Ponytail girl, can we not break up

When something thought to be past is brought up again and again, it will always add new pain to the old wound.Everyone is for their own good, but I don't know what to do for myself!Zipei went back to the room, locked the door, wrapped herself in the quilt, and didn't want to talk to anyone until there was no more knocking on the door.

Sister: Pepe.

My sister sent me a WeChat message.

Sister: Brother, he...

Zipei: Sis, I know brother is doing it for my own good.I'll be fine after a night of sleep, don't worry mom, I'm fine.

Zipei picked up her cell phone and texted her sister back. She could only bear some pain by herself, even though she knew that her family had never given up on her.The reason why my brother mentioned this matter was because he really didn't want Zipei to be a different kind in the eyes and mouths of others.

Sister: I won't come back tonight. I'll be fine in Mom's room.

Zipei: Well, it will be fine.

The elder sister looked at Zipei's closed door, and sat on the sofa sullenly, while the elder brother smoked one after another, and no one said a word.The sister-in-law saw that the chat between the siblings was not pleasant, so she went back to the room early on the pretext of being tired from the car ride.

Brother: Ziyu, is it true that Pepe won't come back?

Brother: Why didn't you tell me earlier?

Sister: It’s been so many years, how many days have you stayed at home?How many times have you called us?

Sister: Originally, Pepe has gradually come out of that incident. Now you come back to ask the teacher?Yes, my elder sister is incompetent and did not take good care of her, which made her suffer a lot.But brother you?Where were you when she needed support?Now you think she's embarrassing you?I don't mind, no matter what she does, she is my sister.Just like brother back then, even if you are cast aside by people all over the world, Peipei and I will stand behind you silently, because you are our brother!

The elder brother sucked in the cigarette that was burning to the end, and the somewhat godlike face of He Zipei was in the swirling smoke, like a creature cursed by the name of a god, struggling in pain.

Brother: Tzuyu, I know that all these years I have only cared about myself, only cared about my journey, and neglected my loved ones around me.But... Pepe shouldn't be like this, she should have a better life, shouldn't she?She is so kind and excellent, why should she spend the rest of her life alone because of such an unethical relationship?

The elder sister sniffed. In fact, she knew how her elder brother felt when he suddenly found out about this incident, and she couldn't accept it like she did at the beginning. They all wanted to protect the person they wanted to protect, so that she would not get hurt.

Sister: Brother, they are neither guilty nor wrong. No one stipulates that a woman must marry a man in order to live.When you like someone, you meet by chance, as if you have known each other for a long time. It is the long-term love that you are accustomed to with a plain greeting.

Brother: I understand what you said, but this road is too difficult, Pepe, she...

Sister: Brother, the society is cruel enough to them, we should stop preaching in various names and let Pepe be ourselves.She has endured more than anyone else. I know best how she has lived this year. The pressure from the outside world and family pressure really crushed her.

My brother threw away the cigarette butt, rubbed his red eyes, and thought that he hadn't heard from him for three or four years when he left. After he came back, he kept looking after himself and didn't care about anyone around him, so he felt guilty.In his heart, Zipei was still that little follower, who was always behind his buttocks, and in a blink of an eye he was already forty, but Zipei was drifting like this at a supposedly stable age... This kind of change was really hard for him to accept.

Brother: Tzuyu, I need some time to digest.Is it really impossible for Pepe to form a family with others?

Sister: She and Lin Yu have been together for seven years. Although they are separated now, it is too difficult to open the door in Peipei's heart for others.

Although the voices of her brother and sister were talking through the door, Zipei could hear every word clearly. She pulled up the quilt to cover her face, tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, and wet the hair around her ears.Why would she like a woman?Why is it her?Are you really sick?Closing her eyes, she saw a mess of pictures in front of her eyes. She sat up and rubbed her messy hair, and her eyes fell on a bottle of red wine in the bookcase.

Zipei never drinks alcohol, and she doesn't know what it's like to be drunk. Is it true that as others say, getting drunk can relieve a thousand worries.It was a bottle of cheap wine that was exchanged for shopping in the supermarket. It was beautifully packaged, but it was astringent and bitter in the mouth. She raised her head and took a few gulps, half of the bottle was gone.

Zipei gradually felt that his face was getting bigger and his head was getting heavier, as if the blood was flowing backwards all over his body, and his feet seemed to be stepping on cotton, one deep and the other shallow.She shook her head, as if something had been stuck on her head, and she couldn't shake it off, and her consciousness gradually became confused.

Zipei: I haven't called Xiaoyu today, yes, call now, otherwise she will be anxious.

Zipei: Why is it shutting down, I paid your phone bill...

Zipei fell on the bed, took out the phone and dialed, talking to himself.

Zipei: Send WeChat, um, send WeChat.

Zipei was muttering, but the girl with the ponytail clicked on it.