[bright] time

(bright side)

"Then... I'll take a shower first." He walked to the dressing room.

"Wait a minute. I said, you don't think... you can do it like this today, do you?"

Shinto suddenly grabbed my hand,

"..., I don't have work tomorrow, you only have it in the afternoon, don't you?" Why not today?

"It's not this. You haven't eaten yet, have you? You can't do without physical strength. ...Besides, I haven't prepared anything yet. I didn't expect this day to come so soon."

"Prepare?"

"...You really don't know anything..." Shinto glanced at me and scratched his head in trouble.

"I know!"

"Even if you say 'know', there is a difference in degree! Tell me what do you know?"

“…I know……………where to have intercourse……… There will be germs…… It will crack… anus—”

"Stop talking...!"

Shinto put his hands on my shoulders, lowered his head, his face darkened a bit.

"That's all you know? That's why you've been so scared because you know that!?"

"That's enough to know..."

"After you know this,...you still want to do it with me?"

"If it's you... I don't think it's a problem."

"..., you are forcing yourself."

"I want to be with you until the end." Instead of answering Shinto's question, he just reiterated his determination.

"Tsk... you bastard... you're really a stubborn idiot."

"You are the fool yourself." For me, always doing a bunch of stupid things...

"Ah... Stubborn idiot, the one you know is the worst case, there are ways to avoid it."

"Is that so.... That's good. You know. Anyway, I never thought of taking the lead."

"you--…"

"... I actually don't have such a strong desire in this regard..., but it is true that I want to have further ideas with you." I hope that there is a relationship that no one can replace with follow-up vines,

I hope that from now on, the only one who can have an intimate relationship with him is me.

"...Really?"

"You really don't mind?...Do you really want to enter my...body from—..."

"Idiot. Usually, those who accept it will hesitate, right?"

"…Yeah?"

"Yes!"

"Then you don't have to worry. I don't have any hesitation right now.... You don't intend to hurt me anyway, do you?

...I'm going to take a shower... "

"Wait a minute. If you do this, you will hate me to death, and you won't want to come to my house a second time. I can't stand it."

"...Then what should I do?"

"...Anyway, I'll make you something to eat first. You'll starve to death..."

***

After eating the French toast made by Shinto, he washed the dishes and sat at the dining table for a while. The clock on the wall reached ten o'clock, and Shinto had been out for nearly an hour.

The more you care about time, the slower time will pass. As if deliberately torturing people, you can't help but clenched your hands tighter and tighter, and slowly began to have bad thoughts in your head...

Kaka --

"I am back."

I ran out immediately, "Where have you been shopping!? It's been so long?"

"Shibuya. I didn't expect that store to be so hard to find. Are you worried?"

"Nonsense! Especially when you're riding out again! I thought—" The fear of the words coming true prevented me from speaking any further, and I just stared at the instigator who made me worry to death.

Shinto put the hard hat on the shoe cabinet, holding a paper bag in his hand, which seemed to contain something,

"Sorry, but I was careful, just like you were sitting in the back. I promised you."

"Do you have to go to Shibuya to buy it? I thought you just went to the supermarket and you will be back soon!" From the estimated [-] minutes to an hour... This kind of gap will really push people to the limit..., try your best Bad things.

"Uh..., if this kind of thing is so common that you can buy it in supermarkets... then I think Japan's birth rate should drop below [-]." Halfway through the words, he began to smile wryly, turning his head and talking to himself.

I glanced at the paper bag in his hand, thinking about what the "preparation" that Shinto just said was.

"Taya," Shinto came over, put his wrist on my neck, and moved his fingers to comb the ends of my hair.It's something he only does when we're together, and he seems to enjoy touching my hair.

"Uh... Two men having sex is different from a man and a woman. If it's going to be smooth... um... that's "entry", you need to apply something like oil and rub it open. I'm just going to buy that."

Shinto... said the same thing as Gao Yongxia.Same as that messed up idiot...

"..., why do you know?"

