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In the blink of an eye, it was New Year's Eve, and it had been more than half a year since Luo Chengcheng brought Luo Yiye back to China.

The two elderly people of the Luo family who were traveling around were picked up by Luo Yao from a small European country in a private plane. The only regret was that Luo Chengcheng's uncle Luo Xiao couldn't come back on New Year's Eve due to special reasons.

The housekeepers, cooks and aunts in the old house were all on vacation, and the New Year's Eve dinner was not booked in the hotel, but Luo Yao and Cheng Che cooked the food themselves, with Luo Chengcheng and Cheng Duoduo helping.The ingredients are fresh meat and seasonal vegetables flown in from all over the world, enough for them to show their skills in the kitchen.

As for Luo Yiye, he was left in the living room by the adults to show off his cuteness to make the two old people happy.

Ever since Luo Chengcheng escaped from marriage, the two old people have heard a lot of gossip, but they always knew little about Luo Chengcheng and Gu Yan's affairs, and they didn't take the initiative to find out. Sun is very fond of it.Children and grandchildren have their own blessings. Over the years, they have seen all kinds of scenery, and they have long since become open-minded and confused, especially Luo Chengcheng's grandfather, Luo Yanjun. He regretted the interference and obstruction of Luo Yaocheng Che back then. , Now he only needs his children and grandchildren to be healthy and healthy.

When the food was served, the whole family sat around lively.Luo Chengcheng has a shadow on things like wine, but this is the first reunion dinner Luo Yiye has had since he was born. The whole family's attention seems to be on Luo Yiye. As Luo Yiye's father, he As soon as I felt emotional, I couldn't help but drink a few more glasses.

The New Year's bell is ringing, and the lights outside the window are gorgeous.

The Luo family has the habit of keeping watch at night. Luo Yiye was still playing with Cheng Duoduo in the lobby, but Luo Chengcheng couldn't hold on any longer, so she went back to the room in a daze.

There was a glass cover in the corner of the bookcase, and inside it was the straw butterfly. He walked over to check it, and the rotting speed really slowed down a lot.

Last month, he asked someone to teach him the remedial and maintenance measures. Although it was difficult to save it, it was a little effective.

Luo Chengcheng was overwhelmed with alcohol, he rested his forehead on the shelf, feeling the faint stirring of alcohol in his blood.Although this feeling was not enough to get drunk, it made him unable to control his thoughts and impulses.

Sure enough, he did something unusual - he called Gu Yan.

When he heard Gu Yan's deep voice, the heat on his face caused by alcohol instantly expanded to his whole body.

"Orange?"

Luo Chengcheng didn't speak, but every fiery and heavy snort revealed the fact that he was listening to the phone.

"I know you're on the phone. I seem to hear Xiaoye's voice. Is he beside you?"

Luo Yiye was not alone in the laughter in the living room, Luo Chengcheng was surprised by Gu Yan's good hearing: "You can hear this? He is playing with Xiao Conghua downstairs."

"His voice is special."

Luo Chengcheng asked: "Then what about you, what are you doing?"

Gu Yan's side was surprisingly quiet, there was nothing but the wind, which was in stark contrast to the excitement on his side, and he suddenly became curious.

"I got fit three hours ago, and now I have nothing to do except talk to you." Gu Yan answered truthfully.

"You still work out on New Year's Eve, why don't you have fun with your family..."

"family?"

I don't know if it was an illusion, but Gu Yan's voice seemed to drop a few degrees, making Luo Chengcheng shiver in the heat.In fact, Luo Chengcheng regretted it after he finished speaking. Not only that, after drinking, he seemed to have thought nothing of what he said or did.

"Sorry Happy New Year's Eve, I hung up."

Luo Chengcheng finished speaking in one breath, and was about to cut off the phone when Gu Yan stopped her.

"Orange!"

"What?"

"Don't make me wait too long."

It was rare for Luo Chengcheng, who was drunk, to be able to react instantly to Gu Yan's thoughtless words.

"If you can't keep going, you can give up right away, no one is forcing you to do this." Luo Chengcheng's attitude suddenly became very bad, showing her true feelings and a little deliberate.

He was really angry in his heart. He had waited for such a long time from the time he learned of Gu Yan's disappearance to when he grew up. How long did it take Gu Yan to wait before he couldn't wait any longer?

"How can I not persist?" Gu Yan smiled helplessly, "I'm just too anxious. If you tell me your answer, I will immediately change or keep the status quo. I'm not afraid to continue chasing you in another way. I'm just afraid of going forward with no direction and no results."

Just like before meeting Luo Chengcheng, and after being caught abroad by Mr. Fang.

But he didn't say that.

Luo Chengcheng was silent, he tried to analyze Gu Yan's long and awkward words, but ended in failure.

In order not to appear too dull, Luo Chengcheng forcefully said: "There is no need to change, this is good, just keep it."

The tone is almost like a leader after inspecting work.

"Okay." The word trembled slightly, like a butterfly flapping its wings. After holding back and accumulating strength, it was carefree and light.

