Ponytail girl, can we not break up

The night prosperity of the ancient city was filled with silence, and Zipei, who fell into a drowsy sleep while crying, had a long dream, vaguely many years ago...

Lin Yu: What are you doing?

Zipei: Make money to support the family.

Lin Yu: I miss home.

Zi Pei: Oh.

Lin Yu: Oh what, you act like a fool and don't try to comfort me.

Zipei: Well, you are a good baby who needs a mother.

Lin Yu: Idiot!I like you!

Zipei: Huh?

Lin Yu: I said, I like you!

Zipei: Wipe your nose and go to class.

Lin Yu: You, I'm serious.

Zipei: Study hard!

Lin Yu: I'm not kidding, I, Lin Yu, like Pepe!

Zipei: What do you like about me?Old and ugly, stop making trouble and go to school!

Lin Yu: I just like it.

Zipei: ...

Lin Yu: What are you doing hiding from me?you come out!

Zipei: I am a very busy kid and I don’t have time to play games with you. Even if you are serious, this kind of relationship will not bear fruit.

Lin Yu: How did you know there was no result?

Zipei: Your current age is the most beautiful time in a woman's life. You should find a boy to fall in love with instead of exploring this road that is rarely traveled.

Lin Yu: Don't always treat me like a child. I know what I'm doing and what I need. It's been almost three years, can't you really feel my heart for you?

Zipei: I remember the little things you made for me in the past few years, gloves and scarves when it’s cold, all the odds and ends that I can use every day, the little snacks I like to eat on weekdays, and the little gifts in every festival... ...I know you are paying attention.But what happens when the novelty wears off?I also don't want you to be a monster in the eyes of others!

Lin Yu: I am not a novelty!Don't always be preaching, I can be responsible for my own actions, I just want to do what I like, and love who I want to love!

Zipei: ...

……

Lin Yu: What do you mean by always avoiding me?

Lin Yu: I am in love, as you wish, a handsome boy, are you satisfied now?No one is pestering you anymore, are you comfortable?

Zipei: Bless you!

Lin Yu: You...you heartless bastard!Don't treat yourself as a saint, you can't save all human beings, I don't need to go to heaven, and I don't need you to hide your true self and fulfill me.You are a coward!Don't dare to face your own emotions, you obviously like me too!

Zipei: I like you, as if you were a little sister!

Lin Yu: Hypocrisy!Can you deceive others, can you deceive your own heart?Why can't you contact me so anxiously?Why are you crying like a child because I didn't answer the phone?Why do you always visit my space silently and pay attention to my every post?Don't think I don't know all this.

Zipei: I'm so bored!

Lin Yu: I don't care, I want to see you!I bought a ticket for tomorrow afternoon, and I will arrive in Lueyang at [-] o'clock the next night, you can pick it up or not!

Zipei: Xiaoyu, don't be stupid, do you know that there will be no good results?All your bravery today will become a wound that will not heal later...

The messy and scattered pictures in the dream, the scene is constantly changing.Lin Yu's face, from the youthful 19-year-old in the photo, gradually matured to the 22-year-old.Her shadow gradually became clear from blur, and the warmth of the embrace seemed to diffuse from the dream to the outside.Suddenly, Lin Yu pushed Zipei away, turned and left without looking back... Zipei reached out in a panic to grab something, wanted to call her, but her arms seemed to be imprisoned, and her voice It seemed to be blocked by something, no matter how hard Ren Zipei struggled, he couldn't make a sound or move!

Zipei: Xiaoyu... Xiaoyu... Don't go!don't go, don't leave me...

Waking up, Zipei was drenched in sweat. She patted her painful head and rubbed her dry eyes weakly.

Zipei: It turns out that everything is really just a dream... After the burn is exhausted, only myself guarding the ashes is left!

Zipei looked at the pointer at three o'clock in the morning and muttered to himself.

Zipei: I wish you happiness Xiaoyu, see you no more in this life!

Zipei wanted to completely remove herself from that dream, and pack all the sadness in her heart... After dawn, she would go to the Terracotta Warriors and Horses. She had to complete this journey, which was a memorial to the past seven years!

The ancient city in the morning mist is half lazy and half hurried.Packing up her simple luggage, Zipei left all the memories she didn't want to take away in the scent lingering in the alley, and continued her next journey.In this former Kyoto, it is possible to step on a prince's cemetery in three or two steps. What is buried in the ground is not only the history, but also the implicitness in the strings of the ancients...