"I did a lot of research, and when I found out that I liked you, I wanted to kiss you, and I wanted to have sex with you... So I checked about it. What's wrong?"

"…nothing."

"Do you think I've done it with other people to know these things? Stupid! I'm not interested in men other than you, don't say anything that makes me sick. Go take a shower, I'll be there later."

"Um!?"

"what happened again?"

"…No///."

Do you want to wash together?

Although it's not that I haven't seen each other's body, but...it's the first time to take a bath together....

***

Go to the dressing room and close the door, take off your clothes and go into the bathroom.Turn on the shower head and get your body wet, then sit on a plastic chair, press twice on Shinto's shampoo to wash your hair, and when your body is flushing, you hear Shinto walk into the dressing room The sound of the door.

He knocked on the bathroom door,

"I'm going in."

"Eh?...Mmm." I quickly turned off the water and put the shower head back, and went into the bathtub that was [-]% full of water to take a bath.

After the door opened, sure enough, Shinto walked in naked, holding a can of fluorescent green hairspray in his hand, which seemed to be the one he went out to buy.

After putting the things on the ground, he turned on the shower head on the wall and began to take a shower.

"Are you done?" he asked me, his voice echoing in the airtight bathroom.

"Um."

"Then wait for me."

"Um."

Listening to the sound of water, I soaked in the water pretending not to care, stared at the wall, wiped my body with a towel, and waited for him to finish the bath.To be honest, I don't know why Shinto asked me to "wait".I thought he wanted to start with the bathroom... but it doesn't seem like he is.

Shinto, who seemed to have taken a bath, sat on the chair, put the shower head aside, pointed at the towel in my hand,

"Taya, give me the towel."

"..., oh." I didn't know what he was going to do, I just wrung the towel and handed it to him.After taking the towel, he folded the towel and spread it on the ground.

"Because it's the first time, it will take some time to rub the body." Reaching out to me,

"come on?"

From the conversation just now, I probably know what Shinto means by "kneading". I got out of the bathtub and knelt on the towel laid by Shinto, with my arms around his neck and my chin resting on his shoulders. The best way to let him see my expression.

Kissed my ears and touched Da Da's hair, as if trying to calm my nervousness,

"Then... I'm going to start, tell me if it hurts."

"Yeah." Leaning on his shoulder and nodding.

Shinto, who seemed to pick something up from the ground, said,

"This lubricant looks very bright in color, but it is actually made of seaweed. Eating it is harmless to the body and does not contain artificial colors."

Shinto, who was speaking these words, seemed to be introducing some products. I couldn't help but move my head away from his shoulder curiously, and looked at the things he was holding in his hand.

He squeezed a little of the contents of the jar into his hands, rubbed his hands together, melted it into oil, and then dabbed it on my shoulders,

"...Oh? It's very slippery, so fun. Hey~ I heard that it also has a beauty effect, please help me rub more!"

I squeezed a bunch and wiped it all over my body, just like playing.Seeing Shinto smearing all over my body with a childlike smile, I suddenly felt a lot less nervous.

"I... I also want to take a look at it..." It seemed very funny.

"Oh? Okay! Come on!"

Shinto picked up the lubricant that was on the ground and asked me to reach out, and squeezed a large amount onto my hand.

"...There will be no soon." This usage...

"Just go buy it again. Wipe it off! Give me some beauty treatment too!"

"..." Is he really playing?

I followed suit and smeared on Shinto's body.Although there have been several experiences of confessing to each other, but there are not many opportunities to draw the body lines carefully like now.

Round shoulders, strong chest plate, a little obvious abdominal muscles... There is a relationship between sports, Shinto's body is covered with a layer of thin and moderate muscles... Ever since I was hugged by him in the hospital, I have been very Touch and see this solid body under the clothes, this body that is different from mine...  

Shinto's oily hands continued to caress every part of my body,

Clavicle, chest, chest cavity, ribs on both sides... slowly explore down....I don't know if it's the effect of these oils, but all the touches are much clearer than before,

Shinto's stroking made me feel my body getting hotter and hotter... my breathing became disordered, and even the desire for my lower body gradually expanded....

