Ponytail girl, can we not break up

Living alone, waking Zipei up in the morning is no longer the scent of the kitchen, and the long-winded and friendly voice of her mother.After not sleeping much all night, she got up and stood in front of the window as usual after being woken up by the alarm clock.The picture through the glass is always unattainable, but there are some people who love this kind of obscurity and tranquility, and Zipei is probably this kind of person.Curtains of different colors may give a different view after being opened. Zipei raised her hand and drew a circle on the foggy glass, and then wiped off the fog in the center of the circle with her fingers.The quiet fence, the neat and comfortable courtyard, the red brick wall, and the tall buildings that are only half exposed in the distance, like castles in the air in the morning fog, gradually appear clearly before the eyes with the movement of Zipei's fingers.She put down her hands and wanted to appreciate the scenery seen through a circle, but she felt the warm mist, but it began to slowly melt into drops of crystals, flowing down the glass, and the picture in the circle immediately turned into a rainy day ...

Listen to you plucking the strings over and over again

all wives of sorrow write

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When the phone rang, Zipei glanced at the picture divided into jigsaw puzzles by water lines, turned around and picked up the phone, it was Lin Yu.She didn't call Zipei last night, saying that she came back very late because she had something to do, so she only left a message for fear of waking her up.

Lin Yu: Did you oversleep?Lazy!

Zipei: How do you know I overslept?

Lin Yu: Lin Banxian made a calculation, someone will be late for work today!

Zipei: Then do I want to thank Daxian for reminding me?

Lin Yu: That's right, Benxian called you specially to wake you up.

Zipei: If there is work, there is work, please ask Da Xianer to do the math for me.

Lin Yu: Is the lady asking about marriage or fortune?

Zipei: Marriage.

Lin Yu: Cough, er, er, this marriage will be determined by Ben Xian.

Zipei listened to the voice on the phone, imagined Lin Yu's fleshy face, all kinds of funny looks, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Zipei: Calculate slowly, be careful not to pinch your fingers, I'm going to wash my face.

Lin Yu: Hey, my lady, wait a minute, I think you and a woman surnamed Lin were married in previous lives, and in this life you will get what you want and be with you until you grow old!

Zipei put the phone on the sink, picked up the toothbrush and squeezed toothpaste while talking to Lin Yu.Marriage in the past life?If it is possible, she really hopes that there will be reincarnation in this world, so if she and Lin Yu can't be together in this life, she will wait for her in the next life, no matter if it is a man or a woman, she just hopes that the road to being together in the next life will not be too difficult... …

Lin Yu: Pepe, what's wrong with you?Why don't you speak?

The sudden silence on the other end of the phone made Lin Yu a little uneasy.

Zipei: I'm brushing my teeth, I'll talk about it later.

Lin Yu: Pepe...

Zipei: Be good, wait for me!

While hanging up the phone, Zipei turned on the faucet, and all the sounds in her ears were drowned out by the sound of splashing water, including Zipei's soft sniffing!

Missing often germinates inadvertently, and then grows wildly like weeds. It only takes a moment to desolate the entire atrium, and once it germinates, it cannot be pulled out or hoeed off.Therefore, those who are missing are always afraid of the wind, because the wind will make the weeds make a low moan like a sob, and it will make people's noses sore.Those who are missing are even more afraid of rain, the whole area is wet, and people will never be able to get out of the rainy season...

Zipei mechanically pulled the toothbrush back and forth in front of the mirror, two teardrops in the eye sockets, like water droplets sliding down the glass in the morning, blurring himself in the mirror.

Xiaoyu, I miss you, I really miss... Miss everything about you!

...Zipei muttered in her heart, and took a handful of cold water to pat her face.But thinking about this thing, the more you calm down, the hotter it gets...

After tidying herself up and tidying up her messy mood, Zipei took a deep breath in the mirror, and then sent Lin Yu a message, telling her that she had gone to work.I called my mother again and told her that I slept well last night, and that I would pick up Chenchen after get off work this afternoon, and she picked up her bag and went out the door after talking one by one.

Standing on the side of the road for a long time, several buses stopped in front of the stop sign, but Zipei didn't know where to go.She was walking south along Liyuan Road, and a group of students on bicycles galloped past her, bringing up a gust of cold wind, the uncle who was exercising in the morning stopped, smiled and shouted at the teenagers who were running in the wind, it is so good to be young !

Zipei feels that old and young are very comfortable, but her age is the most embarrassing.Watching and walking all the way, she stopped in front of a breakfast stall surrounded by a group of people, and the stall owner was selling fire.No plastic bags, no fancy convenience bags, just cut one into a small square, just enough to cover half of the rough paper the size of a fire, the same as the one at the school gate when she was in school.It’s just that few people use this kind of paper bag for fire now, and few people use stove for fire. Most of them use electric oven, and then use simple and convenient bags.Huoshao is not called Huoshao now, it has various nice names, spiced pancake, crispy pancake and so on, but Huoshao sounds more comfortable after all.Many people gathered in front of the booth, they all used a piece of paper to pad, picked up a fire by themselves, and ate around the burning stove.Some chatted with the stall owner who was kneading the noodles neatly from time to time, and they didn't change the paper if they didn't have enough. Some took the money and ate while walking.Zipei took out the change, put it into the stall owner's oil-stained cardboard box full of colorful banknotes, picked up a fire, and the aroma of roasted sesame seeds spread between the nostrils.

She walked out of the crowd with the fire, holding the hot food, facing the cold morning wind, and walked aimlessly in the direction where she didn't know where the end was.Isn't life like this, bread is better than dreams, and goals are lost to confusion at the intersection!If Lin Yu was by my side at this moment, would I become stronger, or would I become stronger because of her absence...

The young man in the wind, the grandfather doing morning exercises, the fire-burning stall owner, the diners who are satisfied with the roasted brown and fragrant fire, and the confusion caused by work and love, are all left behind.In such an early morning, everything is the same as before, and everything is so strange.Putting on the earphones, sitting on a bench in the roadside leisure area, quietly watching the sun rise, Zipei touched the empty chair on the left, and then raised his head.

It's good that you are here!