you are with the light

Gu Zhong is one of Xia Yin's restricted areas.

For a long time in the past, she couldn't hear his name, she would collapse, collapse to the point of crying, crying like a landslide and tsunami at the end of the world, everything was destroyed.

But it was clear that she killed the person she loved.

Xia Yin's face turned pale because of what her stepfather said, and she changed the subject unnaturally: "I don't have a good memory, so I don't remember much about the past."

The stepfather did not suspect him, and continued: "I liked you very much at that time." He laughed as he spoke, and the flesh on his face trembled, "You don't remember, I was bullied by others because I was fat, and it was you who gave me the favor." I got the head off."

Perhaps Xia Yin was just helping her back then, and she didn't expect to get anything out of it, but it cannot be denied that the man in front of her is pulling her up from the abyss bit by bit.

Xia Yin thought, reincarnation of cause and effect is true.

The love of the man in front of her was hot and sincere, young and pure, Xia Yin felt unreal for a moment, she began to ask herself, am I worthy?Is a woman like me worthy of it?

Gu Jinbei listened to his stepfather talking about his secret love when he was young, his thoughts gradually drifted away, he drifted very freely, and fell wherever he thought of.Starting from this stepfather, he drifted all the way to his biological father, and occasionally thought of his stepfathers. They all have one thing in common, which is similar to Gu Zhong's somewhere.

But the current one is different. Looking at him horizontally and vertically, both his appearance and personality are like two extremes with Gu Zhong. When Gu Jinbei saw him for the first time, he was still surprised. He never thought that Xia Yin would Willing to marry such a man.

But now he felt that he could vaguely see Xia Yin's mind.She went back to the beginning and saw the "witness" who had witnessed her love with Gu Zhong, and she wanted to say goodbye to the past.

Gu Jinbei's heart beat violently.

Today's life is very beautiful, as beautiful as in a dream, Gu Jinbei doesn't want this dream to be broken so easily, he wants to continue living in this dream, if he lives one more day, he feels that he has earned it.

Xia Yin cannot be allowed to ruin all of this.

Gu Jinbei said to himself.

Like a gust of wind, Lu Weijian disappeared without a trace after passing by Chen Ke's side.The two have become strangers now, they are strangers who will subconsciously avoid them when they see them on the road, and Chen Ke feels a little embarrassed by their unfamiliarity.

But he is destined not to be someone who will feel sad for a long time.His life went on, and every day brought new changes, small and subtle, but still changing.The weather also changed at the same time as him. After the sports meeting, the temperature dropped sharply. In the morning, Chen Ke lay in bed for a long time, and finally got up from the bed reluctantly.

Chen Ke was very afraid of the cold, so he pulled out a thick coat and put it on, becoming the first person in the class to wear a thick coat. Sun Jiani laughed at how he could live in winter, and Chen Ke said, "Live by will." He looked at Sun Jiani , Sun Jiani didn't wear much, and the autumn school uniform was thinly attached to her body. Chen Ke looked cold, and he didn't know how Sun Jiani managed to talk and laugh happily without changing his face.

The current relationship between the two is good or bad, Chen Ke develops with it, neither can alienate, nor deliberately get close, this makes him feel comfortable, and life gradually allows him to stretch his waist and move his muscles.

Compared to Chen Ke's comfort, Gu Jinbei's nerves were extremely tense.He was like a bow stretched to the extreme, and his whole body was vigilant, but after a long time, Xia Yin didn't make any further moves.Her personality has changed too much now, and sometimes she is so gentle that Gu Jinbei is afraid. She is becoming more and more like a woman, wife, and mother. Gu Jinbei doesn't know if it is because she is loved that she has changed.

But in the end, he was a little relieved.

Autumn in this small town is so short and cold that it can be overwhelming when winter arrives.Gu Jinbei wasn't too afraid of the cold, but the weather forced him to wear a cotton coat.He hadn't seen Chen Ke for a while, and when he went out to see him, he felt as if he had passed away.

"Brother Chen." He called out, and Chen Ke smiled at him: "Hey."

The two walked together for a while and parted ways when they reached a fork in the road.Gu Jinbei thought of Chen Ke who was wrapped into a ball with only one face exposed, and suddenly wanted to laugh.

He laughed and laughed all the way to school, until his new deskmate asked him: "What good thing happened to you?"

Nothing good happened, but I thought of Chen Ke.Gu Jinbei took out the book, and someone called him, saying that someone was looking for it.

