i want to make it up to you

"woke up?"

"You can really sleep." The speaker sighed slowly, his voice hoarse like an old bellows, "If someone else endured this, he would have fainted."

Pei Hui's eyelids trembled.

"Aren't you awake?" The man said again: "Pei Xiaohui, if you don't wake up, I don't want you anymore."

"I really don't want you anymore."

"It's like this every time. If you can't wake up, don't move around. Don't give people hope and let you down."

The voice became lower and lower, almost to a whisper.

"I, Lu Chenning, do you want anything, why do you have to put everything on you?"

After a while, there was the sound of sobbing, which was indistinct.

He is crying.

Pei Hui had a splitting headache and felt a hammer in his head, hitting his nerves one after another.

There was continuous pain in his wrist, he moved, his whole body was sore and limp, he had no strength, his consciousness was blurred, and he passed out again.

……

"Should be waking up soon." The doctor's voice was full of surprise, "You took good care of him, he has basically recovered, but why he didn't wake up for so long, even I find it strange."

"Take a break." Shu Ao said from the side, "It's not a mushroom, it has grown in his room for so many days."

These days Lu Chen Ning has been guarding Pei Hui's bed, nestled on the sofa next to him when he was sleepy, and asked Lu Ran to bring in food when he was hungry. He lost a lot of weight and was too haggard to look at.

"Pei Hui wakes up and sees you like this, maybe he'll fall in love with you."

Lu Chenning finally reacted when she heard this sentence.

"You should at least take a good bath and rest, and cut your hair." Shuao said, "It's useless for you to keep watch, and nothing will happen if you leave for a while."

"it is good."

Shu Ao breathed a sigh of relief, he could be regarded as a human being.

It was night when Pei Hui woke up.

The room was dark, except for a warm yellow eye protection lamp beside the bed. He moved and tried to sit up, only to find himself sweating profusely and feeling weak.

Where is this, what time is it, what date is it?He doesn't know what night it is.

There was a dark shadow on the sofa, vaguely the outline of a human figure.Thinking of the half minute of waking up last time, that hazy cry...

Lu Chenning...?

He tried to commit suicide in the detention center, but the bite force was not enough, and he tried many times before he bit his wrist. There was only a small opening, biting this small opening little by little, and the wrist was dripping with blood.Probably the short-term pain is the long-term pain if you can't do it.

So what's the situation now, he's back?Lu Chenning saved him?

There was the big brown bear on the other side of the bed. The poor man fell asleep on the sofa. He reached out to pick up the glass of water, and it turned out to be warm.

His hand was unsteady, "Wow--"

The person on the sofa woke up suddenly.

"Pei Hui?"

His tone was full of cautious surprise, as if he believed that he was still in a dream and couldn't bear to wake up.

Pei Hui frowned, Lu Chenning stood up stiffly like a ghost.

"I……"

He took a few breaths, "How long have I been asleep?"

Lu Chenning was about to step over suddenly, but was caught by Pei Hui: "Wait!"

Pei Hui pointed to the ground, "Glass."

He would have been a little annoyed if he had known about laying out a blanket, and almost got Lu Chenning injured.

"you're awake?"

Lu Chenning, as if she hadn't recovered, murmured and repeated, "Are you awake?"

"I'm awake." Pei Hui said, "Don't you want me to wake up?"

Lu Chenning stretched out her hand unconsciously, put it down again, and repeated it back and forth three times. Just when Pei Hui was wondering what he was going to do, he suddenly looked up at Pei Hui. It wasn't just because of the lights or something, the circles in his eyes is red.

He asked word by word: "Pei Hui, do you want me?"

Pei Hui was stunned and dumb.

Lu Chenning's voice was very low, and the disappointment in his tone made people tremble. He said, "Are you going to commit suicide? Leave this world, leave me. Why, I'm not doing well enough."

"You're so sorry for me, really." Lu Chenning stared straight at him, her eyes were even a little fierce.

