"Thor's Hammer Base" FAREWELL

LOKI

In the days when I lost you, every time I thought of you, I almost cried, but I held back and didn't shed a single tear.

In so many illusory dreams, I dreamed that I was walking with you, and I heard the me in the dream finally say the phrase I love you, and then you replied with a smile that you love me too.

The ridiculous and unrealistic dream became the reason for me to promise myself not to shed tears.

I haven't found you yet, so how can I cry.

Then, on this day, I found you.

I thought it was you, I thought you weren't dead.

I thought you didn't leave me.

I have always believed in that.

But that is not you.

I have never believed in the so-called reincarnation, but the reality before me forced me to believe in this ghost thing.

You asked me if we met somewhere.

You said, you had a ten-year-old dream, and I was in it.

I think you are crueler than reality.

That doesn't mean that what I'm trying to pursue, what I'm trying my best to get back, turns out to be nothing more than an unattainable dream.

You said that the dream bothered you.

So I used my remaining bit of divine power to erase the memories that belonged to us for you.

If this memory bothers you, what's the use of it.

Halfway through erasing your memory, you remembered everything.

I hear you say.

I love you.

It turns out that you love me too.

But why, you left me so cruelly.

Your memory is fading, I hear you say.

Don't go.

......

Ha, that's ironic.

Why didn't you say you love me earlier, why didn't you tell me not to go earlier.

And why do I hide everything in my heart and say nothing.

If I had said it earlier, our memories would not have been like this.

I never thought we would end like this.

In order to attract your attention, I have done many things that make you angry, pranks, and even rebellion.

To make you pay more attention to me.

At that time, I thought, I will not regret it.

But now, I regret it.

I regret the pranks that made you angry, the ice giants that were brought to Asgard, the attack on the Atrium...

I regret that I didn't say I love you.

Now, I'm really sorry.

I promise I will be obedient and not play any tricks, so—

Comeback, please.

I don't remember when I got back home, back to my so-called home in the atrium called the apartment.

it's getting dark.

In my apartment I have a vintage black piano standing in the empty living room next to the open balcony window.

Sit on the piano bench, lift the cover of the piano, and feel the cold and biting touch of the keys from the fingertips.

Almost without thinking, his fingers danced familiarly and briskly on the keys, the familiar tune was wrapped around his ears, and he flew into the distance with the night wind.

Chopin, Nocturne in C sharp minor.

I remember that you used to like the piano in the atrium very much, and the so-called Chopin's nocturnes.

This piece, every time I play it, you will rarely listen quietly beside me.

yes, I remember.

But you don't remember.

The sound of the piano stopped abruptly in a chaotic mix, I lowered my head, but my eyes became blurred, and something kept spinning in my eyes.

this is nothing.

I think.

I just lost someone who could always be with me.

Even this person has always been in a corner of my heart that I can't bear to touch.

In this hide-and-seek game between us, I still lost.

You hid where I can't find it, even if I am stubborn, I have to surrender to you.

But even if I drop everything and surrender to you, you will never come back.

I was left alone, waiting where winners and losers were declared.

"Why, you want to leave me alone."

Why can you just forget me like this, but I have to carry our memories through the unknown future.

Why...how can you be so cruel?

As if venting, he raised his hand and clenched his fist and slammed it on the piano, and suddenly the piano made a thick and chaotic sound.

Oh...Brother...

I think this time, I really lost you.

So this time, can I cry?

Tears finally burst out of my eyes uncontrollably, one drop after another, dripping onto the keys, then slipping down through the cracks and disappearing into the invisible darkness.

The air was filled with the dampness after the rain and the salty smell of tears.

I thought, I should get out of this place.

I can't continue to live here knowing that you are in this city. Every look you see is a knife to me.

I will continue to go further and further on this road of losing everything, with my back to you.

Raising his hand again, he continued to play the nocturne after the music that had just been interrupted, trying to calm himself down.

Trembling and taking a shallow breath, I can even feel the frantic heartbeat.

"I love you."

This soft whisper, accompanied by Chopin's Nocturne in C-sharp minor, disappeared into the deep and frightening darkness in response to the whistling night wind.

Nobody heard of it.

I will leave here and go to a far country.

I think I will probably end my life there.

With my love for you and our memories.

The only regret is that even after death, we probably won't be able to meet again.

Because you go to heaven, and I'm doomed to hell.

So...Brother...

Let's make an appointment.

next life.

Next life.

In the next life.

We are all in this together.

When the time comes, you must never leave me alone again.

Let's go back to Asgard, which is not yet prosperous, and start everything again.

I play Chopin's Nocturne for you, and you only have eyes for me.

Let's go back to the secret base in memory, the place where it started.