I Rely on Kisses to Clear Survival Games

"As everyone knows, Su Ling died from falling from a building."

Zhao Xiaopang let out a breath slowly, and said: "The few of us who fell from the roof of the teaching building happened to be there at that time, and we watched it with our own eyes."

"Are you all here too?" Shen Qiqi felt very sad for Su Ling, her eyes were red, she stared at him fiercely, and asked with a sob, "Could it be that you pushed him down the stairs?"

"No, how come, we don't have the guts to kill people!"

Zhao Xiaopang quickly shook his head to deny it, and anxiously argued: "It was indeed an accident. He fell by himself. We wanted to hold him back, but it happened too quickly."

"The fence on the roof is too old, the wind and the sun have eroded the barbed wire."

Ouyang was full of bitterness, and added for him: "None of us thought that he...was so stimulated that he couldn't stand firmly, and when he hit the barbed wire net, he would break the net all of a sudden, and just fell down like that .”

"That's why you regret it, because this is the so-called 'last' bullying?" Gu Zhen raised his eyebrows and asked.

"Yes...we really didn't want to kill him."

Zhao Xiaopang's voice was filled with tears.

"Seeing him fall, I, we were all terrified. After that, none of us dared to say that we were on the roof at that time. Brother Bai's father helped us to clear the relationship and suppressed the matter. .”

"We decided to bury this matter as an eternal secret, and no one can tell it until death."

The female teacher nodded slightly and continued to ask the next question.

"Why did you bring Su Ling to the rooftop?"

"..."

Zhao Xiaopang was silent for a few seconds before replying.

"It's for him to read the confession."

"Let him see with his own eyes how Brother Bai and Cheng Xuedi are together."

"Since Brother Bai was injured, I don't know what happened between them. Later, the relationship between the two of them has become better and better. Even the few of us can see that Cheng Xuedi is liking Brother Bai more and more."

"Brother Bai is the same. He finally admitted frankly that he likes Junior Cheng. We were all very happy, so we helped him make suggestions and racked our brains to think of how to confess for him in a romantic way."

"We set the location of the confession on the rooftop. Before the rooftop was closed, many students would choose this place to confess... It's really not our intention to kill Su Ling!"

"At that time, Lu Jie told us that we could let Su Ling watch how the person he likes is with the person he hates the most—"

……

Cheng Zhichu found himself back in the phantom of memory again.

At this moment, he was standing in a mansion. The spacious living room was furnished in a simple yet luxurious manner. There were many white papers and discarded drawings scattered on the snow-white carpet, which looked a bit messy.

Sitting or standing, the four of Ouyang surrounded Bai Yi who was sitting in front of the table, looking at the picture he drew in surprise.

"I never noticed it before, but Brother Bai actually has this skill..."

Ouyang picked up a painting and looked at it for a while, praised it several times, and then carefully put it back.

"In the past, we never knew that Brother Bai could draw, and he was so good at painting. Hey, Brother Bai, why didn't you tell us about it?"

"Because it's not necessary."

Bai Yi calmly held up the half-painted painting and observed it for a few seconds. He seemed unsatisfied. He frowned, crumpled the painting up and threw it on the ground without hesitation, and took out another piece of white paper to continue painting. .

Ouyang and the others felt a little distressed when they saw it, because in their opinion, Bai Yi's painting was good enough, and they didn't know what he was dissatisfied with at all.

Perhaps Brother Bai wanted to leave Cheng Xuedi with the most perfect confession experience?

They thought in unison.

This is the idea put forward by Lu Jie. Let Bai Yi draw all the things he experienced after meeting the boy. Using paintings to express his inner feelings will be better than a thousand words.

The three of Ouyang felt that this idea was good, but it was a bit unrealistic, because they didn't know that Bai Yi could actually draw, and the four of them really couldn't draw, let alone complete what she proposed. idea.

Just when they were considering whether to invite someone to paint, they didn't expect that Bai Yi had already started to conceive seriously, and soon began to write. Up to now, seven or eight paintings have been completed.

"Lu Jie, you are so smart, how did you come up with the idea of ​​expressing your love with pictures?"

Seeing Bai Yi frowning again in thought, the other four took the initiative to move away, sat on the sofa, and discussed in a low voice.

The girl smiled and explained in a sweet voice: "Actually, although this method is not common, many people have used it. If you search the Internet, you will find many examples."

"But I have other purposes, that's why I suggested Brother Bai to use painting to confess his love."

"What purpose?" The three asked curiously.