"Gu Yan, the stars are so bright today."

"Well, I'm watching."

Gu Yan extinguished the cigarette in his hand into the ashtray full of cigarette butts, and stood up.

Outside the rooftop was the black but bright night sky, and he and Luo Chengcheng were looking up at it together.On such a good day, there is no need for unnecessary things like cigarettes to disturb Luo Chengcheng.

…………

Throughout the Spring Festival holiday, Luo Chengcheng stayed at home with Luo Yiye. On weekdays, he had a job and Luo Yiye also went to kindergarten. The father and son rarely had such a lot of alone time.

However, Luo Yiye recently learned video calling from Cheng Duoduo, and was arguing to have a video call with Gu Yan every day. Luo Chengcheng had no choice but to close the door and let Luo Yiye and Gu Yan video call. He was almost discovered by Cheng Che.

On the first day of the new semester after the Spring Festival, there was another "student" in Luo Chengcheng's class.

Luo Chengcheng looked at Gu Yan in the corner of the last row, and was shocked for several seconds before starting the normal class.

However, Gu Yan didn't come every day like before. His company was very busy, so he could only come here occasionally, sit quietly in a corner, and then leave with the students after class.

Luo Chengcheng rejoiced in his heart, fortunately Ni Zheng was no longer in his class, otherwise it would definitely not be so peaceful now.

In March, there was a doll's birthday, and Gu Yan was invited by Luo Yiye to attend the birthday party as usual. This was the sixth birthday that Luo Yiye invited Gu Yan after Robert's birthday.

After sending Gu Yan away, Luo Chengcheng took Luo Yiye and walked home.

Luo Yiye suddenly raised his head and said, "Dad, last time you asked me if I wanted a new dad, I thought about it for a long time. If the new dad is Uncle Gu, it would be great."

Luo Chengcheng obviously didn't expect Luo Yiye to say such words: "Did Uncle Gu teach you to say these?"

Luo Yiye shook his head.

In fact, after thinking about it, I know that Gu Yan would never say such a thing to a child, and no matter how good he is to Luo Yiye, he can't overcome the hurdle in his heart, because in his heart, Luo Yiye is Luo Cheng Orange and other people's children.

Luo Yiye's childish words made Luo Chengcheng completely insomnia, and finally fell asleep at the turn of the clock, only to be awakened by Lu Ran's urgent phone call.

"If you don't have anything important to say, I'll hold you accountable for waking me up."

Lu Ran's side is very noisy, someone is singing birthday song, probably someone's birthday.

"Chengcheng, I just heard that I saw Gu Yan at your door."

Luo Chengcheng's heart "thumped", and the whole person felt guilty: "How is it possible? Your friend must have misread it."

"It's better to be wrong." Lu Ran's tone was full of warning, "otherwise he still owes me a beating."

Lu Ran was talking about the time when Gu Yan broke his leg to protect Luo Chengcheng and was hospitalized four years ago. Because of Luo Chengcheng's obstruction, he finally failed to rush into the ward to teach Gu Yan a lesson.

"Okay, Lu Ran, how long ago did this happen, hurry up and enjoy your night show, I want to enjoy sleep too." Luo Chengcheng was a little perfunctory.

Lu Ran said earnestly: "Chengcheng, you must not make the same mistakes again."

After hearing this, Luo Chengcheng wanted to tease him, "Since you all know that I shouldn't make the same mistake, why do you want Min Chen to make the same mistake again", but in the end he didn't say it.You can't mention Min Chen in front of Lu Ran, and you will go crazy if you mention it.

Luo Chengcheng talked about him a few words, and finally temporarily dispelled Lu Ran's doubts, but the tension in his heart was not relieved because Lu Ran gave up asking questions.

He felt that his behavior was like cheating in another sense. He didn't allow Luo Yiye to tell other people that he knew Gu Yan, he didn't dare to let anyone know that he met Gu Yan again, and he didn't dare to reveal himself Accidental heartbeat revealed.

But he didn't know when he fell in love with this kind of intentional innocence. He even felt that it was easier than deliberately alienating him. At the same time, he also knew that Gu Yan had been trying to restrain himself and tried his best to control himself.

Gu Yan is different from him, this kind of inseparable feeling is simply a torture for a person like Gu Yan who does not accept failure in his bones.

But once the demon in my heart shows up, it is difficult to restrain. To put it bluntly, it is like basing one's own happiness on the pain of others.Luo Chengcheng didn't know if she should go on like this.

…………

In recent days, Luo Chengcheng received an invitation to go to the southern hemisphere to attend a friend's first concert. Before going to the airport, Luo Chengcheng ate at Luo's house.

"Duckie, I have something to tell you." At the dinner table, Luo Yao said.

"what?"

"Sun Gao will be released from prison tomorrow."

Luo Chengcheng gave Luo Yiye a hard time peeling the shrimp, the juice almost splashed on his face.

"He performed very well in prison and his sentence was reduced. I discussed it with your father and felt it necessary to let you know."

