I Rely on Kisses to Clear Survival Games

Question: I am a man, I like women, and I have a friend who treats me very well.My friend is good at everything, but he hates gays, and now something happened suddenly, I accidentally kissed him for some reason, and he may have mistaken me for a gay, so he must hate me now, I regret it Exactly, how can I ask for his forgiveness? !

Answer: You can either marry yourself, commit suicide, or have a sex reassignment operation to make your friend feel better.

During the few seconds of kissing Bai Yi, after the initial sluggishness and shock, Cheng Zhichu's mind suddenly had many thoughts, so that he had the illusion that these few seconds had passed extremely long.

He never knew that he could think of so many messy things at this time, but none of them were useful.After experiencing many soul tortures such as "who is he, where is he, what is he doing", "what happened to Bai Yi by him", and so on, he finally only had one thought left -

Bai Yi will definitely kill him! ! !

In a state of out of control, he couldn't control his body, he couldn't even open his closed eyes, and he couldn't see Bai Yi's expression at this time. He only knew that the other party didn't stop his movements—maybe he was frightened by him up.

Because of the extreme panic in his heart, Cheng Zhichu's face became extremely pale. What's more, even though his heart was desperately resisting, his movements continued.

He opened his lips slightly, stuck out the tip of his tongue, and licked the corner of Bai Yi's lips lightly like a kitten.

"..."

The strength of Bai Yi's grip on his wrist suddenly increased a little, and it seemed that even his breathing was no longer so steady.

Save - life - ah -! !

Cheng Zhichu was so frightened that his liver and gallbladder split, he knew that Bai Yi had finally reacted.This is probably going to crush his hand directly, and then his head will be crushed in the next second!

[The state of out-of-control behavior is over. 】

At this moment, the system's automatic prompt is like a death knell being sounded.Cheng Zhichu regained control of his body, but he was exhausted and his legs were weak. If Bai Yi hadn't pulled him in time to hold him firmly, he would have sat on the ground directly.

Cheng Zhichu lowered his head, opened his eyes tremblingly, and kept staring at his and Bai Yi's shoes, not daring to raise his head to meet Bai Yi's gaze.

"Yes, sorry..."

I don't know how long it took before Cheng Zhichu found his voice, apologized to Bai Yi with a pale face, but couldn't say anything else, his mind was in a mess.

The current situation is so bad that it can't be worse. He still remembers the look on Bai Yi's face when he saw him kissing Joshua last time, it was so cold that he could drop ice balls, but this time it was Bai Yi himself who lay innocently on the gun , now that Bai Yi doesn't say a word, he must be thinking about how to kill him...!

"Zhichu."

After a moment of silence, Bai Yi suddenly spoke softly and called his name.His voice was as gentle and calm as ever, and even contained a slight smile.

The more he was like this, the more Cheng Zhichu trembled, afraid that this was the calm before the storm, but he couldn't bear this kind of silence, so he simply raised his head and looked straight at Bai Yi, quite a sense of generosity momentum.

However, when he raised his head, he found that Bai Yi's expression was not as gloomy as he thought, on the contrary, he was even in a good mood. Those beautiful jet-black pupils shimmered and were slightly curved, and the tear mole on the corner of his right eye He made his expression more gentle, with a smile, his slender eyelashes drooped, and he looked straight at him.

Could it be that Bai Yi...isn't angry with him?

Cheng Zhichu and him looked at each other for a few seconds, the flustered mood gradually calmed down, and some blood returned to his face, finally mustered up the courage, and said in a low voice.

"I'm really sorry, I just lost control again, and I don't know why I did that..."

Speaking of why he lost control twice and acted so gayly, is his character really a psychopath rather than a nymphomaniac? !

"I know you must feel uncomfortable in your heart." Speaking of this, Cheng Zhichu felt embarrassed belatedly, his face flushed all of a sudden, because he was so worried that Bai Yi would hate him just now, he even forgot that this was What a shameful thing, "If you want to vent your anger, hit me, I promise not to fight back..."

