Since then, I have become the most beautiful boy among the anchors

Zhang Jing felt that Zhang Jiayun's words hurt him too much. Even though she looked like this, she was still worried about him and worried that he would feel guilty.

"I..." Zhang Jing uttered a word with difficulty, he didn't know what to say.

Zhang Jiayun closed her eyes and said slowly: "Jingjing, I know about this, but I can't accept it, so I can only pretend that I don't know, as if I can pretend...that there is no such thing." Then she fell silent.

Zhang Jing felt that his internal organs were about to be scratched to pieces. He knew what Grandma was waiting for, waiting for him to apologize, waiting for him to say that I was wrong, but he just liked Jian Min. How could liking Jian Min be a wrong thing? Woolen cloth?The only thing he did wrong was to hurt Grandma for Jian Min.

He didn't dare to say anything, he didn't want to deny his feelings, and he didn't want to provoke the old lady, so he could only kneel and sit by the bed.

"Jingjing, go out." Zhang Jiayun said slowly.

Zhang Jing's tears fell on his hands, and he walked out of the ward in a nonchalant manner.

Feng Ye arranged for a nurse to take care of the old lady.Zhang Jiayun's body is getting better every day. The doctor said that fortunately, it was delivered in time, but she still can't take it lightly.

Zhang Jing wandered outside the ward every day, hoping that Zhang Jiayun would call him again, but since that day, Grandma seemed to never want to see him again.

If the heartache is enough, it will become numb. As long as Grandma's life is not in danger, even if she doesn't care about him anymore, he is willing.

Jian Min handed over the work to Chen Zhu, and stayed here with Zhang Jing all the time, for fear that he would spoil himself if he didn't eat well.Afraid of delaying him, Zhang Jing persuaded him several times, but the other party refused.

It was more than a week after Zhang Jiayun called Zhang Jing into the ward again. The nurse rolled the bed out and closed the door for the two of them.

The old lady sat on the hospital bed, staring blankly out of the window.Zhang Jing stood awkwardly at the door, not daring to disturb her.

Zhang Jiayun turned to look at him with a smile on her face: "Why do you look like that? Come and sit down."

Only then did Zhang Jing sit by the bed, like a child who did something wrong, he was waiting for his parents' sentence.

The two were silent for a long time before Zhang Jiayun opened her mouth. She said, "Jingjing, I always thought that you never had anyone around you since you were a child, only Xuanxuan and I...but Xuanxuan will always leave, and he will also leave in the future." You have to marry a wife and have children. He can't be with you forever. I'll leave one day... There will be no one by your side. You are alone. When I think about it, I feel that death is terrible. I don't want to die, I want to die I will stay with you for a few more years, until you get married, have a wife who loves you, and have a lovely child... Then I can leave with peace of mind. But when Jane appeared, I knew that I would never wait for that day... ..."

"You have such a stubborn temper, so you won't change what you believe in. You like Jian Min, even if he doesn't like you, you won't like others, and you won't listen to me and marry a wife and have children. Granny knows that , but I'm afraid..." Zhang Jiayun was a little excited, reached out and grabbed Zhang Jing's fingertips, and asked, "You can love him forever, can he? He is in that position, what kind of person you can't see, what kind of person do you want?" What does he mean?"

"He likes that you can act like a baby and you are cute, but you can't be like this forever. People will grow up. When the day comes? He can find a little boy like you and leave. What do you do? I'm gone, and he will It’s gone, what should you do? Your world is always so small, you can only hold two or three people, and take them as your life, but these two or three people will leave one day.”

"Brother won't." Zhang Jing twitched the corner of his mouth and showed a bitter smile. He believed in Jian Min, more than he believed in himself. In this world, his brother loves him as much as his grandmother.

Zhang Jiayun also smiled, with an ugly smile, "But I don't believe it. You and him are not only incompatible, but also incompatible in gender... You met him too early, indulged in his love, Unable to extricate yourself, he can give you everything, or take it away without warning, what can you do? Just tell me that he can't."

