i want to make it up to you

With such a big living person hugging him, Pei Hui couldn't sleep at all, his heart was as chaotic as the trash can downstairs.

But he didn't dare to wake up the person who had finally calmed down, so he had to wait so carefully for someone to fall asleep.

After more than half an hour, Pei Hui called out: "Lu Chenning?"

There was a dazed "um" from behind, and the arms around his waist tightened again.

Pei Hui: "..."

Pei Hui had no choice but to wait for another half an hour, feeling that the people behind him had finally fallen asleep, so he got up and went to the master bedroom.

Otherwise, he won't be able to sleep well tonight.

Lu Chenning is a straight guy who looks very straight, that's why he can flirt with her unscrupulously, because she won't be tempted at all, and a group of people who are physically calm, can't do it by herself.

Pei Hui is a genuine gay guy who is not only not interested in women but also avoids them. Such a NPC with a superb face and voice sleeps next to him at night. If he is not Liu Xiahui, he will feel uncomfortable.

Don't say that he can't play with this person, even if Lu Chenning is sincerely willing to let him sleep, he will still think of his unbearable memories, and suddenly lose the game and feel embarrassed.

Only suitable for the lonely end of life.

.........

After a ridiculous night, Pei Hui got up early to wash up, and then wanted to put on his coat and sneak out, but he didn't want the door to open.

He sighed, turned his head, and met Lu Chenning who was standing there at some time, who was showing him a bright smile that was very suitable for the morning sun, with a dull hair on his head.

"Morning." Lu Chenning said.

He didn't mention at all that Pei Hui wanted to open the door and go out. Pei Hui had no choice but to sit back on the bed.

"What's the baby eating for breakfast?" Lu Chenning held the phone, "I'll make an order."

"Is there nothing in the refrigerator?"

If there is, Pei Hui will make some by himself. Now that he has the conditions to stay at home, it would be too wasteful to eat takeaway every day.

"No." Lu Chenning said, "I haven't had time to prepare yet."

Pei Hui stopped talking.

It is a delicate experience to wake up in the morning and face a face that I am not very familiar with and have not yet understood well.

A little novelty, a little uncomfortable.

Fortunately, Lu Chenning quickly turned into the bathroom to wash up.

He breathed a sigh of relief for no reason, and subconsciously checked his phone for part-time job news.

Then he discovered that there was a small red dot in the circle of friends, and someone reminded him what to watch.

He thought someone was looking for him for a part-time job, but when he went in, he found out that it was Zhan Tan who made it.

——There will always be a certain moment in your life when you meet someone who is really suitable for you, and then you will know that everything other than him is just paving the way for meeting him.

There is a picture below, which is a picture of Zhan Qin lying on the bed with a man. The man's face has been mosaiced, and his posture looks like he is still asleep.

Pei Hui reached out and touched his nose, as if he wanted to smoke subconsciously, but then he remembered that it was someone else's house, so he held back.

He clicked on Zhan Tan's chat interface and sent a question mark.

Zhan Qin responded quickly to the message.

Zhan Tan: Break up Pei Hui, I'm serious.

Pei Hui: Have you made up your mind?

Zhan Tan: Yes, brother Pei, don't blame me, this way of getting along between us will never last long, I have found the right person now, I hope you can bless me.

Pei Hui: All right.

Zhan Qin: ...

Zhan Tan: Do you have anything else to say?

Pei Hui: Blessings.

Zhan Qin: You...forget it.Do you want to see my new boyfriend?

Pei Hui: Don't read it, just treat you well.

Zhan Tan: He is very handsome and treats me very well. Besides, he is willing to hug me to sleep. Brother Pei, really, I am so happy now, and you will be happy for me too, right?

Pei Hui: Well, don't delay your studies, the college entrance examination is coming soon.

Zhan Tan: Yes, let's find time to meet tomorrow afternoon.

Pei Hui:?

Zhan Qin: You can still be friends after breaking up!right?

Pei Hui: Okay, you decide the time and place.

Based on his understanding of Zhan Tan, the purpose of this meeting was that Zhan Tan wanted to show him his new boyfriend, and he just happened to have a look, and by the way, he also explained to himself that the incident under the dormitory was Lu Chenning's nonsense. of.

Even if they broke up, he wouldn't take this unwarranted blame.

Pei Hui turned off her cell phone, and lay sideways on the bed, a little dazed and at a loss.

He thought he didn't have much affection for Zhan Tan, but for some reason, when Zhan Qin really said to break up, he still felt reluctant.

