i want to make it up to you

Pei Hui didn't expect that Zhan Qin would call so many friends. Counting him, there were eleven people in total, both men and women, and Pei Hui didn't know any of them.

He has been to this ktv before, and served dishes part-time. He knows that there is a club behind it, and there is a service that is not very serious and not suitable for children.

But these people in front of them should come purely to sing.

Zhan Tan was very happy and stuck to him the whole time. The two of them sat on the sofa and listened to Zhan Tan's friends singing one after another.

"Brother Pei, are you singing?" The reverberation was so strong that Zhan Qin had to lie in Pei Hui's ear and talk.

Pei Hui shook his head.

He has to pay for singing, and he doesn't sing for free.

In order to make money, he practiced as a resident singer in a bar for a year and a half. He was even approached by record companies and bands, but he rejected them all.

He doesn't want to get involved in Vanity Fair too early. The key is that he needs to invest too much in the early stage and needs all kinds of management. He has no money, no backstage, no support, and he can earn a little money honestly. He is very sober.

As for why he didn't sing for Zhan Qin, it was very simple. Once he sang, there would be countless times. Zhan Qin never knew what was enough and enough was enough. If that was the case, he would have no time to find work.

After all, he is selfish, but time is converted into visible cash and transfers for him, and he would rather be selfish.

The lights are very colorful, the music is very shocking, everyone is very excited, but Pei Hui's expression looks like he is attending a funeral.

No way, because of his personality, he seldom smiles, and even when he smiles, most of them are sarcastic, mocking, casual and perfunctory.

Every smile of his is precious, but not impure at all, which is the complete opposite of him.

Zhan Qin always felt that he had never entered Pei Hui's inner world.

He didn't understand at all why a child under the age of 20, who was supposed to be carefree, seemed to be living like a heavy weight every day, and was exhausted.

Wouldn't you like to be happy?When the sky is falling, there is still a tall man standing on top of it. He shows his sad face to others every day, but he is the one who sees the most.

Zhan Tan glanced at his phone, the little brother he added just now didn't reply to him, he must be busy, thinking of this, he suddenly lost interest.

He found a way to join his friends and drank a lot of wine for Pei Hui, but all of them were drunk, and Pei Hui still didn't seem to have drunk at all, and his face didn't even turn red.

How can he drink so much?When will he be drunk?

Zhan Tan leaned over to Pei Hui, bit his earlobe and said, "Brother, I won't go to school tonight, let's open a room."

"I want to see the underwear I bought." Zhan Qin's face was flushed, the smell of alcohol sprayed on Pei Hui's face, and he said softly, "How about it~"

Pei Hui didn't hide, didn't agree, just said: "Don't drink too much, you still have evening study."

"Go to his evening self-study!" Zhan Qin said, "I told you I'm going to ask for leave, and I want to sleep with you!"

"The college entrance examination is coming soon, you have to cherish your time." Pei Hui said, "Study is the most important thing."

"What!" Zhan Qin bit his lips, "You just don't want to promise me, what excuses are you looking for!"

There was still no expression on Pei Hui's face, the expression was always indifferent, giving people the illusion that it would disappear in the next moment.

Zhan Qin suddenly panicked for no reason. He hugged Pei Hui violently, kissed his face, and said, "Pei Hui, why are you so indifferent to me! Why!"

"I didn't." Pei Hui patted him on the back, "You drank too much."

"I didn't!" Zhan Tan leaned forward to kiss his lips, but was dodged again.

Zhan Qin became angry all of a sudden, and pushed Pei Hui hard, "Why do you keep pushing me away! Do I have an infectious disease?!"

His voice was so loud that several people around heard it, and they didn't know why he got angry at all, and they all looked at each other in blank dismay.

Fortunately, the singing is still going on, so it's not too embarrassing.Pei Hui looked at Zhan Qin and said, "Let's go, you can't drink any more."

Zhan Qin sniffed and felt as if he was crying. He threw himself into Pei Hui's arms again, grabbed his chest, and murmured in his ear: "Pei Hui, I think I'm so pitiful."

"what?"

Zhan Qin bit Pei Hui's collar and said in a crying voice: "I can't get you at all! It's been more than two years! We've known each other for almost two and a half years! I just can't get close to you! What should I do! You are too hard on me!"

Finally, a distressed expression flashed across Pei Hui's calm face. He patted Zhan Tan's back and began to feel a little disgusted with himself, "I'm sorry."

"Why are you apologizing!"

Pei Hui put his arms around Zhan Qin, and he almost couldn't hear what he said.

"I'm not worthy," he said.

Zhan Tan didn't hear it. He thought Pei Hui ignored him, so he raised his head and bit Pei Hui's ear, "Why are you ignoring me!"