"Listen to grandma, break up with him while he still likes you, it's better than one day, he raises you up and kicks you away, so, can you bear it?" Zhang Jiayun only slightly disagreed. If Jian Min ignores him one day, Zhang Jing will not dare to think about it, "You said that I always pour cold water on you when you are happy, but I would rather be with you when you are happy." When you are just learning to walk, pushing you and making you fall is better than not being careful in the future and falling to your head and bleeding."

Originally, she didn't want to hinder the two of them, but this time she was seriously ill, which made her afraid. If something happened to her and Jingjing's pillar collapsed, he would definitely pour all his love on Jian Min. Tired, choose to leave, Jingjing will collapse, if she leaves, Jian Min is with her now, Jian Min left, who else is there beside Jingjing?

"I've been...becoming a better person for him. He didn't support me. I study hard and work hard. Even if I can't stand shoulder to shoulder with him, I'm still moving forward step by step. One day, we will be together. The distance between them will become smaller and smaller. Grandma, I am not attached to him, really, he can trust me, why can't you trust me once?" For the first time, Zhang Jing felt that his words were too pale, his love was so Strong, can't be described in words, "I can't...I can't leave him, and I can't dislike him."

"Aren't you going abroad?" Zhang Jiayun reached out and touched his cheek, and said softly.

Zhang Jing's eyes were a little wet, he shook his head: "I won't leave for the time being, I won't go anywhere until I see you get better."

"The doctor said I'll be fine for another two months. You don't have to worry about me. Since you don't want to break up with him, grandma won't force you, but I want you to promise me that you won't see him again in the few years you've been abroad."

Zhang Jing's eyes widened suddenly, his voice trembled, and he asked word by word: "What's the difference between this and being cut off from him?" He hasn't seen each other for five years, how can he let Jian Min wait for him for five years.

Zhang Jiayun closed her eyes wearily, and said slowly: "You said that you believed in him, but you just didn't meet each other. Is your relationship gone?"

Zhang Jing suddenly felt that this grandma was too strange. He said in a hoarse voice: "You are obviously making too much sense, so what about your feelings? He did nothing wrong, but I ignored him for five years because of your test. This is not fair to him, and my brother will hurt too. He is not a few years older than me. I can act like a baby to you and him, but he doesn't! He can only get a moment of respite with me, but you let me hurt so much He, you can't do this." Zhang Jing choked up, how could he treat Jian Min like that.

Zhang Jiayun said sadly: "You don't want to hurt him, what about grandma? I have been pretending to be a fool for two years, and now I don't want to pretend anymore. Grandma only asks you for one thing, can't you do it? Grandma just I think you can grow up quickly, and grandma doesn't want to force you like this."

grow up?

"When I was young, even if I was seven years old and traveled between the two cities every week, you didn't want to come to Jiangcheng to take care of me. Do you know? Every Sunday afternoon, when you put me in the car, I would just sit and cry for two When I was young, I cried all the way from Huaicheng to Jiangcheng, it was obviously the same road, but it was very different for me to come and go."

"Later, when I grew up, I finally stopped crying for leaving home. You felt that I was too clinging to you and always wanted to push me away. When I became an adult, you used the excuse that I should not always act like a baby to you as an adult. , I was cold from time to time... But when I was a child, you clearly told me that I can't cry all the time. If I cry too much, it will become bitter. I have to act like a baby and laugh more, so that I can always be sweet. I remember this live, but you forgot."

"You have been forcing me to grow up, but how old should I be before you are satisfied?" Zhang Jing cried and said the last sentence, how old should he be?

Zhang Jiayun burst into tears, she grabbed his arm excitedly, and asked over and over again: "Jingjing, are you blaming me? In fact, you've been blaming me all this time, shouldn't I wake up?"

The last sentence cut out Zhang Jing's heart, what is he doing?He actually argued endlessly with the grandmother who had just passed through the gate of hell, and even used words to provoke the grandmother, he is really... a heinous crime.