"Apologize."

"I'm sorry." Pei Hui's mouth moved, "I'm sorry."

"not enough."

Pei Hui replied, "Okay, how can I make up for it?"

When they met for the first time, he wanted to make up to Pei Hui, but Pei Hui refused. Now that the two have switched roles, he wants to rush to make up to Lu Chenning, and sincerely.

"You're hungry." Lu Chenning turned and walked out without mentioning compensation.

Pei Hui sighed.

After a while, Lu Chenning came back, put a tray on the bedside in his hand, and said to Pei Hui, "Look up, keep your eyes open."

Pei Hui obeyed obediently.

Two drops of mild liquid dripped into his eyes, and he blinked, feeling his eyes moistened and comfortable.

"Close your eyes, I want to turn on the light." Lu Chenning said, "Open it later."

Pei Hui was disobedient. The moment the light was turned on, he immediately looked at Lu Chenning. His eyes, which hadn't seen the light for a long time, narrowed uncomfortably. There was a pain, and tears filled his eyes.Fortunately, the artificial tears just dripped relieved the pain, otherwise it would be even more uncomfortable.

"I didn't tell you to close your eyes!" Lu Chenning angrily covered her with her hands.

Pei Hui laughed, reached out to cover his hand, and said softly: "I want to see you sooner." I want to see you as soon as possible, make sure that I have returned safely, and make sure that the person in front of me is standing in front of me with real flesh and blood. He hasn't lost the man yet.

Lu Chenning is everything to him.

"Are you hungry, are you terribly hungry?"

The sound turned off, and it was once again cherished like a treasure.

"Hungry." There was helplessness in Pei Hui's voice: "I have no energy left."

"You can only eat liquid food." Lu Chenning said, "I'll feed you."

Pei Hui rubbed his forehead, "Clean up the broken glass first, and I'll drink a glass of water slowly."

"Ah."

"I want to take a bath." Pei Hui said.

"No need." Lu Chenning said, "Your body is very clean and smells good." In addition to the medical staff these days, Lu Chenning is also diligently scrubbing Pei Hui's body every day, and even his teeth and mouth are clean. Cleaner than he would do it himself.

Pei Hui's face became hot, and he actually raised his arm to smell it.

"It's not fragrant, it only smells like medicine."

"The smell of the medicine is in your nose." Lu Chenning stuck out her tongue and licked his arm, "It's really fragrant."

Pei Hui: "...I'd better eat."

Pei Hui wanted to eat by himself in peace, but Lu Chenning refused and insisted on feeding him porridge with a spoon.Pei Hui had no choice but to obediently turn sideways and open his mouth.

"Is it disgusting? Do you want to throw up?"

"It's okay." Pei Hui said, "I'll do it myself..."

"No." Lu Chenning refused, "I'm going to feed you."

"……Fine."

"You've lost weight." Pei Hui looked at Lu Chenning's face, "What's going on with Boss Lu recently?"

Lu Chenning suddenly moved closer and kissed him on the lips.

Pei Hui: "..."

He was weak, and thought that if we were like this, we would hardly be able to live together, and he was flirting.

But my heart suddenly felt like being pecked by a fluffy bird, it hurt and itched.Lu Chenning's appearance was really pitiful, and it made him feel distressed.

"You have to make it up to me." Lu Chenning looked at him, "You have to meet my request."

"any request?"

"You can't leave me, you can't leave me for the rest of your life." Lu Chenning grabbed his hand, her voice was stubborn and stubborn like a child, "Where am I, you are, if you can't, I'll lock you here and never go anywhere .”

There was warmth in the palm of her hand, and Lu Chenning's heart, which had no place to rest, gradually warmed up.

"You won't let me go to college?" Pei Hui laughed, "Graduate student at Lu University, I'm an adult. Besides, detention is against the law."

"I don't care, you agreed to compensate me." Lu Chenning said, "Can't you do what you say?"

