Ponytail girl, can we not break up

Zipei was ten years older than Lin Yu. When they met, Lin Yu had just entered college, so it was really not easy for him to last so long.Like all lovers, the two have gone from all kinds of sweetness at the beginning to all kinds of helplessness when facing life directly.Lin Yu has reached the age of being forced to marry by her family, and Zipei is also at the embarrassing hurdle of running to the fourth. The family also puts all kinds of pressure on her, making this relationship the same as the mood of the two, anxious and confused, not knowing How to place it.Quarrel and reconciliation, reconciliation and quarrel, the problem still exists, and give up and are reluctant.

Zipei woke up in the middle of the night, listening to the slight breathing on the other end of the phone, her heart felt warm, but the warmth in her mind was quickly washed away by the coldness of the pillow when she turned over.Reality is like a big hand, slapping Zipei hard, making her wet her eyes silently while hugging the quilt.Maybe I should take the initiative and do something for their future. I can't just wait for Lin Yu to come here. She is the only daughter in the family, and it is really difficult to take this step.In contrast, Zipei's situation is a little more optimistic, so she secretly made a decision in her heart.

Before leaving the house in the morning, Zipei called Lin Yu and told her that she had something to do at noon. In her opinion, this was the bravest decision she had ever made.When I think about it, I don’t have to cry and laugh on the phone every day. Every morning, I can see someone with messy hair and sleepy eyes saying good morning to me. Zipei’s mood is not good for no reason. It seems to be much lighter.At this moment, she even felt that happiness was so simple that it was just a thought, a decision!

Zipei: Xiaoyu, I've made up my mind. Since you can't come to me and you are the only daughter in the family, your uncles and aunts must be worried about you leaving. Besides, it's our relationship that is not favored. I understand all this. Then Just let me find you instead!

Zipei: I will accompany you to do all the things you should do, let's face it together, shall we?

Zipei couldn't wait to tell Lin Yu her decision. She imagined Lin Yu's expression when he saw this sentence. She should be surprised and more excited than herself.It's been a while since the message was sent, but Lin Yu didn't reply for a long time. She must be busy, or she was so happy that she didn't know what to say.While staring at the screen and waiting for Lin Yu's news, Zipei imagined Lin Yu's silly expression when he saw the news!

Lin Yu: Good!

After a while, a monosyllable that was not salty and not bland flashed on the screen. Lin Yu didn't seem to be as excited as Zipei thought, and was so excited that he could speak incoherently. The unexpectedly calm answer made Zipei feel a little bit of saying no. Clear feeling.

Zipei: Do you feel that happiness comes so suddenly that you don't know how to reply to me?

Lin Yu: Yes.It's just, it's just that I'm afraid that I don't have enough ability to let my son and you live a good life, and I'm afraid that I've wronged you.

Zipei: It’s okay, we can work hard together. If my son can’t get into a good school, let him go to a mediocre school first, and then arrange for him when we stabilize. As long as we are together and work hard together, everything will be fine!

After feeling Lin Yu's obvious timidity, or evasion, Zipei was still a little unwilling, and tried hard to express his thoughts.

Lin Yu: Listen to me first, Pepe, I don't want you and your son to come to a strange place and worry about life.I want to arrange everything for you, and I don't want you to be wronged because of life...and I don't want you to be my shadow, living only in darkness.

Although Lin Yu's words were very tactful, Zipei still heard the obvious rejection, and his originally happy mood fell to the bottom in an instant.But in the end, Zipei still did not give up and asked a question.

Zipei: ...That is, can't it?

Lin Yu: Give me some time Pepe, just two years, I promise I will arrange everything in two years, and then I will pick you and your son to my side, okay?

Zipei: Another two years...

Zipei looked at the words on the screen, and tears immediately overflowed her eyes. Sadness was like a raging tide, beating her heart repeatedly, and she wanted to cry but couldn't cry.In the end, it was still the case. Her self-righteous bravery was really just her self-importance. Perhaps Lin Yu had never thought of being with herself, and at the age of 35, how many two years did she have to spend so extravagantly? Killed waiting?

Lin Yu: Pepe, trust me, I'm serious about you!

Lin Yu: Talk to me, Pepe, I really don't want you to come, I just want to give you the life you want when you come.

No matter what Lin Yu said, at this moment Zipei felt that she could no longer think normally, all she could see was her embarrassment after wishful thinking, Lin Yu's words were so pale and powerless in her eyes at this moment, at this moment she I really felt the despair I had never felt before.From the time she met Lin Yu to now, it was the first time that Zipei felt this way, the first time she felt that what her mother and sister said might be right, she just wanted to play with herself, and she was afraid when it came to the future.

Zipei: It's so ironic, I'm ready to wander the world with you, but in your heart there is no such thing as the distant place we once dreamed of...

Lin Yu: Pepe, that's not the case. Listen to me. I have my reasons. It's not that I don't want you to come, but I still need some time.

Zipei: Enough, stop talking!I asked you to come, but you said you couldn't come, because there are too many things that haven't been dealt with properly.Okay, if you can't come, then I will go, and you need time to prepare, don't you think this is too ridiculous?You still think I'm a fool, don't you?

Zipei suppressed her emotions for a long time, and finally broke out completely after reading Lin Yu's news. She cried out almost screaming at the screen. This was the first time she lost control like this. The violent ups and downs of her chest made her breathing seem are somewhat difficult.

Lin Yu: Baby, listen to me, don't get excited, just listen to me, okay?

Lin Yu: Calm down first, don't scare me.

Zipei didn't reply to the message, but Lin Yu called, and Zipeihao pressed the red button without hesitation in anger.

Zipei: Don't say anything, break up!

Lin Yu: (voice)

Lin Yu: (voice)

Zipei no longer paid any attention to Lin Yu's voice. She felt that those hypocritical worries were bullshit. At this moment, Zipei really had the feeling that the sincerity of the past seven years had been fed to the dog.Lin Yu kept making phone calls, playing videos, and sending messages. Zipei typed a series of words on the screen in tears, so cold that he even trembled.