where are you baby

Chapter 48 Pain

It took a long time for Tan Yu to come back to his senses, and he walked to Tan Huanxi's side in shock, and looked at Tan Huanxi carefully. Seeing that Tan Huanxi was not injured, he breathed a sigh of relief: "You are fine. Just fine."

Tan Huanxi smiled: "Uncle, I have a sense of propriety, Ning Xin won't really make too much noise in Qin's house."

Tan Huanxi hesitated to speak, and his words just didn't want to make Tan Yu worry and think wildly. Now Ning Xin is no longer the uncle who cared for him three years ago.He didn't know what Ning Xin had gone through after his death to become the look he wanted to beat up now.

The current Ning Xin might sound like a mystery, but in fact it is really uncertain. Tan Huanxi even wondered if Ning Xin had some mental problems, otherwise how could he be stimulated at every turn?He also learned to stalk and be unreasonable. The uncle who used to be aloof and dismissive of anyone and everything has long since disappeared without a trace.

Tan Yu didn't know him in the past, so naturally he didn't understand Ning Xin's intentions. He only thought that Ning Xin was trying to make things difficult for him, but he knew very well that Ning Xin's actions just now were just to test him.

Qin Huanxi suddenly remembered that the house of Brother Shui and his brothers was burned down. The police have been investigating afterwards. Although a suspect has been caught, there are still many doubts that have not been clarified.He remembered that Mo Shaoheng's expression was very strange at that time, it was obvious that he was hiding something from him, now that he thought about it, it must have something to do with Ning Xin, right?Brother Shui, whose whereabouts are unknown, is in Ning Xin's hands?

"Huanxi!" While Tan Huanxi was contemplating, Mo Shaoheng's car finally arrived. He opened the door and walked quickly to Tan Huanxi, his arms tightly grasping Tan Huanxi's shoulders, his eyes full of They were all worried, and asked a little anxiously, "Are you all right?"

When had Qin Huanxi seen such a frightened Mo Shaoheng, and his disturbed mood by Ning Shen was finally relieved, he put his hand on the back of Mo Shaoheng's hand, and comforted him: "I'm fine, Ning Xin has already left. He will still have concerns about the Qin family's territory, and will not act rashly."

Mo Shaoheng looked at Tan Huanxi, hugged him tightly in silence, and leaned over to kiss Tan Huanxi's forehead.He didn't expect Ning Xin to be so bold that he dared to follow all the way from Mo Zhai here. He didn't want Ning Xin to meet Tan Huanxi, but he made a mistake in the end.

Mo Shaoheng tightened his grip on Tan Huanxi's arm, and he didn't let go until a long time ago: "I'll take you to school."

Tan Huanxi nodded lightly, and he didn't feel embarrassed by Mo Shaoheng's slightly out-of-control intimacy. From the moment he was determined to be with Mo Shaoheng, he never thought of hiding their feelings. What's more, he and Mo Shaoheng still had a fate in the previous life, and they couldn't escape even if they wanted to.

"Uncle, why don't you go to school with me, maybe you can change your mood." Tan Huanxi suggested, "I only have two classes in the morning, and we can have dinner with Shanshan and Su Yang at noon. I can walk around with you."

Qin Yu lowered his head and thought for a while: "That's fine, I also want to experience the artistic atmosphere of T University's Conservatory of Music."

It's not suitable for him to go back to see people in his current state, but Tan Yu's mood improved a little when he talked about the music school of T University.Before deciding to go abroad, his greatest dream was to be admitted to the Music Department of T University, but the plan couldn't keep up with the changes, and he became a coward in the end, staying away from the right and wrong place of Qin Zhai.

"Then let's go." Tan Huanxi took the initiative to hold Mo Shaoheng's hand, and turned around to motion for Tan Yu to get into the car together.

Mo Shaoheng sent him and Tan Yu to the school and left. It could be seen that Mo Shaoheng really put down what he was doing and hurried over. Before leaving, he did not forget to tell him not to leave the school, and he would come to pick him up after class.

