[Thor] Recognition + Wall Climbing Crisis

The author has something to say: The characters are out of shape. My personal feeling... Well, the reason I found for myself is because all this is Thor's dream. He thought so much and it really is like this [Hey, you can go too far.] order?】

What kind of psychological changes made the younger brother finally choose this path?In other words, the difference in race made Loki never truly understood by his father and Thor?

The axis of life gradually shifted.

For the first time, the fear of the future grips Thor's heart.

He couldn't, wouldn't be able to take the throne when Loki's image became clearer with each passing day.The royal staff only reminded him of Loki wearing black armor.

Yes, Loki is no longer there.

He doesn't know where the grief in his heart comes from, it's not Thor's nature to be sentimental, it's just that the grief is too strong, yes he can't ignore it. Thor thinks that he may be getting drunk at the party to cause his mental disturbance-although he knows very well that he has always played the role of getting others drunk-but apart from this, Thor really can't give himself Find a suitable reason for falling asleep in Loki's room.

Thor dreams of Loki.

The younger brother appeared in front of him illogically, his black hair set off his incompatibility with Asgard as always, and his emerald eyes were full of tears like that night, which made Thor unable to see clearly the true feelings hidden in his eyes— —Thor understands him, what Loki is best at is using this expression to deceive others, including himself, but this time Thor subconsciously chooses to believe in Loki's tears, he is almost sure that Loki is not just crying.

"……I have no idea."

Do not know what is this? Thor was a little puzzled, and Loki, who was good at observing facial expressions, seemed not to feel his gaze, and walked straight forward until he stopped at a close distance that the two had never had since they grew up. Thor could even See how his upper eyelids flutter. Loki is fighting back tears.

"Everyone loves you, and Asgard can't do without you. But why?"

Thor saw Loki drop his cane and raised his left hand viciously, he subconsciously closed his eyes to avoid it, because he thought Loki's palm would eventually fall on his face, but he didn't have time.

The brother's pale, trembling hand was aimed at Thor's cheek in a sense, but not in the way Thor imagined.The temperature was the same as Loki's in memory, cold fingers gently rubbed Thor's cheek, Thor opened his eyes, and saw the disbelieving expression on Loki's face.

"You thought I was going to attack you?"

Tears rolled down his eyes.

"No, Loki, listen to me—"

"Thor, I have many ways to kill you. When you were on Earth and that female doctor was flirting with each other, I could have killed you." Loki interrupted Thor's defense. "I can do it easily."

Yes, you do too.If it wasn't for his ability to return in the end, he might have been killed by the Destroyer manipulated by Loki.

"I want to kill you."

The tears in his green pupils reflected the crystal light.Sure enough, that was what he thought. Thor almost couldn't catch his breath, Loki's expression contained love, and even the beautiful eyes were only the ones he had never seen before, the blatant as if he saw himself cleanly and... despair.

Thor was surprised by Loki's behavior, he never thought about the reason why his brother who always followed him would end up killing him.

Just because the father explained at the banquet that he is a descendant of ice giants, and Loki can't accept this fact?

He is Loki.

Knowing that his younger brother's tears are not to be trusted, Thor is still extremely agitated by the constant rolling drops.

Thor feels he has to take back control of the conversation, as he usually does.

"Loki, I don't know what happened in my absence, but I think you must have mis-"

"Misunderstood what?" Loki gently interrupted Thor with a tone colder than his fingers, and laughed faintly as if hearing some joke.

"I'm dead, but what are you doing? There was a lot of drinking at the party, Thor, how many people are mourning my death?"

Loki held back his tears after saying this, he could see that Thor was angry, but he didn't open his mouth to justify what Loki said.Everyone celebrated their return as if they had forgotten the existence of Loki. Except for the father and queen, no one showed the pain of losing their companions in front of themselves.

"Look, the same thing, as long as you do it, it will always be right. And I, even if I am dead, no one cares."

Thor takes Loki's hand against his cheek as he finishes his sentence.

"No one wants you to die!"

The clever and keen brother shut his mouth in good time. Thor's blue eyes were burning with anger, and he took Loki's hand away, growling.But Loki didn't become a little panicked and tried to comfort himself like before.

He smiles brightly, Thor has never seen Loki smile like this.

This made him feel a little distressed, realizing that as an older brother, he really hasn't cared about Loki for a long, long time.

"You are my brother, Loki. Both the king and the queen are heartbroken, and so am I." He softened his tone.

Thor never thought Loki deserved to die, not even when he wanted to kill himself.Facing the tall Destroyer, he could even imagine Loki wearing black armor and holding a scepter symbolizing the king, sitting alone on a high position looking at him through layers of clouds and mist.