"Don't be afraid, how could I be angry with you."

The handsome man smiled, rubbed Cheng Zhichu's soft hair, his tone was as gentle as water, and he spoke softly in a very low voice.

"...It's better to say, it feels great."

"?"

Cheng Zhichu didn't hear the second half of the sentence clearly, but being looked at by Bai Yiyong with such gentle, almost conniving eyes, his face turned even redder, and he couldn't help blushing, and a strong sense of shame and guilt surged up along with him.

Bai Yi is really... He is obviously such a straight man of steel, he was kissed by the same sex, and he must be having a hard time now, but he is willing to endure forcibly for him, pretending to be nonchalant, and consoling him instead... How can someone have such a good temper As for people, he doesn't deserve Bai Yi to treat him so well! !

Cheng Zhichu was completely moved by Bai Yi, thinking that his life would be complete if he made such a good friend, so he almost knelt down on the spot and begged him for help.

But it's one thing for Bai Yi to be loyal, but another thing for him to be truly sorry for Bai Yi. Now that he really has no face to get so close to Bai Yi, what if he loses control again and starts to harm Bai Yi again? , so at least for now, he should keep a distance from Bai Yi, and others...

Wait, by the way, he and Bai Yi are not the only ones here...! !

It wasn't until this moment that Cheng Zhichu realized that there were other people present, and immediately his expression changed, as expected, he found that other people were looking at him.

Sister Hua looked at him hesitantly, and then at Ji Yunxiao, her eyes were very complicated. I don't know if it was an illusion, but Cheng Zhichu suddenly saw a wave of "Why did you kiss another man again?" "the taste of.

"The door opened, and there is nothing inside."

Just when the atmosphere became tense, Da Gao pushed the door of Room 105 open, turned his head and said expressionlessly, it was like the sound of nature to Cheng Zhichu at this moment.

He looked at Da Gao, his eyes suddenly lit up slightly.He is sure that he will continue to lose control in the future, and he has a hunch that the next time he loses control, he may have to perform intimate behaviors with someone-although he does not know which mental patient will do it when he has an attack. Such a crazy thing.

He didn't dare to stay by Bai Yi's side anymore. After all, Bai Yi would not subdue him ruthlessly out of affection, but he was afraid to let him act alone.

Ji Yunxiao would never dare to approach him again, and the Meng Ke sisters are even more inappropriate, so only the strong Da Gao is the most suitable. If he loses control again, Da Gao will definitely subdue him directly.

Thinking of this, Cheng Zhichu immediately regained his energy, and he didn't care about other things. He made this request to Da Gao, hoping that Da Gao would agree. After all, his loss of control is like a bomb that will explode at any time. This is also to make the team more stable .

"No, Zhichu."

But before Da Gao could say anything, Bai Yi rejected Cheng Zhichu's proposal.His gaze sank slightly, he pulled Cheng Zhichu back to his side, pressed his shoulder, and said, "It doesn't matter what I said, as long as you stay at my side with peace of mind."

"But..." Cheng Zhichu was a little embarrassed, and said hesitantly, "If I do something to you again...you will find it very annoying, right?"

"I won't hate anything you do." Bai Yi smiled, rubbed his head, and said softly, "I won't hate you either. I promise."

Cheng Zhichu was startled, his heartbeat suddenly became inexplicably disordered for a moment, and his face felt a little hot.But he quickly attributed this emotion to being moved by Bai Yi, and he didn't think deeply about it.

Da Gao opened the door and didn't say anything when he saw this, but even without Bai Yi, he would still reject Cheng Zhichu's proposal. After all, his most important task is to ensure the safety of his boss, Ji Yunxiao, and not be distracted by other things.

Thinking of this, he subconsciously glanced at Ji Yunxiao, but couldn't help feeling a little surprised.

