I didn't mean to get angry with you."

He knew what he said was not good.

You Ming: "It's okay."

"How many times have you played this game?" You Ming asked.

Feng Yan: "I'm not very patient. In the first level, I searched under the bed and the cabinet and didn't find the key, so I stopped playing."

You Ming asked again: "How long did it take?"

Feng Yan's eyes were very confused. He thought about it carefully: "It's less than 10 minutes, right? I actually don't like this kind of game very much."

He has always preferred breakout games or shootout games. He is not very interested in this kind of decryption games that require patience. He originally just played for novelty, and the freshness can be consumed in the first 5 minutes.

And he is different from Zhao Hong, Feng Yan is not the kind of nerdy person.

"Just now you played for 15 minutes." You Ming said to Yang Rongbao while looking at his watch.

Yang Rongbao was a little scared, the feeling of lingering fear was too clear and obvious, he asked nervously, "I'm going to be okay?"

Uncle Zheng and the others did not speak.

Yang Rongbao's face turned pale with fright: "I don't want to rip my face off..."

"Shameless?" Feng Yan's eyes widened, and he looked at Yang Rongbao, "Who's shameless?"

Just as You Ming was about to stop him, Yang Rongbao said, "It's the one who died in the hospital. He tore off his own face."

Feng Yan looked at You Ming, and asked with trembling lips, "Is it Zhao Hong? Is that how he died?"

No one spoke in the room for a while, and the silence was a little scary.

Feng Yan bowed down, no one could see his expression.

All I could hear was Feng Yan's growling and gasping sound, like a trapped animal that couldn't find any way out.

People do a lot of irrational behaviors when they are extremely scared.

Because of fear of heights, it is not uncommon for him to choose to jump off when standing on a high place.

People are complex creatures, so You Ming worried that Feng Yan would also make irrational choices and extreme behaviors under fear.

You Ming sat on the edge of the bed, he stretched out his hand, wanting to pat Feng Yan's shoulder.

Just as he stretched out his hand, Jiang Yuan stood behind him calmly, and You Ming took his hand back.

Sometimes he still has to take care of his lover's jealousy.

But this will not make You Ming feel forced, but rather joyful.

He is also willing to do his best to make Jiang Yu'an feel comfortable and happy.

But You Ming still said softly: "You will be fine."

Feng Yan trembled, holding himself tightly with both hands: "Zhao Hong is dead, my friend is dead, I will die too, right?"

He raised his head, his face was covered with mottled tears, he was only in his teens, not yet in his twenties, his life had just begun, and he still had many ideas for the future.

Feng Yan took a deep breath and said incoherently: "I haven't bought my own house yet, I haven't found a normal job yet, I want to earn more money...I don't want to die..."

He cried out in despair and desolation: "I don't want to die."

"Damn it!" Yang Rongbao roared, shaking Feng Yan so much that he even cried back.

Yang Rongbao turned his head and said to Feng Yan: "I live well, so I won't die, and you, you can't die!"

"It's useless to talk so much, either you jump out of the window now, or be honest and find a way to cooperate with us to survive."

Feng Yan looked at Yang Rongbao in a daze, and nodded blankly.

Yang Rongbao didn't react until he yelled at Feng Yan. He was too aggressive because he was also frightened. Just when he wanted to apologize to Feng Yan, Feng Yan looked at him with admiration and said, "You are amazing!"

I could only hold back my apology, it was rare for Yang Rongbao to be praised so bluntly, his face blushed, he laughed and said, "Hey, it's not very good, just a little bit better than ordinary people."

So there was no need to comfort him anymore, Feng Yan found another backbone for himself, he became Yang Rongbao's little follower, even if Yang Rongbao went to the toilet to pee, he had to wait at the door to listen to the sound of the water.

Elder Zhou and Uncle Zheng both went back at night, they were too old to sleep well in the hotel.

Zhou Yuan and Yang Rongbao stayed with Feng Yan.

You Ming didn't leave until eleven o'clock in the evening.

You Ming could see that Zhou Yuan failed to speak to him several times, and the expression on his face was also very complicated, including guilt, sadness, and regret, but if Zhou Yuan didn't speak, You Ming would not take the initiative to go Talk to Zhou Yuan.

