[bright] time

[-] years old / autumn

(light side)

Autumn is refreshing... Is it the weather like today?The sky is blue, not a single cloud.Standing on the green grass, he yawned and pulled the baseball cap on his head.

Then, a white ball flew across the sky towards the barbed wire fence at the left rear...

Oh~ The strength is not bad, but it's a pity that the landing point is wrong. Isn't it out of bounds?such a pity.

Mr. Kuroki, who was in charge of first base, raised his right hand and shouted, "Out of bounds!"

Just say it?

"Timeout────!!!Right fielder! Come here!!"

Suddenly, our pitcher—my dad—raised his hand and called a timeout to the referee, folded his arms and moved his index finger, and called the right field—that is, me—over.

Hey, hey, what are you kidding?Pitchers can also call a timeout on their own initiative! ?I said when did baseball have more rules like this?coach!Where is the coach! !

I glanced at the nominal coach sitting on the bench of our camp──my grandfather.But in this age when the true meaning of "filial son" has been distorted, how can a father not listen to his son?

So, the nominal coach raised his hand and called a timeout, took off his hat and shook his head shining in the sun, and told me to go over.

"cut."

Reluctantly, I walked to the mound. I didn't come to appease the pitcher, I came to get slaughtered.How many times is it today?I don't know what to pick on me again.

"You're a scarecrow!? Ha!? Standing there without moving!! Gloves aren't for you to fan! They're for catching balls!! Brat!!"

Regardless of the relationship between father and son, he impassionedly tapped the back of my head with a glove.

"It hurts──! Out of bounds! What are you picking up!? Wouldn't it be quicker for you to strike out all of them!"

"What's so fun about singing a one-man show!? If you can't catch it, you have to chase after it! This is the spirit of baseball!! I asked you to play, not to watch the ball!!"

Yesterday, I suddenly received a call from my dad, asking me to participate in this year's community baseball game.Said that Xiao Ming's father flashed to the waist, and he couldn't play without a right fielder.Call me to fill in the number of people.

He agreed to fill the number of people, and gave me a lot of pickiness, but I am over-using my brain and I am in the process of cultivation!

"It is enough for me to understand the spirit of Go. I am a professional Go player, not a professional baseball player."

"Stop making excuses!! I'm your father, do you think I can't see it!? You're just standing there fishing!!"

"..." As expected of my father.

"Even if you don't care about your father's face, you should look at those girls cheering on the sidelines!? Seriously!!"

Looking around the outside, the so-called girls by my dad are about six points housewives and three points little devils, right?I'm not interested in housewives, let alone Lolicons, and I have no motivation to work hard.

Every year at the sports festival, our community routinely holds such competitions. It is an event to unite community residents. What is more arguable is that people like me who have already moved are actually called back to make up for it?

""Light! Honey! Come on, come on!!""

The mother and grandma sitting on the sidelines waved the cheering sticks with our community logo on them, and shouted at me, dad and grandpa with loud voices.

""Oh! Look at me!!"" The two people, both over a hundred years old together, clenched their fists in a victory gesture like children.How childish.

But Dad and Grandpa are so nice, and the people who want to show him are on the sidelines.

I really don't know why I'm trying so hard, and the person who wants him to read it doesn't come... It seems that my email is really completely ignored by that guy..., tsk.

"Anyway! Watch it carefully! Touch the fish again and see how I can fix you!"

"Yes~!"

The only way to turn grief and anger into strength is to end the game and rush to that guy to question him!

The day before yesterday, I finally finished the seven-game Masters. This is the first title match since I started dating that guy.The three-week lover release period plus the three-week schedule, that guy has been looking at me with eyes that killed my father and my enemy for more than a month.

Of course, I knew that was the look in his eyes when he entered the battle mode, so I didn't hate it, but welcomed it and was honored.Because the opponent is me, it is my chess that arouses his fighting will to fight hard.

To make Taya face up to my Go... that was my goal when I started playing Go.

The look in his eyes always excites me.To be honest, for me, playing chess with Taya who is in a fighting state... actually has a kind of pleasure that is completely different from making love.

...will be scolded by him?

Comparing playing chess to making love...

To be honest, I am very glad that I and Taya have dual identities as lovers and rivals.

Because only I can see the two different fields of Ryo Taya, but the same hot posture and appearance.

It's just that playing chess is different from making love after all; opponents are not lovers after all; desire for fighting cannot replace sexual desire after all...

Anyway... another desire of mine is extremely unsatisfied right now...