"It's so beautiful...Taya, your body is so beautiful...There is no extra flesh at all..." Breathing heavily, Shinto kept staring at my body, and the expression on the game just now faded a lot, like He muttered to himself like he was possessed,

"So white skin... so white that I can't move my eyes... so white... like porcelain..., but there... so red... the color like cherry blossoms... really... so beautiful..."

During the strokes, Shinto's head suddenly appeared on my chest. When I didn't pay attention, the elastic lips closed on the sharp chest——

"Ah...---Shinto!!"

Unprecedented stimulation hit my nerve endings in an instant, I couldn't help but gasped, punched his shoulder angrily, and stared at him.

Unexpectedly, when he raised his head to look at me, he suddenly showed a smile all over his face,

"Hey~, it's really edible, this oil. It's just that it doesn't have any taste."

Feeling embarrassed, he could only lean his head back on Kato's shoulder again.Feeling ashamed of myself who groaned just now, I reached out to touch Shinto's desire with a feeling of revenge.

After a few tentative shakes, he finally felt less free.

whispered in my ear,

"...hey...don't make it hard for me...,...if you shoot here...it's embarrassing, it's not yet time..."

Complaining, Shinto's hand continued to touch my back, and then moved down obviously....

…That’s what I said…, this is the real usage….I hugged Shinto's neck and closed my eyes.

"...Tell me about the pain."

"…Ok."

Although I can't see it, I can probably feel Shinto's hand swimming around there, spreading lubricant around it,

Soon, I began to feel...the feeling that my fingers are invading my body....

"Taya, relax."

...Even if you tell me to relax, I don't know where to relax?

"Does it hurt?"

"..." Shaking his head. …not painful, but not very comfortable.An indescribable...disgusting feeling...like the feeling of wanting to reject something that doesn't belong in the body, a natural physiological reaction.

Uncomfortable, but not to the point of pain....

The fingers... penetrated deeper into my body, until the whole finger was contained in my body.

"Does it hurt?"

I shook my head again, it really didn't hurt, it was just a bit of disobedience... not a comfortable feeling....

Shinto's fingers were gently turning inside my body... twitching, wanting me to get used to it, stroking every corner of the inner wall with oil.

After pulling his fingers out of my body, Shinto seemed to apply more lubricant on his hands, and the fingers that penetrated into my body again felt much slippery.

…Just between going out and going in like this, I felt that the number of fingers entering the body seemed to increase. The index finger and middle finger slid into the body together, pressing and delineating the inner wall.

"...does it hurt?"

"... Heh... Heh... Huh..." He shook his head.It doesn't hurt...but it's really not very comfortable. The deepest part of my body is being touched, and the feeling of rippling from the inside of my body makes me very uncomfortable...

Soon..., the third finger also extended into the body.

"No pain?"

"Hmm..." I nodded, a little crowded... but it didn't hurt.

Shindo continued to let me get used to it as before, but it is not as difficult as it was at the beginning, maybe it is unexpectedly full inside.

...Suddenly feel as if I am watching other people's business.

"Taya... I heard that there will be some comfortable spots in it. It's the first time for me too. I don't know where it might be... If you feel comfortable... or if you feel something, just tell me, okay?"

What's good or bad?

Tell him where is he comfortable?How can I say such a thing?Besides, I just feel uncomfortable now!

If you feel something, you have to say... What is it like?

I am completely confused now!

She really didn't want to answer him, so she leaned on his shoulder angrily, and didn't give him any response.

But I can vaguely feel that Shinto's movements have changed from the original intention of letting me get used to it... as if he was searching for something, probing around inside my body.

"…ah--…"

Suddenly, an unknown current surged out from the depths of my body. For that short but intense moment, my lower body could hardly use any strength. I could only hug Shinto's neck tightly to support myself.

"Feel it?" Shinto, who didn't miss the moment, asked me.

"...I don't know..." I shook my head, really not sure.I have never felt this way before, I feel that my body has become very strange...