"I won't leave you." Pei Hui said, "If you get me back, don't even think about throwing me away."

I, Pei Hui, have a bad life. I lived and slept in the open since I was a child, and I didn’t have a good father or mother. Now my family is gone, leaving only sad memories like leftovers.But my life is very good, I met someone I like, a beautiful love.

He looked at Lu Chenning with a smile on his face, not as angry as when he first met, but like a drowning man looking at driftwood.He thought, Lu Chenning is really a fairy-like character, no matter how cold-hearted and cold-hearted he is, he doesn't want to let go of him, let alone a poor person like him who was born to fail.

"I won't let go." Lu Chenning leaned closer, resting her head on his legs that were close together, and said softly with her eyes closed: "Pei Hui, you promised to make up for me for the rest of your life, so you have to listen to me."

"I want you to eat well, sleep well, and stop thinking about things. Study hard, work hard, don't leave me, and don't feel inferior."

"I want you to sleep with me well. I want you to be healthy and happy. I want you to be my lover and family. I want you to still have me by my side after a hundred years, whether it's a living person or ashes."

"Don't leave me, not one hour a day, one minute."

Pei Hui came back to his senses, wiped the tears off his face, and said, "Not even for a minute?"

"Ah."

"Do you want to be conjoined twins?"

"If you could get smaller, I would have hung you around my neck long ago."

Pei Hui laughed, and reached out to touch the hair on the back of Lu Chenning's head.

He suddenly lost his hatred for the Pei family.

At this moment, for the first time, he saw through a lot, and became bearish a lot.He wanted to leave the best Pei Hui to Lu Chenning, not Pei Hui who was full of hatred and resentment.

He wants to be as clean as a newborn, with all old and new grudges wiped away.The past is like a cloud of dust, and his heart and eyes are full of the future brought to him by the people in front of him.

I have a future.He thought, wasting the future on the past is not worthwhile.He has done so many odd and small businesses, how could he lose sight of such an important one in the end?

"Boss Lu." Pei Hui lowered his head and touched Lu Chenning's lips with his finger.

This person has said so many dirty words, but his lips are the softest when he talks about love.

"I think you fuck-me," he said.

Lu Chenning was shocked.

Pei Hui continued to play with his lips, with a touch of dependence and affection in his voice, which was deliberately covered up with joking and teasing, and the ears of those who listened were congested and deafened.

"Lu Chenning, Pei Hui will always be yours. If you want him to live, he will live well. If you want him to accompany you until you grow old, he will be serious and obedient."

"Then now, shouldn't Boss Lu give Pei Hui some visible feedback?"

Pei Hui lay naked on the big white bed.

With another person's breath all over his body, he closed his eyes and frowned, feeling a little dizzy in his mind.

The violent impact made him tremble all over. He reached out and touched Lu Chenning's face.

This person's facial features are all exquisite, and all are just right.It just happened to crash into his heart, destroying the sky and destroying the earth where it passed, and not a blade of grass grew.

Lu Chenning kissed him vigorously, as if she was afraid that he would disappear.Breathing between lips and teeth, Pei Hui had the illusion that Lu Chenning was going to swallow him up.

"Brother, brother..." Pei Hui turned his head away impatiently, trying to let the squeezed thin air rush in, but was grabbed back by someone holding his face.

After a long kiss, Pei Hui was touched all over his body. Lu Chenning seemed to be determined to be sure that this was a real person. Wherever his fingers touched, it seemed to ignite an open flame, burning him almost unconscious.

"Hmm...brother." Pei Hui sighed, and said with great effort: "I'm still very weak, light, light."

"I won't take it out." Lu Chenning buried her head in the crescent of his neck, spraying hot air on his collarbone, and said softly, "I'm going to insert it for the rest of my life."

Pei Hui's eyes darkened.

"Pei Pei." Lu Chenning hugged him with a gentle voice, "I really like you."

"Ah."