Zhang Jing shook his head again and again, "No, no! Grandma, I was wrong. I didn't blame you. I said something wrong just now."

The old lady touched his face distressedly, "Jingjing...granny, I'm sorry."

Zhang Jing grabbed her hand and laughed with tears in his eyes. He said softly, "I promise you everything. I'll get you some water. Don't cry." After speaking, he stood up, He went out in a daze, and when he opened the door, he saw Jian Min, he didn't even dare to look at him again, and hurried away.

Jian Min didn't chase him, but just looked at the old lady in the ward, and asked, "Can I come in?"

Zhang Jiayun quickly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "Come in."

Jian Min closed the door, looked at her quietly, and said after a while: "Do you really think that it is for his own good?" He heard the conversation between the two clearly outside the door, "If you do this, It is nothing more than letting him suffer in advance, some unnecessary suffering. When he has tasted enough, becomes numb, and is no longer sensitive to pain, can it be regarded as that he will not suffer anymore?"

"Compared with his peers, his heart is too mature. He just wants to rest in front of the one he loves. Are you going to deprive him of this right? I also want to ask, what kind of growth will you be satisfied with? He left alone abroad, so you really feel relieved? You don't need to like me, but you can't punish him in this way just because you don't like me. "

"Mr. Jian," Zhang Jiayun looked at him calmly, "Are you questioning what I did wrong?"

From young Jane to Mr. Jian, Jian Min knew that there was no room for maneuver between him and the old lady.

"You are right. You just think that Jingjing should not rely on anyone but himself. He is alone and alone, but I want to be his relying on."

"Jingjing met me when he was 13. I have been with him since he was 16. After August this year, he will be 30. After so many years, he has always had a young heart. You forced him to grow up , I just want to take good care of him and accompany him to grow up slowly. Even if he is 40 or [-] years old, it is enough for him to smile like a child in front of me."

"There is another point that you are wrong. Jingjing is Jingjing. No one can replace him. He still has you, and I only have him."

"Mr. Jian..." Zhang Jiayun took a deep breath, "I'm tired, you go out."

Jian Min said before leaving: "I've never seen anyone who has endured so much hardship like Jing Jing, yet laughs like he grew up from a honey pot."

He closed the door gently, and a faint sigh slipped out through the crack of the door and into his ear.

Zhang Jing disappeared, and Jian Min searched for him for a long time after he came out, but did not find him.

Zhang Mengyao also had a very painful time during this period. When she closed her eyes, she could see the face of the old lady, and she couldn't sleep well. She stayed at her mother's house for a few nights, and had to choose a bed. After dinner, she had to take a taxi back home.

She got out of the taxi and hadn't entered the community when she suddenly heard the horn sound, she subconsciously looked for the sound, and saw a sports car speeding towards her, Zhang Mengyao screamed in fright, the car almost hit her , probably because the people in the car slammed the steering wheel, and the sports car brushed the corner of her clothes and passed by.

Zhang Mengyao was so frightened that she fell to the ground, her clothes were wet with sweat, she was gasping for breath, still remembering the thrill just now.

A person suddenly squatted in front of her, the sky was a little dark, but she couldn't not recognize the person in front of her, her face twisted, her upper and lower teeth chattered, "Zhang, Zhang Jing..."

Zhang Jing's eyes were sharp. He pinched Zhang Mengyao's shoulders, "helped" her to stand up, and said unhurriedly, "Mom, are you okay?"

Zhang Mengyao's shoulders hurt from being pinched by him, and she stumbled and said, "Zhang, Zhang Jing, you are murdering, you want to murder me..."

Zhang Jing smiled, his beautiful smile looked very strange in the night, he said slowly: "It's just an attempted murder."

"That's it?!" Zhang Mengyao became excited, and shouted, "You actually said that! I want to sue you! Arrest you and go to jail!!" She reached out to push Zhang Jing, but Zhang Jing squeezed her wrist severely, her face hurting After twisting, Zhang Jing slowly put her hand aside, his movements seemed extremely gentle.