Shinto's fingers touched my body again,

"Is it here?"

"...──Mm...──" Shaking his head vigorously.

It's so strange... Really strange..., my body... seems to be not my own..., my whole body is weak... my body is numb...

"...Okay, I got it. Let's flush it." Saying that, he pulled his fingers out of my body, turned on the faucet and picked up the shower head on the ground. He seemed to be running cold water beside him for a while, and when it hit his back, it was already It's hot water.

"Is the temperature just right?"

"…Ok."

Surprisingly, the oil that I applied to my body just now was actually quite easy to wash off, and within a short while there was nothing left.And when Shinto moved the shower head to my waist, the place where he wanted me to relax just now, I realized... that the flushing he mentioned didn't just refer to the outside of the body....

"Touch your stomach?"

"Huh!?...But—"

"It's okay, the water keeps flowing, don't worry?"

"...Don't." Only this is the only thing I absolutely don't want....

"...Then... I'm the only one here." Before he understood the meaning of this sentence, Shinto's hand stretched into his body, and there was no difficulty at all... It was completely different from the beginning.

He moved lightly a few times, and I felt something flow out of my body...,

"Look, it's fluorescent green, and it's pretty pretty."

Looking at the water flowing into the drain hole, it is really as he said...it is fluorescent green, and I feel a little weird.

The water from the shower head continued to rush down, and there seemed to be a feeling of water flowing in and out of my body. At this moment, I suddenly thought... If the oil just now has been washed away, if Jinteng's hand is inserted into my body again Won't it hurt?Won't it hurt?Suddenly a little worried...

As if in response to my question, after all the lube seemed to be rinsed off, Shinto stuck his finger inside my body again,

"Does it hurt?"

"..." No pain,...it didn't hurt at all, I shook my head...

"Okay." Turn off the water in the faucet, enter the cane and hang the shower head back on the wall, take a dry towel from the shelf to dry my hair, and wipe my own head.

I don't know if it's because the bathroom is too stuffy. When I let go of Shinto's neck, I knelt and sat on the ground weakly, my eyes turned a little mysteriously.

"Taya?" Shinto hugged my shoulder worriedly and asked me to stand up, "Are you alright?"

"Well...it's okay..." She smiled weakly at him.

He kissed my lips, and he smiled reassuringly, "Let's go out?"

Walking outside the bathroom, all the steam disperses all at once, it feels so cool.

Shinto took a bath towel to wrap around my body,

"Don't catch a cold."

"...you too..." I said muffled while my consciousness was still a little dull.

"Oh." He took another bath towel and wiped his body casually a few times, then threw it aside.

Just when I was about to sigh and read a few words from him, Shinto wrapped his arms around my waist, kissed my eyes and lips a few times, and said to me seriously and carefully,

"Taya... I want to go to your place... can I?"

The hand that slipped down to my waist moved back and forth somewhere with some kind of intent,

"Thinking of the place closest to you...can you let me go?"

Looking at those amber pupils, the most authentic eyes without lies, the eyes of the person I like...,

"...Yeah." I replied without hesitation.

"...Thank you, Taya..." Saying that, Shinto bowed his head and kissed my neck—the place where I was injured before...;

"...it's weird to say thank you..." and I kissed Shindo's upper edge of his right eye - the place where he had been injured before....

***

On the way into the rattan room, I felt that my steps were light and light,

That place... has a kind of wide and numb feeling....

Came to the door of Shinto's room and stood there for a while.After he moved... I haven't been in this room.Even when I have to spend the night here as a last resort, I always sleep in the study.We are all consciously avoiding further contact with each other.

Open the door, and there is a double bed inside. There are bedside cabinets on both sides of the bed. There is a lamp on each cabinet, one of which is lit, and there are bookshelves on both sides of the bedside cabinet.

Although the curtains on the balcony were drawn, the door seemed to be a little open, and the curtains fluttered slightly in the evening wind.

With the dim light, I found that there was a pillow on the bed, and there seemed to be two large bath towels on the black sheets.