The handsome idol looked at Cheng Zhichu and Bai Yi, who were in a close relationship, with thin lips slightly pursed, beautiful eyes drooping, and eyelashes trembling slightly. Although he looked calm, Da Gao, who was familiar with him, could still see Ji Yunxiao A little depressed.

Ji Yunxiao also couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in at the moment.

Although he is always radiant on stage, he is actually a quiet and introverted person. He is neither good at expressing his emotions, nor is he always used to responding to others' enthusiasm for him.

Becoming a singer has always been his wish, but after becoming famous overnight, he has endured so much sudden pressure and burden that he was caught off guard.

Not only those rumors, wanton abuse and insults, Ji Yunxiao also often doesn't know how to respond to fans' love and expectations, so as not to let them down.

Perhaps it has something to do with the environment in which he grew up. He is very afraid of being disappointed by others, especially those who love him.Therefore, he is always extremely strict with himself, hoping to show his perfect side to everyone.

But Ji Yunxiao is also very clear that no one is perfect, and it is impossible for him to satisfy everyone, especially as an idol, there will always be many things beyond his control, and many times he has to reject certain expectations of others.

Although such things have happened many times, Ji Yunxiao still feels uncomfortable in front of these people, so he will try to avoid prolonged eye contact with people, and always look directly at the camera, Cover up your inner emotions with a smile.

He doesn't like looking into other people's eyes.

Until just now, the moment he met Cheng Zhichu's eyes, his heart was suddenly touched.

This is very strange.he knows.

Although this was not Cheng Zhichu's intentional move, it should not have been a good experience, because it reminded him of his previous experience of being attacked by illegitimate fans or black fans.

However, unlike those crazy, paranoid, or dark eyes, Cheng Zhichu's eyes are so pure and transparent.

The tips of the reddish eyes are wet, and the light brown pupils are smudged with light water, bright and pure, clearly reflecting his figure, with hot and soft emotions, obviously silent, but seem to contain a thousand words language.

Really weird.

Ji Yunxiao told himself this in his heart.

He shouldn't have any extra thoughts.

But contrary to reason, at that moment, he clearly felt his heartbeat was speeding up, and couldn't help but look away, pretending not to care, but he couldn't hide his blushing face.

He didn't dare to look any further, because those eyes were too pure, it seemed that if he just took one more look, he couldn't help but think that there was someone who loved him so deeply.

It doesn't matter who he is, what he does, what good looks he has, it's just looking at him purely, nothing else.

In this world, there is only one person who will pay attention to him.

It's just... Ji Yunxiao also knows that this is his own illusion.After Cheng Zhichu's loss of control ended, he kept keeping a distance from him, and even deliberately avoided any eye contact. Every time Ji Yunxiao looked at him quietly, he could always see him looking at Bai Yi.

Now he even kissed Bai Yi directly—Ji Yunxiao's eyes dimmed slightly, and he felt a faint tingling in his heart.

...Even if it was just an illusion, he still wanted Cheng Zhichu to continue to look at him like that.

This is so weird...

……

"boss."

Da Gao noticed that Ji Yunxiao's mood was not quite right, and reminded him aloud, also reminding others not to waste any more time: "It's time to go in."

"……Um."

Ji Yunxiao responded, suppressing the disappointment in his heart, pursing his lips and nodding seriously.

Da Gao turned around and walked into Room 105 first, and the others followed behind him, using flashlights to illuminate the interior of Room 105.

Thick dust was rolled up with tiny air currents, and drifted slowly under the light of the flashlight.

Cheng Zhichu slightly raised his hand to cover his mouth and nose, and looked around the room, looking at the tables and chairs, medical beds, and withered green plants that he hadn't had time to remove, feeling faintly familiar.

This is not surprising, this is the office of his attending doctor Luo Jie, who has been here many times.He activated the Clue Reminder skill to search for clues, and saw three or four flashes of light.