Pei Hui was agitated, not too obvious, he hid back like a conditioned reflex, then kissed Zhan Qin's face, and said in a gentle voice that he thought he had never had before: "If you don't go to class, you won't go to class, I will hug you to sleep, okay?"

Zhan Tan seemed a little drunk, and he didn't know if he heard it clearly. Pei Hui guessed that he wasn't, otherwise he wouldn't have reacted so calmly.

Zhan Qin wanted to kiss Pei Hui's mouth, but was avoided a few times. He suddenly opened his eyes wide and held Pei Hui's shoulders with both hands, his eyes were fierce and cruel.

There were still tears in his eyes, watery, his fierceness was discounted, and he looked a little pitiful instead.

"I want to kiss you! Don't hide!"

Pei Hui didn't say a word, as if he had acquiesced.

He thought he could accept Zhan Tan, and both of them seemed to think so, but unexpectedly, when Zhan Tan approached, he squeezed into his nose with the smell of perfume.

For some reason, a picture suddenly flashed in Pei Hui's mind——

"Pei Hui! You really have no shame!"

"You're so young! Being gay! Seducing your brother! How shameless!"

"Scum! Beast! Sangmen star! Why don't you die! What a bastard!"

"Pei Hui, I'm sorry."

"I didn't expect this to happen! I explained it to them, and they...they didn't believe me, they didn't listen to me!"

"Pei Hui! Please forgive me!"

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault for not holding back, but... my parents won't listen to me, Pei Hui, don't worry! I'll go and intercede for you!"

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Pei Hui pushed Zhan Tan away abruptly, and stood up abruptly.

Zhan Qin seemed to be drunk, and fell to the side unconsciously.

Pei Hui casually told the person sitting beside him to take care of him, got up and walked out.

This Ktv has a slow platform, you can stand inside and see the scenery outside.

Pei Hui lit a cigarette, stretched out his hand, and caught the thin and dense rain.

In the evening, the temperature was very cold, the body of the cigarette was wet by the rain, and the shredded tobacco was also damp. Pei Hui held it in his mouth for a long time and didn't smoke it.

In the early spring, the north is still getting dark quickly, the night is hazy, and a layer of fog forms in the sky. The pedestrians below set up umbrellas of different styles one after another, like flowers that have exploded one after another.

The wind direction changed, and some raindrops hit his face. Pei Hui wiped it with his hand, and wiped a tear from the corner of his eye, only one.

There was a new power leveling message in the WeChat message, and he quickly replied, saying that he had time and could do it tonight.

There is no time to cry.

He looked up at the chaotic sky, and he could see the trail of rain falling through the light.So much rain fell down and mixed into the tiles and dirt that you couldn't see it at all.

His life is like this rain, mixed into the society, humble and even worse than ants.

……

Zhan Qin was drunk and couldn't go to evening self-study. Pei Hui asked someone to ask for leave for him. The class teacher over there was very worried and almost called his parents.Pei Hui recruited several people to find a way to get around.Pei Hui, who had never experienced such concern from a teacher, was a little overwhelmed, and asked others to answer the calls.

He helped Zhan Qin to a hotel, although it wasn't a four-figure one night, it was several hundred.

He felt that he was really benevolent to Zhan Tan.

He put the man on the bed, took off his shoes, socks and clothes, and prepared a trash can and clean water, for fear that there would be no place for Zhan Tan to vomit later.

It's already □□ after the last toss.

He remembered that he hadn't eaten yet.

Of course, Zhan Tan didn't eat either.

He casually bought two bags of instant noodles and chewed them. If Zhan Tan was hungry later and bought him KFC, he probably wouldn't open the door for anything else.

He doesn't have a computer at hand, so he can only take over the power leveling of mobile games. He carries a charger with him, so he doesn't have to worry about running out of power.

He opened a room, unlike Lu Chenning who had several halls, only a room with a bathroom, except for the bed, there was only one chair, a TV on the wall, and a table in front of him.

He was sitting on a chair with his hands on the table, playing games with headphones on.

Zhan Tan's cell phone kept vibrating. He thought it was someone from his family looking for him, but when he looked, he saw a young man's profile picture.

——I just saw it.

— No girlfriend.

Pei Hui stared at the screen for a while, feeling vaguely familiar with the profile picture, but didn't remember it for a while.

At about twelve o'clock, Zhan Tan woke up.Holding him, weeping and quarrelling, she didn't let go, saying she was uncomfortable.Pei Hui coaxed him to sleep for an hour, sweating all over his body, and finally coaxed him to sleep.

Two hours later, Zhan Tan woke up again, started to vomit, and said that he was hungry after vomiting.

Pei Hui decided to take out food, but he quit. He wanted to drink milk, so Pei Hui had to buy it himself, saying that he would only eat the food that Pei Hui brought back.