"So don't scare me anymore." Lu Chenning said, "I'm still young and can bear it very well, but I don't want to hear anything bad about you, no matter how trivial it is, let alone life and death. Pei Hui, You are not only someone I like, but I also regard you as a family member."

"You don't know, the first time I saw you, I thought you looked like my wife's face."

Pei Hui bit her lip, took a deep breath, did not dare to move, and said weakly: "Smart words."

"Husband is fine too." Lu Chenning said, "You can call me whatever you want."

"Grumpy."

"You want to try my tongue?"

Pei Hui's scalp exploded, his face turned red, he didn't dare to open his eyes, he just wanted to hide under the blanket.

Lu Chenning was not willing to let him go, she stared at his face tightly.

The person in front of him has also lost a lot of weight, gradually resembling the irritable and tired young man he met at first.

In that dilapidated small hotel, the environment was cold, damp and dark, and the bed was covered with plastic wrap.The clean and soft boy lay on it, like an out-of-fit flower bud exuding fragrance.

Now he peeled off the buds, it was fragrant and fragrant, and he ate the flowers, it was delicious and pleasant.

The boy fell asleep, he didn't dare to ask too many times, picked him up and cleaned him up.

Father Lu called and asked him how Pei Hui was doing.He just looked at the time, it was already five o'clock in the morning, but his father called so early, he should have asked Lu Ran first and got the good news.Lu Chenning was a little surprised that his father would care about Pei Hui, and said excitedly, "I've woken up! I ate porridge!"

"Give him the phone." Father Lu said, "I'll have a word with him."

"Dad...I'm afraid it won't work now."

"Why not?" Lu's father snorted coldly, "Is he still afraid that he won't succeed?"

"No." Lu Chenning said, "He's asleep now."

He was afraid that Father Lu would misunderstand Pei Hui as weak, so he said, "The main reason is that I was so happy when he suddenly woke up after sleeping for so long, I couldn't hold back for a while..."

Father Lu was silent for a few seconds, as if he didn't know what to say, "You!"

"Dad!" Lu Chenning said, "I feel like I'm alive now, my world is full of flowers, my sky..."

"Dududu-"

Lu Chenning was hung up on the phone, not at all unhappy, she gently dried Pei Hui's body, and hugged her back to the bed.

He thought, I am suddenly very hungry, I want to eat a lot of meat, so that Pei Hui can't see it, Pei Hui just woke up, his stomach is not good, so he wants to eat light food, but he is very hungry.It seems that I suddenly feel hungry and want to eat a cow.

Within a few minutes, his dad called again, hung up after shaking, and then sent him a message.

——Uncle Li will pick you up at eleven o'clock, and the three of us will have lunch.

Uncle Li is his father's full-time driver. It seems that his father wants to talk to the two of them.Lu Chenning was thinking that Pei Hui looked a little haggard now, with thick gauze wrapped around her wrists, which didn't look decent.

He kissed Pei Hui's face, scratched his head and thought about what to do.

Otherwise... put on some makeup!

Lu Ran found it increasingly difficult to understand his young master. Ever since Pei Hui had an accident, the young master seemed to have lost his mind.He was more convinced of his thoughts when he held several sets of high-end cosmetics and make-up. If not, it would be that Mr. Pei had slept for half a month and suddenly changed gender.

At nine o'clock in the morning, Pei Hui's complexion improved a lot. When he saw a pile of bottles and jars and even lipstick and blush, he waved his hands and refused, "Your father will treat me as a monster, so please forgive me."

"That light layer, I'll do it." Lu Chenning's eyes sparkled. He spent two hours watching tutorials, popular science and videos. Who said men can't wear makeup? His Pei Huisheng is so good-looking. Come like a heavenly being, no worse than a girl!

Pei Hui frowned. After a long while, she couldn't help asking him, "Lu Chenning, are you looking for a girl?"

"How is it possible?" Lu Chenning looked shocked, "Are there other things in my eyes besides you?"

