one way indulgence abo

Luo Chengcheng accidentally opened the lucky star, and there were two words written inside: I miss you.

The pen is sharp, beautiful but aggressive, and it looks like it was written by Gu Yan.

He looked at the note motionlessly, and after a long time, he folded it back according to the original trace, and then started the car.

On the street in the early morning ahead, street lights and night are infinitely intertwined, bright and dark.

From the beginning to the end, the expression on Luo Chengcheng's face did not change, and everything buried in the depths of the night was known only by the uncontrolled heart in his chest.

That night, Luo Chengcheng slept very restlessly, and his dream was full of Gu Yan's words "I love you", urgent and forbearing, determined and persistent, coming from all directions, tightly surrounding him.

From the initial refusal to the subsequent indulgence, Luo Chengcheng in the dream is like a defeated soldier who has thrown away his armor and armor.

Even so, he was still panicked, still terribly afraid of the reappearance of the person who was fascinated by the other party hooking his fingers.

But after fleeing all the way, he was exhausted.

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The hangover felt very uncomfortable. When Gu Yan woke up, he had a splitting headache and didn't know where he was for a while.

Last night at the dinner party, he was persuaded to drink too much. It happened that his driver's wife had a baby and he gave him a few days off. Mrs. Ni took advantage of the opportunity and asked her son Ni Yang to send him off. He refused, and ended up feeling overwhelmed Drunk and passed out on the side of the road, and then... Luo Chengcheng came.

Yes, Luo Chengcheng is here!

Gu Yan sat up suddenly, but he was the only one in the small room where he could see the whole picture at a glance.

Looking at the damp and yellowed white sheets in front of him, Gu Yan smiled wryly, got out of bed and looked for his coat, but the coat was gone, along with the phone and wallet in the pocket of the coat.

Gu Yan has two mobile phones, one is on a new number that is now open to the public, and the other is on an old number three years ago, and only Luo Chengcheng's phone number is stored in it. He usually knows both phones. He carried it with him, but yesterday he only brought one due to negligence, and it happened to be Luo Chengcheng's exclusive one.

Ever since Luo Chengcheng blocked him, he never allowed other people to make calls into that exclusive mobile phone.

He hated the feeling of having failed hopes.

When going downstairs, the old wooden stairs were creaked.There is not even an elevator, and this is the first time he has come to such a simple hotel.

Luo Chengcheng really didn't give him any sympathy.

Thinking of this, Gu Yan stepped into a puddle of porridge spilled on the stairs, and the viscous liquid instantly splashed onto the black leather shoes and trousers.

"Hey, I'm sorry, sorry, this was accidentally spilled by a customer just now, and I haven't had time to clean it up."

A woman came over with a rag and threw it to Gu Yan's feet: "You can rub it on it."

Gu Yan glanced at the dirty rag, frowned and said, "Where is the bathroom?"

After coming out of the bathroom, the woman was waiting at the door.

"Handsome guy, did you sleep well last night?" The woman winked at Gu Yan, "I'm Haiyan, the boss here, and I'm Beta. Judging by the handsome guy's appearance, he should be an Alpha, right?"

"This is where?"

"Petrel Hotel on the outskirts of the city."

"Can I borrow your phone?"

"Of course!" The boss immediately took off his mobile phone from the charger and handed it to Gu Yan, the nails painted with bright red nail polish intentionally or unintentionally scratched the back of Gu Yan's hand.

Gu Yan dialed the assistant's phone number.

The sound insulation of the boss's mobile phone is not good, so she can hear everything on the phone. No wonder when she came over in the morning, Xiao Xu at the front desk said that there was an unusual customer in the store, and it turned out that he was really a rich man.

"What happened when I came yesterday?" Gu Yan really couldn't remember, he only had some vague impressions.

"I wasn't here yesterday, and it was Xiao Xu's night." The boss waved his hand, "Xiao Xu, come here, this handsome... Mr. Gu has something to ask you."

Gu Yan asked Xiao Xu: "Where is the person who came with me yesterday?"

"After he sent you up, he left not long after. He looked flustered. I wondered if there was something chasing him. It scared me at night, but there was nothing."

Gu Yan nodded and didn't ask any more questions.

Even if Xiao Xu didn't describe Luo Chengcheng's expression at that time, he could guess that Luo Chengcheng ran away from him more than once.

What's more, he acted too hastily yesterday and said a lot of things that shouldn't be said, which must have scared Luo Chengcheng...

The assistant came soon, but Gu Yan didn't even give him a business card after the boss's enthusiasm kept him there, so he got in the car and went back to the company.

In the afternoon, the secretary came over: "Mr. Gu, someone from Luoshi came and said that there are things you left behind and they want to return them to you with their own hands."

Gu Yan's first reaction was that Luo Chengcheng came to return his phone and wallet.

"Where are the others?"

"In the reception room."

Gu Yan put down the documents in his hand and quickly rushed to the reception room, but the person who came was not Luo Chengcheng.