He suddenly remembered that the classmate in junior high who praised him for his good voice called him the most heartless person in the world when he graduated.

"You Ming, do you have a heart? Do you care about nothing but yourself?"

"You don't care whether others treat you well or not?"

You Ming thought of how he answered him back then.

"Correct."

He felt that what the classmate said was right. He was not a person with a lot of emotions. On the contrary, his emotional world was very poor, and he himself was not a person who would easily accept others.

So what kind of friendship between him and Zhou Yuan, in You Ming's view, can be given up at any time, an insignificant friendship.

It doesn't bother him either.

"Go out and talk?" Zhou Yuan stood beside You Ming and said in a low voice.

You Ming glanced at Zhou Yuan's expression, he was calm and calm, he nodded and said to Jiang Yu'an, "We'll talk on the balcony outside."

Jiang Yu'an: "Go."

You Ming and Zhou Yuan walked to the window sill, You Ming leaned against the railing, Zhou Yuan first broke the silence between the two, he said: "Have you ever thought about what will happen to you in the future?"

"You are half human, half ghost, neither human nor ghost, and Jiang Yu'an is by your side, have you ever thought about your future?"

You Ming didn't quite understand: "What future?"

Zhou Yuan turned his head to look at him, his eyes were full of sincerity, and he said: "I'm not you, I can't make up your mind for you, so I can only tell you the future you may face, as for how to choose is your own business .”

You Ming nodded, waiting to hear what Zhou Yuan had to say.

Zhou Yuan's tone was very calm: "Either, you can maintain your current appearance, never grow old and never die, until the day of death comes, but no one knows how long it will be, it may be a few years, it may be ten years later, It could be hundreds or even thousands of years later."

"Or, you will grow old and become a gray-haired old man. You can't move, you can only lie in bed, but you will not die."

"The latter is more terrifying than the former." Zhou Yuan said, "But the most terrifying thing is that your life is tied to Jiang Yu'an. As long as he exists, you will exist."

You Ming behaved very calmly, and he didn't expect that he would be so calm, as if what he was talking about with Zhou Yuan was not himself, but another irrelevant person, he asked after hearing Zhou Yuan's words: "Is there any more?" ?”

Zhou Yuan was silent for a few seconds: "It's gone."

"In the beginning, I married him because I didn't want to die." You Ming said calmly, "I have never experienced what it means to be healthy since I was born. I can't take physical education classes, and I have to go to the hospital every now and then. I can’t get out of bed when I’m there.”

"In fact, sometimes I am very selfish. I know that my existence is a drag on my parents. If I were more selfless and grateful, I should have ended it myself."

"My parents may be sad, but they were young at the time, it's okay to be sad for a while, and they can have another healthy child."

You Ming looked at the tree not far away, the small tree nestled against the big tree, the branches swayed in the wind, You Ming smiled unconsciously.

Now that I think about it, that seemed like a lifetime ago.

You Ming said: "I was also very scared at the beginning, I knew he existed and there was a ghost following me, but I couldn't refuse, because I chose the path myself, and I also agreed to the ghost marriage, so I got it. There are benefits, but there are also disadvantages."

Zhou Yuan looked at You Ming, his prosopagnosia had improved a lot, and he didn't know when it started to get better.

The expression on You Ming's face was very gentle, which made Zhou Yuan feel a little unrealistic.

If someone is really with a ghost, can they still show such an expression?

You Ming turned his head to look at the room, but found that Jiang Yu'an was no longer in the room, he probably went out to get some air.

You Ming smiled: "But I'm lucky."

"Do you know how rare it is for a person to meet someone he loves and loves himself in decades of life?" You Ming frowned slightly, leaning against the guardrail, with a kind of shocking feeling. Feel the thrilling languid charm.

"In the years when my father and my mother had the most quarrel, I asked my mother why they didn't get a divorce."

"My mother said that she will divorce unless she doesn't love her anymore, and she gives up. As long as she still has feelings for my dad, she will do her best to change him. If she doesn't succeed in the end, she won't regret it, because she did what you want to do.”

