I Rely on Kisses to Clear Survival Games

Seeing himself walking towards Su Ling as a boy, although he knew that this was a memory belonging to this world, Cheng Zhichu still had a strange feeling in his heart, because apart from the difference in school uniform, the "Cheng Zhichu" here is almost exactly the same as him in high school .

The boy came to Su Ling's side and squatted down, as if he was very concerned about his condition.

Seeing that Su Ling ignored his arrival and just buried his face in his arms, the young man didn't get angry, but asked more worriedly: "Are you suffering from heat stroke, do you need me to bring you some water and Huoxiang?" Is it positive?"

"..."

Su Ling still didn't speak, raised his head slightly, and looked at him with dark pupils.

The young man smiled at him cautiously, reached out and touched his forehead lightly, but Su Ling's reaction was fierce, his back tensed suddenly, he slapped his hand down hard, and said in a low voice: "Don't touch me!"

"I'm sorry, I just want to test your temperature to see if you have a fever." The boy touched the back of his red hand and apologized a little guiltyly, "I'm sorry to offend you...I'll give it to you." Do you have water?"

He knew that Su Ling would not respond to him, so he didn't ask any more, and brought it to Su Ling first. As for whether Su Ling would drink or not, that was his own business.

When the young man turned around, Su Ling finally revealed his entire face from the crook of his arms, with his lips slightly pursed, looking at his back from afar, he unconsciously tightened his fingers and grabbed the fabric of the clothes.

Su Ling has a beautiful appearance. Although he is always gloomy and gloomy, he is still quite a beautiful boy. When the boy left, he even removed the spikes all over his body, showing a soft and helpless expression, like a bird that has made a mistake. The little animal with lowered brows and eyes murmured, "I'm sorry..."

When Cheng Zhichu witnessed this scene, he felt nothing but pity.

He could tell that Su Ling slapped the young man's hand off because of a physical stress reaction. He had been violently abused by Ouyang and others all year round, and he was very sensitive to anyone's touch, not to mention that he didn't want to let him touch him. The teenager got too close and found the scars on his body.

After a while, the boy came back with a bottle of water.When he came over, Cheng Zhichu heard other students say a few words to him, probably to persuade him not to be so nice to Su Ling.

"Su Ling likes to ignore everyone. If you stick to his cold ass, he won't appreciate you. Why do you need to do it..."

"It's okay." The boy smiled at them, "I just remembered that I was isolated by my classmates because of my poor ears, and I just can't let it go."

"Actually, it was just wishful thinking on my part. Su Ling didn't hate me, so I was already satisfied... Well, I guess I didn't hate me, right?"

A few classmates stopped talking, stroked his hair, and let him go. The boy came to Su Ling's side and handed him the water.

Su Ling unscrewed the water in silence, drank a little and then put it down, gently tugging at his sleeve with his fingers, after a while, he spoke in a very soft voice.

"……thanks."

"It's okay." The boy was startled, and then asked happily, "Do you feel better?"

Su Ling nodded slightly.

"If you need anything else, just call me and I'll get it for you. Then I'll go back to class first, and you have a good rest."

His thanks seemed to make the boy feel very happy, and he even walked away quite briskly.

Su Ling stared at the young man's back for a long time, raised his hand to cover his blushing face, and also covered the slightly raised corners of his lips. His beautiful eyes were shining brightly, and the hidden feelings were no longer concealed at this moment.

……

Until school was over that day, Cheng Zhichu didn't see Su Ling taking pictures. He watched him leave the classroom with his schoolbag on his back. After a moment of hesitation, Cheng Zhichu decided to quietly follow Su Ling.

Su Ling's home is in a very old residential area. His family is not well off, his father is paralyzed, and his mother works day and night to maintain the family's livelihood.

Cheng Zhichu watched Su Ling return home, skillfully took care of his father on the bed, did a lot of housework, even made dinner, set up a small table, brought it to his father, and served him for dinner.

"Good boy..."

Father sighed and patted Su Ling's head with complicated and guilty eyes.

"It's all my fault for dragging you and your mother down. If she hadn't followed me, she would have had a good life, and you too, if it hadn't been for me..."

"Dad." Su Ling stopped him, added some food for him, and said calmly, "Mom never regretted choosing you, otherwise she would not have left that home." He paused, "I will never leave Proud to have you as my father."

"well……"

The hand of the father holding the chopsticks trembled slightly, and he lowered his head slightly, not wanting his son to notice his reddish eye sockets, so he just put some of his rice into the empty bowl, and said in a hoarse voice: "After you finish eating, put Feed these meals to Mimi, it just gave birth to a kitten recently, so it is not convenient to find food."

Su Ling nodded, and after finishing the meal with his father, he took the rest of the meal away and walked into an alley facing the street.

