you are with the light

After eating, Gu Jinbei was still annoyed, and after washing the dishes, he was still annoyed.He sat next to Chen Ke with some annoyance, it was rare that he wasn't very close to Chen Ke.

Chen Ke tried to chat with him at first, but Gu Jinbei was not interested, so Chen Ke asked him, "What's wrong with you today?"

Gu Jinbei said, "It's nothing."

Chen Ke didn't believe it, but he also saw that he didn't want to talk, so he didn't ask any more.This time the two of them got along very rarely and quietly, only the human voice from the TV was left in the whole room.

Gu Jinbei stayed for a while and was about to leave, but before he left, he was still a little unwilling, and finally whispered his inner thoughts at the door: "Why did you lend her money?"

His voice was a little low, and Chen Ke didn't hear clearly for a moment, so he asked, "What did you say?"

Gu Jinbei closed his mouth and glanced at him with some resentment in his eyes, but he repeated again: "Why did you lend her money?"

It was only then that Chen Ke came to his senses: "She used to, um, she helped me. I think of her kindness, and I repay her."

Gu Jinbei felt a little relieved suddenly, and he smiled sincerely: "I see."

When he came home, Xia Yin sat on the sofa.She was watching TV, and there was a love story in it, and the heroine in it was crying stupidly in the heavy rain: "Where are you? Come out!"

Gu Jinbei felt stomach acid when he glanced at it.

Although Xia Yin was playing a TV series, her mind was not on it, so Gu Jinbei looked over when she opened the door: "Xiaobei, come here, Mom has something to tell you."

Gu Jinbei walked over, sat beside her, and heard Xia Yin say: "How about I give you another brother or sister?"

Gu Jinbei's expression did not change: "If you think it's okay, give birth." But he still hesitated, "But, you are not young anymore..."

"Yes, I'm not young anymore." Xia Yin took the words, "You know it all, but your dad doesn't."

The "dad" in her mouth was her stepfather, and she seemed to have deleted Gu Zhong from her memory, saying that the deletion was not very accurate, and she seemed to have found a less-than-perfect substitute.

"He asked you to have a second child?" Gu Jinbei said, "You agreed?"

"I said I'll think about it again." Xia Yin pulled her hair a little irritably, "What is he dissatisfied with? I am willing to transfer your household registration to him and change your surname to his. He actually I don’t want to! It’s his own wish to talk about his fucking wish! I’m almost forty, so I can’t say I’m born.”

Gu Jinbei looked at Xia Yin, the wrinkles on Xia Yin's face were not obvious under the maintenance of skin care products, but her face was already a bit old.Gu Jinbei knew that she was old, otherwise she would have killed this man without hesitation, and then took him to find the next family.

"I know what you're thinking." Xia Yin said suddenly, "Do you still remember Yang Manguo?"

Gu Jinbei will never forget, he may never forget this man in his life.

"He's so smart." Xia Yin said, there was no sadness, joy or anger in her voice, "It's been so many years, and I still don't give up."

"Perhaps in a few days, you will meet him again." Xia Yin snorted coldly, "Does he think that if he changes his appearance, I won't be able to recognize him?"

Yang Manguo is a policeman, and the only policeman who firmly believes that Xia Yin is the murderer.But he didn't have any evidence, so his thoughts could only be hypotheses, and it wouldn't have any real impact on Xia Yin.

"I don't know how long he will stay here, but I don't want to kill people right now." Xia Yin said, "Your father is still very good. Love always needs compromise to be fulfilled, so what does it matter if I compromise once?"

Speaking of the latter, her voice lowered.Maybe she wasn't talking to Gu Jinbei, but just telling herself.

"But if you like someone in the future, don't compromise." Sitting on the sofa, she frowned and thought for a long time before saying this advice to her son.

Gu Jinbei was not surprised when he received the final report card. He was No.1, which was the result without any suspense from the beginning of enrollment.

The teacher said some summer vacation precautions on the podium, and after the summer vacation homework is arranged, school is over.

Gu Jinbei walked out of the school alone. He walked through the small street filled with the smell of food, walked to the main road, turned to another street, and then walked into an alley.Gu Jinbei walked this alley quite a few times, and he was even considered proficient.He deftly found the back door of the restaurant and stood beside the stinking trash can.