"Sue me? What crime have I committed?"

Zhang Mengyao: "Yes, there is surveillance, don't think you can hide, you can hide!"

Zhang Jing smiled indifferently: "It doesn't matter if there is monitoring. I just have a lot of thoughts and a trance recently. I accidentally ran into someone while driving. Fortunately, I reacted in time and did not make a big mistake. After the incident happened, I immediately got off the car." Car, come to check on your mother's injuries, are you right?"

Zhang Mengyao looked at the surveillance in the distance, only to realize that Zhang Jing had been facing away from the surveillance, and she felt a great fear in her heart, "Crazy...you are really a lunatic..."

"You should be thankful that grandma is fine, or else we'll go to hell together." Zhang Jing's tone was so cold that Zhang Mengyao trembled with fright, and he could only call him crazy.

Zhang Jing smiled immediately, "Don't always stand at the gate of the community, I'll help you in." Zhang Mengyao didn't dare not listen, she was too scared, Zhang Jing became her nightmare when she was a child, Zhang Jing naturally had it when she grew up Worse still, she felt that she had given birth to a monster, and he actually wanted to kill her!

Zhang Mengyao faltered and was "supported" by Zhang Jing into the community.

Zhang Jing "sent" the person to the door of his house, and then drove the car and disappeared into the vast night.He returned to Huai City and lingered at the hospital gate for a long time.

He reached out and touched the hood of the car, suddenly feeling a little sad that he would do such a thing in the car his brother gave him.

"Where have you been?" Jian Min's voice suddenly sounded behind him, and Zhang Jing flinched in fright, as if he was caught doing bad things.

Jian Min looked at the car, then at his twinkling eyes, his heart sank, he stepped forward and took him into his arms, he said: "Jingjing, don't do something stupid."

Zhang Jing hugged his waist tightly, the sadness in his heart was overflowing, and he said "I'm sorry" over and over again.

Jian Min's heart ached, he knew what Jingjing was sorry for, but he would not agree, how could he bear to leave Jingjing for so long.

Zhang Jing opened his mouth and spoke with difficulty: "Brother, do you still owe me a wish, can I exchange it now?"

Jian Min's body froze, he let go of Zhang Jing, his eyes were heavy, and he called out word by word: "Zhang, Jing."

Zhang Jing felt that his ears were buzzing, and his heart was so distressed that he was about to shift his position. Zhang Jing... the first time his brother called him that, he seemed to have broken Jian Min's love for him with his own hands.

"Don't worry about me anymore, I beg you." After speaking, he fled in despair.

He once wanted to exchange this wish for a kiss, but he didn't expect that now he begged Jian Min to give him up with his wish.

He was ashamed to let Jian Min wait for him for five years. Grandma's saying that she didn't see her was actually forcing him to separate from Jian Min. He couldn't say the word breakup, it was too difficult, and it was killing him.

Jian Min left.

Zhang Jing cried until he retched, he didn't know why it became like this, obviously more than ten days ago he was hugging his brother and acting like a baby, now his brother is very disappointed in him.

What a jerk he is.

After crying enough, he washed his face and went to the ward. Zhang Jiayun saw that his eyes were red, and couldn't bear to look away, "Have you eaten yet?"

Zhang Jing moved a chair and sat by the bed: "I forgot. Do you want to rest?"

"Go to eat. The nurse is going to get hot water. Come back soon. You don't have to worry about me."

Zhang Jing had no choice but to nod, sat on the bench outside the hospital for a long time, and then went back.

The old lady's health is getting better day by day, but she is definitely not as strong as before. She stayed in the hospital for two months and was finally discharged.

After that encounter, Aunt Zhao was quite frightened. Even though she couldn't bear to part with the old lady, she didn't dare to take care of her anymore. Fortunately, she was rescued this time.