The alley was dilapidated and narrow, with sundries piled up on both sides. He tapped a wooden box lightly, and a female cat and a few fluffy kittens popped out of it. Seeing him coming, they all surrounded him affectionately. , meowing, rubbing against his calf, begging him for a hug.

Su Ling put the rice on the ground, sat down on the steps, and watched them eating together with soft eyes and a faint smile on his lips.

It seems that only when he gets along with his family and small animals, he will let go of his guard.

Cheng Zhichu saw it in his eyes, and his mood was extremely complicated. There was regret and heartache for Su Ling, and more resentment for Ouyang and others. He didn't understand how they could be so cruel to such a pure and gentle boy. The poisonous hands.

What kind of enmity does "Bai Yi" have with Su Ling in this world? Why did he instruct Ouyang and the others to abuse Su Ling?

When he was angry and confused, there was a sudden sound of footsteps at the end of the alley.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Su Ling's expression changed immediately, he hurriedly hid the kitten in the wooden box, and then ran towards the other end of the alley, but he stopped after running a few steps, because the At the exit, Zhao Xiaopang was waiting for him to throw himself into the trap with a sneer on his face.

"Where do you want to go?"

The figure of several other people appeared from the side where the footsteps came. The leader was Bai Yi when he was a boy. He looked at Su Ling who had nowhere to escape indifferently. His handsome face was as cold as ice, while Ouyang behind him asked questions with a smile .

Su Ling's eyes suddenly sank, and he clenched his fists tightly. He didn't show fear because he was surrounded by them. He stared at them without saying a word, his eyes were full of disgust and anger.

"Dare to look at us like that, believe it or not, I poached your eyes?"

Liang Wenbin stepped forward and punched Su Ling heavily in the abdomen, causing Su Ling to turn pale suddenly, clutching his stomach and falling to the ground curled up in pain, but he didn't say a word, not even groaning one time.

Cheng Zhichu was instantly filled with anger, and wanted to punch Liang Wenbin fiercely, but his hand passed through Liang Wenbin's body, and he had no power to stop their violence.

Fuck!

Seeing the three of Ouyang approaching and beating Su Ling together, Cheng Zhichu had scolded countless times in his heart, wishing that these bastards would die suddenly right now, but he also knew that they had survived until the beginning of the dungeon, But this time, it was just another unilateral abuse of Su Ling by them.

In a short while, Su Ling's whole body was already covered with dust on the ground. Because of the movement of struggling, the sleeves of the winter school uniform rolled up, revealing large and small bruises all over his arms, which was shocking enough, let alone helpless. Imagine how many scars there would be on his body.

Su Ling protected her head, being beaten by them, and never made a sound. Bai Yi put his hands in his pockets and stood aside. The excitement shown by Ouyang and the others was completely absent on his face, and he just watched quietly. .

The three of Ouyang were tired from the beating, their faces were covered with sweat, and they stood there to rest panting heavily.

As soon as their movements stopped, Su Ling sat up slowly. His movements were extremely strenuous, but he didn't want to lie on the ground all the time, but stood up staggeringly. He also refused to lower his head, but looked straight ahead.

He was looking at Bai Yi.

Bai Yiju looked at him condescendingly, although he was almost expressionless, but his eyes were cold, looking at Su Ling as if looking at something dirty.

"Meow--"

At this moment, there was a faint meowing from inside the wooden box. A few kittens poked their heads out from inside, and stared at Su Ling with their dark eyes for a few seconds. Jumped out of the box, flicking its tail happily to rub against his body.

Su Ling's expression suddenly became flustered, and he subconsciously hugged the kitten into his arms.

"Ah, it's a kitten, so cute."

Lu Jie, who had been standing behind Bai Yi, who had never moved, suddenly opened her mouth and smiled softly. The expression on her pure and beautiful face at this moment made people feel shuddering. She walked up to Su Ling and stepped on him. Grinding his head with his heel, he said, "Hand them over."

Su Ling curled up to protect the kitten even tighter. Zhao Xiaopang and Liang Wenbin immediately pulled his hair and arms, forcing him to hand over the kitten.

This time Su Ling's struggle was extremely fierce, but he still couldn't resist the strength of the two of them. He watched Lu Jie pick up the nape of one of the kittens.

"Mi-mi!"

The kitten's terrified cries caused the female cat to rush out of the wooden box and pounced fiercely on Lu Jie, but was hit by Ouyang's schoolbag swiftly, picked it up and stuffed it into the schoolbag. Struggling in the bag.

"Don't move them!"

Su Ling's eyes turned red in an instant, and he turned his head and bit Zhao Xiaopang hard, trying to break free from their control, but what he got in return was a more brutal beating, and the kitten was also strangled by Lu Jie, and its barking and breathing gradually faded away. become weaker.

"The kittens are really cute." Lu Jie smiled at Su Ling, "So I will strangle them all in front of you."

