Ponytail girl, can we not break up

After calming down, Zipei always felt that what she said was serious that day, but she really didn't want any more disturbances in her life.Thinking about it, I still sent her a WeChat message.

Zipei: Hi, are you asleep?

The other party replied in seconds.

The girl with the ponytail: just lay down.

Zipei: Oh.

The girl with the ponytail: I'm sorry, I was the one who went too far.

Zipei didn't expect the other party to apologize first, but was a little uneasy.

Zipei: It's okay, I should say sorry.

The girl with the ponytail: I saw your work address in the author's profile on the forum. There is only one unit like that in this small town. I don't know the address of your home.

Zipei: ...Sorry.

Zipei felt a little embarrassed when the other party explained it like this.

The girl with the ponytail: I had a girlfriend before, she also liked to read books, and occasionally wrote some small articles.

Zipei: You?

Zipei is used to such direct expressions to the person on the other side of the screen, so she is not surprised.

The girl with the ponytail: Later... Later we broke up.

Zipei: Sorry (coffee emoji)

The girl with the ponytail: It's all right.

Maybe it was because she met someone who could tell the truth without pretending, or maybe Zipei had been suppressed for too long. For the first time, she told an irrelevant person about herself and Lin Yu.

Zipei: I also had a girlfriend before, we broke up half a year ago, and she got married a few months ago.

The other party was silent for a moment, and then sent a hugging emoji. Zipei knew that she just wanted to comfort herself, but she was not used to sending this emoji to others.

Zipei: We have been in different places for seven years, and we meet at most twice a year. She is in the south and I am in the north. The distance is nearly [-] kilometers.

The girl with the ponytail: Seven years, how can I give up...

Instead of telling others, Zipei was just talking to herself. She didn't reply to the other party's words, but just entered the text in the dialog box on her own, and the bits and pieces between her and Lin Yu loomed in each character.

Zipei: We met because of an article. She left a message under the article, and I added her. She had just entered university that year.

The girl with the ponytail: ummm

Zipei: Like all the new friends, we have endless topics to talk about, from favorite books to movies, from operas to history... we can chat about everything.

Zipei: We often leave messages on each other’s space. I was a little nervous when I sent her a photo for the first time. Maybe I fell in love with her at that time, but I knew in my heart that this kind of love is a point of no return, and it’s a time of youth. It's impossible for her to feel the same way about me.However, one day she suddenly told me that she likes me!The person I like also likes me, which is a very good thing, but I instinctively refuse, even though it is not my true inner thoughts.

The girl with the ponytail: What happened next?

Zipei: I don't know when I fell in love with that girl with round face, baby fat, ponytail and Qi Liuhai.It's like not knowing when the flowers will bloom, and you have already turned red in the middle of the mountain without knowing it. I also unknowingly got used to having her every day, long before she said she likes me.I didn't tell her this, I didn't tell her that there was a power outage, how did I count the time when the phone was out of power, the first time I got a call was to connect the charger, turn it on and send her a message, a day like After 1 years...I didn't tell her, I look at her pictures many times a day...

Zipei typed the text, and the liquid from the corner of his eyes fell on the back of his hand, which was refreshing and cold. The other party was silent for a long time, and then sent another hugging emoji.

Zipei: Later, I was still in trouble. I didn't want her to go this way, and I didn't want her to be sad, but then I made her shed tears for half of her life.

Zipei: She is a meticulous and romantic girl, she will remember all the days and things related to me.Before my period, she would buy me sanitary napkins, and even the handkerchiefs would be delivered thousands of miles away. Maybe people in love are mentally retarded in the eyes of others, and the express fee is enough to buy a dozen handkerchiefs, but we enjoy It's wonderful, never tired of it!

The girl with the ponytail: People who love each other are always moved to tears even by a small object worth a dollar.

Zipei: We arrange time to meet each other every year. Although the time we get together is very short, every time we just separated, it seems like we have never seen each other before, but we have always been looking forward to the future, and no one thought of giving up.Until she got older year by year, the family began to urge her to marry, and I was much older than her, gradually I began to feel insecure, I was afraid of losing, afraid of not having her in the future... I became anxious, irritable, and began to Quarreled with her frequently.

The girl with the ponytail: You love her very much...

Zipei: Often the more you want to hold on tightly, the easier it is to lose it, just like sand in your palm, no matter how hard you try, it will eventually flow away from your fingers.Finally, after arguing countless times, we broke up.I really want to tell her that what I said when I quarreled is all angry words, I really want to tell her that I never really thought of leaving her, I really want to tell her that I am willing to wait for her, no matter how long... I also want to tell her that I Loving her, the obstinacy of love, the madness of love... However, she will never hear about all this again, because overnight, I lost all her contact information... When I saw news about her again, she Already put on the wedding dress!

After Zipei finished typing these words, she stared blankly at the screen, and the other party fell silent, perhaps because she was tired of listening, or because she was moved by other people's stories.After a long time, a line of words popped up on the screen.

The girl with the ponytail: No matter how much love hurts you, please believe that there is still love in this world, some people in your life will never go far!

These words seem to be comforting, but also seem to point out, but Zipei's mind is full of Lin Yu at this time.

Zipei: Ironic, right?

While sniffing, Zipei asked the other party a little self-deprecatingly.

Originally thinking about the story of seven years, I could spend my whole life telling it, but I didn't want it to be just a few short 10 minutes...