Pei Hui had no choice but to go to KFC to buy milk in the rain at two or three o'clock in the morning.

The road was slippery in rainy days and almost fell down.People can drop it, but things must not be spilled.Pei Hui brought back the hamburger and milk, but Zhan Tan said it was cold and refused to eat it.

Pei Hui didn't show any expression, didn't get angry, and ate by himself.

What a loss, Zhan Qin, otherwise he would be reluctant to buy himself more than 100 yuan to eat during the Chinese New Year.

Zhan Tan cried and cried all night, Pei Hui coaxed him all night, and Zhan Tan fell asleep when it was almost dawn.

It's Monday, Zhan Qin can ask for leave, but he can't.He is not a key student and cannot be late.There is a flag-raising on Monday, and roll call is required.

Deducting money is secondary, mainly because Pei Hui doesn't want to be found by her parents.

He is afraid of this.

After buying breakfast for Zhan Qin and squeezing the toothpaste for him, Pei Hui left a note and went to school with two dark circles under his eyes.

Pei Hui didn't eat breakfast by himself and stayed up all night. At this time, he felt drowsy and felt that he could fall asleep standing up.

After the flag was hoisted and returned, his pace was so fluttering that his relatives did not recognize him. The moment his butt touched the seat, he felt like he was about to fall down. Lao Ban suddenly appeared from behind like a ghost.

"Pei Hui, go to the Academic Affairs Office to bring a set of tables and chairs."

"what?"

Pei Hui was confused and didn't hear clearly.

"Ah, what? Go and move a set of tables and chairs, choose a good one, don't let the paint fall off, why are you still standing there, why don't you go!"

"Oh."

Their teaching building is on the fifth floor, and the Academic Affairs Office is on the first floor.Where Pei Hui sat, he would inevitably be called out by the old class to do this and that. He changed most of the water in the water dispenser, and he was used to it.

Just, why move tables and chairs?His brain, which was shut down due to lack of sleep, hadn't turned around for a while.

Soon he knew that when he came back, the first class had already been held for about ten minutes, and every Monday the first class was taught by the head teacher.

At this time, the middle-aged man was standing on the podium, and beside him was an acquaintance of... Pei Hui.

Pei Hui was startled when he saw this person... Also, what the hell is here! ! !

He moved the desk and chair in through the back door, and asked directly, "Where is the teacher's desk?"

The young man said something to the teacher in charge. It seemed that he had communicated with him before, and the teacher in charge was not surprised. He nodded and said to Pei Hui, "I'll put it next to you."

"There's still room ahead." Pei Hui said.

"Just put it next to you!" The old class said, "Hurry up, and sit back to your seat for class!"

Pei Hui had no choice but to put down the table and move his own to the outside.Then put the new table and chairs against the wall.

He sat down and only the people on the podium spoke.

The old class said: "A new classmate is transferred today. This classmate is very good at studying. If you have any questions, you can ask him. Let me introduce myself."

Pei Hui rolled her eyes. The weather was getting warmer and they had to wear school uniforms. Pei Hui pulled the collar of the school uniform to the top to cover her sharp chin, then put her arms under her chin and went to sleep.

There is a sound in the ear.

"My name is Lu Chenning."

Then there was the sound of someone writing on the blackboard.

Pei Hui looked up.

Mom, this word is really awkward.

Lu Chenning finished writing her name and walked down immediately.

The students looked confused, and a group of people seemed to want to applaud, but most of them didn't realize that it was over, and looked blank, which caused the applause to be sparse and a bit embarrassing.

Pei Hui snorted, head sullen and ready to go back to sleep.

It's a little strange, after moving the table, I don't feel so sleepy anymore!

After a while, there was a soft sound of moving a chair beside him.

They were the last row, so he didn't have to stand up to make room, just move the chairs back there, and there was enough room for people to get in.

Pei Hui just didn't want to be blocked by people, that kind of feeling was not good, a little secret unspeakable uneasiness, I couldn't explain it clearly.

Lu Chenning should have gone in and sat down.

There is a thick stack of books on his desk, which are so high that they exceed his head, and they are held upright with bookends.

There are some small movements, as long as your posture is stable, it is really difficult for the teacher to find out for a while.But he couldn't sleep, he lay down for half an hour, and the old class finally reprimanded him a few words.

So he took his head off.

There was a chuckle beside him.

The discipline in the back row is not good, there are always people whispering, muttering, and eating, and he basically ignores them, but for some reason, just such a soft laughter that can't be softer, just went straight into his ears Here, like a blow of wind, it makes people itch.

Pei Hui turned his head and glanced at the wind.

Lu Chenning showed an innocent smile that was harmless to humans and animals.

This pretty face was a little foul, Pei Hui turned his head away again.