Don't Touch My Tail [Interstellar]

Qin Luyi doesn't remember much about his mood that afternoon. At the beginning, his heart was soft, as if soaked in warm water. After watching the video, his heart was full of distressed emotions, and he was determined to move forward. In the end, he became very confused, seven or eight moods mixed together, it was clearly winter, but he seemed to hear the Zen noise of summer.

Later, he took Wen Xiangnan for a full-body examination, and several doctors studied Wen Xiangnan for several days before he finally got a clue.

Everything is going on in an orderly manner, Wen Xiangnan doesn't want to nest in the room every day to get moldy, and after getting permission, he can sit in the yard downstairs of the dormitory and bask in the sun - of course, wearing the big hooded white coat that looks like a priest's robe .

He was idle and bored that day, so he carried a kettle to water the flowers and plants in the flower bed downstairs.

When looking from a distance, he could only see his back, which was covered by his robe, so he couldn't see clearly. When he got closer, he could see that he was very thin, and the exposed hand holding the water bottle was thin and bony, with an unhealthy appearance. transparent color.

Jin Si was really distressed, and couldn't help being angry: "Nan Nan!"

Wen Xiangnan turned his head back with a smile, and gave a soft "um" with an upward sound at the end, obviously happy and confused.

Looking at his pale lips, Jin Si felt uncomfortable: "Why don't you always take care of yourself? Qin...Dr. Qin, did he bully you? He didn't take care of you at all. You've lost a lot of weight... "

His sentences were confusing and upside down, and he said a lot of miscellaneous things, but Wen Xiangnan heard that he was blaming Qin Luyi, and quickly said: "No, Doctor Qin took good care of me. Don't look scary at me like this. In fact, my body is still weak." Not bad, really."

Jin Si frowned: "Don't be brave, it's not like I don't know what's going on with this disease!"

"I really didn't try to be brave!" Seeing that he didn't believe it, Qin Luyi jumped on the spot twice, with an innocent face on his face: "Really, if you don't believe me, look! And recently, Doctor Jin's inhibitors are almost prepared, I have tried it The first product, the effect is not bad.”

"They took you to test the medicine?!" Jin Si's eyes widened: "Aren't you stupid, Wen Xiangnan! Can the test medicine be messed up?!"

Wen Xiangnan touched his head, the bald piece of hair over there has almost grown out recently, he can feel the short hair like tiny green stubbles tied into his hands, Qin Luyi washed his hair yesterday I just told him about it at that time, and his hair will be fully grown in about two or three months.

This shows that those medicines are effective, and he didn't feel any discomfort, but felt a lot more relaxed, so he felt that Jin Si's attitude was very strange: "I tried it and it was fine, and now I can sleep soundly at night. "

Jin Si was speechless, but looking into his innocent eyes, he felt that he couldn't say a word, so he could only blurt out: "You have been so soft-tempered since you were a child, isn't it enough that you were bullied when you were young?!"

After yelling out a sentence, he realized that what he said was a bit too much, and suddenly his face turned pale, and he wanted to slap himself in the mouth - he didn't know the shadow of Wen Xiangnan when he was a child, why did he suddenly bring it up again now?

His first reaction was to look at Wen Xiangnan, only to find that he was squatting on the ground with his head covered and his face down, unable to see his expression.

Jin Si panicked, and squatted down to pull Wen Xiangnan: "Nannan, are you okay? I... I didn't mean it! Let's not mention it, let's not mention it, I'm sorry, I... I didn't mean it... ..."

Wen Xiangnan kept holding his head and remained silent.

In the end, Jin Si's voice was full of tears, and he apologized to Wen Xiangnan sobbingly: "Nannan, I really didn't mean it...Don't think about it, really don't think about it, I was wrong..."

Wen Xiangnan held his head in a daze, always feeling a dull pain in his head, and something that he didn't want to be remembered hit his head violently, making him dizzy and nauseous.

In my memory, someone beat and scolded a child, pulled his hair, threw his schoolbag, snatched his things and ran away laughing.

The sounds of running, noise, crying of children, and the sound of the iron door being slammed were mixed together, confusing and sharp.

There is nothing in front of him, blank and dizzy, he can only walk forward instinctively, someone behind him is trying to pull his hand, but he shrinks and avoids it, all he knows is to get out of here, go a little further .

Until he hits a wall.

A soft wall.

Ruanqiang grew a hand, Ruanqiang supported him, Ruanqiang anxiously asked him what was wrong, he didn't want to speak, just shook his head silently.

Then the soft wall hugged him.

The fresh soap locust breath poured into his nostrils along with the smell of the sun. When he was in a trance, he remembered that he was still covered with infectious diseases. He immediately wanted to push away the person who was hugging him, but was caught Even his feet were caught in his arms, and he pressed them tightly.

Ruanqiang hugged him, locked his hands and feet, touched his head from behind, and murmured: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

He tossed and turned and could only say "Don't be afraid", the piece of flesh on his chest was so hard that Wen Xiangnan's nose hurt. Two lines of tears fell down.

Tears wet the collar of his chest, Wen Xiangnan was aggrieved and scared, but he only yelled, "It hurts so much, I'm scared."

Just these two sentences over and over again.

So a grievance cried and said, "I'm in so much pain, I'm scared."

The other hugged him tightly and coaxed him: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

The two leaned close together until Wen Xiangnan was tired from crying and fell asleep.

