i want to make it up to you

The place Pei Hui rented was very remote, surrounded by construction bases, and most of the vendors were hardware and building material stores. There were not even supermarkets and restaurants, let alone entertainment and leisure places.

Lu Chenning walked all the way, and her complexion became more and more ugly. It seems that Pei Hui will have a lot of trouble whether she is going to school or working part-time. This place is not close to the bus and subway stations. Basically, it is a development zone under construction. It is simply 1 inconveniences for people who do not have transportation at hand.

He sighed, "Baby, do you really want to live here?"

Pei Hui let out a "hmm".

"What if I forcibly lock you in my house?"

Pei Hui said, "Then break my leg."

Lu Chenning rarely answered, and helplessly raised her hand to pinch the center of her eyebrows.

There are workers all around, and some girls with heavy make-up are rushing by with messenger bags, and the peers are basically invisible. From time to time, there are even a few stray cats and dogs with dirty bodies running past.

This is the edge of the city, his baby, white and beautiful, such a clear and bright young man, should be a carefree age in the hands of his family, what is he going through now.

The key is to have yourself, he might not have to suffer some hardships!

Lu Chenning parked the car in one place, and Pei Hui had to turn a few more turns at the place where Pei Hui lived, and the car couldn't get in, so he parked and turned off the engine, Pei Hui said: "Okay, you go back, this car is too expensive You stopped for too long and then got scratched by the brat and didn't monitor it."

First, he was really afraid of indirect losses to Lu Chenning because of himself, and second, he didn't want Lu Chenning to see his newly rented house.

I don't know why, knowing that Lu Chenning knows that he has no money, but still doesn't want Lu Chenning to see how miserable her life is. Maybe it's ridiculous self-esteem at work, extremely ignorant.

"Pei Hui."

He almost never called his full name, Pei Hui was subconsciously stunned, and turned to look at him.

There was no smile on Lu Chenning's face, and her tone was very deep, "You go live with me, I won't do anything to you, I'm not a person with a brain, you don't have to worry or be afraid, I can sign a legal agreement with you As a guarantee for the contract of the effect, it will not disturb your privacy, will not spy on your life, will not ask your secrets, and will not... not touch you."

"You can have any relationship you want." Lu Chenning looked at him, "Friends, brothers, and sisters are fine. You can think of any distance between us, far, near, neither far nor near."

"I will listen to you." Lu Chenning said, "I only want you to listen to me once, and you will come back with me."

Pei Hui was silent for a while, then said, "Sorry."

"Do you not believe what I say?" Lu Chenning said, "I can tell the difference at critical moments."

"No." Pei Hui said, "It's not a question of whether you believe it or not."

He couldn't understand Lu Chenning's brain circuit. This person didn't express his opinion, he didn't confess, he just wanted to bring him home, what did he think he was?If it's pure beauty control, Lu Chenning can definitely hire a few models to look at them as ornamental plants at home every day.

Friends, brothers and sisters, what kind of messy relationship, he said everything, but he didn't say that.This person is so smart that people are afraid, Pei Hui thought, if he really invested in Lu Chenning, he might lose miserably. He is not at the level of Zhan Qin, and it is too easy for this kind of rich kid to play tricks on people's hearts.Why do you have to make it difficult for a poor person like yourself who is not even as good as Cinderella? Why don't you find someone of the same level.

Seeing him as a savior and relying on him is very fulfilling?In the end, do you have to wave your hands and throw yourself away like a fly, and see how desperate you are to lose the courage to live.

He didn't forget that when the two were lying on the bed, it was Lu Chenning who talked flirtatiously, but he was the one who was emotional.

Don't be serious, don't come close.Pei Hui closed his eyes, Lu Chenning had countless retreats, his world was as vast as the sea, and he was just a fish, once he would be stranded on the beach, he would lose his breath in a short while.

Pei Hui suddenly smiled, "I'm afraid I can't help it."

"Can't bear what?"

"I'm afraid I want to get close to you and abuse myself."

"How close, like this?"

As Lu Chenning spoke, she leaned over abruptly, Pei Hui backed away subconsciously, leaning her back against the chair, blinking at him.