One of them was on the wall, and there were several CT scans of the brain pasted on the broken viewing light box. Bai Yi, who was closest to it, had already taken them down, and illuminated them with a flashlight for inspection.

Cheng Zhichu walked to Dr. Luo's desk, just now he faintly saw a flashing reminder here, and after opening the drawer, there was a dozen thick papers, Cheng Zhichu held the flashlight between his face and shoulders, flipping through the papers in a laborious posture, But most of them are just blank sheets of paper, and many are shredded and have nothing of value.

After looking through two drawers in a row, Cheng Zhichu found nothing. He squatted down and opened the bottom drawer, only to find that the drawer was empty, with only one photo in it.

[Discover clues, gain 50 points of experience, and 100 points of survival. 】

This is……

The photo was a bit blurry, Cheng Zhichu couldn't see the person on it clearly, so he took it out, but when he saw the face clearly, his pupils shrank suddenly, and his complexion turned pale.

The boy in the photo was wearing a clean hospital gown, his light-colored hair was particularly dazzling in the sunlight, his pupils were clear, and his complexion was fair, as if his whole body was shining.

His smile was very bright, and he was holding the arm of another person. The person was taller than him, dressed in a white coat, and dressed as a doctor. A small hole was burned on the part of his face, and his appearance could not be distinguished.

But Cheng Zhichu is quite aware of the identity of the boy, because this is what he looks like.

In the photo, he is a few years younger than now, about the age of junior high school. This photo should have been taken five years ago when he was treated as a patient in this Guangai Hospital.

What is this... Cheng Zhichu's face was pale, as if he had been poured a bucket of ice water, and it was cold from head to toe.

He knew that he was a patient in this hospital in the setting, but when he saw his own photo in it, he was really horrified, especially because he clearly remembered that he had never worn any hospital gown. It was fabricated out of thin air.

This terrifying feeling made him shudder, his fingertips trembled slightly, he didn't hold the photo in his hand, let it twirl, and gently fell to the ground, revealing a line of pretty handwriting on the back of the photo.

"To Dear Dr. Luo:

Thank you for your help and care for me all the time!

Cheng Zhichu

[You recalled that this was a group photo of you and Dr. Luo. The weather was fine that day, and you were about to recover and be discharged from the hospital, so you took Dr. Luo and asked someone to take this photo in front of the lawn in the courtyard. 】

[There are two photos. You and Dr. Luo each have one. The two parties exchanged after writing congratulations. This is the photo you gave to Dr. Luo. The words on the back of the photo were written by you. 】

[The photos that Dr. Luo gave you are still kept at home by you.You vaguely remember that the words of congratulations written on it are "To the children of Zhichu, congratulations, you are about to be discharged from the hospital, you are a very good child, we all like you very much, and wish you a safe and happy life forever in the future." 】

"..."

Cheng Zhichu picked up the photo tremblingly while listening to the introduction.

It turned out that the person who took the photo with him was Dr. Luo. For some reason, his face was burned in the photo. Maybe the person who did this had some old grievances with Dr. Luo, but in this case, why didn’t the whole photo be directly Tear up, but burn his face and put the photo back in the drawer?

"Xiao Chu..."

A faint sigh suddenly sounded in Cheng Zhichu's ear, the sound seemed to come from far away, yet seemed to be very close to him.

"Xiao Chu, come here..."

"Turn around and look at me..."

Cheng Zhichu realized that this was the voice he had heard before, and his whole body tensed up, and the palm of his hand holding the photo was sweating.

His body was trembling slightly, he didn't dare to make any movements, and at this moment, some changes appeared in the photo in his hand.

The boy in the photo seemed to come alive suddenly, blinking his eyes slowly, and smiled at Cheng Zhichu who was outside the photo with his head tilted, but his eyes were extremely empty, not really smiling.

He broke away from Dr. Luo's arm and stared at the doctor for a second. A look of disgust and coldness gradually appeared on his face. He stretched out his hand and pushed the doctor away fiercely. A cluster of blood spewed out of the doctor's throat. That is, the doctor's head was removed, and the headless body fell down straight.