Sitting on the bed, I looked around.

At this time Shinto came in, closed the door,

"What's wrong? Observe my room?"

"Huh?...Well, take a look." Never came in, in fact, I always wondered what was put here.

Shinto leaned over, kissed my lips, pulled the towel between us and put it aside,

"Cold?"

"...No." Shaking his head, he hugged Shinto's neck in response to his kiss, and lay down on the pillow like this.The bed is very soft and comfortable, and you can smell the vines.

The naked body is not blocked by any clothing, and every inch of skin can feel each other's body temperature,

Every slight movement involves a deeper desire, and every inadvertent friction also breeds mutual desire...

The roots of the growing swelling are touching each other's lower abdomen, the body is so hot, and it is getting more and more difficult to breathe...

Lips, cheeks, ears, neck... Shinto's kiss stretched down, and his hand slowly slid down to his waist, as if outlining the body line, touching back and forth, I stretched my neck and breathed hard with.

"...Huh... Heh--... Mmm--Hah... Mmm..."

At this moment, I felt Shinto's knee rubbing between my legs....

After stepping in with a little force, Shinto propped himself up and separated my closed feet with his knees.Following the movement, I let go of the hand that entered the rattan's neck and covered my own eyes... There was only one thought in my mind.

coming in...

I guess I'm a little nervous....

"...Taya, stand up a little?"

The hands that reached below my waist lifted my waist up, and I also used a little strength myself.

When leaving the bed, something like a pillow was stuffed under the waist, and I felt that the waist was raised.The fiery palms grabbed the inside of my knees, and the feet were further spread apart, so that the most secret part was exposed to Shinto's eyes without any cover....

Embarrassment... so I can only work harder to cover my eyes, don't look at my own appearance... don't look at Shinto's expression, open my mouth..., breathe..., wait....

I thought that what would enter my body in the next second would be Shinto's desire...,

But no, it's not like the time yet.

The hand covered with oily substance stroked my inner thigh, the desire that was about to burst out of the embankment, and the surrounding area that was already loose... I rubbed it a lot, it was so slippery...

Stretching into the body were Shinto's fingers, slowly increasing..., stimulating the point he found in the bathroom....

I feel like I'm about to get over it...,

Full of desire... as long as it is touched a little more... it will definitely burst out of the embankment....

A pleasure I've never experienced is eroding my sanity...

"Does it hurt?"

"...ha...uh...heh..." Shaking his head.

...still getting used to it? …

...Suddenly feel very troublesome...

...What a troublesome body...

In a daze, I felt my fingers leave my body, and then I heard the sound of a plastic bag being torn, and Shindo has not moved since then...

Feeling strange, I moved the back of my hand and looked at Shinto quietly.

In the dewy field of vision... I saw him kneeling in front of me with his back bent, wearing a condom in his hand... with a distorted expression, as if he was working hard....

"...Why..." He asked with a breath.I am not a woman... and have no pregnancy concerns at all....

"...──...as much as possible...uh──I don't want to burden your body..."

After finally putting it on, he took lubricant and smeared it on his swollen desire,

"...Hiss──...pain──..."

I lay back on my pillow, blocking my view.

I just can't help but think about it...

Really... so troublesome... to endure so much....If it's with a woman, he doesn't have to do this...

"...I'm sorry...Pho...Shinto...I don't know...It's going to be so troublesome...Ha...Pho...──...Pho...I'm sorry..."

...I don't know what to say... I suddenly want to apologize...

"──...Stupid Taya..." Kissed my lips, and kissed me several times with intentional noises,

"Chirp──ha... why are you apologizing?...Heh──...Besides, I don't feel troublesome...I want to feel comfortable with you...I want you to feel comfortable...Chirp──...I don't want to be alone..."

We kissed again, a deep kiss.

"...Ha... Taya, I'm going in?... Shall we... have sex?"

Like the sound of entering vines in the head that is almost cooked,

"Huh──... Heh... Mmm." Hugs Shinto's neck and nodded.