You Ming: "She also said that love exists, but some people are lucky enough to meet it, and some people are unlucky and never meet it in their lifetime."

"I met it, so I have to cherish it." You Ming smiled at Zhou Yuan: "If I choose to shrink back now because I am afraid of the future, then what am I?"

Zhou Yuan was silent, he didn't quite understand.

After a while he asked, "Will you not regret it in the future?"

You Ming: "That will be in the future, people live in the present."

Zhou Yuan didn't say any more, and he also knew that he couldn't listen to what he said to You Ming. On the one hand, he felt that You Ming didn't think enough, and on the other hand, he was vaguely envious of You Ming's personality.

He is the only grandson of the Zhou family, and the expectations of a family rest on his shoulders. He never has the opportunity to cry out, and he can't back down. He can only keep moving forward, otherwise he will be a sinner of the family.

If he is like You Ming, let alone falling in love with a ghost, even if it is a living person, as long as he does not conform to the family's concept, he will never want to live a good life with his lover in this life.

If he had a brother, maybe he could give up this surname and never touch magic for the rest of his life.

But he has no brothers, this surname will not give up on him, the final result must not be very good.

"Let's go first." You Ming said goodbye to Yang Rongbao and the others, "I will come over early tomorrow, do you want me to bring you breakfast?"

Yang Rongbao said very bluntly: "I want a bowl of miscellaneous sauce noodles, shredded chicken and seaweed soup, a basket of steamed buns and a plate of pickles."

Feng Yan also whispered: "I, I just want soy milk and fried dough sticks."

You Ming looked at Zhou Yuan, and Zhou Yuan smiled at You Ming. He thought it was because You Ming hadn't figured it out, but now he realized that the person who didn't figured it out was himself. He said, "It's the same as Yang Rongbao."

Feng Yan envied: "You guys can really eat."

Jiang Yu'an asked outside the door: "Let's go?"

You Ming closed the door, walked to Jiang Yu'an, smiled at Jiang Yu'an, "Let's go, you've been tired all day, let's go home."

He wanted to grab Jiang Yu'an's hand, but Jiang Yu'an suddenly stepped forward, and he was in vain.

You Ming could only see Jiang Yu'an's back, tall and strong, but it suddenly made him flustered.

The two walked home one after the other, You Ming talked several times along the way, but Jiang Yu'an didn't open his mouth.

Is Jiang Yu'an angry?

why are you mad?

Did he do something today that made Jiang Yu'an unhappy?

You Ming thought hard and didn't feel that there was anything wrong with today and usual.

But this is also the first time he faces the angry Jiang Yu'an. Jiang Yu'an always smiles in front of him, like a ray of breeze, gentle to the extreme, without any aggressiveness, as long as he is with Jiang Yu'an, no matter what his mood is, They will be captured by Jiang Yu'an's tenderness and forget all the troubles they encountered.

But You Ming has no experience in coaxing people.

He also suddenly realized that he was spoiled by Jiang Yu'an.

They have been together for so long, Jiang Yu'an has always been considerate of him and took care of him. Compared with Jiang Yu'an, he only made five points, but Jiang Yu'an did ten points.

After returning to the room, You Ming wanted to talk again, but Jiang Yu'an suddenly said, "Go wash up first."

You Ming was a little flustered, he asked without thinking: "Are you angry?"

Jiang Yu'an didn't speak, and the lights in the room were not turned on. In the darkness, Jiang Yu'an's expression was difficult to discern.

You Ming walked up to Jiang Yu'an, and asked again: "Did I make you angry?"

After waiting for a long time, so long that You Ming thought it was as long as a century, Jiang Yu'an said, "It's nothing."

It was the first time You Ming felt so flustered, he went to grab Jiang Yu'an's hand, but Jiang Yu'an dodged it sideways.

hurts a little.

But I can't tell where it hurts.

You Ming pursed his lips and said, "If I do something wrong, you have to tell me."

Jiang Yu'an didn't reply.

You Ming said to himself, "This is my first time dating, I have no experience, and I don't know how to guess your thoughts."