Gu Jinbei walked over, and it was Liu Man again.Liu Man was wearing a down jacket and a scarf, covering half of her face tightly.She swayed her body a little shyly, softened her tone, and made some requests: "I have my birthday next week, do you want to come to my house?"

Gu Jinbei said: "No." He thought for a while, and then said, "Don't come to me next time, I won't come out again."

Liu Man looked at him, her eyes were dazed as if she hadn't reacted, Gu Jinbei turned to leave, but she grabbed the hem of his clothes.

"Go, go." Liu Man said, "I don't want you to bring gifts, as long as someone goes."

Gu Jinbei said, "No."

He walked into the classroom, and when he sat down, his deskmate asked him: "Hey, I found out that Liu Man is always looking for you."

Gu Jinbei didn't speak.

The deskmate didn't get his response, so he turned his head angrily. Gu Jinbei flipped through the book and suddenly remembered that he didn't know Chen Ke's birthday yet.

When returning home from school, Gu Jinbei didn't meet Chen Ke, but he looked at the closed door opposite, and knocked on the door tentatively.

No one is home.

He just squatted at the door and waited until the light faded from the stairwell before Chen Ke came back from outside wearing a blackened sky.

His clothes were a little wrinkled, there were a few blood spots on his face, and his pants were torn. He looked a little embarrassed, but his expression was so indifferent, as if he wasn't the one who was injured.

Gu Jinbei was squatting in the stairwell, seeing Chen Ke like this, his heart suddenly felt like an overturned oil bottle, a little flame could rise up and burn him down, his anger came out of nowhere, but it was very strong, Even his voice changed: "You were beaten."

Chen Ke saw him and nodded, "Fortunately, I hit someone else."

He is not a person who will make himself suffer, if someone else comes to beat him, he will never sit and let someone beat him.

He walked to the door, took out the key to open the door, Gu Jinbei stood beside him and asked him, "Who hit you?"

Chen Ke smiled and said jokingly, "What? Can you help me get ahead?"

"It's an unwise choice to stand out." Gu Jinbei said, "I have other methods."

Gu Jinbei is sometimes very grateful to his bird/beast father and lunatic mother, because they taught him how to live abnormally.

Chen Ke only thought he was a child, so he smiled and said nothing, and Gu Jinbei didn't press any more questions, but instead asked the question he had been thinking about all day: "When is your birthday? "

Chen Ke said, "December [-]st."

Gu Jinbei smiled and said happily, "That's great."

"It's good that you are one day earlier than me."

Gu Jinbei's birthday is on December [-]nd. According to Xia Yin, his expected date of delivery was still a few days later, but on the [-]nd, he entered the delivery room in pain, and gave birth to him not long after.

Gu Jinbei suddenly felt that this was a godsend.

Chen Ke obviously didn't expect such a coincidence, so he couldn't help but smiled and nodded: "It's very good."

Gu Jinbei watched him walk in, then talked to him at the door, raising his voice slightly: "I'll rub the medicine for you, do you want it?"

Chen Ke put his schoolbag on the sofa, tilted his head and waved his hands: "No need." He paused and asked, "Do you want to come in?"

These words hit Gu Jinbei's heart, he took off his shoes and walked in, walking straight to Chen Ke.

"It hurts a lot." His eyes fell on Chen Ke's face, the few streaks of blood seemed to be blemishes, destroying the beauty of Chen Ke's entire face.

"It's okay." Chen Ke went to find the wound medicine in the cabinet, and Gu Jinbei followed him like a little tail.

"Can I touch your face?" Gu Jinbei looked at his face and asked suddenly.

Chen Ke took out the iodine and cotton swabs, and turned his head in surprise, but Gu Jinbei's eyes were too tragic and tragic, so that he couldn't see any filth: "Touch it."

Gu Jinbei's fingertips were cold, but the place he touched was as hot as a fire.Gu Jinbei's movements were very gentle, he caressed his cheeks, his fingertips circling around the wound on his face: "It hurts."

Gu Jinbei said: "If the wound doesn't fall on me, I won't know how painful it is. They don't know, I can let them know."

Chen Ke smiled, and the two dimples were exposed. Gu Jinbei couldn't hold back, moved his hand to his dimples and pressed them down. It didn't hurt or itch, and Chen Ke's smile didn't change.

He felt that Gu Jinbei was really a child, and what he said was innocent: "Okay." He said casually, "Let them know next time."

Gu Jinbei didn't want to take back his hand. Chen Ke's face was very soft, like jelly, but it was more real than jelly. Chen Ke didn't let him take his hand away until now, so he stopped on it with peace of mind.