Only then did Qin Luyi let go of the hands holding him.

They were next to a dark alley, at first there was still some distance from here, but one wanted to embrace the person in his arms, while the other struggled, the two pushed back and forth, and finally Qin Luyi was squeezed by Wen Xiangnan At the entrance of this alley, the whole person hit the wall.

When Wen Xiangnan fell asleep, only his head was resting on Qin Luyi's chest. Qin Luyi froze and didn't dare to move, for fear that Wen Xiangnan would wake up if he moved, so he could only let him lean on him until he fell asleep.

There were other people passing by on the way, and they raised their eyebrows in surprise when they saw this posture, and wanted to come up to talk to them, but they were stopped by Qin Luyi, all of them looked suddenly enlightened, and walked away winkingly.

Qin Luyi waited until Wen Xiangnan's brows loosened before turning around with his head supported, and then he hugged him horizontally and walked back. At the same time, he thought to himself, fortunately, Wen Xiangnan's condition has been well controlled recently, otherwise he would really Don't dare to just hug him like this—if he also falls down, who will take care of this fool?

He sent Wen Xiangnan back to his dormitory, took care of him to lie down, and then remembered to inquire about the news. After asking several times, he found out about Jin Si.

Thinking of Jin Si's usual familiarity with Wen Xiangnan and occasional sympathy, he couldn't help frowning.

Seeing Wen Xiangnan crying, and Jin Si being involved, it probably has something to do with the past that he has never glimpsed.

What he is most afraid of is the kind of news that is inadvertently revealed by acquaintances who seem to know everything. Others have finally healed the scars of the wound. They chatted lightly and casually, "I remember you before..." , Just such a sentence can easily defeat a person, tear off old scars, and reveal a bloody wound.

When he found Jin Si, Jin Si was sitting alone on the top of the hillside.

This hillside is a rare low slope in Guli Town. It is just behind the whole town. Sitting on the hillside, you can see the whole town. However, the low slope does not grow any grass, only a few pinches of loess.

Jin Si just sat there in a daze, and he didn't come back to his senses until Qin Luyi sat beside him for a while.

He turned his head and glanced at Qin Luyi with a complicated expression: "You like him, right?"

Qin Luyi frankly said "Yes".

Jin Si was silent, and suddenly sighed after a while.

Qin Luyi was the most impatient with his appearance, as if he knew everything, but he didn't tell him, and he felt sorry for him or something else—with the skill of sighing, he would have been able to tell the matter a long time ago.

But for Wen Xiangnan, he endured it.

And his patience was indeed correct, Jin Si didn't seem to want him to respond, and told a story on his own.

It is said that when he was young, having a child was different from others.

Where is it different?

When the elementary school teacher taught them to control their emotions in time, try to control their tails, and told them that everyone who showed their tails was a bad child, this child could not control his tail.

When the teacher gave a lecture to the students and asked them all to put their tails back, the child always blushed and gasped for breath trying to put their tails back, but he could never do it.

His little tail is always exposed and wags wobbly during lessons.

Occasionally, after he retracted his tail, he would often expose his tail because of a certain joke at the same table, children from other classes running past him, and the sudden ringing of a bell. up like a frightened rabbit.

The teacher thinks such children are stupid and unteachable—they don’t look like children who are different in everything. They always use adult thinking to define these children, thinking that children who can’t do it are stupid, and such behavior is bad. , they defined them by themselves, read out their "crimes", and then "sentenced them to death".

But at the same time, they are also adults, and they will not crowd him out childishly, but alienate the child calmly, neglect him, ignore him, and treat him as air.

And children are the most sensitive. Teachers and parents can feel the most whether they like someone or not.

In their blank lives, the teacher is a role second only to the parents. Children will always pay more attention to the teacher because they want to get the teacher's attention, and then they find that the class party often There will be a lack of this child. When the teacher randomly checks homework, he obviously has drawn all the previous ones, but when it comes to this child, he will skip it unintentionally. Even if a certain question can only be answered by the child raising his hand, the teacher still said with a smile. "Since everyone is not so..."

And so on, too many things are piled up to let other children know that this child is hated, is out of group, and he is a "bad child".

Jin Si covered his face: "Wen Xiangnan was such a 'bad boy' before."

What happened later almost destroyed Wen Xiangnan's entire life.

The author has something to say: This is the plot that was decided at the beginning of the article.

I debated for a long time whether to let it go or not.

finally let go

I hope that one day, all those who have suffered misfortune can be redeemed.

Then I found that I seem to seldom write words(.)

Let’s talk about being a volunteer later haha

I have had two experiences as an international triathlon volunteer

A simple triathlon is swimming, cycling, and long-distance running.

The first time I was a participant, there was a volunteer task of applying sunscreen before the start of the event. My group 2333 took the opportunity to touch the chest muscles of many foreign brothers (.) Of course...the leg hair is also...

The second time was the organizer. After negotiating with the organizer, they decided to let me take a camera to take pictures (of course they have drones), and then I was mentally retarded. Riding a battery car to follow the photo, I dragged the horse and ran to take the photo... But I couldn't catch up with him (the speed of the racing car was super fast), heck, I still managed to take the photo after rubbing against him 233

To be honest, being a volunteer is very interesting, yes, I am here to sell Amway!

The Volunteer Association is really great! ! (super loud)