Feng Ye and Zhang Mengyao divorced, and they didn't give each other a penny on the grounds that they held Zhang's father's handle. Zhang's father hated him so much that he didn't dare to do anything to Feng Ye, so he could only smash his teeth and swallow it in his stomach, threatening to He has never been in touch with Feng Ye.

It turned out that he could take advantage of Feng Ye, but now that he has irritated him, the other party has a desperate heart and doesn't care whether he is in prison or not.That's right, Feng Ye squatted in, and his mother had Zhang Jing to take care of him. If he went in, what would happen to his wife, daughter and grandson?He didn't dare to gamble with the opponent.

It's just that without Feng Ye, his pension is not enough to cover the family's expenses for a month, and life suddenly becomes embarrassing. Fortunately, his daughter didn't ask him for a bag of clothes. Instead, he locked himself in the house all day long, not daring to Going out, and nervously turning on the lights of the whole house at night.

Zhang's father and Zhang's mother looked anxiously, but they didn't know what was wrong with her.

Thinking of Feng Shuyu's "credit" for the old lady's matter, Feng Ye let him go too. Anyway, the other party was also close to his grandparents. Grandma's life and death didn't matter at all, and he opened his mouth to ask him why he divorced his mother... Really ridiculous.

Feng Shuyu's car and house were all confiscated by Feng Ye, and his bank card was also frozen. He was used to living the life of a young master, but now living with his grandparents with a salary of just over [-] yuan, his mood became more and more unhappy.He has outstanding abilities, but he has no scheming. When he first entered the workplace, he got in the way of his seniors. He was dismissed after only two months in the new company.

He has been going smoothly for more than 20 years. In the eyes of others, he is the proud son of heaven. He graduated from a famous university. However, he was dismissed by two big companies in less than two years. , Even when the word work is mentioned, I feel inexplicable fear.

Zhang's father persuaded him many times, but to no avail, so he had to use the money to speculate in stocks. He is over 70 years old, and he has to find ways to make money to support his family every day.

Feng Ye's side is not optimistic either. Zhang's father didn't make a move, so he was bullied by others and stepped down directly. Fortunately, the other party didn't kill them all. The assets in his hands are enough for the rest of his life. If he wants to, he can do something else You can always make money by doing things.

This kind of method is not like what his competitors did. He guessed who it was, but he didn't dare to provoke him, but he didn't understand how he provoked him. What did he do wrong in this matter?He didn't even scold Zhang Jing!

Sitting in that position on the left and right for a long time, Sheng also

There is no way to get promoted again, and a lot of money has been made, so it's good to go back now, and Zhang's father will go crazy one day and pull him to be a scapegoat.

He couldn't bear to leave the old lady in Huaicheng again, so he took her home. Fortunately, Zhang Jiayun didn't refuse again.

Zhang Jing went back to Jian Min's house, taking advantage of the other party's absence, but it seemed that no one lived here for a long time, when he came in, there was dust on the shoe cabinet.

My brother didn't live here, and this realization made him very uncomfortable.

He packed all the luggage that should be taken, and he has to set off in two days. After this time, he and Jian Min will never see each other again.

Zhang Jing bought a lot of cans of beer, sat on the balcony of the bedroom, and drank while crying. He didn't know why he was always so bitter, why the person he loved forced him so much?Why would he hurt someone he loves?

Zhang Jing was drunk and called Jian Min, he missed Jian Min so much.After waking up from a hangover, he was still lying on the balcony with only one 8-minute call on his cell phone, and there was no trace of Jian Min's presence around him.

Zhang Jing knew that Jian Min really gave up on himself.

As he wished, Zhang Jing struggled to stand up and smiled wryly. This was not exactly what he wished for.

Jian Min leaned on the chair in the study, heard Zhang Jing's voice coming downstairs, and slowly closed his eyes.

Jingjing called him last night, the other party was already asleep when he came, he held her in his arms and stayed there all night.

If he still sees Jingjing now, Jingjing will feel sorry for the old lady, and maybe avoid him, just bear with it, after this period of time.