"You also know that Cheng Xuedi has a hearing impairment. He once told Brother Bai that when he was very young, he didn't have a hearing aid, and he couldn't hear the children talking to him, and he ignored them."

"Over time, they thought he was a bad character and isolated him, and he had a hard time because of that."

"It's also because of this, seeing that Su Ling is so withdrawn and never gets close to other people, Cheng Cheng couldn't help but take care of Su Ling. Perhaps it was because of this that Su Ling fell in love with him."

"Cheng Xuedi is very nice, and this reason makes sense." The others nodded.

Lu Jie smiled, shook her head and said, "It's a bit off topic. All in all, even if Brother Cheng doesn't show it, he must have a heart about his hearing impairment."

"Confession through painting is actually telling him that someone can accept all of him, including all his imperfections."

"His little flaw is also loved, because the meeting between the two of them started when Brother Bai helped him find a hearing aid."

"It's also to show him that love is not something that can only be expressed in words, nor can it be heard only with ears."

"It doesn't matter even if he has a hearing impairment, even if he can't see things, can't make a sound, or is physically disabled and loses all perception, he will still be loved."

"It doesn't matter what he looks like, he must feel that someone loves him and will always love him."

"..."

There was silence in the living room.

The three of Ouyang were stunned when they heard it. After a long time, they held back a sentence in a daze.

"Are you girls all this good...?"

"I don't know about other girls, but I have always thought so. If one day I fall in love with someone, I will accept all of him and pour all my love into him."

The girl raised the corners of her lips, but she was laughing at herself: "But I should never have such an opportunity."

"...Needless to say it so absolutely, we are only so young, and we will have more opportunities to fall in love in the future." Ouyang scratched his hair and said, "You are so good-looking, and in our school alone, there are many boys chasing you gone."

Lu Jie shook her head, did not continue this topic, but said: "But this is not all of my thoughts."

Speaking of this, she suddenly raised her voice slightly, and said to Bai Yi: "Brother Bai, when you confessed your love that day, why don't we bring Su Ling along."

"Ah, Su Ling? What are you taking him for?"

The other three were stunned, and Bai Yi paused the paintbrush in his hand, and glanced at Lu Jie with deep eyes.

"Shouldn't he be watching?"

Lu Jie said: "Brother Bai first pursued Cheng Xuedi to avenge Su Ling. Now that this revenge is coming to an end, if Su Ling is not allowed to witness on the spot, how can he feel the most intense pain?"

Bai Yi frowned slightly: "He will come to bother me and Zhichu."

"Don't worry, we will definitely stop Su Ling and prevent him from approaching you, let alone Cheng Xuedi find out where he is."

The girl laughed at Yan Yan: "As long as you hide Su Ling at an angle where Junior Cheng can't see it, and then take off Junior's hearing aid so that he can't hear anything, he won't notice anything."

Looking at the smile on her face, the three of Ouyang suddenly felt their backs go cold, and they were a little terrified.

In fact, sometimes they really can't understand Lu Jie, and even think she is scary.

Obviously Lu Jie never beat Su Ling with her hands, she just watched quietly every time, but sometimes, her thoughts were more vicious, as if she hated Su Ling to the core and just wanted to push him into the abyss Among them, let him be smashed to pieces.

Seeing that the others were still silent, Lu Jie stroked her broken hair and opened her mouth softly.

"Brother Bai, don't you want Su Ling to give up?"

"He likes Junior Cheng so much, and he is in the same class as Junior. He didn't dare to confess before because he was afraid of what we would do to Junior."

"However, it's impossible now, because Brother Bai, you also like Junior Cheng. Of course we won't hurt Junior, and Su Ling will know this sooner or later."

"At that time, he will compete with you for Junior Cheng...Brother Bai, are you absolutely sure that you will win against him?"

"So it's better to smash Su Ling's delusion from the beginning and let him understand that Cheng Xuedi belongs to you."

"..."

Bai Yi pursed his thin lips tightly, and remained silent without saying a word.

He remembered the worried expression on the young man's face when Su Ling didn't come to school a few days ago when he mentioned Su Ling.

They are classmates, they get along day and night, they have known each other for a longer time, and their friendship is deeper. The young man also misses Su Ling very much.

Once Su Ling has no scruples and persistently pursues the boy he loves deeply, when the mask of indifference and alienation is completely thrown away, and the pure and sincere sincerity is revealed, how many people can completely reject him?

Although he is confident that his love for the boy will never be lost to Su Ling, but...

He tightened his fingers, and the brush in his hand was suddenly clenched.

Never.

He can't let Zhichu fall in love with others.

