Ponytail girl, can we not break up

Li Jie: Pepe, are you asleep?

Li Jie: I want to talk to you.

After washing, Zipei sat by the bed, picked up her mobile phone and checked the new messages on WeChat habitually.The girl with the ponytail hasn't sent a message since noon, maybe the flower shop is very busy, why do you feel a little bit lost?Zipei shook his head, habits are really scary sometimes.She remembered a little story in the English textbook when she was in middle school. Jack's upstairs neighbor came home late every night, and the sound of his shoes falling on the ground always woke Jack up from his deep sleep.One day Jack couldn't bear it and told his neighbors that the neighbors felt very sorry and took off their shoes very carefully when they got home that night.As a result, Jack still woke up at that point, and couldn't fall asleep because of tossing and turning, always feeling that something was missing.Finally, he knocked on the neighbor's door and told the neighbor that he had been waiting for the sound of the shoes falling all night... What's wrong with him?How could there be such an idea?

Zipei glanced at Li Jie's news, then lazily fell on the bed and didn't want to look at the phone.She doesn't want to be entangled with anyone anymore, whether it's Li Jie who she once loved, or the ponytailed girl who is vaguely dependent.Lin Yu filled and emptied her heart, now she just wants to wrap herself in a shell, she doesn't want to go through wind and rain, no matter how warm the sun is, she dare not be greedy.

Black hair coiled in a circle

Entwined with all the nostalgia for you

……

Just when I lay down, the phone rang.It was Li Jie calling, Zipei hesitated and answered the phone.

Li Jie: Hello.

Zipei: Yes.

Li Jie: Are you asleep?

Zipei: Just lay down.

Li Jie: Chenchen had a great time today, did he sleep?

Zipei: Well, I'm tired of playing.I went to bed early.

Li Jie: Pepe.

Zipei: Well, is there something wrong with you?

A woman's intuition is really accurate sometimes, and every sudden move is premeditated.It's like Li Jie came to the house suddenly, and suddenly wanted to play together.

Li Jie: Pepe, are you still with her now?

This question was a bit abrupt, and Zipei was caught off guard.She didn't know how to answer Li Jie, Lin Yu was already a memory in her life.Zipei was silent for a moment before answering. After the divorce, probably few people would want to tell their ex that they are not doing well, even if they are telling a well-known lie.

Zipei: Yes.

Li Jie: Pepe, after so many years, I still think you are good, even if we separated at the beginning, I didn't think you were bad.I know I was immature before, but now I feel like I can let you depend on me.If you can, can you give me another chance?

Li Jie obviously mustered up his courage when he said these words, and Zipei could hear that he was a little excited.

Zipei: Li Jie, it is impossible for us.Find someone to live a good life!

Like all the people who left, Zipei also said this to Li Jie.Zipei is Li Jie's first love, she knows this man very well.He is shy and introverted, his thoughts are delicate and he is not good at expressing.When the two walked from school to home, the whole process was like a gentle stream, without passing through canyons and deep streams, and even when they were in love, there were not many waves.The child was five years old at the time of the divorce. Maybe both of them felt that it was boring. One said we should separate, and the other agreed.After the separation, the two seldom contact each other, except for children.Later, Zipei got to know Lin Yu and heard that Li Jie also had a girlfriend or two. What Zipei didn't expect was that Li Jie wanted to start over with her.

Li Jie: Pepe, think about it, even if it's for Chenchen.The child grows up day by day, how do you let him face the life that his mother is different from other people?Besides, even if two women are true love, how far can they go?

Li Jie seemed to be determined to talk to Zipei, and his words successfully stirred up waves in Zipei's heart.Not because of him, but because of Lin Yu.This scar was destined to be with her for the rest of her life, no matter who opened it, it would be bloody, let alone Li Jie, a person with a special status.

Zipei: That's enough, Li Jie, I'll take care of these things. If there's nothing else, I'm going to sleep.

Li Jie: Pepe, if you can't go on with her, remember to come back...

Zipei didn't answer Li Jie's words, and clicked to hang up, feeling very upset.

The phone screen lit up, and it was a message from a girl with a ponytail.

The girl with the ponytail: Did you have fun today?

Girl with a ponytail: I feel a little uncomfortable, go to bed first, good night!

Seeing the message, Zipei's nose suddenly became sore for no reason, and he typed two words on the screen.

Zipei: Good night!

The girl with the ponytail: Why don't you ask me why I feel uncomfortable?

These words are a bit like a small emotion between lovers, Zipei raised his hand and typed a line on the screen.

Zipei: What's wrong?Do you have a cold?

After hesitating for a while, I deleted it, typed in a few other words and sent it out.

Zipei: Then go to bed early.

The other party didn't reply to the message, and Zipei stared at the screen in a daze, with many things intertwined in his head.Li Jie, Lin Yu, and this shadow hidden behind the screen that I don't want to know their names, but somehow relies on.

The night was long, and Zipei had a dream.On the edge of a steep cliff, there is a path that can only be passed by one person. She is standing in the middle of the path, with no end in sight on both sides. With her back against the cliff, there is an abyss in front of her eyes.Suddenly her foot slipped, and she fell into the sea of ​​clouds. The feeling of weightlessness woke her up from her dream.Turning on the bedside lamp, the clock is only two o'clock...