Zhang Jing was so far away from home for the first time.There are [-] students in a class, and he is the only Asian. He applied for a single apartment, walked alone in and out of class, and seldom communicated with his classmates.

He is very busy every day, and only by being busy can he not miss his brother so much, but no matter how busy he is during the day, he will toss and turn in the middle of the night.

He thought so much that his bones ached, and occasionally dreamed of Jian Min, and soon woke up crying.

Zhang Jing turned on the night light and sat in front of the table, turned on the audio in the computer, and listened to the audio he secretly recorded over and over again.

He opened the good diary that was once full of Jian Min, and read it from beginning to end. He couldn't find any sweetness from those words, and laughed with the corners of his mouth, feeling bitter in his heart.

He hugged the diary to his chest, leaned against the soft cushion, and played that conversation over and over again in the small room.

"You're my favorite person," he said.

My brother said, "I like you too."

I don't know how long it took to listen to it, but it was dawn.

He turned his head, and suddenly saw himself reflected in the window, like a pool of stagnant water, with gloomy brows and eyes, Zhang Jing felt a pain in his chest, and remembered Xu Weihuan's words - growing up is a slow process, but some people are not so lucky, always It was because of one reason or another that he was forced to grow up overnight. There was no transition from a real boy to an adult. Even his smile was no longer pure overnight, and his youthful heart disappeared without a trace.

He forgot how long he hadn't smiled.Zhang Jing sat up and touched himself in the glass. He thought, seeing him like this, his brother might really not like him anymore.

Fans in Shannan found that the person who had been missing for half a year had finally returned, and the frequency of the other party’s posting videos was higher than before. They regularly posted an issue of AS.MR every two weeks. There are sheep caught by the farmer for shearing, the blue sky and the endless grassland...

Every photo is full of sunshine and joy. Fans often joke and ask him if he is in a relationship and why he is so happy.

When Zhang Jing saw this kind of news, he laughed it off. He just wanted to tell Jian Min that he was fine, but he didn't know if his brother would log into the Nanbei Shanyue account.

The school is going to be on winter vacation, and most of the students have gone home for Christmas. Zhang Jing didn't go back to China, so he stayed in the school's pet hospital to learn.

The school is located in the mountains and covers a very large area. There are supermarkets and restaurants, forming a system of its own. Zhang Jing has never left the school.The school has its own ranch and a large pet hospital. I thought that no one would come to such a remote hospital, but I didn't expect the business to be quite good.

Zhang Jing stays in the imaging room most often. He learns things quickly, and this will not cause too many problems like surgery. Maria in the imaging room often asks him to help.

Snow fell on Christmas Eve, and only a few people stayed in the hospital to keep vigil in case there was an emergency.Boyed at the front desk had an appointment with his girlfriend, but unfortunately he had taken too many vacations, so he couldn't ask for another one this time, so he had to beg Zhang Jing to take his place.

It's okay for Zhang Jing to go back at night, so he agreed.Pets handled by this hospital will create a complete set of electronic medical records. If the pet has any problems or needs to be vaccinated, you can first report the pet number on their website to make an appointment. Submit the main complaint to the outpatient doctor through the system to save time.

He waited until after ten o'clock, when a message popped up in the system that the owner had made an appointment for an emergency, and Zhang Jing hurriedly called up the pet's medical records. He glanced at it and found that it was a snake. There are a lot of snakes, and it is not uncommon to raise snakes, but he has always been afraid of snakes. There are too few people in the hospital, and the front desk will definitely be called to help later. He is really afraid, and it will definitely be a disservice.

Zhang Jing had no choice but to call his colleague who came to watch in the middle of the night and asked if he could help to get off work. Fortunately, the other party was very straightforward.

The colleague came to change shifts at eleven o'clock, Zhang Jing repeatedly said thank you, and got up to slip away.