Tan Huanxi didn't know whether to laugh or cry. It seemed that the bad things that happened early in the morning had cast a shadow on Mo Shaoheng's mind. Because the other party was Ning Xin, Mo Shaoheng was probably so worried.People are always very sensitive to rivals in love. Whether it is a man or a woman, a rival in love is like a thorn in the heart, which will hurt the heart if touched.

"Mr. Mo really cares about you." Tan Yu finally believed that Mo Shaoheng really cared about Tan Huanxi, and what he saw in Mo Shaoheng's eyes was strong affection and concern.

People like Mo Shaoheng can only be seen by those he cares about. From the moment Mo Shaoheng appeared in front of them, he only had Tan Huanxi in his eyes.Until he left, Mo Shaoheng's eyes never stayed on anyone else's body. If he said he cared, perhaps the word "love" would be more appropriate. Mo Shaoheng loved Tan Huanxi deeply.

Tan Yu suddenly felt a little envious. Only now can he truly understand the profound meaning of the word "bystander". As a bystander, he can clearly see Mo Shaoheng's feelings for Tan Huanxi, so that he can see Mo Shaoheng more accurately. Ning Xin's feelings for him, he and Ning Xin, maybe he can't even talk about liking him.

"Well, that's why I always believed in him!" Tan Huanxi nodded with a smile, "Uncle, I'll go to class first, and you can walk around the campus, waiting for me to have lunch together."

"Go, go to class with peace of mind, and don't worry about me." Tan Yu's smile was not as bleak as before, but a little sincere.

Tan Huanxi felt relieved, and entered the teaching building with his textbooks in his hands, believing that Tan Yu was not as fragile as he imagined, otherwise he would not have gone to a foreign country alone back then.When encountering Ning Xin's devastating emotional torture, he just hid alone to heal his wounds, and did not lose his mind enough to give up on himself.

The time of the two classes passed quickly, and Tan Huanxi quickly left the classroom after class. As soon as he walked out of the teaching building, he saw that Tan Yu was already standing on the stairs waiting for him.Perhaps it was because of the intoxicating artistic atmosphere of the Conservatory of Music, Qin Yu's mood improved significantly, and the smile on his face deepened several layers.

"Shanshan and Su Yang are already waiting for us in the student cafeteria, let's go there quickly." Tan Huanxi said.

"Okay." Tan Yu said as he walked, "As expected of the Conservatory of Music of T University, after two hours of shopping, I can't get enough of it."

Tan Huanxi laughed: "If my uncle is free in the afternoon, we can go for a stroll in T, and we will go back together in the evening."

Qin Yu did have this plan in his heart, whether he was escaping or really wanted to enjoy the scenery of T University, only by staying in this youthful and vigorous campus could he feel at ease and slowly heal the pain in his heart.

That feeling seems to have returned to the most innocent student days. He is still the dreamer who only knows how to concentrate on practicing the violin. Nothing has happened yet. Without Ning Xin, without grief, without love and hatred, he can still concentrate on Go farther and farther on the road of a performer.

Mo Shanshan and Su Yang were also very happy to see Tan Yu, and the four of them had a great time chatting while eating.After lunch, Mo Shanshan and Su Yang could see that Tan Yu was worried, so they found an excuse and left, leaving Tan Huanxi to accompany Tan Yu to wander around the campus.

It was already very cold in T city in December, Tan Huanxi proposed to sit in the school cafe, and Qin Yu also had the same intention.

"Uncle, do you mind telling me about you and Ning Xin?" Tan Huanxi took a sip from his coffee cup and said.

He didn't want to deliberately tear open Tan Yu's wound that had finally begun to heal, but according to Ning Xin's attitude today, it was obviously impossible to let Tan Yu go easily, and Tan Yu obviously had no more love for Ning Xin.Qin Yu needs a breakthrough to vent. Many things will only accumulate in her heart, but it will be much easier to say it out.

