Ponytail girl, can we not break up

Lin Yu didn't come back at night, and Zipei wanted to visit her sister after dinner.Walking to the door, I turned back again, feeling that I was a little too clingy, sitting in the living room and feeling bored, subconsciously thinking about what Lin Yu was doing at the moment.This miss is like a kind of inertia, just like people and mobile phones.In the era without mobile phones, no one would feel that there is always something missing when going out, but after having a mobile phone, every time I go out, I will habitually touch my bag to see if my mobile phone is there. Zipei must have this kind of mentality.

The TV changed one channel after another, and I didn't know what to watch.Zipei looked at her pitifully every time she changed a station, and finally, after she had changed too many times, Chenchen took her arm.

Chenchen: Mom, let's not switch channels, shall we?Kamen Rider is going to fight alien beasts.

Seeing his son looking at him with an aggrieved face, Zipei realized that he had affected the people around him, and felt a little embarrassed.

Zipei: I'm sorry Chenchen, mom didn't know you were watching.

Chenchen: Hey, call my aunt!

Zipei: I just finished the fight.

After finishing speaking, Zipei felt that her son was laughing at her, raised her hand and tapped his forehead lightly, then turned and went into the bedroom.Heyi lay on the bed and picked up the phone habitually, flipped through it and finally clicked on the photo album, almost all of which were photos of her and Lin Yu before.Seeing Lin Yu's face change from green to mature, thinking about every step we have taken together these years, thinking about this unexpected lost and found, bursts of inexplicable thoughts surged in my heart, like a fire burning. When it was booming, I inadvertently picked up a handful of ashes...

Girl with ponytail: Are you going to be on vacation soon?

A WeChat message pops up on the screen.

Zipei: Well, it will be released this week.

The girl with the ponytail: Okay, let's take a good rest for a few days after the holiday.

Zipei: Well, I've been very busy these days.

The two of them chatted about irrelevant things, feeling that they were not in the same state, a little listless.

Girl with ponytail: Where's your girlfriend?

Zipei: She, went to my sister's house.

The girl with the ponytail: What are you going to do in the future?

When the other party asked this question suddenly, Zipei looked at the screen for a while before typing a few words mechanically.

Zipei: I don't know.

The girl with the ponytail:?

Zipei: I don't know what we should do tomorrow. I dare not ask her or think about it.

The girl with the ponytail: I always have to face it.

Zipei: Yes, actually, I really want to ask her, what should we do in the future?What about her parents?What about her transactional marriage?But I dare not, I dare not even ask, if she will not leave, I am afraid to see dodge and hesitation in her eyes...

The other party was silent for a moment, and then sent a hug.

The girl with the ponytail: There is always a way.

Zipei: I don't want to throw all kinds of problems to her anymore, and I don't want to force her to make a certain decision or choice as before.I can stay with each other for a day and just stay with each other for a day like this. Even if one day I can only miss her, I don't want to make her sad anymore.

The girl with the ponytail: Maybe everything will not be as bad as you think, be optimistic!

Zipei: Thank you, I hope!

The girl with the ponytail: Have you decided on your house?

Zipei: Well, we have decided on Li Ziyuan.I haven't been there recently because there are so many things. My sister should have helped to complete the formalities. After the Chinese New Year, I can pack up and live in.

Girl with a ponytail: Don't forget to tell me when you move, I'll take care of the greening and potting. (proud)

Zi Pei: Good!So what do you plan to do?What about your girlfriend?Do you want to come to my place for Chinese New Year?

The girl with the ponytail: I should be able to celebrate the New Year with her. (Naughty)

Zipei: Really?Very good! (celebrate)

The girl with the ponytail: Did I tell you that I opened this flower shop for her, she likes flowers but always raises them to death.

Zipei: So you grow a lot of flowers for her?I have watched too many idol dramas. (despise)

Zipei looked at the other person's words and suddenly thought of herself. Lin Yu had bought many flowers for her, and she raised them to death one by one, leaving a bunch of flowerpots of different sizes in the end.

The girl with the ponytail: I just want to do everything she likes, and I want her to raise the corners of her mouth unconsciously when she thinks of me!

Does it mean that when you love someone, you want to connect with her thoughts, and then take all her dynamics into the bottom of your heart, and use it to guide your thinking direction?Zipei smiled foolishly thinking of Lin Yu, and pictured her in her heart.

Zipei: Then you, why did you separate from her?

The girl with the ponytail: I, I was not brave enough to give her the life she wanted, which made her feel insecure, that's why she had to leave.

Zipei: In fact, sometimes the simplest request is often the hardest to meet, so don’t give up lightly in the future.

The girl with the ponytail: Well, she won't leave even if she beats me!

Zi Pei: Thick-skinned!

The girl with the ponytail: thick-skinned and eat enough (toothed)

Zipei: OK, I won’t talk to you anymore.

Girl with a ponytail: Go with your girlfriend!

Zipei didn't reply to her messages, put down her phone to wash up, and just lay down when she was done, Lin Yu called.

Lin Yu: Pepe, I miss you!

Zipei: Well, are you tired today?

Lin Yu: Not tired, hehe.

Zipei: What are you smirking at?

Lin Yu: Why don't you say you miss me?

Zipei: Let me tell you a joke.It is said that there was a person who set up a stall to do business, and he was embarrassed to sell it. It happened that there was a person next to him who was selling the same thing as him, so after he finished yelling loudly, he followed up and said: "Me too!"

Lin Yu: Haha, I am the one who set up a stall next to you.

Zipei: Then do you know what I sell?

Lin Yu: Of course, you listen to Ang.

Lin Yu cleared his throat through the receiver and started to shout.

Lin Yu: I miss you!

Zipei: Yes.

Lin Yu: I love you!

Zipei: Yes.

Lin Yu: I'm a big fool!

Zipei: Huh, huh?you hate.

……

On the phone, the two were talking and laughing, as if they had returned to the days when they listened to each other's breathing and fell asleep.The night was quiet and peaceful, the lights warmed the whole city, the voice in the ears softened the wind blowing quietly outside the window, and the people on both ends of the phone fell asleep amidst ravings.