The colleague suddenly said: "G, a handsome Asian man asked me about you at eight o'clock. He said he was your boyfriend, so I told him your apartment address, but now that I think about it, are you sure? Do you have a boyfriend? If not, I'm sorry, I can't leave now, I can't see you off, please wait for me here, and I will protect you when I get off work. "

Zhang Jing's heart beat violently, boyfriend?Is it... brother?Why did my brother come to him?He obviously won't forgive him.

"g?" The colleague was a little uneasy, "I'm very sorry."

Zhang Jing came to his senses and shook his head: "It's okay, thank you, that's my boyfriend."

The colleague breathed a sigh of relief: "Go quickly, he didn't bring an umbrella, and it's snowing heavily outside."

"Thank you." Zhang Jing ran away.

"G! Your umbrella!" But he didn't stop, and Zhang Jing disappeared in the blink of an eye. The colleague couldn't help muttering, he didn't understand that Zhang Jing's boyfriend came by car, but he parked the car far away He had to go out in the snow, and he clearly told him that g was at the pet hospital, but the man insisted on waiting downstairs in the apartment.

Zhang Jing ran more than half of the campus, and finally saw that familiar figure. The apartment building was very strict, and his brother could only stand outside and wait.

Zhang Jing's nose was sour, he was happy and guilty, and even felt ashamed. He was sorry for his brother, and he was sorry for his grandmother. He couldn't do anything...

Jian Min was hugged from behind, Zhang Jing buried his face in his back, his voice hoarse: "Brother, why are you here? Didn't you promise me not to care about me anymore?"

Jian Min held Zhang Jing's hand. He had been in the snow for more than three hours, and his hand was freezing cold. Zhang Jing was very distressed, so he held his hand instead.

Jian Min turned to look at him, and said word by word: "Say you are wrong, and apologize to me."

Jian Min is a man of his word. Since he has promised Zhang Jing, he will do what he promised. He never expected that Jing Jing would use that wish to ask him to separate from him. His heart is nothing more than that.

Zhang Jing held his hand and put it on his face, and said incoherently: "I was wrong, I'm sorry brother! I was wrong! I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for grandma, I can't let any of you go, I miss you so much... ...When I think that you don't want me anymore, I feel pain, it's too uncomfortable...I'm really wrong...I'm a bastard, how can I give up on you?"

He looked at Jian Min, his face was full of tiredness, he must have not rested for a long time, he asked: "Brother, do I make you feel tired?" Panting, he is Jian Min's safe haven, but now, he has become Jian Min's source of pressure, Zhang Jing's eyes turned hot, "I made you tired."

Jian Min hugged him tightly: "Yes, I feel very tired when you leave me. Jingjing, remember, you provoked me first, I can't let go, even if you want to leave, I won't let go You go. I never promised you that I would stop caring about you. If I didn't say yes, that wish would be uncountable."

With two cold bodies, Zhang Jing felt his heart warm up again, he made a slip of the tongue, he really... can't give up Jian Min.

Zhang Jing greeted the apartment manager, and took Jian Min back to the apartment.He found clothes for Jian Min and asked him to take a shower first, but Jian Min hugged him into the bathroom together.

Jian Min was a little crazy that night, no matter how much he begged for mercy, he refused to let him go, and Zhang Jing couldn't bear to push him away, he was willing to take everything his brother gave him.

Zhang Jing stayed up all this time, staring at Jian Min closely, he missed him so much, he wanted to put him in his mind.

Jian Min suddenly opened his eyes and whispered, "Do you still want it?"

Zhang Jing felt aggrieved, shrank back, and said in a low voice, "Brother, I feel pain." Jian Min became angry, and now he is very aggressive towards him.

Jian Min didn't speak.Zhang Jing said it again, his nose was a little acidic, he asked for it, he asked for it, he hurt his brother and lied to his grandmother, he is a heinous villain.

Jian Min hugged him, kissed his forehead, Zhang Jing hugged him tightly, "Brother, don't be mean to me, I can't stand it."

"If you can't bear it, let me leave you alone." Jian Min stroked his smooth back to comfort him.