"What's their name?" Gu Jinbei asked him, "Where do they live?"

Chen Ke looked at him, Gu Jinbei's eyes were very serious, it didn't look like he was joking, Chen Ke vaguely sensed something was wrong, and raised his hand to mess up his hair: "What are you thinking, kid."

This action caused his face to leave Gu Jinbei, and Gu Jinbei withdrew his hand calmly.He said unwillingly, "I'm not a child."

These words were really not convincing, Gu Jinbei was too young and felt too fragile to Chen Ke, so he just smiled and went to the sofa with the wound medicine.

Gu Jinbei did not follow this time, he stood where he was, looking at Chen Ke with a twisted but stubborn look.Chen Ke rolled up his trouser legs to reveal the injury, frowned and applied medicine to himself, Gu Jinbei was no longer stubborn, and walked over again, stood aside and said distressedly: "It hurts too much."

In fact, this injury is not bad, it is not worth mentioning to Gu Jinbei who is often beaten, but this injury is not good when it falls on Chen Ke, it is too glaring, and it hurts Gu Jinbei's eyes.

He wanted to know who made it, but he knew that Chen Ke would not tell him. He wanted to sigh, but he didn't sigh in the end.

Chen Ke gave himself good medicine and asked him if he wanted to stay here for dinner.Gu Jinbei nodded, followed him to the kitchen, and helped him.

Chen Wanran came back when the two of them were eating, and when she saw Gu Jinbei, she smiled at him, and Gu Jinbei also smiled back at her: "Hello, Auntie."

"Hey, good." Chen Wanran put the bag on the sofa, Chen Ke got off the stool, Chen Wanran said: "No, I'm a little sleepy, go to sleep for a while."

Chen Ke sat back down again.

After dinner, Gu Jinbei wanted to help Chen Ke, but Chen Ke didn't need him: "Go and do your homework, have you written the homework assigned by the teacher today?"

"It's all finished." Gu Jinbei said, "When I was in school, I finished it."

Apart from cooking, he does other housework well.After the two washed the dishes, Gu Jinbei said he wanted to go home.

After leaving Chen's house, Gu Jinbei did not return home.He ran downstairs to Liu Man's house.He remembered Liu Wu, and that was enough.He bought a paper cutter when he passed the commissary and put it in his pocket.

He ran to the door of Liu Man's house, knocked on the door, and it was Liu Man's mother who opened the door. She recognized him immediately, and her face darkened in an instant: "Why is it you!" She said and was about to close the door.

Gu Jinbei pushed against the door, and said, "Auntie, wait a minute, I'm looking for Liu Man."

Liu Man heard the sound approaching at this time, and when she saw Gu Jinbei, she was a little incredulous: "Why are you here?" Her tone was filled with joy, "Mom, let him in."

Liu Man's mother hesitated for a moment, but finally let go of the door.

"Why do you want me?" Liu Man looked at him at the door, raised her head high, and returned to her arrogant look.

"I've thought about it for a long time," Gu Jinbei blushed appropriately, "Can I celebrate your birthday?"

Liu Man's face lit up, and she couldn't restrain the corners of her mouth from rising: "Okay, you come." She said as if boasting, "My brother will bring many friends over."

Gu Jinbei smiled: "Thank you."

His smile faded after the door closed, and he reached into his pocket and took hold of the paper knife, as if drawing strength from it.

If the knife didn't land on my face, I wouldn't know how painful it was.

Gu Jinbei walked home, the light was on, Xia Yin was sitting on the sofa, and turned to look at him when she heard the sound.

"You're back? Why did you come back so late?" Xia Yin's smile made Gu Jinbei calm down instantly, his consciousness suddenly came back, and the knife in his pocket also burned up.

He... what was he planning to do just now?

Xia Yin saw that he was standing still and hadn't spoken, so her tone became cold: "What? How long are you going to stand at the door?"

Only then did Gu Jinbei move, took off his shoes and walked in.

"Mom," he said, "is it fun to kill people?"

Xia Yin smiled: "Do you want to play?"

Gu Jinbei stopped and looked at her.He didn't nod or shake his head, but this was enough to make Xia Yin laugh out loud.

He watched Xia Yin leaning forward and backward laughing, tears came out of laughter.Then Xia Yin wiped away her tears, stood up from the sofa, and walked in front of him.

"Xiao Bei, this is not fun at all." Xia Yin said, "I hope you will never play this game in your life."