Lu Chenning moved forward a little bit, tilting her head slightly, until the tip of her nose was almost touching Pei Hui's, and it was less than one centimeter away from Pei Hui's lips.

He could feel that Pei Hui paused after taking a breath, his whole body began to tense, and his body froze, as if he was about to face something very scary.

Lu Chenning stepped back and looked at him quietly.

Pei Hui lowered his eyes, clenched his hands into fists against his forehead, and sighed softly after a long while.

Lu Chenning scratched her hair a little nervously, as if she had given up temporarily, "By the way, I brought the bear."

"What?" Pei Hui was taken aback.

"Big brown bear." Lu Chenning said, "Where's the trunk."

"The room is too small, it may not fit in."

"I don't believe it." Lu Chenning said, "Put it on the bed."

"My bed is a little bigger than a single bed." Pei Hui said, "I won't lie to you, I really can't fit it in."

Seeing that he was obviously relieved, Lu Chenning pressed down the corner of his mouth imperceptibly, and then said with a smile: "If you can't let it go, just press it down and sleep."

He then lowered his voice and said, "It's like pressing me down."

Pei Hui curled his palms slightly, turned his head and looked out of the window, the harsh environment instantly woke him up from the brief ambiguous atmosphere, and he said, "I have to go."

"I send you."

"Just send it here."

Lu Chenning simply pulled out the car key, "I'm going to send you off, if you don't let me cry."

Pei Hui paused, and cursed, "Idiot."

Lu Chenning laughed. "Why didn't you hide just now?"

"There's nowhere to hide."

"I thought you were afraid that I would kiss you with my hands." Lu Chenning said, "I actually really want to kiss you, I can't bear it so much."

Pei Hui grabbed the hem of his clothes, "Then continue to endure."

"Then I took advantage of you before, and you are so good at fighting, why didn't you resist?" Lu Chenning said, "Do you also like me a little bit?"

"Yes." Pei Hui said, "Who would hate someone like you."

"Then you kiss me?" Lu Chenning said: "I lie flat, you can do anything to me, I will never move."

Pei Hui said, "I might stab you with a knife."

"Before stabbing me, give me a comforting kiss."

Pei Hui said, "Are you going to be the second Zhan Qin?"

"We are different." Lu Chenning said, "I am much better than him."

"not necessarily."

"Really." Lu Chenning said: "He thinks all about him, and I want to help you."

"How can you help me?"

"Help you let go of this matter." Lu Chenning said, "Desensitization therapy."

Pei Hui sneered.

"We have a French tongue kiss every day, so that you will be free of any shadows."

"The door opens, I'm leaving."

"Then let me go." Lu Chenning suddenly pressed something, the surrounding car windows turned black, and the light suddenly dimmed. The chair behind Pei Hui suddenly tilted back, and he half-lyed down.

Lu Chenning said: "If you don't agree to me, I will hold your hands and raise them above your head, lift up your t-shirt, let you bite with your own mouth, and then lick you until you are in the rocks."

Pei Hui gasped, startled.

How does this guy manage to blow out his imagination every time? !

Pei Hui lay on the chair, looked at Lu Chenning coldly, narrowed his eyes, "Do you want to be tough?"

"Yeah, even a fool can see that I'm threatening you."

"Why don't you go find the ducks?" Pei Hui smiled ironically, "Are you so hungry and thirsty, are you afraid that the outside is not clean?"

Lu Chenning raised her eyebrows, "Honey, you seem to have misunderstood me a lot."

Pei Hui shook his head and said, "Don't do this again."

"Normally, people like me should feel very lucky and grateful to meet someone who treats me so well. In fact, I think so too. I am very grateful for everything you have done for me. I am not the kind of ignorant People, good or bad, will not regard cheap self-esteem as more important than life."

"But I will be afraid. I am afraid that I will become greedy, that my face will become ugly, and that my personality will gradually evolve into something I don't want to see." Pei Hui said: "I am used to it alone. , I don’t know how long it will take and where I can go, but I still have to say seriously, there is no room for other people in my world, even Zhan Qin can give up on me. What’s more, people like you who live in the clouds, many It's something you can't accept, and you can't even imagine."