"I was wrong." Zhang Jing's apology today is several times that of the previous 20 years.

Jian Min went to kiss him, "Tell me, where does it hurt?"

"My heart hurts, and my body hurts too."

"My heart hurts too." Jian Min took his hand and put it on his chest.

Zhang Jing hugged his head, "I will never give up on you again, just for that one time, I will never give up on you again."

"I'll remember." Jian Min put him down, went to kiss him, and kissed him tenderly all over his body.

……

The next day Zhang Jing made a video call with the old lady and took the initiative to admit his mistake.

Zhang Jiayun saw his depression for so long, and even wondered if he had done something wrong. Seeing Zhang Jing's brows with joy in his eyes today, she sighed and silently hung up the video.

Seeing this, Feng Ye asked her a question, and he couldn't help but think about the past when he was free. In fact, he couldn't understand one thing all the time, why his mother would rather let Zhang Jing live alone in Jiangcheng than come here to live.

She replied: "I'm here to live, and there must be a lot of friction with Mengyao, which will also affect your relationship with her. Besides, it's not good for Jingjing to live in quarrels every day."

Feng Ye shook his head: "You don't have to live with us, I have so many vacant houses in Huaicheng, I can just give you one."

She said, "But Jingjing can't always rely on me."

Feng Ye asked back: "Then do you think that such a big child can rely on himself? Do you think I can be a good father? Or do you think Mengyao can be a good mother? I still have self-knowledge. I have two children, except Financially, nothing else was taken care of. As for Mengyao... Aunt Chen, do you remember? Before she resigned, she told me that Mengyao was in a bad mood, so she locked Xiaojing in a small black room. Do you know?"

Zhang Jiayun stared at him blankly.

Feng Ye coughed lightly, and said uncomfortably: "I don't have much affection for him. I've heard it before, and I never took it to heart. You can scold me. But I want to say, there are some things He obviously doesn't have to bear it, but because of your decision... If you had chosen to come to Jiangcheng to take care of him, maybe he wouldn't be so at odds with us. To hate her so much would not be so indifferent to me because of my turning a blind eye, and more importantly, it would save him from suffering so much."

Zhang Jiayun was stunned for a long time, feeling great grief.

Feng Ye quickly handed her the paper: "Mom, don't get excited, the doctor said you should avoid emotional ups and downs."

Zhang Jiayun had cried enough and asked, "How did you think of telling me this?"

Feng Ye was silent for a while and said: "I'm getting older, I've figured it out."

No, that person Jian Min... He originally thought that the other party would get rid of him and let it go, but he didn't expect that Jian Min was still collecting evidence of his violations. The other party asked him to meet a few days ago.

That day, Jian Min looked at him coldly: "This is not a threat, it's just a notice. I can definitely send you in. Your assets are gone. Jingjing is abroad. The old lady is sick and has no one to take care of her. I can take care of Jingjing." She, in five years, I believe she will always accept me. It's just that I don't want the old lady to experience the pain of losing a child. "

Naturally, he didn't want to go to jail, so he could only promise Jian Min to release the old lady.

"Let them go. You know him better than I do. You don't let him be with Jian Min. In the future, he will be alone. This is not what you want to see."

Zhang Jiayun closed her eyes, opened her mouth, and said after a while, "I see."

Zhang Jing originally thought that Grandma was angry, and returned to the country with Jian Min, but unexpectedly, Grandma's attitude changed drastically, and she even took the initiative to ask him if he came back with his brother.

"you……"

"Grandma's thinking is wrong about some things. You and Jane... have to be good."

Zhang Jing buried his face in her palm: "Thank you! Thank you grandma!"

Five years passed in a flash, and Zhang Jing completed all the courses in the first three years. He has strong hands-on ability, and the surgical courses are all real swords and guns, whether it is cattle or sheep, dogs, cats... the surgical teaching involved in the course , will prepare experimental animals for students to get started, and Zhang Jing can do it well every time.From the beginning of his senior year, Zhang Jing entered