Luo Chengcheng controlled her expression and nodded slightly: "Well, I see."

Because of the news of Sun Gao's release from prison, Luo Chengcheng's mood fell involuntarily, until he went to the airport after a meal, but he didn't get better.

It was Cheng Duoduo who sent Luo Chengcheng to the airport, but Luo Chengcheng didn't know that Gu Yan was also watching him in a corner of the airport, confirming that his plane was indeed going to the place where the concert would be held before he felt relieved .

It's not that Gu Yan doesn't believe in Luo Chengcheng, it's just that he can't help being afraid. After all, Luo Chengcheng's "going abroad" is a scar that he can never talk about and can't touch.

Coming out of the airport, Gu Yan was about to drive back to the company, and just got into the car when he received a call from Luo Yiye: "Uncle Gu, another kid is having a birthday in April."

"Is it Jenny?" He was no stranger to the birthday invitation Luo Yiye sent him.

"no……"

"Who is that?"

In response to Luo Chengcheng's words, Luo Yiye likes to celebrate every doll's birthday. Since he participated in Robert's birthday, Luo Yiye will call every now and then to inform him to celebrate other dolls' birthdays .

At this time, Luo Yiye's image in his mind will become an angel. He is very grateful that he rescued Luo Yiye at S University, but at the same time, he laughs at himself all the time. He is actually reduced to relying on Luo Cheng Cheng and other people's children can win more opportunities to get along with Luo Chengcheng.

Although he knew it was a very dishonorable act, he still enjoyed it and regarded it as a treasure.

"Yes, yes... um..." Luo Yiye on the opposite side hesitated for a long time, always hesitating to speak.

"Don't worry, tell uncle slowly."

"But, but Dad won't let me tell others."

"It doesn't matter, if Dad won't let you talk, then don't talk about it, the child who doesn't make Dad angry is a good boy." Gu Yan couldn't help feeling disappointed, but still advised Luo Yiye not to make Luo Chengcheng angry.

"But I still want Uncle Gu to celebrate my birthday." Luo Yiye said sullenly.

"Happy birthday to you?"

"Ah..." Luo Yiye suddenly realized that he had slipped his tongue.

During the period of knowing Luo Yiye, except for Gu Yan asking the child's age once when he was in country D, he never asked again.

In fact, he is deliberately avoiding this question.After all, Luo Yiye's existence would always remind him that Luo Chengcheng had once been someone else's Omega, but at this moment, he suddenly realized that there was something indescribably wrong about this day in April.

"Xiaoye, how old are you this year?"

"I'm four years old!"

"..."

Luo Chengcheng, who was far away in the southern hemisphere, didn't know that his precious son violated his repeated prohibition and did an earth-shattering event, but Sun Gao's release from prison and Lin Feng's curse a few months ago kept haunting him. heart.

Sitting in the concert hall, Luo Chengcheng looked at the phone, it was quiet, no news came in.During this period of time, Gu Yan became busy again, and the time for the two of them to communicate became less.

Gu Yan is different from him, he has a lot of free time to enjoy life like now, but Gu Yan doesn't even give himself a decent vacation, Gu Yan has always been a person who refuses to admit defeat, he must do his best in everything he does , including Fang's enterprise, which is becoming stronger and stronger under him.

Compared to the previous Gu Yan who was dying as if the sky was falling and the ground was falling, he admired Gu Yan's current appearance even more, which is also the attitude Gu Yan should have.

On the day of returning to China, it was Luo Yao's driver, Lao Sun, who came to pick up Luo Chengcheng. Luo Chengcheng picked up the newspaper on the car and froze after turning two pages. The hand holding the newspaper also trembled.

A news article was published in the newspaper. Yesterday afternoon, a small-scale explosion occurred at the Tianyao warehouse of Dajiang Gas Company in Tianyao County, which houses compressed natural gas, causing one death and two injuries.

He immediately took out his mobile phone and called Gu Yan and Su Miao respectively. Gu Yan's phone was turned off, and Su Miao was not answered. He called Gu Yan's company again, and the staff said they hadn't seen each other for two days. To Mr. Gu.

He did not give up and opened the chat interface with Gu Yan. The dialogue between the two was still before he went abroad. Gu Yan did say that he would go to this Tianyao warehouse to see the products in person, and the date was yesterday afternoon...

"Old Sun, do you know about the Tianyao warehouse explosion?" Luo Chengcheng's throat was so dry that he struggled to ask even a single sentence.

"I know a little bit. I heard that it was man-made. Didn't you say that a person surnamed Gu died?"

"How do you know that the dead person's surname is Gu?" Luo Chengcheng's clothes behind her back were already soaked in cold sweat, and her hands were tightly clenched into fists.

"The person has been blown into wreckage. It is said that he was identified from the pass, but the specific information has been completely blocked by the company..."

Old Sun was still talking about the explosion, Luo Chengcheng felt dizzy for a while, his brain buzzed, and suddenly he couldn't hear what Old Sun was saying...