This crazy woman!

Cheng Zhichu looked at the gentle and quiet Lu Jie in disbelief, a chill rose up his spine, and even the three of Ouyang showed shocking expressions, as if they thought they were hallucinating.

"Enough, Lu Jie, let go."

Bai Yi frowned slightly, preventing Lu Jie from strangling the kitten to death.Lu Jie was startled, and immediately let go. The kitten shivered and hid in its nest, and the female cat trapped in the schoolbag was also released.

"I'm sorry, I just... want to make Brother Bai happy..."

The girl showed a pitiful expression, but none of the people present would be deceived by her, and they even felt a little chilled.

Su Ling was pressed to kneel on the ground, her eyes were red, staring at her fixedly, blood was already biting her lower lip.

Bai Yi finally walked in front of him, squatted down in front of him, pulled his hair, and said with deep and cold eyes.

"I'm not interested in cruelty to animals, but you have to understand, Su Ling."

"Everything you like and hope for, I will destroy it with my own hands."

"You don't deserve happiness."

……

After Bai Yi left with Ouyang and others, Su Ling wiped off the dirt on the school uniform as much as possible, went to a small clinic nearby to have a brief treatment of the injuries on his body, and then returned home.

When Ouyang and the others abused him, they would avoid causing scars on his face, so when Su Ling entered the door, due to the dim light in the room, his father didn't notice any abnormality in him, but asked in surprise, "Why have you been here for so long?" ?”

"... playing with them."

After a brief silence, Su Ling replied like this, then set up a dining table beside him, took out his homework and spread it out: "I'll do my homework right away."

"Okay, Dad won't bother you anymore. Alas, the lights in the house are too dark. If the family has more room, I will ask your mother to buy you an eye protection lamp, otherwise you will be short-sighted in the future..."

"It's okay, it's okay, you don't need to buy it."

Su Ling lowered his head while writing his homework, his eyes were half covered by his messy hair, all he could see was biting his lower lip, the hand holding the pen was shaking violently, and the words he wrote were crooked and out of shape.

Cheng Zhichu walked to his side, wanting to pat his thin back, but his hand still passed through Su Ling's body, and he couldn't even bring him any comfort.

He could only look at Su Ling in silence until very late, when Su Ling's mother finally finished work and returned home.

When seeing Su Ling's mother, Cheng Zhichu understood why Su Ling was so good-looking, because his mother was a beauty.

Even though her temples have been slightly whitened, and her face has been weathered and haggard, you can still see how beautiful her eyebrows and eyes were back then. Her simple clothes can't hide her elegant temperament, and her voice is also gentle and gentle. Softly, she smiled and chatted with her family.

"Look, Xiao Ling, mom has brought you a present."

Mother took out a half-new smartphone from her bag, handed it to Su Ling, and said, "Young people now use smartphones, and you have never had one, which is very inconvenient, so mom bought you one, but It's second-hand, I'll buy a new one for you when mom has money..."

"Thank you... thank you."

Su Ling pursed her lips and remained silent for a while, then suddenly stepped forward and hugged her mother, and thanked her in her ear: "Really... Thank you very much, I like it very much, it is the best for me Gift."

The mother's eyes were also red, and she hugged her son back, showing a gratified smile.

……

The next day at school, Su Ling brought his mobile phone into the school.

The school does not prohibit students from carrying mobile phones. Many students will use their mobile phones to take pictures of the slides in order to organize their notes. Su Ling's grades have always been excellent, but his notes are always very concise and even messy, because the speed of recording cannot keep up with The speed at which the teacher switches slides.

Now that he has a smart phone, he can also take pictures of slides, but the reason why he carries the phone is not only that, but more importantly -

With a fair finger, he pressed the camera button at the bottom of the screen. During recess, Su Ling leaned against the wall near the corridor in the classroom, looking as if he was browsing the pages on his phone, but in fact he took a photo of a teenager. .

The boy in the photo has soft eyebrows and a bright smile, and his whole body is dyed with golden sunlight, as if born from the light.

Even in Su Ling's heart, he was purer and warmer than light.

The boy is the first person who treats him well besides his parents.

Su Ling looked at the young man on the screen, his eyelashes drooped, and a shallow smile unconsciously overflowed his lips.

He put the teenager's photo and the family portrait he just took last night into the encrypted album. He didn't dare to let others know that there was a teenager's photo in his mobile phone, especially Bai Yi and others. If they knew it, it would be over. .

He couldn't imagine what Bai Yi would do to the boy.

...Maybe he deleted the picture.

Su Ling's finger moved to the delete key and paused for a long time, but he still couldn't do it.

He will probably never be able to express his heart, but he doesn't want to be disqualified from keeping photos of his sweetheart.

He looked at it quietly for a while, but finally he still didn't delete the photo. He was about to touch the black screen of his phone when he suddenly heard a girl's voice coming from the corridor.