Pei Hui couldn't resist, so he finally put on some lip balm, and the two got into Uncle Li's car.Lu Chenning held his hand, "Don't be afraid, whoever dares to bully you, just step over my body, Lu Chenning!"

Uncle Li almost choked on his saliva, he wondered if the eldest young master was in a daze, he was going to see his own father, let's see what treasonous things he said.

Father Lu really didn't make things difficult for Pei Hui, but just told them that since they are together, no matter how far they go, they should cherish every day and not let each other down.There is no partiality in the words, only a little regret.

It seemed to pass through the two of them, looking at their own past that could not go back.

"I'm relieved this time." Lu Chenning looked up at the sky, the autumn rain had been falling intermittently for half a month, and it was rare to see a clear sky, and the streets were bustling with people.

"Are you full?" Lu Chenning said.

"It's better than porridge." Pei Hui rolled his eyes.

The Pei family's matter was on the news, but it didn't cause much sensation. Even Weibo's trending searches were ranked outside of a [-]th-tier star's cheating, so he didn't react much after reading it.

The past is like smoke, let everything disturb him and Lu Chenning, get away!

He didn't even turn on his phone.

"Live broadcasting will resume next month." Lu Chenning said, "Learning will resume next week."

"Have you arranged it?" Pei Hui asked,

"The arrangement is clear," Lu Chenning said, "Things related to your future are major events in my life as a boss."

When the two returned home, Pei Hui changed his shoes at the entrance, and suddenly stopped Lu Chenning.

"husband."

"?" Lu Chenning was helping him hang up his coat, but when he heard this, he just froze there, dumbfounded.

The corner of Pei Hui's mouth twitched, he raised his foot and stepped over, grabbed his neck suddenly, and kissed him on the lips.

Lu Chenning's eyes were as bright as sparks in an instant, and she hugged Pei Hui back, "Honey, I think every time I see you, I love you more."

Pei Hui patted him on the back, and sighed: "What to do, you've exhausted all the sweet words, and I have nothing to say."

"Baby."

"En." Pei Hui responded.

"Do you want to know when I was going to spend my life with you?"

He let go of Pei Hui and looked into his eyes seriously, as if the entire universe was contained in them.

Pei Hui raised his eyebrows, "Yesterday? Or was it my first night?"

Lu Chenning didn't speak.

Pei Hui hugged his shoulders and raised his chin, "If you said that it was too much when we first met, then I would think you are a frivolous person."

Lu Chenning smiled, reached out and pulled Pei Hui to the bedroom, pointed at the big brown bear on the bed, "Did you see that bear?"

Pei Hui: "..." I saw it, he still remembered the note that Lu Chenning passed to him at school.

——Let me warm you!My little brown bear.

However, what does this have to do with his pointing tone?

"Pei Pei." Lu Chenning looked at him aggrievedly, "This bear has been with you for so long instead of me, have you never paid attention to his eyes?"

"Eye?"

Pei Hui walked over with a blank expression, picked up the teddy bear, and knocked on his two big and cute eyes.

"patta-patta-"

Pei Hui stared at the pair of rings that fell into his hands, dumbfounded.

Lu Chenning suddenly knelt down on one knee, with an unprecedented seriousness on his face.He took the ring from Pei Hui's hand and slowly put it on Pei Hui's ring finger. The size was just right, and his hand holding Pei Hui was trembling slightly.

Pei Hui looked at him, silently.

Lu Chenning lowered her head, and gently kissed the back of Pei Hui's hand.

"Baby, in fact, a long time ago, I made up for myself to you."

———End of the full text———

The author has something to say: it's over, there is no extra for the short story.Recently, I am saving the manuscript of the Xinkeng campus article, so the ending is relatively late.This is still reduced to a poor-quality toilet book, full of flaws.Thanks to the readers for their tolerance, the scumbag authors will continue to work hard, continue to code words, and strive to bring better works.