"……it is good."

"You can bring Su Ling."

"But we must not let Zhichu discover him."

Lu Jie smiled.

"Don't worry, we won't give him this chance."

……

"Senior, where are you taking me?"

Clenched by Bai Yi, the young man showed a somewhat dazed and uneasy expression.

His eyes were covered with a blindfold, which was put on by Bai Yi just now. Although he didn't know Bai Yi's intentions, the boy who trusted him obediently covered his eyes, and Bai Yi held his hand. Hands go forward.

"Come on, lift your feet, we are going up the stairs now."

Bai Yi led the young man to the edge of the stairs, reminding him gently, "If you don't mind, I can carry you up."

"no need……"

The young man was a little shy, so he said something in a low voice, followed Bai Yi's instructions and slowly stepped up the stairs, climbed up several floors, and finally came to a certain place to stand still.

"Zhichu, from now on, you just need to follow me slowly, and I need to take off your hearing aid, is that okay?" Bai Yi asked as he stroked the boy's hair.

"Do you want to take off your hearing aid...?"

The boy's tone was a little hesitant. He was blindfolded, and now he had to take off his hearing aid. He couldn't hear anything, which made him feel very uneasy.

"Take off your blindfold in a while." Bai Yi said with a smile, "There is a little surprise."

"……it is good."

Hearing the surprise, the boy's heart beat slightly faster, because if he counted correctly, according to the number of floors he silently counted, they should have climbed half a floor just now, and they might be standing in front of the door leading to the rooftop now. Did he come to the rooftop to...

Then he felt his ears lighten slightly, and suddenly the cicadas from a distance and the noise downstairs could not be heard, and the world fell into silence, only Bai Yi holding his hand could be clearly heard by him Perceived.

He followed Bai Yi's pace and walked forward, suddenly felt a gust of warm wind blowing on his face, the sun's light was warm but not scorching, it came through dimly through the eye mask, making him feel the orange-red gleam .

The boy felt a hand reach out and took off his blindfold.

The sudden strong light prevented the young man from opening his eyes immediately. After closing his eyes for a while to adapt, he opened them slowly and found that they were on the roof of the teaching building.

Bai Yi stood in front of him, his eyes were gentle and tender, which made the young man's heart beat faster. At this moment, Bai Yi raised the album in his hand, and there was a line of beautiful words written on the cover of the album.

"I want to show you a book of paintings. When you finish reading one, just nod your head, and I will continue to turn to the next page."

The boy's eyes lit up, his face was flushed, and he nodded shyly. Bai Yi smiled at him, and opened the cover of the album, revealing the first painting.

The scene in the painting is exactly the scene when they met, and there are corresponding words at the bottom of the painting, recording Bai Yi's mood at that time.

The young man was immediately attracted by the painting, and he focused on Bai Yi's painting in the silent silence, not knowing how many people were standing a certain distance away.

"You see clearly, Su Ling, what the two of them are doing now."

Zhao Xiaopang and Liang Wenbin held Su Ling's arms from left to right, stopped him from struggling, dragged him from behind the roof hut, grabbed his hair, forced him to raise his head, and looked at the two people in front.

Seeing Su Ling's red eyes and violently trembling body, Lu Jie was full of smiles. She had a pure appearance, but at this moment she looked extremely cruel and cold.

She murmured softly.

"Your brother, the one you hate the most, is about to confess to the one you like."

"Do you... want to stop them?"

"don't want……"

Su Ling's beautiful face lost all color, and tears poured out of his eyes, covering his entire face in an instant. His voice trembled, as if weeping blood, and he shouted with all his strength.

"Don't promise Bai Yi...don't promise him!"

"He doesn't like you at all, he's using you!"

"Zhichu - Zhichu!"

He shouted hoarsely, and his voice soon became hoarse. At such a distance, if the young man didn't pay attention to other things, he might still be able to hear a little movement, but at this moment he was concentrating on looking at Bai. Yi's painting has been completely attracted, and he can't pay attention to other things at all.

But no matter how Su Ling shouted, the boy never turned his head to look at him.

Only then did Lu Jie lightly laugh, and said, "It's useless. Cheng Xuedi's hearing impairment is quite serious. Now that he has taken off his hearing aid, he can't hear anything. Even if you call him, it's useless."

Su Ling was shocked, and looked up at her in amazement. The girl curled her lips and said, "That's right, we designed it so that you can see it."

"Hmm... I don't know if saying this will hurt you. What you just said is wrong. In fact, your brother also likes Cheng Zhichu. He is confessing his love seriously, and Cheng Zhichu also likes your brother. After that, they We should be together."