"Sister Lu Jie, I brought the things you asked for, but did you remember wrongly, I'm in class six, why are you standing here in class seven?"

Su Ling's face lost all color in an instant.

He turned his head slowly, and through a window, he saw Lu Jie standing outside the window, smiling slowly at him.

"Candidly take pictures of people?"

"Let me guess why."

"Could it be that you like him?"

With a "snap", Su Ling accidentally dropped the phone to the ground, the girl rolled her pupils happily, her voice was sweet and gentle.

"It seems that I guessed well."

"So...you like him."

She didn't comment on anything, turned around and walked away briskly, but Su Ling was trembling all over, rushed out of the classroom recklessly, grabbed her wrist in front of all passing students, and said, "Don't go!"

"...Student?"

The girl turned her head, pretending to be dazed, and wanted to withdraw her wrist, and said nervously, "Please don't do this."

"Sister...please."

Su Ling lowered his head, his face was pale, his fingertips were trembling, and his cold voice revealed a hint of pleading.

"Please...don't say it, don't tell Bai Yi."

Bai Yi once said that he would destroy everything he likes.

He doesn't care what he does, but he is afraid... afraid that Bai Yi will ruin the boy.

"Don't tell him?" Lu Jie suddenly lowered her voice, and said in a volume that only the two of them could hear, "Okay, then please come and beg me, in the way I told you."

She meant to make Su Ling kneel down.

The four of them bullied Su Ling. In fact, Bai Yi was not present most of the time, but they did it spontaneously. In the past few years, they had long regarded Su Ling as their punching bag. Whenever something went wrong, they would Vent it out by beating Su Ling.

Lu Jie basically never did anything, she just stood aside and watched, and every time the abuse was about to start in Bai Yi's absence, she would always repeat the same words.

"Do you want us to let you go? Kneel down and beg us."

Su Ling never begged for mercy.

Every time, he would choose to endure in silence.

But this time—

"sky……"

Amidst the astonished discussions of the students, Su Ling knelt down slowly, clenched his hands into fists, his knuckles turned white with force, his voice was broken, and his shoulders were shaking violently.

"...Please, Senior Sister."

The girl looked surprised, and she couldn't believe that Su Ling really knelt down to beg her, because she knew how proud Su Ling was in his bones, even if he was trapped in the dirty mud, he would always look up at the stars in the sky.

Unlike her, no matter how pure her appearance is, her heart is already rotten.

So now that he let go of his pride and begged her without dignity for the sake of keeping the person he likes out of trouble, she would not have any sympathy for him.

She just wanted to drag him into the same abyss.

Lu Jie glanced at the worried young man standing at the door of the classroom, and suddenly took a step back, waved his hands in a panic, and said, "Student, get up quickly, I'm sorry, I still can't accept you, thank you Heart, but I don't want to think about love right now..."

Su Ling opened his eyes wide and raised his head in astonishment, but what he saw was the mocking smile in the girl's eyes.

"It turns out that Su Ling likes Lu Jie, and knelt down to beg him to accept him. It's too ugly..."

"The toad wants to eat swan meat, so can he miss the campus goddess?"

"..."

Sarcasm, sarcasm, cursing... Like icy sea water hitting the sky and covering the sky, it froze Su Ling's blood.

The scene in front of her was like an old movie that had been slowed down, losing its color and sound. The girl turned around, her hair streaked beautifully in the air, and finally took a deep look at him, with endless malice lurking in her eyes.

No.

He doesn't like Lu Jie at all, how could he like Lu Jie.

no no no no no-

Su Ling rushed over, clasped Lu Jie's shoulder tightly, and shouted uncontrollably.

"I don't like you, I don't like you! Why do you say that?!"

"Because I know you like him."

The girl's shoulders hurt from being grabbed by him, but she smiled lightly, her red lips parted slightly, and she uttered a short sentence.

"look back."

"..."

Su Ling turned his head slowly, saw the young man who had walked into the corridor at some time, and looked at him worriedly.

——It's not what you see...

——The person I like...is you...

He squatted down weakly, buried his face in the crook of his arms, his shoulders trembled, and his fingers clenched the fabric of the school uniform tightly.

"Okay, I'm going back now, goodbye, Junior Su Ling."

Lu Jie smiled and said, "Don't worry, I will do what I say, and I won't tell Brother Bai that you like him."

After finishing speaking, she returned to her classroom regardless of whether Su Ling heard it or not.

Sitting on the seat, she looked down at her mobile phone, and there was a photo taken in it. It was Su Ling taking pictures of the boy, showing a pure and innocent smile.

It's just... She doesn't know whether Brother Bai will see this photo "unintentionally".

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Bai Yi's Diary Four Parts

(Listed a few pages of things he wanted to accomplish in this dungeon through the setting of lovers.)