He knew that Zhan Qin wasn't talking nonsense this time, he didn't make trouble for no reason, he didn't yell, but he was calm and maybe smiling.

Pei Hui put his hands on his eyes, frowning.

"Baby?"

"Don't call me."

"what happened?"

The edge of the bed collapsed, and something sat up.

Pei Hui sighed.

"Divided?"

Pei Hui still didn't respond.

"Don't be sad." Lu Chenning said: "It was almost impossible to go on, but now we can score points regardless of graduation."

This is true.

The back of the hand was covered with something warm, and Lu Chenning's voice came, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

"A little."

"Drinking, or playing games?" Lu Chenning said, "If you want to date or have fun, I can accompany you."

Pei Hui said in a low voice: "I am the one who is sorry for him."

"You've done a good job." Lu Chenning said, "You're not a saint, who can cover everything."

Pei Hui took his hand away, "You don't have to excuse me, I know my own virtues."

Lu Chenning gave him a pack of cigarettes.

Pei Hui took a look, this is a box of Sichuan cigarettes, the box is very exquisite, and the price is even more exquisite, exactly one hundred and one boxes, he can buy ten boxes.

He stretched out his hand and pushed it aside.

"Don't smoke?"

"Too expensive." Pei gave him a pale look. Don't think that he doesn't know the price, has never eaten pork, and has seen pigs run.

Lu Chenning said, "Chat for an hour as an exchange."

Pei Hui frowned.

"Come on." Lu Chenning said, "My mouth is tight."

Just as Pei Hui was about to say something, Lu Chenning said again: "Really, it's very strict. If you don't believe me, you can see it for yourself. I promise not to stick out my tongue."

Pei Hui: "..."

Lu Chenning took out a cigarette and lit it for him.

"Thank you." Pei Hui asked, "You don't smoke, why do you still have them at home?"

"I bought it by chance when I picked you up yesterday." Lu Chenning said, "Talk about the two of you? Remember him."

Pei Hui sneered: "He's still alive."

"Tell me." Lu Chenning said, "Anyway, I'm not an outsider."

no you are.Pei Hui thought, you make me feel more dangerous than outsiders.

Pei Hui sat up and flicked the ashtray on the bedside table.

His fingers are fair, slender and slender, and his joints are more distinct than those of girls. He looks very powerful and beautiful, just like in the cartoons.It makes people want to hold / lick / in the mouth / all over, and bite out one after another.

This cigarette, which is a bit longer than the normal thin cigarette, looks very nice in his hand, and his posture of flicking the ash is lazy and casual, a bit sexy.

Pei Hui didn't notice that Lu Chenning's gaze followed his hand all the time, and then fell on his face. Her black eyes were like a bottomless pool of water, and like a black hole that could suck people in, mysterious and charming.

Pei Hui cleared his throat, "Actually, there's nothing to say. We've known each other for so long and haven't experienced any big storms. We live an ordinary life every day."

He looked down at the misty smoke, "I don't like other people kissing me, but there's actually no reason, it's just that Pei Qing used to..."

He paused, and a trace of disgust flashed between his brows, "My family is very complicated. I was originally an orphan and was adopted by Pei's family in an orphanage. The couple was barren. When I went to their home, I was named Pei Qing. "

"I passed when I was four years old. When I was six years old, my adoptive parents divorced. The reason is that a lover Pei Tianqi found in the early years secretly gave birth to a child and raised him. He was five years older than me. I don't know why now Just look for it, make a fuss at Pei's house, bring a paternity test, and insist on moving in."

"After all, it is a blood relationship child. My adoptive mother has no ability to give birth, so the two left. After that, the child was called Pei Qing. The adoptive father was superstitious, thinking that I was an adopted son, and his name could not surpass Pei Qing's, so he changed my name to Pei Qing. Ash."

Pei Hui put out the cigarette butt, "It was like this before. My stepmother has treated me badly these past few years, but overall it's not bad. When I was about twelve or thirteen years old, I didn't know what liking was at that time, so I just didn't know what liking was. Don't get me wrong, and Pei Qing..."

"Pei Qing said that men can also like each other." Pei Hui smiled, "I didn't think there was anything wrong until one day he wanted to kiss me."

"Then you know that gesture, my adoptive father and stepmother saw it, and then..."

"And then my nightmare began."

Pei Hui said: "I was 13 years old. They kicked me out. Pei Qing was only my age at the time. He didn't have much responsibility and was timid. Just say I..."

Pei Hui paused for a moment, "Say I seduced him."

"My adoptive father has no brains, and my stepmother wanted to drive me away. No one thought about how a 13-year-old child could seduce an adult. After that, I basically managed my own life."

