After rebirth, I became the boss's little heart

Zhao Ruihuai sat on the floor, his wet suit pants covered with dirty dust.

He had no time to think about his embarrassment at the moment, and his eyes were fixed on the diaries covering the bench, preventing them from being blown away by a sudden gust of wind.

He didn't think about anything, just focused on this, until the sun and the breeze dried them and turned them into crumpled and very crispy, and then he carefully arranged them one by one.

Ignoring the strange gazes of others, Zhao Ruihuai stepped on the discarded leather shoes and returned to the car.

After closing the car door, he took a deep breath and stroked the messy hair on his forehead twice, as if doing so could relieve the depression in his heart.

No.

He had to see Chi Xu immediately.

Zhao Ruihuai didn't even go home to change into clean clothes. When he was standing in front of Chi Xu's house holding the thick stack of diaries, the trousers were still dripping, "I have something to ask you."

"come in……"

Zhao Ruihuai nodded, and took off his wet shoes and socks in the entrance. His feet were pale and wrinkled with blisters, and it should still be cold.

He deserved it, he asked for it himself, who told him to go to the water to get those diaries.

Chi Xu thought so, but bent down unconsciously, took out a pair of slippers from the cabinet, and threw them on the ground.

Zhao Ruihuai glanced at him, didn't speak, and put on the slippers silently.

"What do you want to ask me?" As soon as he appeared, Chi Xu saw the illegible waste paper in his hand, and asked intentionally, "Did you see what you wanted to see?"

Zhao Ruihuai put those diaries that rattled when touched on the coffee table, "I saw it, but I didn't read all of it."

Chi Xu was taken aback, and stretched out his hand to flip through the papers. Several of them could be said clearly, "Why, how could this happen?"

"Let me ask you." Zhao Ruihuai took a deep breath, picked up one of the diaries that were mostly blurred, "What did you write on it?"

"...Are you awake from the bar yet?"

After Chi Xu thought about it, there was only one possibility. He really didn't understand what Zhao Ruihuai was doing.

Doesn't Zhao Ruihuai understand what is written in this diary?He had already thrown them all away, yet he fished them up one by one from the lake. It was fine when he caught them, and it was fine when he saw them, but now he actually asked him so directly.

"I'm sober, I'm sober."

Zhao Ruihuai looked at the clearly written diary over and over as if he was masturbating himself by the lake. In those plain words, what he saw was a young man who was young, pure and extremely lacking in love. In the suppressed jealousy, he suddenly understood that Chi Xu's love for Fu Yichen was not love, but a special emotion.

Chi Xu, who has just entered university, is far away from his hometown and his only relative for the first time in his life. Even though what awaits him is a bright future, how could he miss home.

Ordinary people are homesick, they can call home, and those who are self-willed simply go home on weekends, or ask their parents to visit at school, but Chi Xu can't, he doesn't want to worry his grandfather, and he can't bear the travel expenses, he can only Endure, cold, hungry, sick, wronged, he has to endure.

Fu Yichen is slick and hypocritical, he smiles at everyone, and is kind and gentle. When Chi Xu endures very hard, he casually stretches out his hand, even if he just puts a piece of meat in Chi Xu's bowl, it will make Chi Xu Thinking of his loving family.

What Chi Xu loves the most in this world is his family.

Zhao Ruihuai wanted to understand this point, and his jealousy was replaced by full of distress. He found that he had never really understood Chi Xu. He tried to find more information from those vague diaries and piece together Chi Xu's real life. appearance.

Then he found this one, and he could only see a diary with a few sporadic words clearly. my roommate."

This should be the first time Fu Yichen appeared in Chi Xu's diary, maybe it was Chi Xu's first diary. Zhao Ruihuai stared at the following words with burning eyes, but before he could read them out, he punched him heavily. on his face.

"You bastard!"

Zhao Ruihuai was stunned, and lay half on the sofa clutching his chin, staring at Chi Xu in a daze.

Chi Xu stood there, his eyes were bloodshot, his hands were clenched, trembling uncontrollably, this was definitely the first time in his life that he was rough on someone, his voice was filled with a hoarse panic, "You, why are you This to me..."

Zhao Ruihuai immediately realized that his behavior was inappropriate, but he was still shocked by Chi Xu's reaction. He didn't have time to think about the reason, because Chi Xu rushed forward again.

Almost pushed Zhao Ruihuai on the sofa and beat him.

Chi Xu still has the upper hand with reason, he dared to do it because he knew that Zhao Ruihuai would not fight back, nor would he be angry.

Of course, Chi Xu didn't use too much strength except for the first one. After all, he wasn't really angry. He didn't experience what the old professor said personally, so he couldn't empathize with it, but anyone's diary would be embarrassing if it was read out. What's more, with this kind of content, he treated Zhao Ruihuai like this, just to ease the embarrassment that his heart was going to explode.

And Zhao Ruihuai's constant dodging and giving in gave him a feeling of...enjoying being indulged.

Chi Xu rode on Zhao Ruihuai, tugged at his collar and shook it non-stop, bluffing to hide his little thoughts, "Let you read it! Read it again!"

Maybe Zhao Ruihuai really didn't wake up from the wine and was about to vomit, but even so, he still raised the diary in his hand above his head, as if afraid of being damaged by Chi Xu, "Don't...you, listen to me... Listen to me!"

When he heard that he was really in a hurry, Chi Xu let go of his hand and sat aside pretending to be angry.

