【Hammer Base】Lucid dreaming

"I was indeed dead, and then I woke up and found myself on the streets of New York in the 80s of the last century..." Loki knew that this matter could not be fooled, so he simply told the truth, letting the absurd story in Thor's head Digest on its own.He was wearing Thor's shirt, his T-shirt and jeans had been turned into rags in the intense sex just now, the sloping neckline showed red marks on his collarbone, like a big teddy bear being held tightly in Thor's arms .

The pinch was too tight! Loki was about to hit him with a backhand, but saw the shocked face of the big man, who obviously hadn't recovered from the incredible story, and the gesture turned into a loving gesture on his stubble chin Touched.

"You just keep going around like this, and you still turn into a child and an old man?" Thor's voice tightened, "Then how are you going to live?"

Loki was taken aback by his question.He'd been expecting Thor to have a thousand questions, but didn't expect the first one to be concern.He softened like a freshly baked cake, and the soft thorns all over his body melted into soft syrup. He changed his posture and lay lazily on Thor's chest, "Welfare homes, nursing homes. Thanks to the country's perfect welfare policy, I live well not bad."

"Then...why are you avoiding me?" Thor asked hesitantly.

As if waiting, Loki climbs out of bed and spreads his arms, showing his thin legs under his shirt and the boy's half-grown body. "Because of this. Can you imagine that the person next to your pillow will change every time? It's better this time. What if I drag my seven-year-old and eighty-year-old body and come in a wheelchair next time?"

Thor looked him up and down a few times, looking so much that Loki almost forgot to breathe like a prisoner listening to the trial, and suddenly he hugged him back to the bed, and whispered to Loki's ear, "Then when I change your diaper... ...just in time for a shot."

Loki's ears were burning red, he didn't expect him to say such obscene words, his silver tongue couldn't work, and he found his voice after escaping halfway across the bed, "More importantly, I will disappear. Anytime, anywhere, out of control, we will meet again in five years, ten years, or never again.” That’s why he hid.He felt betrayed when he heard about Thor's marriage, but it was so unfair to him.He is already a dead man, even if he can appear in Thor's life for a short time, will the rest of his life leave him in vain?

He immediately regretted messing up the wedding, so the next time he showed up with Thor, he chose not to show up.In this way, maybe he can give up, time and new love are good medicine to forget the old love, Thor can marry a wife and have children after all, and then he can choose to end this boundless life.Look, how well he's planned for him, but Thor is so stubborn beyond imagination that he has to draw a full stop himself.He gritted his teeth, resisted the urge to cry, and said in a calm tone, "I've decided to break up. I don't know what obsession you have with me, whether it's because of a romantic relationship with the lover of your dreams. We've only been intimate in dreams before and I think we've slept through it now. I'm not hiding from you, Thor, there's no love between us, only delusion, and I knew I was going to be entangled like this, and I wouldn't have done that Dream."

He finished his unfeeling words, and he was waiting for Thor to be angry, disappointed, and better get him out of the house right away.He does see anger sweeping across Thor's eyes, but eventually it settles into a kind of sadness.The last look Loki wanted from Thor.

Thor leaned towards him, re-embracing him in a slow gesture, with a kind of devotion, "Then, I made up my mind a little earlier than you. I've decided to give up everything." The heat boiled suddenly, burning Every joint of Loki was trembling, the heat exceeded the limit that his cold heart could bear.He hugged this beloved body and bit his shoulder until the smell of blood welled up in his mouth.Of all the lies just now, one was true, that he really, really didn't like being entangled with him, because it would burn him out, and only death could stop it.

Starting a family life is easier than Loki imagined, he thought he had lost that ability long ago.The only embarrassing thing is Thor's involvement in the development of this body. Thor, on the contrary, enjoyed it, watching Loki's clothes grow and shorten with his height, and they went shopping together in the youth section of the clothing market, as if they had completed the adolescence they were not lucky enough to spend together.

"Do you still want Dad to accompany you to the mall?" The one who was picking out clothes gave Loki a bad look, as if showing off his independence.

Loki laughed crazily all the way, obediently trying on the clothes in Thor's darkening complexion.

"Do you think we are like father and son, Dad?" Loki sat on Thor's lap with his legs crossed, and was covered by a sweater from top to bottom. Thor looked sullenly, looking at his disheveled head protruding from the collar, I feel like he's in a bad mood.

"I don't think so, we don't look alike at all." Loki muttered softly, "Like a greasy middle-aged man taking care of high school students.

Thor, known as the "greasy middle-aged man," raises his head slowly, dangerously.He is 35 years old, but his handsome face and perfect figure still attract the eyes of women and some men on the street all the time. Loki sensed danger and tiptoed to slip away, but it was too late. Thor revises his own words, not simply owed a day, but just owed a day.