Ponytail girl, can we not break up

Lin Yu: Do you want to break up with me that much?

Lin Yu: You come out, I know you are here, can you talk?

Lin Yu: You don't want to answer the phone, I won't call, please say something, please?You can call me whatever you want, as long as you feel better.

Lin Yu: Okay, I'm not forcing you, Pepe, I know you're just saying something angry, and I know you'll get back to me soon, right?

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Zipei silently watched the messages that kept popping up on the screen, retracted her outstretched hand, wiped the corner of her eyes and threw the phone aside.But when she heard the message notification tone, she hurriedly held it in her hands. She refused to answer Lin Yu's calls over and over again, and she didn't reply to each of her WeChat messages.Lin Yu spoke with a crying voice, and sent photos one after another. These photos were taken in different places every time they met in these years. Lin Yu said that he would travel with her to every place he wanted to go.Zipei's eyes were locked on a photo, and the past moments were unfolded in his mind one by one like a picture album.It was taken when they met for the first time. In the photo, Lin Yu is still childish. The two are very close, but there is still a hint of restraint in their expressions. She leans on Lin Yu's shoulder shyly. Lin Yu carefully held her head, behind her was a peach grove in early spring.

Zipei felt that the arrival of Lin Yu in that spring fulfilled all her fantasies and expectations for spring. It is not an exaggeration to say that it is a season of love.Lin Yu's care, tenderness and consideration brought Zipei's heart back. The feeling of first love made her forget her age, enjoying the throbbing and romance of love like a little girl!

Lin Yu: Pepe, do you remember the first time I went to see you?That was the first time I took a train, the first time I went to a place so far away from home, but because I wanted to see you, I was not afraid at all.do you remember?When you picked me up at the station, you were always too shy to look up...

Lin Yu: Have you forgotten all this?Can you answer the phone?Pepe, I know it's not easy for you to support yourself these years, and I want you to come to me quickly, but I really don't dare to let you face those difficulties with me now, I want to arrange everything , let you stay with me at ease.

Lin Yu: I know I'm not good enough to make you sad... But I'm not kidding, I really want to be with you, Pepe, don't ignore me, can you answer the phone ?

Zipei flicked through the information on the screen one by one, and the scene switched between memory and reality. This girl who walked into her life at the age of 19 was deeply engraved in the sound and image transmitted by optical fiber. in my mind.She was reluctant to let her go, she was greedy for that warmth, but as time went by, she felt that she was drinking poison to quench her thirst, and all her visions of the future collapsed in the quarrels.I am ten years older than her, and if I continue to spend like this, not only will I ruin myself, but she will also be ruined. This is the root cause of her uneasiness.

Lin Yu: Don't want me, Pepe, I only have you, I really can't live without you...

Lin Yu's crying eroded Zipei's heart little by little on the other side of the screen. She couldn't see Lin Yu being so sad, she wished she could hold her in her arms as soon as she stretched out her hand... Breaking up was not her original intention , she didn't know what she wanted, maybe she just wanted Lin Yu's attitude and wanted to force her to make a certain decision.She didn't want Lin Yu to be sad, she didn't want her to cry, and she didn't want her to do stupid things. Zipei picked up the phone and wanted to say a few words to calm the war, but women always say things that are not what they mean, especially when it comes to their lover. It turned into something else at the mouth.

Zipei: Is it harder than death for you to come to me?You have the courage to die, but you don't have the courage to come to me. You really love me very much!

Lin Yu: Pepe, Pepe, you are finally willing to speak!

Zipei: Besides escaping, what else would you do?

Hearing Lin Yu's crying and laughing voice, Zipei's heart softened in an instant, but his words were still so sharp.

Lin Yu: When you die, you don't have to face Pepe, you don't have to explain anything to anyone, you don't have to know what you look like in the eyes of others...but it's really hard to live!

Zipei: Okay, then you can do whatever you want!

Zipei didn't say any comforting words, but seeing Lin Yu's words made her inexplicably ignorant. No chance to complain.She left a word angrily, stuffed the phone under the pillow, pulled the quilt over her head and ignored Lin Yu.