Zhao Ruihuai lay on the sofa and struggled for a long time before sitting up. His dizziness and nausea had nothing to do with the hangover, but a slight concussion from Chi Xu.

Fortunately, thanks to Xiao Chi Xu, his psychological endurance has been greatly improved recently, and he no longer feels miserable or wronged. He can even apologize to Chi Xu as soon as his language ability recovers, "I'm sorry ...I shouldn't read it out, I just want to confirm one thing with you."

Zhao Ruihuai put the diary in front of him again, and pointed to the words smudged with water, "What are you writing here?"

In fact, many Chi Xu couldn't remember the contents of the diary clearly, but he would never forget this paragraph, "Down jacket, it's too cold, Fu Yichen knew that my clothes were not warm, so he gave me the down jacket."

Speaking of this down jacket, Chi Xu's tone was still soft.

Zhao Ruihuai couldn't help but tighten the grip on the paper, and his fingertips showed some bluish white color, "When did it happen?"

"A week before Christmas, what are you asking this for?"

"..."

"You, why that expression?"

If there is a mirror in front of Zhao Ruihuai, Zhao Ruihuai can see how funny the expression on his face is, like a rich man who went bankrupt overnight, a clown who didn’t make the audience laugh, and a patient who knows that his time is numbered. What does it feel like? There is chaos in my mind.

After an unknown amount of time, Zhao Ruihuai finally recovered his voice. He looked at Chi Xu's clear black and white almond eyes, and said with difficulty, "That down jacket... yes, I bought it for you."

The original expression was reproduced on Chi Xu's face, but compared to Zhao Ruihuai, Chi Xu looked much cuter. He opened his round eyes, his red lips parted slightly, revealing half of his white front teeth.

It looks like a little rabbit.

Zhao Ruihuai's focus was wrong for a moment, and was soon pulled back by Chi Xu's questioning, "...Are you serious?"

"Of course it's true. I need to lie to you about this kind of thing? Didn't I tell you that we are schoolmates? In fact, I'm only three years older than you. We met in school, and I met you several times , and corrected your English pronunciation for you. You ignored me. I was afraid you would not accept it. That's why I asked Fu Yichen to hand over the down jacket to you. I never thought he would say that he gave it to you. This bastard, he..." Zhao Ruihuai looked at Chi Xu who suddenly passed out, and his voice stopped abruptly.

……

Chi Xu had a long dream.

"This is for you." The chubby senior smiled shyly, but Chi Xu didn't pick it up with his hands behind his back, the chubby senior was anxious, so he simply stuffed the bag into his arms, and forced him to hold it, "Hold it! "

"Who are you, why did you give me this." Chi Xu's voice was cold, as he always did to strangers.

"Hmm..." The chubby senior thought about it for a while, then said slowly, "I'm Santa Claus, isn't it Christmas right now?"

"One more week."

"Chinese people celebrate foreign festivals now, and we have to contract foreign business, and the workload is relatively heavy, so we should move forward."

"Why do you speak Chinese?"

“[Do as the Romans do...]”

"You speak English very well."

“[Want me to be your teacher?]”

"Why, nice to me?"

"I think you are very interesting and I want to make friends with you. My name is Zhao Ruihuai."

"But I can't give you any presents."

"If you can't now, it doesn't mean you can't in the future. You can always be my friend."

In the dream, Chi Xu and Zhao Ruihuai became good friends. Zhao Ruihuai was about to graduate and didn’t go back to school often, but as long as he came back, he would definitely find Chi Xu. Zhao Ruihuai loved and knew how to eat. Take Chi Xu to some famous restaurants. Chi Xu has a small appetite and can't eat too much, but they never waste. Zhao Ruihuai can eat a double portion by himself.

After Zhao Ruihuai graduated and got a job, he came to school to look for Chi Xu less frequently. However, he bought an apartment near the company, and would invite Chi Xu to live with him on Saturdays and Sundays. Zhao Ruihuai always bought a lot of high-calorie snacks , and Chi Xu nestled on the sofa watching a movie.

Suddenly one day, Zhao Ruihuai suddenly wanted to lose weight, he wanted to be as thin as a model in a magazine.

Before he lost weight, Chi Xu hugged him, just as he imagined, very soft and full, and he felt safe in the hug.

Watching movies on weekends has been changed to sports. Most of the time, Zhao Ruihuai is sweating desperately, while Chi Xu is studying hard with an English dictionary in hand. If he reads wrong, Zhao Ruihuai will immediately correct him out of breath. Let Chi Xu's oral pronunciation improve rapidly.

Zhao Ruihuai's perseverance is astonishing. He lost weight in half a year. His tall and handsome appearance made him and Chi Xu stand out when they ate out. There were even girls who fell in love with him at first sight and confessed to him. Without exception, Zhao Ruihuai Refused.

Chi Xu asked him what kind of girlfriend he was looking for, but he smiled shyly and didn't answer.

I don’t know if it’s because of being by Zhao Ruihuai’s side, the nutrition is too sufficient, Chi Xu actually grew two centimeters taller in his junior year, and finally reached 1.8 meters in height, and girls began to express their affection for him and asked him to hang out with him.

During Chi Xu's summer vacation, he worked on several planning projects for Zhao Ruihuai and made some money, so he didn't refuse, and went to the beach with a few classmates in the department for two days.

Zhao Ruihuai was a little unhappy when he came back. Chi Xu asked him what was the matter, but he still didn't answer. Chi Xu asked him if you were jealous. Was it because of the car accident that year, he shook his head desperately without hesitation.

Chi Xu hugged him.

It doesn't matter.