"And you, Su Ling, you can only watch them from the sidelines."

"It's like when Mr. Bai watched your parents get together, he could only choose to withdraw sadly. Now it's your turn. You should pay back the debts your parents owed to others."

"Are you miserable? Resentful?"

She smiled and opened her mouth, every word was a word of punishment.

"But you can't help it. Look—"

Not far away, Bai Yi had already turned the last page of the painting in his hand, looking at the boy with eyes full of love, but at this moment he suddenly raised his head as if casually, and glanced at Su Ling, but it was filled with darkness, Slightly raised the corners of her lips, and smiled at him.

Then he hugged the red-faced boy in his arms, as if he wanted to rub his whole body into his body with such strength, and kissed the boy's hair gently.

"No! Bai Yi... don't touch him, don't touch him!"

Su Ling struggled fiercely, but it was difficult for him to break free from the restraints of Zhao Xiaopang and Liang Wenbin, who had just recovered from his injuries. The buttons of his shirt were undone a few times, revealing the bruises on his pale skin that hadn't completely faded away.

"You boy, be honest!"

Ouyang pushed his forehead fiercely, causing Su Ling's head to be thrown back suddenly, and he became dizzy immediately. Tears flowed down his eyes continuously, and he sobbed uncontrollably.

But the young man with his back turned to him didn't know anything about it. His hot cheeks were held by Bai Yi, his eyes fell on those thin lips, and his heart beat faster to identify Bai Yi's silent lips.

"I love you."

"Zhichu, I like you..."

At the same time, Su Ling closed his eyes, full of despair and pain, choked up and murmured.

"I also... like you..."

"Please look back at me, look at me, please..."

He couldn't say anything anymore, he lowered his head and wept uncontrollably, tears dripping down on the ground of the roof, leaving dark traces.

"..."

Lu Jie looked at Su Ling expressionlessly, and Ouyang and the others looked at each other. For some reason, they usually beat Su Ling mercilessly, but they suddenly felt a little guilty and regretful, and the strength in their hands involuntarily relaxed a little.

Feeling that their hands were loosened, Su Ling raised his head, looked at the two people with red eyes, and suddenly broke free from their restraints and rushed over.

"Don't let him disturb them!"

Lu Jie panicked and rushed over to stop Su Ling, but was pushed hard by Su Ling and immediately fell to the ground.

The three of Ouyang stayed in place before they could react. Lu Jie crawled over, threw on Su Ling again, and fell down heavily again. Su Ling, who was thrown by her, didn't stand still, staggered a few steps, and hit his back. To the barbed wire.

He subconsciously grabbed the barbed wire mesh with his ten fingers to stabilize his figure, but he didn't notice that a few of the rusty wires suddenly broke, and spread quickly, a large piece of barbed wire broke instantly , including the one he leaned on.

"Su Ling, get out of there!"

The faces of Ouyang and the others changed drastically, and they wanted to rush over to grab Su Ling who was about to fall, but they were too far away to grab him in time.

Su Ling's tear-stained face also showed a confused look for a moment, but his eyes were still looking at the two people who were embracing each other.

"Squeak - creak -"

In just a short moment, the wire broke completely, his feet were separated from the roof, and he fell down.

But at this moment, the young man's silent world is still quiet, sweet and joyful. He closed his eyes and raised his head to accept Bai Yi's kiss. Sudden constriction of the pupils.

What's more, he didn't know that there was a person who fell in love with him, just a short distance away from him, and was about to be stained with bloody and cruel flowers of death.

The kiss was fleeting.

Bai Yi hugged the young man tightly in his arms, and pressed his head, preventing the young man from looking up to see his pale face.

"Bai, Brother Bai..."

Hearing the commotion and screams from downstairs, Ouyang and the others trembled all over, and looked at Bai Yi with a pale face: "Su Ling fell, he fell...! We, we..."

"leave here."

Bai Yi hugged the boy, closed his eyes, suppressed all his emotions, and spoke in a low voice.

"Don't do anything, don't say anything, don't tell anyone about your coming to the rooftop, I will take care of everything."

"But Junior Brother Cheng, if Junior Brother finds out..."

"He won't know." Bai Yidao, "He will only know that Su Ling jumped off the building today, but he won't know that it is now."

"You also must not mention a word about Su Ling's fall from the building with him."

"Never let him know."

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Bai Yi's Diary · Part No.60

Never let Zhichu know about my diary and sketchbook.

Otherwise I will kill myself.