"I don't know what I will become in the future. The only thing I can be sure of is that I am a person who is afraid to see the end, so afraid that I don't want to start."

Pei Hui said: "Open the door, let me be quiet, and you should think about how to treat me next."

"Then take the bear away?" Lu Chenning sighed, looking at him miserably, like a poor little girl who was dumped after breaking up.

Pei Hui hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

Lu Chenning restored the window to the transparent state, raised the chair, and said softly: "The school uniform is cleaned, and things are not easy to buy here. If there is anything you need, please contact me at any time. I won't bother you." , if you feel embarrassed, you can transfer the money to me, I know a lot of people, and it is convenient for delivery at a discount."

Pei Hui nodded.

Lu Chenning breathed a sigh of relief, and felt that Pei Hui would still be able to accept the concern of ordinary friends. He said, "Shall I help you get your luggage?"

"it is good."

The two finally got out of the car. Lu Chenning scanned the surroundings, sighed secretly, then took off the woven bag and school uniform, and said to Pei Hui, "See you tomorrow."

"See you tomorrow."

When Lu Chenning was driving back, she received a call from Shu Ao, and he answered it with a bluetooth headset.

"What's the matter?"

"Ning, how are you two doing?"

"That's it, neither hot nor cold." Lu Chenning said, "What about you? Is there anything new?"

Shu Ao sighed when he heard the words, "I told him that being his boyfriend was purely to help him break up with Pei Hui, but in fact I don't like him that much, it's rash to continue being a lover, I'm going to think about it later." Ordinary friends get along for a while."

"He agreed?"

"If you don't agree, what can you do?" Shu Ao said, "I've done my best, after all, I don't like men at all, let alone his personality is not very good, even if he is Pei Hui, I may not..."

The more he spoke, the lower his voice became. Lu Chenning coughed. He suddenly realized that the metaphor was wrong, so he stopped talking.

"I'm sorry, Brother Lu, I didn't think about it so much, I just said it without thinking."

"How is this Zhan Tan feeling?" Lu Chenning said, "Is he happy after breaking up with Pei Hui?"

"It doesn't look very good. When you chat with me, you always mention Pei Hui inadvertently." Shu Ao guessed: "I think it should be that when the two of them were together, Pei Hui was very kind to him, and basically everything was fine. Follow him, let him get used to something wrong, sometimes I feel like a woman, let me twist the cap of the drink bottle, let me hold the chopsticks for eating, let me cut the steak, and let me carry the backpack when I go out , and he actually put on makeup!"

"My God, I can't bear this." Shu Ao said: "Looking at my good mother, her eye circles are turning black, and she always asks me what lipstick color looks good. I'm crazy, I don't know. Then He was not happy, saying that Pei Hui would do his homework before talking to him."

"Damn it, I heard that Pei Hui is good at all kinds of games, but he doesn't know anything about games. Such a double standard, I want to talk about games and he won't do it. It's too hard to get along with him!"

Lu Chenning scratched her ears, "Since when did you become such a mother-in-law? Why do you talk so much when you mention Zhan Qin, and you fell in love with it?"

"Impossible, I really can't help it. After all, I spend so much time with him." Shu Ao thought to himself, even if he liked Pei Hui, it was impossible for him to like Zhan Tan.

Pei Hui's calm performance in the coffee shop that day was really remarkable, but because of his wrong identity and the person Lu Chenning identified, otherwise he would have taken the initiative to make friends with him.

Although they were about the same age, Zhan Tan and Pei Hui were far behind.

"It's been hard work for you for a while." Lu Chenning said, "Let's just put it off for a few days, and then find a chance to make an excuse and break up with him. It's my duty to use you later on."

"I think so too." Shu Ao said, "Don't be too hasty, Ning. I don't believe that Pei Hui will fall in love with someone else if he doesn't like you. It's not easy for him to find someone who is stronger than you."