Until the door was opened, Chen Ke came out with a bucket of rotten water and saw him.

"You're here." Chen Ke's tone was familiar, "Come in."

Everyone in the back kitchen knew Gu Jinbei, and even the stern Master Song would call out cordially when he saw him: "Xiao Bei." Noon was considered a peak time for the restaurant, and the whole restaurant was very busy, so Gu Jinbei sat on the side Watching them busy while eating the meal that Chen Ke took the opportunity to bring him.

After he finished his meal, he put the bowl aside, took out the book and read it quietly.After watching for a while, the back kitchen was a little free.Chen Ke brought a bowl of rice and sat beside him to eat.He ate quickly, but his movements were not rude. Gu Jinbei was holding the book, but his eyes fell on Chen Ke. Chen Ke's eyelashes would flutter slightly when he was eating, which was very cute.

After dinner, Chen Ke started to get busy again, and Gu Jinbei also continued to read.When he got a little tired from watching, Chen Ke's work was almost done.He carried a fish as usual, and then led Gu Jinbei out the back door.

When passing by the vegetable market, Chen Ke weighed some meat and bought some side dishes.Gu Jinbei followed Chen Ke, and when Chen Ke bought something, he grabbed it and held it in his hand: "I'll do it."

The two walked home together, Gu Jinbei said to Chen Ke: "I may have a younger brother or younger sister in the future."

"Auntie plans to have another one?"

"That's right." Gu Jinbei said, his brows knit together, "Actually, I don't really want younger siblings."

Chen Ke smiled: "Why? Isn't it good to have younger brothers and sisters to accompany you? In the future, when you grow up, you will have someone to help you."

"No." Gu Jinbei shook his head, "Brother Chen is enough for me."

This remark was very useful to Chen Ke, he smiled: "You really know how to speak."

"It's from the heart." Gu Jinbei also smiled, "It's from the heart that I don't want younger brothers and sisters."

It is really not a rational choice for Xia Yin to have another one at her current age. Gu Jinbei's feelings for Xia Yin are very complicated, but there is definitely attachment in the complexity.

He didn't want anyone to take his mother's life.

This topic will become serious if we continue to talk about it. Chen Ke cleverly moved the topic to another place, and the atmosphere became cheerful again.

When he arrived at Chen's house, Chen Ke unexpectedly discovered that Chen Wanran was also there.Staying with Chen Wanran was a strange man, a strange face that Chen Ke had never seen before.

"Son, you're back." Chen Wanran smiled when she saw Chen Ke, her eyes moved to Gu Jinbei, her smile widened a bit, "Come here and sit down, this is Uncle Yu."

Chen Ke walked over and called out calmly, "Hello, Uncle."

Gu Jinbei followed Chen Ke, his face didn't change when he saw Mr. Yu, he said as if he didn't know anything: "Hello, Uncle."

What Xia Yin said was right, even if Yang Manguo changed his face, they would still be able to recognize this face.

Because Xia Yin once made him face this face for more than ten hours.His room was covered with photos of this person for a while, Xia Yin hoped that he would remember this person, firmly remember and never forget.

Because of this person, Xia Yin was almost sent to prison.

Chen Wanran's love life is blank because of her career.Men love her beautiful skin and cheap body, but not her lonely soul.During the 40 to [-] years she spent, Yu Zhongman was the only one who said he loved her.

Love, this is a word that she dare not think of lightly, and it is also a word that she yearns for even in her dreams.Now that this word is spoken from a pretty good man, what reason does she have for not agreeing?

So they're officially dating.

Chen Ke was blessed for this, he even felt sincere joy, and felt a lot more relaxed: "It's very good."

Gu Jinbei sat on the sidelines, quietly cooking the meal the whole time.He could feel Yu Zhongman's seemingly invisible gaze, but he pretended that he couldn't feel anything.

It's time to unleash your true acting skills.

He used to be able to give false testimony without changing his face, and now he can be watched without changing his face.He knew that he couldn't reveal a flaw, if the other party were to see it, then this flaw would be pulled into a truth.

Gu Jinbei tried to shrink himself to hide himself, but Yu Zhongman would always bring the topic to him as if nothing had happened.His topic was just right and to the point, but Chen Wanran wanted to explain clearly as if she was afraid that he would not understand.

Gu Jinbei knew that Chen Wanran had no malicious intentions, she was just being used.

