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01

When he walked out of the theater, Xu Wangzhi wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Lu Xun yelled through the mask: "It's a good comedy, why are you crying?"

"Shut up." Xu Wangzhi squeezed the flesh of Lu Xun's palm, and the latter let out a "wow": "I'm going to buy water to drink, and my mouth smells fishy."

Xu Wangzhi knew what he was referring to, and sneered, "It's right for you".

There is a convenience store on the first floor of the shopping mall. Xu Wangzhi asked Lu Xun to wait outside. He went in with his mobile phone to buy water. When he came out, Lu Xun was staring at the back of a boy with his pocket in his pocket. Forget to know.

Xu Wangzhi observed the boy's back. He was tall and had long legs. He was the same type of figure as Lu Xun's brother and Liang Ziyu.

Until the boy walked away, Xu Wangzhi walked over silently and stuffed the mineral water into Lu Xun's arms.

Lu Xun withdrew his gaze, took advantage of no one taking off his mask, unscrewed the bottle cap and poured half a bottle of water, and shook the remaining half bottle in front of Xu Wangzhi: "Do you want to drink?"

"Don't drink." Xu Wangzhi rolled his eyes at him, buried his chin in the scarf, and walked forward with his head down.

Lu Xun sensed something was wrong, took two quick steps to keep up, pulled Xu Wangzhi's hand out of his pocket and took it into his own: "Did you leave your girlfriend behind like this and walk away in a muffled voice?"

"Who the hell is your girlfriend, shameless." Xu Wangzhi's ears felt hot, and he peeked at Lu Rong's long skirt from the corner of his eye, and it seemed to be the same thing.

Walking to a crowded place, the people around him cast surprised glances, at first Xu Wangzhi didn't take it seriously, but then he thought of something and suddenly stopped in his tracks.

"I think you are a pig!" Xu Wangzhi turned around angrily, and put back the mask that Lu Xun had hooked off when he drank water just now.

Well, now everyone in the mall has discovered that he has a guy in disguise!

02

The image of Lu Xun's eyes glued to the other boys lingering on Xu Wangzhi's mind was lingering. After returning home, he got into the bathroom, took off his clothes and stood in front of the mirror to look left and right. He was not so tall and straight, not so strong No matter how you look at it, it can't reach the height that Lu Xun wants, "two chest muscles and eight pack abdominal muscles, a full height of 1.8 meters seven".

The bathroom door was slammed, and Lu Xun yelled outside: "Wangzhi, are you okay?" He drank too much water, and his bladder was about to burst. As soon as the door opened, Lu Xun was about to break in, wearing only a bathrobe Xu Wangzhi stood inside the door and blocked him.

Lu Xun clamped his legs in a hurry, and was still wearing the black suspender dress that he hadn't had time to change.Perhaps it was not so cold with the heating indoors on, so he took off his denim jacket, revealing his round shoulders and conspicuous collarbone.

"Honey, what kind of tricks are you trying to play?" Lu Xun was about to cry, because he offended Xu Wangzhi today, and he gave him a face from breakfast, but he still couldn't figure out what was wrong with him .

Xu Wangzhi didn't understand which muscle he was suffering from. What's wrong with Lu Xun taking a peek at his ideal boyfriend outside? Can't he take a peek if he doesn't get it?But he just didn't like it, he didn't want Lu Xun to look at others with such admiring eyes, and he didn't like Lu Xun's heart to be occupied by others!

03

"Go, wash your ass." Xu Wangzhi closed the door, pushed Lu Xun to sit on the toilet, and conveniently took the bowel/bowel tool and stuffed it into his hand.

Lu Xun's most urgent task is to release the water, no matter what nonsense the other party is talking about, he put the tools aside, stood up and hooked up his underwear.

At this time, Xu forgot to install the nozzle on the shower hose, and pushed Lu Xun, who was in the posture of draining water by the toilet, to the sink, and let the other party lean on the sink with his back facing him.

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04

Lu Xun lay powerlessly in Xu Wangzhi's arms, Xu Wangzhi patted him on the back, turned around and lowered himself down, put the person on his back, stepped into the bathtub and put Lu Xun down.

"Why do you always like to use your back?" Lu Xun leaned back in the bathtub, raised his foot and kicked Xu Wangzhi's ass—this unconscionable, finally willing to suppress himself for a while.

Lu Xun's wet feet left a watermark on the back of Xu Wangzhi's bathrobe, he didn't care about it, and bent over to adjust the water temperature: "It's easy to carry."

The warm water flowed over the two of them, Xu Wangzhi turned off the water valve, took off the soaked bathrobe and threw it into the clothes basket.He squeezed out a lump of shower gel, rubbed it into the palm of his hand, approached Lu Xun and wiped it on the other party's body.His strength was not strong, his hands were covered with foam and he spread it evenly on the opponent's back and chest, and then grabbed his arm and wiped it again.

Lu Xun signaled with his eyes that the following would also like it, and Xu Wangzhi grabbed a handful of water and poured it on him: "Wash yourself."

"It's not fair," Lu Xun leaned over to Xu Wangzhi's body, "I'll do a full set of laundry for you."

Xu Wangzhi kicked him off: "You like to do all your things."

"It's called proving that I love you more than you love me." Lu Xun was blunt and strong.

Xu Wangzhi is too lazy to argue with the other party, does it matter who is more and who is less, it is enough to love the person in front of him.

After taking a bath, Xu Wangzhi wanted to carry Lu Xun out again. Lu Xun quickly stepped out of the bathtub and wrapped himself in a towel: "Don't make trouble, I'm afraid I'll overwhelm you."