Although Shu Ao is older than Lu Chenning, he really thinks that this person is powerful in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't be yelling at Brother Lu one by one. He thinks that Lu Chenning's victory over Pei Hui is nothing to worry about, it's just a matter of time.

"understood."

Lu Chenning hung up the phone and asked Lu Ran to check the area of ​​Pei Hui's rented house, and looked at the photos of the internal structure that the landlord had kept before, after which she cursed several times.

This house couldn't be smaller. The bed is only one side larger than the single bed. There is no distinction between a bedroom, a hall and a kitchen. Basically, the bed is the bed when you enter the door. It is estimated that there is not even a simple wardrobe. There is a table on the opposite side, a simple There is a stove between the wooden boards, which is crowded, and there is a small bathroom that can't be smaller. The bathroom has a door, but taking a shower in it is estimated to be close to the toilet.Moreover, it is said that the hot water here is supplied every [-], [-], and [-] days, but only for five hours a day. There are frequent power outages and the network is poor.

Lu Chenning was almost pissed off, Pei Hui was a person who could make thousands of dollars just by chatting casually, so why live in this kind of place and look for abuse!Is it so frugal to save money for the coffin? !

He waited impatiently for the red light, and suddenly a thought came to his mind, this fool is trying to save money to pay back himself, right? !

Pei Hui is the kind of person who would rather wrong herself than owe others favors. Although Lu Chenning hasn't known him for long, she did spend a small amount of money on him. Could it be for this seemingly innocuous person? Is Qian Peihui going to pay it back so hard? ?

Thinking of this, he was so anxious that he wanted to jump out of the car.

……

Lu Chenning looked unreliable, but she guessed people's thoughts very accurately.Pei Hui was indeed saving money for him, no matter whether Lu Chenning would want it or not, he couldn't just sit back and watch himself enjoy what he did to him so peacefully.

Even though Pei Hui thought, he might not be able to save Lu Chenning's clothes for a long time.

After cleaning the new room, he disinfected it twice with alcohol inside and out. He choked so much that he sneezed several times in a row, and finally sat on the bed to watch the bear.

There is nothing to add, the space is too small, and it will be extra crowded if you add something. He dare not think about washing machine and refrigerator. The air conditioner and water heater are already there. Although they are up and down, they can make do. Happy, clothes are getting easier to dry. In winter, he has to find a way to work part-time at the laundry, otherwise thick clothes won't dry and he doesn't have enough washes, and he will freeze when he goes out.

Time flies, and in the last two months, once he gets his high school diploma, he will immediately look for a formal job.Forget about college, his grades are not good, there is no need to continue to work part-time in college, find a full-time job earlier and make more money earlier.

He hasn't figured out what to do yet. The consumption level of the city he lives in is not low. A hotel at 35 yuan a night may only happen once in a few years. It is not easy to be a waiter with a degree like a high school graduate.He has no special skills, and he has a lot of games and singing, so it's too difficult to get ahead.

He had changed the sheets, but they were still a little damp. He was lying on them, holding the big bear in his hands.He put the bear on this bed, and it was almost impossible to turn over, and it was easy to fall off.

The bear is very soft and delicate, with a good texture. He hugged the bear sideways, and when he pressed his lower body legs up, the two bear legs were clamped/clamped.

The bear is a good bear, but the person who gave it to him is not a decent person.Pei Hui thought, he doesn't know how much this bear is, after all, it is custom-made and cannot be found, but Lu Chenning has no bargains in his hand.

And today's knife, it's really beautiful, the pattern on the handle, the sharpness of the blade, it's really good.

The way Lu Chenning talked to him was replaying in his mind frequently, it was so skinny and mean, it made people feel helpless, and couldn't help but want to hit him.But Lu Chenning is really kind to herself. His tender and considerate care that made her feel difficult but at a loss, entangled herself like a poisonous snake, making herself more and more uncomfortable, and the more she wanted to escape, the more she felt. emptiness.

He didn't want to get used to this person, but he couldn't control the habit. He didn't know where he was going in two months, and his future was uncertain. Lu Chenning, who had nothing to do with him, would go back to his university and become his college student.