It would be a lie to say not disappointed.

But Luo Chengcheng is actually impossible to come here in person, but it is true.

"Mr. Gu, Mr. Luo said that these must be returned to you by hand."

The coat was wrapped in a dust cover and sent back intact, without any wrinkles or dust, which was in line with Luo Chengcheng's meticulous style of work.Gu Yan found the lost mobile phone and wallet in his jacket pocket, but he couldn't find the lucky star he took out yesterday.

Gu Yan hung the clothes on the hanger and returned to the desk. On the desk was a class schedule of the Composition Department of the Conservatory of Music in H City. All the courses taught by Luo Chengcheng were marked. get out of class is over, there is still half an hour.

Ten minutes later, Gu Yan called Luo Chengcheng.

"Chengcheng, didn't I bother you?"

"Hurry up if you have anything to say, I'll have a meeting later."

"I have received the things you sent, thank you."

"No, return your personal belongings, that's what I should do." Luo Chengcheng's tone was as flat as ever, even more alienated than before.

"..."

In fact, Gu Yan wanted to ask Luo Chengcheng if he had seen his star, but in the end he didn't ask because he remembered Luo Chengcheng's strong resistance to lucky stars.

The two were silent for a while, and the silence spread like this.

"Did I say something last night?" It was Gu Yan who spoke first.

"No."

Gu Yan just wanted to test Luo Chengcheng's attitude, but he didn't expect him to deny it so categorically.

Luo Chengcheng's deliberately evasive attitude successfully aroused Gu Yan's emotions: "I said it, I said I love you."

Gu Yan's attitude became tough again. In front of Luo Chengcheng, he couldn't control his emotions at all.

"Gu Yan, do you really love me? Why do you love me?" Luo Chengcheng said helplessly, as if responding to a boring and failed joke.

Gu Yan didn't speak, because Luo Chengcheng was embarrassing him.

This kind of love may have been destined to be born from the moment Luo Chengcheng walked into his cold life with light and warmth.

In terms of love, he is like a teenager who talks back to adults. He always feels that he has a lot of truth, but he can't say it.

From childhood to adulthood, no one taught him what love is, making him a person who can only hate but not love.Now he finally wants to learn to love someone, but that person refuses to give him even the slightest chance.

"Look, there is no reason, even you can't explain it yourself." Luo Chengcheng laughed twice, "Gu Yan, if you found out out of conscience and wanted to make up for me, then I accept your apology. no."

"Chengcheng, how can you say that my love for you is indifferent?" Although Luo Chengcheng's sharp mouth knife cut countless times, Gu Yan was caught off guard and stabbed hard in the heart.

"Otherwise? Is it still worthy of my worship and worship every day?"

Through the phone, Luo Chengcheng couldn't see Gu Yan's expression, let alone feel the ups and downs in his heart, only heard the other party's panting.

Finally, Gu Yan said in a deep voice: "I'm sorry Chengcheng, I won't disturb your work anymore."

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After that phone call, Gu Yan did not appear in Luo Chengcheng's class for a few days, and those eyes of seeking knowledge were no longer mixed with that fiery gaze.

For Luo Chengcheng, this was a great thing that he could not have wished for, but he always felt that something was missing. When he was giving a lecture, he would even involuntarily look towards the back row—the seat where Gu Yan often sat.

I have to say that habit is really a terrible thing, but fortunately it is also an easy thing to change.

Well it's just a habit...

One day half a month later, Lu Ran came to Luo Chengcheng's private villa to look for Luo Chengcheng with the information he found.

As soon as he entered the door, Lu Ran took a bottle of ice water from the refrigerator and poured it down: "This damn weather makes me hot."

"Thank you." Luo Chengcheng pulled Lu Ran to sit on the sofa.

Lu Ran took a breath: "Chengcheng, you asked me to ask you about Fang Jue. I found out some from my dad, but you never told me that Fang Jue is the real father of that kid Gu Yan. !"

"Well, I forgot."

"It's not Chengcheng, why are you getting mixed up with that bastard Gu Yan again..." Seeing that Luo Chengcheng didn't even retort, Lu Ran suddenly hated iron for being weak.

"What is the relationship between Fang Jue and my dad?" Luo Chengcheng quickly changed the subject, regardless of whether it would be too blunt.

"Forget it, let's get down to business first." Lu Ran dug out a few old photos from his phone, which showed a few teenagers hooking their shoulders together, "Gu Yan's father, just Fang Jue, he used to have a relationship with my father. Uncle Luo is a good brother who grew up wearing a pair of trousers, but later went to jail."

"Well, I know about going to jail." Luo Yao told him that back then, and asked him how he felt.But he didn't know that Luo Yao and Gu Yan's father used to be such good friends.

Lu Ran suddenly lowered his voice: "However, it seems that Uncle Luo got the person in. At that time, Gu Yan was just born not long ago..."