Ponytail girl, can we not break up

Since Zipei finished replying to that WeChat message in the morning, she hasn't touched the ponytailed girl for a whole day.

Today, the shadow of Lin Yu has been hovering in her mind. In the past six months, she has never stopped thinking about Lin Yu. She often whispers to her mobile phone in midnight dreams. Today, she is in a different mood. She really wants to know news about her. .I wanted to ask the friend who posted the wedding photos last time, but I never had the courage... When I went home to help my mother cook dinner, she was a little dazed, and when the oil was hot, she picked up a spoonful of water and poured it into it.

Mom: Pepe!

Mom grabbed Zipei's hand.

Zipei: Hey, why am I so confused!

Zipei put down the spoon, touched her head and hid her inner annoyance with a smirk.

The dinner was boring, the TV channel was changed over and over, the book was picked up and put down, Zipei finally lay down under the blanket, covered his head, but he could only turn over and bake the big cake.Picking up the phone, the number I entered was a string of numbers that I was familiar with, edited a line of text, and clicked to send, but I regretted it a bit.Say don't bother me, what are you doing?But Lin Yu couldn't see it either, so he just talked to himself.

Zipei: Are you okay?Is he nice to you?It's starting to get colder here...

I feel that there is a lot to say, but the words under my hand can't type anything other than this innocuous paragraph.

The phone rang and it was a mosquito.

Zipei: Hey, what have you been up to these days?

Mosquito: What?miss me?

Zipei: Well, I kind of think about it.

Zipei talked with the mosquito, and there was a nasal sound unconsciously. When you are sad and at a loss, if you pat your shoulder with both hands at the right time, you will always have the urge to cry on this person's shoulder.

Mosquito: Hey, don't come here!I can't stand being so provocative.

Zi Pei: Mosquito

Mosquito: Pepe, what's wrong with you?Is there something you want to tell me?

The mosquito felt Zipei's depression and dullness, and asked seriously, she knew that Zipei must be feeling uncomfortable again.

Mosquito: Do ​​you miss her again?

Zipei: Well, I really want to.I really want to know how she is doing now, and I really want to know if she misses me even after so long...

Zipei was a little choked up, and the mosquito on the other end of the phone was silent for a while before opening his mouth cautiously.

Mosquito: Pepe, I understand how you feel.If Lin Yu came back now, would you still accept her?

Zipei: How is it possible!

Mosquito: I just said if, or you can try to accept others!

Zipei: Impossible, I just want to be alone, watch over my children and family, and live the rest of my life quietly!

Zipei answered without hesitation, but couldn't help but think of that nagging XYD, who casually complained to the mosquito.

Mosquito: Lavender, the flower language is waiting for love, quiet, faithful, romantic love.It is said that putting a small bag of dried lavender on the body can make people find the lover of their dreams!She is interested in you!

Zipei: What!I feel like she's a thirteen plus rogue.

Mosquito: Hahaha, next time she gives flowers, don't throw them away, just bring them to me.

Zipei: I don't care about you people.

Mosquito: What a waste to throw away. Where is her shop? Do you want to go and see where it is? Dare to hit our little Pepe's idea!

Zipei: You have to go by yourself. I don't have that much free time, and I don't want to make trouble for myself.

Mosquito: Pepe, I know that no one can replace Lin Yu's position in your heart. People will not only love one person in their life, but they will keep the door for a certain person for a lifetime.Even though I have said countless times not to wait anymore, there is still a trace of fantasy deep in my heart, hoping that one day the person who occupies two-thirds of your heart will be reflected in the waves of your eyes that you inadvertently look back.I know all of this, you are my best friend, and I don't want you to spend the rest of your life just living with this slight illusion.

Zipei: I know mosquitoes, thank you for being by my side for so many years, always standing behind me when I can't bear it.In fact, I understand that even if I hadn't quarreled with Lin Yu back then, we might have had such a day, because the pressure and cruelty of reality far exceeded our expectations.I really can't give her anything, so why let her face the cruel side of life with me?As long as she is doing well, I should be happy for her!It's just that sometimes, I really miss her...

Mosquito: I have suffered for you all these years!In any case, you are not alone, so tell us if you are unhappy, isn’t that what friends are like?Be crazy with you, make trouble with you, share your joy, share your sorrow, this is a lifetime thing!

Zipei is always repeatedly moved by the things he owns, such as friends like mosquitoes, family members like his sister and mother.That night she talked with Mosquito for a long time on the phone. When she was a child, she went to the ditch to dig mud. When she was a child, she copied homework in school. Because the whole class made the same word wrong, she was fined to copy "Yueyang Tower" ten times; A math teacher with balding hair, secretly said that there is no ceiling, and that there was a little boy in the class who secretly wrote a note to her, and was scared to cry by mosquitoes and a group of girls blocking the door of the classroom after school... until Zipei didn't know what At that time, he fell into a deep sleep.

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The story always has to end. It is just an attitude to choose to seal up or forget the past!