硿锵─────! !

The hitter swung his bat, and a flat fly ball flew towards the right field turf. It would be safer to stab the runner who started off to second base after he hit the ground.

But now I really want to end the game quickly, so I have to kill two of them! !So I resolutely took off and made a flying lunge. The ball hit my glove a second before it hit the ground. I grabbed the ball with my right hand and immediately jumped up from the ground and threw it to the first baseman──

Slap──! !

"OUT!!"

Runners who are too late to return to base are betrayed and out.Cool!

"Good job! Light!!"

There was a hustle and bustle on the sidelines, God knows what kind of tragic mood I was holding this ball?

Alas~

I know that if the opponent is me, it will be difficult to change the mood after all. After the game, I went to the bowling alley and played seven rounds to vent my frustration before returning.

Then as soon as I got home, I started to think of a way to coax my lover back...

By the way, I heard it was me who lost this time...

Why am I thinking of coaxing that guy?

It's been three days since the chess game, why is that guy still so cold? ?

硿锵─────! !

Come again! ?Smelly dad! !Only scolding! !

He doesn't know that his son is so weak that he can no longer tolerate any word "lose"! ?

He doesn't know that his son desperately wants to take the glory of winning (although I'm a chess player and not a professional player...), ran to that ruthless guy and choked him, even if you don't come to see me, I still won! !of it? ?

However! !

This sound obviously hit the center of the ball...!

With this arc, [-]% will fly out of the wall! !

Looking at the ball across the blue sky, I desperately chased back, thinking while chasing...

Fuck it! ! !

Chased until the moment it almost hit the barbed wire fence,

I forced myself to climb over the barbed wire to catch the ball that was about to fly out──

Please forgive me for being too serious!Uncle Okada!

But I can't afford to lose! !I still want to go to choke in a beautiful way! !

Damn Taya! !This wayward guy! !

"Catch and kill!! Change field!!"

***

(bright side)

awesome….

Flying is fine, but now this over the wall is too exaggerated.

Just now I was taught by my uncle as if I didn't care.Why do you want to win so suddenly?

Listening to the excited people standing up, screaming and cheering, they are all neighbors of Shinto's old house, right? ...I don't know why, but I also feel honored.

Glancing at the girls who had been standing on the bridge to watch the game, I couldn't help but want to show off,

...Isn't it amazing?This is my lover.

Handsome, strong in Go, good at sports, cheerful personality, serious but cool, there is really no choice... The point is that he said he likes me, and he only likes me.

Like an idiot..., mentally warning them that the ownership of this man is mine.

Obviously, it is not considered to be back to the state of lovers...

I'm a very hard-headed person,

Not sure how to draw the middle ground....I was afraid that my feelings for Shinto would affect my chess, so I insisted on putting an inexplicable wall between us.

During this period of not being able to be a lover... I often feel very scared for no reason.I'm afraid that someone will take advantage of it, and I'm afraid that Shinto thinks it's better to be a cute and gentle girl than me with prickles all over my body.I never knew I had so much heart...

In this Masters Tournament, I followed Fuji and made a lot of unexpected chess moves, which made me feel really happy to have an opponent like Shinto, and to be able to fight so hard with him.

Then I subconsciously thought... If I follow Teng as an opponent, I don’t need to be afraid, just enjoy the happiness of playing chess with him, right?

..., why is it so complicated to like someone's mood?After liking Jinto, I saw a lot of myself that I had never seen before.

"Xiaoguang!! Not bad! Super handsome!" One of the girls standing next to him suddenly waved his hand and shouted Shindo's name at the bridge. …

"Hey! Xiaoqian!...──"

Shinto, who looked over here, found me standing here, staring at me while replying to the girl.

"Why are you free?"

"Dad asked me to see if you, an agent player, have helped him hold the right field well! I even brought in a few more colleagues to help you cheer up! It's interesting!"

The girl led the others to the court, and Shinto, who had finished his defense, came up,

Tell the girl named Xiaoqian:

"Oh, thank you! Tell uncle not to worry, take good care of his waist, the waist is very important to a man!"

"It's full of indecent talk again! There are other girls here!"

"Hey, I can't change it, I can't change it!"

Seeing Shindo continue to walk towards me, the girl asked him,

"People you know?"

"what."

"That's it, then let's go to my mother first, come back soon!" The girl patted Shinto on the shoulder, smiled and reminded him, as if she was very familiar...

"Oh."

Then it was just me following the vines on the bridge, glaring at each other.It's different from the tension we had when we played against each other... because I was really angry.