Qin Yu lowered his head and gently stirred the coffee with a spoon. After a while, he slowly opened his mouth and said, "Ning Xin and I met in France last year, when we were both invited to a banquet, and I participated in the violin performance. After the performance, he took the initiative to chat with me and expressed his appreciation for me. At that time, I was really happy to meet him in a foreign country, and he knew the violin very well. Very hit-and-miss."

Tan Yu recalled when she first met Ning Shen, the excitement and throbbing of meeting her bosom friend seemed to be still lingering in her heart.After that, the development became more and more natural. Ning Xin stayed in France for a long time. They developed from friends and confidants to lovers very quickly.

It's not that Tan Yu has never struggled before. Before meeting Ning Xin, he never thought of accepting a man's affection, but the tenderness and happiness that Ning Xin brought him made him fall into it before he could refuse.In this life, apart from his deceased mother, Ning Xin was the most considerate and considerate person to him.

"I have even considered our future countless times. I don't care if I can get married. Even if my father finds out that he will not want me as a son, I don't care. I have been alone since I was a child. After my mother passed away, I dare not No matter how extravagantly I hope for warmth, as long as I can be with him, I will not return to China for the rest of my life."

Ning Xin smiled bitterly: "I was so naive, imagining my future with him so foolishly, until now I realized that his future will not have me at all, only the person who has passed away, I am just A carefully crafted replacement for when he misses that person."

Tan Huanxi lowered his eyelids silently, he could understand the bewilderment and helplessness of a person waking up from a beautiful dream, the beautiful expectation turned out to be just a dream, the momentary sense of emptiness will make people feel very hopeless, The dream has become a nightmare.

Tan Huanxi said softly: "It's not that you are too stupid, but that the dream Ning Xin wove is too real, so real that people don't want to wake up. But uncle, you are awake now, and you can clearly understand the gap between dreams and reality. , that is, it is not too late to wake up, and everything is still in time."

Qin Yu held the corner of his mouth, his eyes full of loneliness: "You are right, I am already awake, but Huanxi, you don't understand, it is very difficult to forget someone, I have tried countless times, I even I thought about hiding alone until I completely forgot about him. But I still can’t forget him, even if he made my heart ache, as long as I think of the happy time I had with him, my heart will still be broken He pulls."

Tan Huanxi didn't interrupt him, and listened silently. What Tan Yu needed most now was to vent his emotions.

"I think the villa he took me to was originally reserved for Ning Xue. Besides being in that villa, I also saw Ning Xue's resume when I was visiting the campus just now. No matter how many years have passed, Ning Xue Xue’s influence on T University has never faded, and it’s not an exaggeration to say that he is magnificent, and not everyone has the courage to compare with such a character.” Qin Yu took a sip of coffee, the slight bitterness stimulated his taste buds, but it was not as good as One ten-thousandth of the bitterness in my heart.

Tan Huanxi is not hard-hearted, nor is he as indifferent as he appears on the surface, but for Tan Yu, the real reality is more cruel than Ning Xin's pain, because Tan Yu would never think that the person sitting in front of him at this time , is the real Ning Xue.

No one can say for sure about feelings, let alone a suitable or inappropriate answer, but now Ning Xin is no longer able to cope with Qin Yu alone, perhaps his death really dealt a great blow to Ning Xin , which created Ning Xin's crazy side, but Tan Yu was the most innocent one after all.

"Uncle, you just stay at home during this time, don't think about anything, and you can think about the future better when we calm down." Tan Huanxi can only comfort him in this way, "By the way, I will go to the hospital every day. At Uncle Mo's house, I will help Xiao Yuan with homework and teach him the violin, if you are interested, you can go with me."

Qin Yu thought for a while, nodded and said, "Okay, as long as Mr. Mo doesn't dislike it."

Tan Huanxi laughed lowly: "Even Su Yang often lives in Mo's house, how could he dislike my uncle?"

"That's right, he's already with you, theoretically I'm his brother-in-law." Tan Yu also joked.

Tan Huanxi thought about it carefully, Mo Shaoheng seemed to be older than Tan Yu by how many years?

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