"Aren't you in pain?" Xu Wangzhi glanced worriedly. Last time when Lu Xun finished him in the hotel, he was in pain. If he hadn't hid in the bathroom and applied ointment the next morning, the pain would have lasted until night.

Lu Xun dried himself off, opened the door and walked out: "It's okay, a little sore and swollen, I can hold it back. You are too gentle, and you refuse to push harder, as if you are afraid of killing me."

Xu Wangzhi was embarrassed by what he said: "Then next time——"

Lu Xun turned around in surprise.

"There will be no next time." Xu Wangzhi said.

05

Since the time for dinner was delayed due to errands, the two chose to order takeaway.The takeaway was ordered by Xu Wangzhi, and Lu Xun stayed in the bedroom and never came out after taking a shower.After Xu Wangzhi ordered takeaway and went back to his room, Lu Xun was lying in front of the desk again fiddling with the mini printer. This time Xu Wangzhi couldn't turn a blind eye like last time. He lay on Lu Xun's back and put his arms around his shoulders : "What are you doing?"

"Reading it will make you mad." Lu Xun handed back the notebook next to him, "Here, don't hit me after reading it."

"Did you write bad things about me?" Xu Wangzhi grabbed the leather book, sat cross-legged on the bed and opened the first page, his eyes widened in surprise.

There is a photo of him on it, standing in front of the order counter in a dark gray vertical stripe shirt, talking to the clerk with a polite smile on the corner of his mouth.

There is Lu Xun's handwriting in the blank space below the photo, he said - he kissed my fingertips, and my world played the wedding march.

Turning back, it was the photo he took for Lu Xun at the bar.There is also a sentence under the photo: He gave me a glass of Stinger. The taste of the wine is very refreshing, just like his first impression on me.

There are photos on every subsequent page: their folded hands, the same style of garnet red bracelets on their wrists; That time when Lu Xun took him to meet his family... Afterwards, there are photos of going to Chunhuai City, the night scene there, the fried chestnuts sold on the bridge, the "Hide" at the end of the bar street, the lotus pond in V Dali...

The content of all the photos is related to the memories of the two of them, and the sentence at the bottom of each page cannot be separated from a "he".

The mattress was sunken, and Lu Xun sat beside him: "Have you finished reading it?"

Xu Wangzhi held the account book in his hand and was reluctant to return it: "When did you secretly take photos, so many photos."

"I stay with you every day, and I can take pictures whenever I want." Lu Xun took the notebook and turned to a new page, Xu Wangzhi was very curious: "Then what photos are you going to post today?"

Lu Xun snorted and took out a photo of himself wearing a suspender skirt from his pocket: "Today, Xun Xun turned over and sang."

06

On the third day of the Lunar New Year, they stayed at home and didn't go anywhere.

Lu Xun was sitting in front of the computer playing games, while Xu Wangzhi was hugging the tablet and making video calls with his mother.Today is the birthday of Chloe, the child adopted by the mother and Vincent. The little one is hugged by the mother, clamoring to hear Xu Wangzhi sing the birthday song.

Hearing the sound, Lu Xun turned around and asked, "How do you plan to spend your birthday this year?"

Xu Wangzhi's birthday is in August. In the past, he would fly to France to celebrate with his family at this time.

But this year with Lu Xun by his side, Xu Wangzhi had a dilemma. His mother also heard Lu Xun's question, and she suggested: "You can bring Xiao Lu to France, just so I can meet him."

Chloe danced in the video, Xu Wangzhi tapped the little guy's nose on the screen, and then touched his mother's face, as if he could really touch them: "Okay."

He is fortunate to have such a reasonable mother who didn't treat himself as a monster after he confessed his sexual orientation to her. She accepted it frankly and had a tolerant attitude towards his lover.

After the video ended, Xu Wangzhi expressed his wishes to Lu Xun.Lu Xun just finished playing a game, jumped onto the bed and pressed Xu Wangzhi into the soft quilt: "Are you having a conspiracy?"

After being messed up yesterday, he was alive and kicking today, Xu Wangzhi doubted his ability a little, so that he didn't really think about what Lu Xun said: "What conspiracy?"

"Play stupid for me." Lu Xun bowed his head, rubbed his nose against the tip of Xu Wangzhi's nose, and lightly touched Xu Wangzhi's chin with his lips, "Want to get the certificate with me by the way?"

They are not at an infantile age, doing anything already capable of being responsible for the future.What Lu Xun thinks is very simple, if there is no change between him and Xu Wangzhi, he is sure that he can spend his whole life with this person.Xu Wangzhi can become childish in front of him, and he can become mature in front of Xu Wangzhi. They all subtly become people who are similar to each other, or in other words, their souls have long been integrated into one, regardless of you and me .

Xu Wangzhi's breathing was disrupted by Lu Xun's kiss.

He hooked Lu Xun's neck: "You are the one who is stupid, how can we get a certificate if we don't settle there?" In fact, he also fantasized about the two of them entering the wedding hall in suits, but that kind of thought was just for a moment. He said that the piece of paper is dispensable, he will not love the person in front of him because he does not have that piece of paper, nor will he take the oath as a burden because of the extra piece of paper.

As long as there is always a sense of belonging by Lu Xun's side, that's enough.

Lu Xun didn't think that Xu Wangzhi didn't take their future into consideration, he hugged each other and said, "Let's talk about it later, anyway, you won't leave me, it doesn't matter if you get it or not."

The author says:

1. See @暮暮的Veneno for the hidden part