"Who is she?" It was me who spoke first.I know it's self-willed to suddenly ask like this.

"Ask this first?"

"I ask who are you?" He was extremely self-willed.But I just care so much....

"Tsk... Fujisaki Akane, Xiaoming's older sister, she is the second natural enemy that the company said! Is it okay!?"

"..."

Enough is enough for me….I've been ignoring him for the past few days, but I'm questioning him here again.

"Why don't you come down?"

"You can see it here too."...I hate myself why I talk like I'm angry.

"...." Shindo was silent for a while and turned his face away, is he angry?

"Come here." As he said, he pulled my hand and asked me to look under the bridge.

"Taya-kun! Come cheer with us!" I saw Aunt Mitsuko waving the cheering stick in her hand and said to me with a smile.

"Your favorite Aunt Mitsuko said so."

"..."

"My grandma is waving at you too, and my grandfather. You haven't seen them yet, have you?"

"..."

"My dad is here too, why don't you go say hello?"

"..."

I waved to my aunt and the others, smiled, and nodded...

Turning his head and glaring at Shinto,

"You are treacherous."

"People who turn a blind eye to my emails even though they're turned on are not qualified to say that. How long has it been? What do you think?"

"...If you don't see it, you won't come."

Walking in front of Shinto, he walked towards the court in response to his words.

"Didn't you just come here? Since which game did you start watching?"

"I've seen everything I need to see."

"Oh? For example?"

"The scene where you are scolded by your uncle for not concentrating on catching the ball."

"Tsk, it's really not the right time to come." He seemed to feel very embarrassed, and his voice sounded a bit unwilling.

"Ah, you saw it after that too, right?"

"…, um." If he meant flop catches and wall jumps, I saw that right.

Hearing this, Shinto walked up to me, looked at my face,

"How do you feel?"

"you are hardworking."

"Huh? That's it? ..., what else? Don't speak provocatively."

"...It's amazing."

Hearing what I said, the corners of Shinto's mouth twitched, and he continued to ask me:

"...Is there anything else?"

"…Very handsome."

This time even the corners of my eyes are bent,

"Is it gone? The way you stared at Xiaoqian just now was terrible."

"...I won't give it to anyone."

Now he's smiling all over his face.

He hugged my shoulders and pulled me over, whispering in my ear,

"Come to my house to spend the night today, it's an agreement."

After speaking, he ran back to the court immediately.

"Fathers and elders! Brothers and sisters! The third generation of Shinto is back! Next it's my turn to strike!! The target is the Tama River!!"

I can't stand it... He's really childish.

In this way, I followed up with the people in Teng's community and sat on the bench beside the court to help Jinteng and them cheer.

I also heard a lot about Shinto’s childhood from these people,

Like hitting a baseball and smashing the glass of someone else's house eight times, roasting sweet potatoes and burning a hole in someone's turf, cutting the puppy next door into a lion's head for an art homework...etc, all these naughty incidents.

It seems that, as he said before, he really did a lot of "good things" when he was a child.

***

After the game, Shinto rode Vtaro and drove me back to the underground parking lot of his apartment.After getting out of the car, he took off his helmet and suddenly said with an unhappy face:

"I won't invite you next time."

…what?

"The group of Obasans are all pulling you and touching your hair!? You'll know the quality of your hair! Why do you reach out and touch it! Xiaoqian's colleagues are too! Scratching their heads and asking questions Yes! Do you want to watch the game or watch the handsome guy!? It’s super hot.”

Overall,...I think today is a very happy day....

Although the sudden touch surprised me..., although it bothered me to be asked a lot of strange questions....But today, I followed up with Tenghe, seeing how he played, and seeing his grandparents,

I talked a lot with my aunt and uncle, and I heard a lot about Shinto's childhood from people in the community...,

Knowing these things really makes me feel happy….

But he said that...

"You too! Why does anyone who talks to you have to smile at him!? The polite smile is too much! I haven't seen you smile even half of it in a whole month──"

Boom──! !

He slammed his hard hat against Shinto's chest, gritted his teeth and glared at him,

"...I'm going back. You can go up by yourself!!" Leaving this sentence behind, I angrily turned my head and left.

"ㄟ? Ta...Taya!?" Sensing that I was angry, Shinto grabbed my hand and refused to let me go.

"Let go! I don't want to talk to you!"