He must be habitually propping his chin with one hand, leaning on the throne obliquely.There was no emotion in his eyes, and the empty palace seemed to be prepared for him. Even if he became king, Loki would not be suitable for the lively atmosphere of Asgard.

The cold scene makes Thor very sad.The moment he had Thor's Hammer back in his hand, he felt that just because of that very likely real scene, he couldn't feel any resentment and anger towards Loki for it.

Yes, Loki was trying to get out of his footsteps. Thor can understand how he resents the hope his father placed in him.

Loki who is alone, Loki who wants to become stronger and recognized, Loki who tries to integrate into the collective, and Loki who tries to be equal to himself instead of always being a follower.

It is time to communicate with him.

If everything is said and done, then the tragedy will not happen.

"No, I'm not your brother."

Loki's veto made Thor's eyes widen in disbelief, and then the anger that had just been extinguished was easily provoked by Loki, who was good at controlling others, and the perpetrator blinked innocently like a prank in the past, as if he was provoking Thor.Unbearable, Thor grabbed Loki's shoulders, straightened Loki who was already at a fairly close distance until he could almost touch the tip of Loki's nose, and said viciously, "Loki, open your eyes." Just look, when and where did my parents favor me?"

As a matter of fact, there really isn't.It's just that Thor is too dazzling, so the father and queen have to carefully protect Loki, not only because he is not a resident of Asgard, but also because their youngest son is more restrained and well-behaved.

Loki doesn't answer Thor's question, but for a split second, tears fill his eyes again.

"..."

"You understand that, don't you?" Thor startled, as Loki put his arms around his neck.

The enchanting smile spread across his face, but Thor saw the cold killing intent in his eyes: "I'm not your real brother."

Then, the anger that belonged to Thor and the roar that was about to be blurted out were stuffed back into Loki's stomach with a smile on his lips that seemed to see what he was going to do next.

He took a breath in surprise, and Loki's tongue deftly took the opportunity to poke inside.Pulled back to his senses by the sudden coldness in his mouth, Thor couldn't help trembling, he was just about to push away his younger brother who made an outrageous move, but Loki backed out and put a hand on Thor's chest.

He didn't say anything.Just staring at Thor with clear, terrifying green pupils, Loki's face has a gentle expression that could melt any metal, but he locks Thor's eyes with the emotion of a reptile seeing its prey.

Thor couldn't move.

Loki smiled like the innocence he had when he succeeded in a prank when he was a child, and put himself together again.

Tongue intertwined, Loki's fingers wrapped around Thor's blond hair, he was terribly cold, but this was the temperature Thor was accustomed to since childhood, shallow breathing opened the victim's face, is Loki crazy? Thor finds that he can't push Loki away, his brother's unique taste and moist mouth make him distraught.

No, it shouldn't be like this.

Thor's rationality still tells him that things have gone beyond common sense, the god who is actively seducing sees his mind clearly, a smile that seems to be ironic or love flashes in his indifferent eyes, Loki releases the back of Thor's head, and deepens the kiss He stares at Thor's face, which is only a few millimeters away.

He rubbed the tip of Thor's nose lightly, "Look, your body is lying on my bed right now."

The truth is far from what he said! Thor warned himself in his mind that he was shaken under Loki's gaze.It's not right, everything is wrong—

Loki's hand on Thor's chest moves to his.

He unbuttoned his shirt.

"Admit it, Thor, how else would you react?"

"You never regarded me as a younger brother."

Seeing Thor's blue eyes that instantly became dangerous and sharp, like a beast, Loki kept smiling and slowly raised one leg to hang around his waist, blooming an unabashed hatred he had never seen before. Will and desire.hopeful smile.

Thor's sanity snapped.

Panting, whispering, disheveled, Loki opens his hazy eyes and meets Thor's.

At the highest point, Thor felt Loki's hand on the back of his head tightened suddenly, and he leaned against him again, whispering slowly in his ear with a sweet tone like a lover.

"I want to kill you, brother."

The pale ceiling in Loki's room caught Thor unawares. He sat up and saw the sheets that had become wet and sticky before he realized what kind of dream he had.

Forget it.

Thor successfully prevented the dream image from jumping in front of his eyes again, he held his forehead and sighed irritably.

It's not the first time that Loki appeared in the dream, but this kind of content is something he didn't even think about on weekdays, yes, it's not normal, but Thor couldn't deny that Loki in the dream made him feel—

sinking and pain.

He was actually yearning for his younger brother.

This is the first truth Thor realizes after Loki's death.