"I am not a perfect person, I have many shortcomings." You Ming looked into Jiang Yu'an's eyes in the dark, he knew Jiang Yu'an could see his eyes, "If you think there is something wrong with me, just tell me directly , I can change it."

But Jiang Yu'an still didn't answer him.

You Ming was a little disappointed.

Jiang Yu'an's voice finally rang in You Ming's ear, and he said, "It has nothing to do with you."

You Ming raised his voice: "Then why are you angry?"

Jiang Yu'an: "I heard what you and Zhou Yuan said."

You Ming recalled the conversation between him and Zhou Yuan in his mind, his face turned pale instantly, and he said hastily, "Where did you hear? Did you listen to what I said to him?"

Jiang Yu'an looked at You Ming, even in the dark, he could see You Ming clearly.

He also knew that his affection for You Ming was deeper than that of You Ming for him.

Hearing You Ming say, "So I have gained benefits, but I also have to bear the disadvantages." He walked out of the room door. At that moment, he almost lost control of himself. Yuan was killed, or Yang Rongbao and the others were also killed.

But he didn't.

He suppressed the tyrannical impulse, and waited outside the door for You Ming to come out.

He even wanted to lock You Ming up in a room where he could only see him, hear him, and feel him.

You Ming's mouth can only make lingering voices, and he can't say any hurtful words.

When You Ming walked out of the balcony, he really had the urge to carry out this idea.

"I told him that the reason I'm with you is really because of my poor health, and I didn't expect that I would have a ghost husband after a ghost marriage." You Ming lowered his voice, "But I also told him that I am very Love you."

When the word love was uttered, You Ming's mind went blank.

Did he say it?

really said it.

He wanted to tell Jiang Yu'an that he loved him a long time ago.

But You Ming couldn't say it.

Now I finally said it, but the atmosphere in which I said it was not very right.

You Ming has even thought about it, Jiang Yuan's birthday next month, he will spend a day with Jiang Yuan on a date, they will go to the amusement park, have a candlelight dinner, watch a movie, and then open a couple-themed room, That whole day they belonged completely to each other, there was no third person.

I heard Jiang's mother and the others say that Jiang Yu'an liked football and Messi when he was alive, and he planned to use his own money to buy a football signed by Messi for Jiang Yu'an.

There is also the ring, he is ready to choose.

They will have a very romantic day, and at night, You Ming will confess his love to Jiang Yu'an.

Then they will have sex.

He has thought of everything.

You Ming eagerly said to Jiang Yu'an: "You trust me, okay?"

Jiang Yu'an sighed, and the sigh was very obvious in this room: "I have to leave for a while."

You Ming froze: "Because of what I said?"

Jiang Yu'an: "It has nothing to do with you."

It was rare for You Ming to show weakness, he took a step forward and hugged Jiang Yu'an, this time Jiang Yu'an didn't dodge, You Ming said seriously: "You know me, you know that I never lie."

He never told a lie in his life.

Jiang Yu'an rubbed You Ming's head: "I believe in you."

You Ming breathed a sigh of relief.

Jiang Yuan said again: "But I want to leave, it has nothing to do with what you said."

You Ming's eyes suddenly felt sore: "Why is that?"

Jiang Yu'an put down his hand, You Ming took a step back, Jiang Yu'an said: "I'll go first, Yuntong and Xiaofeng will follow you, if you need anything, you can find them, if you encounter danger, I will come."

Before You Ming could say anything more, Jiang Yu'an had already disappeared.

Jiang Yu'an hung out the window, watching You Ming sitting by the bed for half an hour before going to wash up.

It's not that he doesn't believe You Ming, he also knows that what You Ming said is true.

It's just that he suddenly discovered that he was not the gentle and considerate lover in You Ming's eyes.

His tyranny and paranoia are hidden in his blood, and he doesn't want You Ming to find out.

Once You Ming finds out that he is actually such a person, will You Ming still say love to him firmly like tonight?

Jiang Yu'an smiled wryly, he didn't want to show any clues, and he didn't want You Ming to find out what kind of person he was.

So he can only leave You Ming temporarily.

Only when he regains his gentle and considerate mask can he appear in front of You Ming again.

In order to be with You Ming, he doesn't mind wearing this mask forever.