Soon, the desire to enter the vine came to my already loose and hot entrance... and slowly pushed forward.

Maybe it's because he put on a lot of lubricant?It felt slippery when it came in, and there was no pain at all.

Shinto continued to push deep into my body, and his whole body slowly pressed against me...

I have a feeling in my body... It feels thick...heavy...full, a very high-quality foreign object has entered my body....

At this moment, Shindo stopped moving.

Caressing my cheek with the hand, carefully brushing away the hair sticking to it due to sweat..., kissing my lips to ask me to respond to him, but this is actually a bit painful for me who has difficulty breathing.

"I'm inside...Taya....Finally inside your body...Do you feel it?"

"..." Breathing, nodding his head.

"Taya...does it hurt?"

Shaking my head, it's unbelievable...it really doesn't hurt at all,

"...Ha...it doesn't hurt...it doesn't hurt...huh...it doesn't hurt at all..."

I said it with all my strength, many times... as long as it made him stop worrying, I said it several times....

As Shinto said, relax the strength of your body, give yourself to him, and let him take the lead.

Before I got used to it, he slowly pushed in and then pulled out... Repeated this several times, the frequency of pumping and thrusting became more and more intensive... and the movements became bigger and bigger... Really there... is following the vine" "making love" feeling...

Shinto grabbed the back of my knee and pulled him closer, his desire pushed a little further into me...,

"...Hmmm...Ha...Hah...Hmmm..."

I followed the vine more closely, and the current position...is like lying down and sitting on his lap, just imagining it makes me feel awkward....

And just when I felt extremely embarrassed, I found that Shinto who pulled up his body was staring at the place where our bodies intersected...

"...---You idiot!...Heh...what the hell are you looking at!...Heh---..." I couldn't believe it!

"Huh? Because... I'm really touched.... We're really having sex....Taya..., I'm really...in your body..." replied me with a full face.

"I... ha... I know... you are not allowed to watch it anymore!"

I stretched out my hands with all my strength to cover Shinto's eyes, but this overly excited action stimulated the place where we intercourse, and the irresistible pleasure invaded the brain in one breath, and people couldn't help making a sound...

Indescribable pleasure...

so comfortable...really so comfortable...

Desire...seems to be uncontrollably liberated at any moment....

"Ha... ─ ─ ─ ─ ─ ─ ─ ─ ─ Shinto... no... it's about to die... ─ ─ I think..."

The body pressed down, Shinto wiped the sweat from my face, kissed my painfully breathing lips,

"Chirp──...ha...──I too...uh──...have reached my limit...heh...huh──Your body is so hot...──I really can't do it...I'm going to move...Let's liberate together?... Taya?..."

"…Ok."

Pulling my hands behind his neck, asking me to hug him tightly, propping up on the bed with one hand and shaking my body more violently than before, the thrusting range is getting bigger and bigger, Shinto is stubborn at an alarming speed crashing against the depths of my inner walls,

"... Heh... Heh... Taya... Hah...──...Taya... So comfortable, inside your body... So hot...Taya-"

Like a driftwood hugged by a huge wave, I hugged Shinto's neck tightly and pressed my face against his shoulder to keep myself from making a sound.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmm

Shinto's hand went down to hold my desire, rubbing and caressing it mercilessly as usual.

The pleasure inside and outside the body is integrated and strengthens each other. The endless pleasure drives me crazy. The pleasure I have never had before makes me unable to hold onto Shinto's back... and call his name....

Almost at the same time, we arrived, liberated in a torrent of pleasure.

With limp limbs, I threw myself on the bed, stared at the ceiling, and breathed heavily.Shinto's face appeared in the field of vision filled with water vapor, Shinto kissed my eyes in the haze,

"Chirp... are you okay?"

"Huh... Ha... Um... I'm just tired..."

Hearing my answer, Shinto smiled and kissed my forehead and my face,

Makes me feel itchy... both physically and mentally.

Shinto picked up the bath towel that had been thrown aside just now, and wiped off the semen left on my abdomen.He took out the towel that was spread under his body and wiped the sweat off his body.