"It's been five years." Pei Hui looked down at himself, and said in a low voice, "I've come here too, I think I'm pretty awesome."

"I was an orphan at first, but they still raised me for so many years. I don't complain, I'm even very grateful."

But Pei Qing couldn't forgive him, he was simply the ultimate idiot.

Lu Chenning poured him a glass of wine and brought it over.

Pei Hui was stunned for a moment, "What are you doing? You want to force me?"

"I can't drink." Lu Chenning said, "You can drink too much."

Pei Hui smiled and said, "You're working hard to earn tuition fees."

Thinking of this, he asked again: "Is it a coincidence that you went to the club?"

"No." Lu Chenning said, "I heard that you went there."

Lu Chenning said again: "I also inquired about that kind of person going in at the same time."

Pei Hui smiled, "Male/prostitute?"

"Yes."

Pei Hui looked at him with a half-smile: "You think I'm going to do this too?"

"No." Lu Chenning said, "It's just pure worry. They have a lot of ways to play. I'm afraid you will get hurt."

"This order can no longer be accepted."

"Are you still thinking about picking it up? Don't drink like that." Lu Chenning said: "Overdraft is healthy, no matter how young you are."

Pei Hui didn't speak, and drank the wine in his hand.

"You can get drunk if you want to." Pei Hui put down his wine glass, looked up at the ceiling, and suddenly said, "Life is meaningless."

"I can help you with Pei Qing."

"What are you doing with him? He doesn't deserve me to waste time on him."

"You don't need to spend time." Lu Chenning said, "I can."

Pei Hui shook his head, "Forget it, actually it's not a big deal if you think about it, it's just me who can't make it through, other people may not all be finished like me."

"Then let's try?"

"What?" Pei Hui was taken aback.

"You didn't mean you couldn't make it through." Lu Chenning said, "You can practice with me."

Pei Hui narrowed his eyes, "How to practice?"

"You can kiss me to see how it feels." Lu Chenning said, "I promise not to move."

"..." Pei gave him a pale look, "You must be out of your mind."

"I'm serious." Lu Chenning said, "Or I'll kiss you."

"Are you really a straight man?" Pei Hui said, "What's wrong with the little girl?"

"No, no, no." Lu Chenning said, "I'm interested in you now."

Pei Hui sighed, "Let me go, I can't beat you."

"Let's just have fun." Lu Chenning said, "A kiss is nothing."

"You're so annoying." Pei Hui looked at him helplessly, "Can you be normal? Sex|estrous|period?"

Lu Chenning lowered her head and laughed.

Pei Hui said: "Except for Zhan Qin, I haven't discussed this with other men. Pei Qing can't be counted, but he casts a big shadow on me, so I can't play with you rich young masters, and I dare not .”

"I haven't talked about it before." Lu Chenning said, "It's also the first time for me to touch that."

Pei Hui sneered, "Who the hell would believe that?"

"I'll go!" Lu Chenning was a little speechless, "Then what should I do, or should I swear a poisonous oath?"

Pei Hui said: "I don't believe anything you say, Lu Chenning, it's easy for you to die when you treat a hopeless person like this."

"what?"

Pei Hui sneered, "If I fall in love with you one day and you don't want me, I will stab you with a knife."

"A person with such a bad life will be like grabbing a life-saving straw and drowning a driftwood when he encounters warmth. When the life-saving things are gone, he will naturally die. If you don't even want your life, can you still afford it? "

"Can't afford to provoke."

Pei Hui twitched the corner of his mouth sarcastically.

"Then I will try too."

After Lu Chenning finished speaking, she leaned over and kissed Pei Hui on the cheek, making a loud noise.

Pei Hui was taken aback, and stared at him with rounded eyes.

"It's messed up!" Lu Chenning raised her hand and looked at Pei Hui with a smile, "After you stab me, you have to support me. I'm spread out on the bed, and you wash, cook, serve tea and water for me, and even wipe my body and poop. Take the piss, I kind of want to try."

Pei Hui raised his hand and rubbed his face with the back of his hand, "I can let you experience it now."

"Then are you tempted?"

Pei Hui was startled.

"It's not that there are two prerequisites." Lu Chenning said, "You have to be tempted first before I can consider why I don't want you."

"I don't even get it now, so there's no chance I don't want it." Lu Chenning looked at him: "So are you tempted?"

Pei Hui curled his fingers together and said in a low voice for a long time, "It's coming soon."

"what?"

Pei Hui said, "I said, the breakfast deliverer is getting impatient, idiot."

Have stood outside and knocked on the door several times!