After dinner, Gu Jinbei said he was going home.Chen Ke nodded: "See you another day."

When Gu Jinbei went out, he could still feel Yu Zhongman's gaze on him, and when the door was closed, he still felt that gaze was going to penetrate the wall and land on him.

His back is covered in sweat.

When he went home, there was a quarrel at home. It was a long time since Gu Jinbei thought he would never feel it again in this life.

The normally gentle stepfather yelled terrifyingly. He yelled at Xia Yin: "I don't mind you having children with other people! Why can't you give me a child that belongs only to us!"

Gu Jinbei stopped changing his shoes.

Xia Yin asked her stepfather why he couldn't hear, he couldn't hear anything, he just felt the wind whizzing past his ears, creating a stormy sea.

Suddenly, loud applause brought back his five senses. Gu Jinbei turned his head stiffly, and saw his stepfather's trembling hands in mid-air, and his mother's eyes covering her face in disbelief.

Gu Jinbei thought, ah, here we come.

Xia Yin laughed, she laughed so coldly that it made Gu Jinbei's whole body cold.She said, "You wait."

Gu Jinbei knew that Xia Yin must really want to cry at this moment. He knew his mother. His mother was very stubborn. Even if the tears flowed into a sea in her heart, she would never reveal any vulnerability to the man in front of her.

As she said that, she was about to go out, but her stepfather stopped her.

"I'm sorry," said the stepfather, and he knelt down for her. "It's all my fault, I'm a jerk, I'm too much! Don't be angry, I'm sorry! Call back please! I love you, I'm all Because I love you so much! I just want to have a crystallization of love between us, it's all because I love you so much..." He said, a big man started to cry like a child, Xia Yin froze.

Xia Yin's heart can be very hard or very soft.Gu Jinbei knew that her heart had softened at this moment.

Xia Yin compromised.

Gu Jinbei walked back to the room through the living room.He didn't call anyone, and they just pretended he didn't exist.There is always a scar behind a happy family, and now this scar is Gu Jinbei.

Gu Jinbei knew.

But sometimes he really wished that he was a complete child who could cry and laugh heartlessly without knowing anything.

He was lying on the bed, tears were steamed by the hot summer.

Xia Yin's temper has improved in the past few years, but the slap of her stepfather undoubtedly brought everything back to before liberation.

In the morning, Gu Jinbei called Xia Yinpo to wake him up. He blinked but didn't react.

Xia Yin said: "Wake up, Xiaobei." Her voice was very gentle, but Gu Jinbei woke up for a moment.He jumped up from the bed: "I'm going to buy breakfast."

He went out and met Chen Ke.Chen Ke frowned when he saw him: "Why do you go out when your clothes are wet?"

"It's okay, I'm going to buy breakfast." Gu Jinbei said, his tone was very anxious, "I'll go first." After he finished speaking, before Chen Ke could answer, he ran down the stairs and disappeared after a while.

On the way to the market, Chen Ke ran into Gu Jinbei who was returning. He ran so fast on the road that he didn't even have time to see people, so he ran far away.Chen Ke wanted to call him to stop, but before he could say the word "Gu", Gu Jinbei brushed past him, creating a gust of wind.

After returning home, Xia Yin was still angry.The body that hadn't been beaten for a long time didn't get used to it when it was beaten again. After Gu Jinbei wiped away the tears that came out of his physiology, he couldn't help sighing: "Born in sorrow, died in peace."

He squatted at the door of the house, continued to look at the ants on the ground, and then pressed them with his hands, one, two, three, four... He hadn't pressed the ants for a long time, but there were a lot more ants.

The opposite door opened, Gu Jinbei raised his head reflexively, and lowered his head when he saw Yu Zhongman.

He didn't want to communicate with Yu Zhongman, but Yu Zhongman's idea was the opposite.

Yu Zhongman walked in front of him, a tall shadow cast on him, enveloping him.

"I don't understand you." Yu Zhongman said, "Your mother always beats you, why do you still defend her?"

This is a good question, and Gu Jinbei thought about it before, but he couldn't figure it out.

It's not love, it's attachment at most.Xia Yin is his only relative in this world.

"Of course you don't understand me." Gu Jinbei said, and he crushed ants one after another on the ground while talking, "You are not my age, you don't understand anything."