Scarlet blood sprayed all over the photo in an instant, and the blood inside sprayed more and more, drowning the boy's figure, and then with a "poof", a stream of blood flowed out of the photo and splashed onto Cheng Zhichu's hand .

"Xiao Chu, come here. 』

"what--"

Cheng Zhichu let out a scream, recovered from the stupor of fear, sweated all over his face, and threw the photo out again.

"Zhichu?"

A warm hand suddenly supported his shoulders, Cheng Zhichu looked over in shock, Bai Yi's handsome face fell into his sight, frowning slightly, looking at him with concern.

"Photo, photo..."

With a pale face, Cheng Zhichu tremblingly pointed at the group photo on the ground, but suddenly froze.

It seemed that everything that happened just now was all his illusion, there was not a drop of blood on his hands, and there were no signs of abnormality in the photo, it was still the young man holding the doctor's hand with a bright smile, and the doctor's face was burnt out. a hole.

Bai Yi patted his back lightly, leaned over and picked up the photo.Seeing the young man with a bright smile above him, his eyes darkened, and he asked calmly, "This child is you?"

"Yes, it's me." Cheng Zhichu replied in shock, "It's a photo of me and Dr. Luo, his face was burnt with a hole. Not only that, I also saw it just now..."

He recounted the hallucination he had seen bleeding in the photo, Meng Ke also showed a little scared expression when he heard his description, and said: "You are the same as me, I also saw a terrible hallucination, there must be something here. Some hallucinogenic..."

As she was talking, a black shadow suddenly fell from the top of her head without any warning, brushed the tip of her nose and landed on the ground. Meng Ke gasped, screamed shortly, and stepped back several steps in succession. stand still.

After the black shadow fell down, it lay quietly on the ground without moving. Meng Xin took out a gun and pointed it at the black shadow while holding up a flashlight to shine the light on it, showing a surprised expression.

"...A teddy bear again?"

Da Gao also saw this thing, and immediately frowned.

This is also a teddy bear, which looks very similar to the one just now, but it is smaller in size, and it looks cleaner and brand new. The limbs are all intact, and there are basically no damaged places.

He held up the flashlight and pointed it at the place where the teddy bear fell, but there were no shelves above their heads, and the bear seemed to appear out of nowhere, and it was impossible to see where it fell from.

"When the two of you saw the hallucination, the teddy bear appeared," Da Gao frowned. "Could it be the hallucination it brought?"

"But it's really just a very ordinary teddy bear."

Meng Xin confirmed again, and even carefully picked up the little bear to have a look, but no matter how he looked at it, it was not a prop item, and there was no relevant reminder.

"They might just be ordinary toys."

Bai Yi looked at the teddy bear, hooked the corners of his lips, and said in a low voice, "Their appearance is a proof...that something has been here."

Hearing his words, the expressions of the others changed, their backs felt a little chilly, Cheng Zhichu even trembled all over, and couldn't help but began to question whether his ring really worked.

Originally, the function of the ring was to warn him of a ghost appearing within five meters, but now it didn't move at all. It didn't work when it was supposed to work, but the side effects were extremely obvious.

"If it's what you said," Meng Xin looked at the little bear in her hand worriedly, "wouldn't the little bear be of any use? Could it be that I did something wrong just now and shouldn't have smashed that bear?"

"You can put it away first."

Bai Yi spoke, and at the same time put Cheng Zhichu's photo into his pocket with extremely natural and smooth movements, and then raised the brain supplemental CT film in his hand: "I found a clue in it."

He walked to the broken viewing light box, hung up the films in a certain order, and then put the flashlight into the light box to form a light source. The broken glass edges and corners of the light box and the shape of the brain in the film formed a strange pattern. The projection is mapped onto the opposite wall.

"Ah, this is the password..."

The two sisters opened their lips slightly, showing a slightly surprised expression, looking at the projection on the wall.