"Don't catch a cold. Do you want to take a bath?"

Shaking his heavy head,

"...I can't move...." I couldn't use my hands and feet at all, my body didn't seem to be mine, and my whole body was so sore that I couldn't believe it.

kissed my mouth,

"Then I'll get some water, just wait for me."

After saying that, he jumped out of bed, opened the door and walked outside. The swiftness of his movements made me speechless.Is this the difference between usually exercising and not exercising...?Amazing….Thinking blankly.

Not long after, Jin Teng came in with a basin of water, and wiped every inch of my body with a hot towel. I was so weak that I just watched him dedicate to me and pamper me...Usually, I absolutely don't want him to be like this, but today is an exception...

I turned over my body, and wiped my back...the place where I received the vine just now....

"...does it hurt?"

I kept thinking, how many times would he ask this sentence? ...This should be the last time, right?Lie on the bed and shook his head, no pain.

After reading my answer, he smiled reassuringly, "That's great..."

Pulling out a second towel, he turned me over and kissed me tenderly on the lips.

Just like the skin after being wiped, the bed sheets became very dry and comfortable. Only then did I realize that...it turns out that the bath towels were put on in advance for this kind of time.

Shinto... Really prepared a lot, for falling in love with me..., for loving me....

Thinking that this is taboo... something that is not allowed, I stubbornly turned my eyes to the side, not letting myself face it,

I never even thought about finding a way to make each other enjoy loving each other....

Dating until now..., no, it has been like this before dating,

He always gave me a lot of enthusiasm and action, without these, we would not be here.

In order to maintain this relationship... Shindo always walks ahead of me one step earlier, looking into the distance...,

Looking at "forever"...

***

After pouring the water into the vine, I walked back to the room and closed the door. I moved my body and moved half of the pillow so that he could lie on the same pillow as me.

Shinto took out a thin quilt from the dressing room, lay down on the spot I had vacated for him, and looked at the alarm clock on the bedside cabinet.

"Wow, it's past two o'clock..."

"…this late?"

"Hmm. I didn't expect it would take a lot of time." I pulled the switch of the bedside lamp, and the room became pitch black. Before I got used to it, I couldn't see his face for a while.

"What time do you work tomorrow?"

"One o'clock in the afternoon, there is plenty of time, there is nothing to worry about, I have set the alarm clock. If you have no work tomorrow, try to sleep as much as possible. Are you tired? Cover yourself." Put the quilt on me and myself, pull good.

"...Shinto,"

"Um?"

"...Why is there only one pillow in your room...?"

"...It's too crowded? Then go to sleep, it doesn't matter if I don't use a pillow."

"I didn't mean that." Turning over his heavy body and staring at Shinto's side face, I was actually a little angry,

"...After moving, didn't you ever think that I would want to spend the night here?..."

"Well..., it's not that I haven't thought about it..., I just think it's not the time..." As if to change the subject, I combed my almost dry hair with my fingers,

"Okay, okay, go to sleep! Going to bed late is not good for your health. Huh?"

As he spoke, he closed his eyes, smiled and fell asleep.

...when you don't want to answer.There is really nothing to do with him.

With the moonlight shining in from the balcony, looking at the side face of the person I like...,

I stretched my back and kissed Shinto's cheek, lay back on the bed and hugged Shinto's arm, leaned on my round and warm shoulders and smelled the smell of Shinto, and closed my eyes.

"...Ta...Taya?" Shinto called my name suddenly, for some reason he was a little flustered and seemed a little happy.But I was too tired to explore, just whispered what I wanted to tell him,

"...Shinto,"

"Um?"

"... Tomorrow... Let's go buy a pillow together?... Buy my pillow... The next time I come to sleep... Pillow..."

"...Ta...Taya!?"

Gradually and gradually... the voice of Shinto making a fuss could no longer enter my consciousness... so I sank into a warm and fragrant dream with peace of mind.

The floor plan of Guangxin Apartment (click to see a larger picture, some words should be readable