If it wasn't for people from his community, if his family members weren't there..., did he think I would let people I don't know touch my hair and answer some weird questions! !

don't invite me anymore...,

I'm actually happy to be able to participate in the activities of the Fuji family... how stupid!

Shaking away Shinto's hand, I was really angry,

"let me go!!"

"I'm sorry! Taya! I've said too much, I'm sorry! Forgive me!" Shindo kept apologizing while hugging me who tried to break away from him with all my strength.

Being held tightly by him and unable to move, I stared into his eyes,

"Let go!! Who am I being patient for!?"

"I know! I know everything... But I just can't suppress the anger of jealousy... I'm sorry, really. One and a half months is too long... Seeing you smiling at others makes me more and more strange ..."

"Idiot! You said it was a polite smile! There's nothing to be jealous about!"

She stared at him more severely, for what reason!

"Even a 'polite smile' is enough to make me envious! You've been so ruthless to me this month."

"... I envy others so much, then I'll smile at you like this from now on!" She stared at him.

"No... I just want your most sincere feelings. I'm really sorry, I won't be jealous anymore."

"..." She didn't want to let him go at all, and the eyes that stared at him did not relax at all.As long as I think of what he said to Cai...I just feel angry...I feel wronged...

"...Hey, forgive me, let's go up? To be honest..., I can't help it..."

Without avoiding my angry eyes at all, Shinto circled my body even harder,

At this moment, I felt the hardness of his abdomen pressing against my waist...This really left me speechless for a moment.

"What the hell are you thinking when someone is angry ///!!"

"I can't help it!...Who taught you that an angry face is so beautiful?"

"Beautiful!?... What are you talking about!" If the hard hat is in my hand, I really want to pick it up and smash his head, and see what's inside.

"I'm serious! It's really beautiful... Can't you see it?...When you are angry, especially when you are angry about my affairs, the corners of your eyes will turn red,...a kind of A color I’ve never seen before.” Shinto stretched out his hand and used his thumb to paint the corners of my eyes,

"It's really beautiful... It's so beautiful..."

To say such ridiculous things with such serious eyes...

I don't know what to say to him anymore, the mental powerlessness makes my body feel powerless.

"Ah... someone is coming. Take the elevator, shall we?"

Put the hard hat back on the car, and pulled me to the elevator.Standing outside the door, counting the gradually increasing numbers in the elevator.Shinto shook my hand several times, which is his habit when he is impatient.

When the elevator was about to arrive, I withdrew my hand for fear that someone would come out.

But when the door was opened, it was empty inside.He pulled me into the elevator again, pressed the [-]th floor, put his arms around my shoulders from behind the moment the door closed, kissed my hair and ears as if touching, and moved between my neck and shoulders to smell my clothes. After smelling it, he stared at the number above the elevator.

It was completely ready to go, and I was not afraid that the elevator door would suddenly open.

On the [-]th floor, after the door was opened, he immediately took me to his house, quickly unlocked the lock with the key, and opened the door. When the door closed and the automatic lock made the sound of locking, I was already suppressed. the wall.

The tip of his tongue forcibly pried my lips open, and Shinto unscrupulously plundered in my mouth...,

"Umm...uh..."

Letting go of my lips, pulling down the neckline of my turtleneck, Shinto stubbornly kissed my neck, exhaled hot and humid, and said: "Autumn is here..., I can finally see you wearing a turtleneck again... "

The neckline was pulled lower and lower by him, and the wet lips and the tip of the tongue went down to the collarbone to kiss...

"Ah...──...wait a minute...──wait a minute...Shinto...!!"

"What's the matter? ... Chirp...────"

While talking, the other hand is also not free, unfastening my belt and making a clicking sound, it sounds really embarrassing at this time...

"...Not yet...──I haven't bathed yet...────」

"Yes, I washed it at my hometown... Chirp...your collarbone is so beautiful...Taya..."

"...──...But I...I haven't!...──"

"...It's okay...I don't care! You really don't know what state I am in right now! There's no way to wait any longer!" Shinto pressed his whole body on me, and the hardness in his abdomen kept complaining to me about his patience We're almost at the limit....

But too fast...!In this way, I will be flown away and I will not be able to keep up!

"...──Idiot! At least go to the room!" Pushing Shinto's face away from himself.

"Tsk—" Shinto, who was poured a bucket of cold water by me, finally regained consciousness, but still dragged me to the room with a reluctant face.

With the belt already untied, I let Shinto pull my loose trousers, which felt a little ridiculous.But, seriously... he's getting faster and faster at untying his belt... a bit of a scary learner.