The projection reflected words and numbers, just like the reflection in a mirror, turned upside down. The words "password" were written in a simple and clear way, reminding them that this is a password for a certain place.

The remaining number has four digits in total, the beginning is a reversed "6", if it is reversed, it should be at the end, then after all the numbers are reversed, what is presented is...

"Password: 0, 5, 2, 6..."

Meng Xin read out the characters one by one, every time she read out a number, Cheng Zhichu's face became paler, because his birthday is May 26th, no matter how you think about it, it can't be a coincidence!

"..."

Seeing this number, Bai Yi's eyes dimmed, and the corners of his lips raised into a sneer.

"Do you remember where a password is used here?"

Meng Xin asked Cheng Zhichu like this.Without a map, they could only hope that he could remember something. Otherwise, in such a huge hospital, they would have nowhere to look for places where the password might be used.

[You recall that there is a locker in the conference room on the second floor, which is used to store items. Maybe this password can be matched with the locker. 】

"Have……"

Cheng Zhichu swallowed his saliva, suppressed the fear in his heart, nodded, and said as prompted by the system: "There is a locker in the conference room on the second floor." He thought for a while, and added, "The conference room is on the second floor. At the end of the corridor on the left."

The others nodded, confirming that there were no other clues here, they left Room 105 and found the stairwell leading to the second floor.They didn't advance very fast, because Meng Xin and Cheng Zhichu had to use the clue hinting skills to observe their routes to prevent any omissions.

The surrounding area was very quiet, depressing and terrifying. Cheng Zhichu had been thinking about the password, the photo, and the voice. All of these were inextricably linked to him, but he didn’t know what kind of connection it was. clue.

However, he could vaguely feel that the person or ghost who did these things should be very close to him, knew his birthday, used his birthday as a password, and destroyed the half of the photo that belonged to Dr. This half of it remained.

Could it be that the person who did these things was the one who called him "Xiao Chu"?If so, then this voice should be real, but he has no impression of this person's existence...

While thinking about these questions, the group of them had already arrived at the door of the conference room on the second floor. The door of the conference room had been smashed, and it was wide open inward, and the furnishings inside could be faintly seen.

"Here is a piece of paper."

The paper on the door attracted Meng Ke's attention.Holding a flashlight, she read the words on it.

"'Notice: Due to the recent ground renovation of the hospital, the road between the inpatient department and the outpatient building is temporarily closed, and all people are prohibited from entering or leaving. If necessary, please bypass the east gate of the hospital or enter the inpatient department through the underground passage. Bring you many Sorry for the inconvenience.'...This is a construction notice."

Does this imply that they are going to the inpatient unit afterward?

Such thoughts flashed through Cheng Zhichu's mind, and the system gave another reminder at this time.

[During the hospitalization, the place you are most afraid of is the basement of the hospital. 】

[The structure of the hospital is very strange. The two buildings of the inpatient department and the outpatient department have the same underground passage, and there is a morgue inside. If you want to go underground, you must pass through the mortuary. 】

[Only hospital personnel can enter the underground passage, but usually few people will choose this path. 】

[The gates leading to the underground of the outpatient department and the inpatient department are equipped with door locks. If you want to use this passage, you need to find two keys to enter and exit. 】

【You have heard these things from the nurses who take care of you.They all like you very much, and will tell you many interesting things, and occasionally mention some ghost stories circulating in the hospital. 】

[Such as the female corpse in red in the morgue, the invisible ninth floor in the inpatient department, the ogres in the sewer...]

【You were so scared by these ghost stories that you couldn't sleep, curled up in the quilt in the middle of the night, and didn't dare to close your eyes. 】

【Every time this time, you will be looking forward to... Come here...】

【As long as...you can sleep...very...】

【……you……】

Suddenly, the system's prompt became blurry, like an old and intermittent tape, making it hard to hear.Cheng Zhichu tried hard to identify, wanted to hear those contents that seemed to be blocked, but it was in vain.

It said come over, what come over?Is it someone?Doctor Luo, or the person who called him "Xiao Chu"?But who would enter someone else's ward in the middle of the night...

Cheng Zhichu didn't know why the system's voice became like this, it was already very scary, but what it said seemed to cover up something, the more he thought about it, the more creepy he felt.

Da Gao walked into the conference room first, Cheng Zhichu and others followed behind him.The interior of the conference room is very spacious and messy everywhere. Tables and chairs are tilted here and there, and materials are scattered all over the place. The iron cabinet is close to the wall, and most of it has been smashed, only a few grids are still in good condition.

After using the clue prompting skills, both Cheng Zhichu and Meng Xin confirmed that there was only a flash in one of the grids in the iron cabinet, and there were no other clues, so everyone came to the iron cabinet.

The iron cabinet is an old-fashioned combination lock, just like the combination lock of a suitcase, as long as it is turned to the corresponding number, it can be unlocked.According to the corresponding password, Da Gao turned the four-digit lock code to change the number to "0526".

There was a soft "click" sound from the lock cylinder, and the cabinet door opened a gap, and Da Gao slowly opened the cabinet door, revealing the papers placed inside.

Da Gao took out the top paper, it was a note.He glanced at it and read the above content.

"Damn it, I lost the key to the underground passage, probably in the men's room on the second floor, I'll look for it first, you don't have to wait for me to have lunch together."

"That means we have to go into the men's room to find the key." The two sisters muttered.

Dagao put the note away casually, took out the other sheets of paper in the cabinet and looked through them, but frowned, and said, "It's written by a doctor, it seems to be a medical record, I can't understand it."

As he spoke, he handed these pieces of paper to Ji Yunxiao: "Boss, I'm sorry to trouble you."

"Ah."

Ji Yunxiao nodded. Like Cheng Zhichu, he also has the ability to interpret words.He took the papers, looked down seriously, gradually opened his beautiful eyes, and looked up at Cheng Zhichu, with a bit of disbelief in his eyes, his handsome face was flushed, and he was even a little shy.

...Wait, what the hell is that?

Being watched by Ji Yunxiao like this, Cheng Zhichu suddenly had a very bad premonition in his heart, took a step forward, and glanced at the thing.

This turned out to be his medical record.

[Patient's name: Cheng Zhichu]

【Age: 14】

[Diagnostic results: moderate paranoia, mild nympho, mild skin hunger]

[Etiology analysis: The patient grew up in a relatively indifferent family environment, lacking the affection that family members should have, and thus longing for the closeness of others.

Due to the problem of sexual orientation, he had huge conflicts with his family, and was bullied on campus, resulting in huge mental pressure, which led to the induction of diseases. 】

【Symptoms: I like to be close to good-looking homosexuals, longing for their attention, touch and love.When it is serious, it will fantasize that the other party has a special relationship such as a lover with itself, make intimate actions and show love to the other party, and even fantasize about having an intimate relationship with a non-existent object. 】

Cheng Zhichu: "..."

He chose to die in situ.

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Part of Bai Yi's Diary No.20

Zhichu is so cute, he actually thought I would be angry about him kissing me.

I'm kind of mad - at myself.Why didn't I turn my head a little more so that he could just kiss my lips.

When he licked the corner of my mouth, God knows how much I wanted to hug him and kiss him hard.

This kind of Zhichu can only be mine, and he can only be mine alone.

……

I'm not sure whether the "I" here still retains previous memories, but he still remembers Zhichu's birthday, and obviously still has fantasies about Zhichu.

I really want "him" to die.

The author has something to say: The plot about the younger sister in Chapter 16 has been corrected. It probably means that the younger sister asked her brother to help her wear fans’ clothes and take photos because she was going to participate in an event, so as to get the audience quota for Ji Yunxiao’s variety show. Others No impact, thank you all for your input, love you guys!