he is not happy

"..."

"Grandma is not very old..."

When he doesn't know it, a person will die when he is very old.

If you die, there will be nothing left.

His parents are gone, only his grandma cooks for him, and his elder brother always finds weird reasons to bully him and not let him eat.

Dad passed away, only my elder brother could cry, but he couldn't, Aunt Wang dragged him back to the room by pulling his collar, saying that he was so dirty from crying that his nose ran and dirty, don't go out to show people a joke.

She lied, nothing at all.

The room was locked, and Grandma stole the key to open it, and took him to the corner of the church to see Dad for the last time.

"Master Shen, aren't you here today?"

"Him? I fell asleep after eating and drinking. How can a fool get feelings for him!"

He heard the conversations of those people, even though Grandma was covering his ears behind him, he could still hear them.

"Does everyone die?" he asked Grandma.

"Yes." Grandma blinked her eyes lightly, stroking his ear pinna with wrinkled hands, "When people get old, they will die."

"Is Dad old too?"

"Dad is sick."

"What about mom?"

His mother, he doesn't remember, and he can't remember what his mother looks like. Aunt Wang threw away all the things related to his mother at home. Grandma hid a photo album of his mother, but he still couldn't remember it.

"Mom, I'm sick too."

Why is everyone sick, sick will die, and old will die.

"I'm afraid...Grandma, I'm afraid."

"Don't be afraid, child."

that time......

At that time, Grandma did not say, don't be afraid, Grandma will accompany you.

She can't accompany him at all!

After staying in the old house for so long, Grandma secretly visited him several times, bringing delicious food each time. He saw her stuffing things for the uncle downstairs, and also saw her hunched back when she left.

He said to grandma: "I'm not afraid, grandma, you don't need to come and see me. When I grow up, I will come out and play with everyone."

Grandma didn't speak, Shen Ting saw the corners of her eyes moist.

"There is no one who will not grow old, Shen Ting. In the future, you and I, as well as everyone, will grow old."

Gu Chao'an knew that he probably recalled those bad memories. He hoped that Shen Ting would live simply and happily forever, but the topic of life and death was unavoidable for everyone. He couldn't take the risk of hiding it, because sooner or later he would He will face it personally, and at that time, he is afraid that no one will protect him, his poor little friend.

He likes Shen Ting.

"However, what I can guarantee is that I will be with you."

Until, far to the end.

Gu Chao'an can be sure that he will never let any disaster happen to Shen Ting except life and death.

"is that true?"

Shen Ting asked him: "Is it really true?"

His lonely life needs people's company too much. He can eat, sleep, and do many things by himself, but he doesn't want to be alone.

In fact, he never thought that Gu Chao'an would leave him, "Brother, because you have to persist in doing things, right?"

"Brother has me, so he can't have another me."

He couldn't express himself clearly, but Gu Chao'an could hear it very clearly, if you have me, you can't treat other people as well as you do me.

Little things also know that they are possessed.

"You will put gold on your face."

"Gold?"

Shen Ting couldn't understand again, so he leaned forward: "What's the money?"

"It's nothing."

Gu Chao'an kissed his forehead, "I mean, I won't be nice to others in the future."

Why did he never want to touch such a mouthful of meat that fell by his mouth?

"Then you say you like me...Grandma said before that she likes me the most..."

You have to say it too.

"Well... like you."

"My brother's ears are so red."

With sharp eyes, Shen Ting stood on tiptoe and wanted to touch Gu Chao'an's ears, but he avoided him: "Your ears are red, are you shy, brother?"

"It's not shy!"

Gu Chao'an coughed lightly: "This is a sign of reluctance."

"Oh......"

Shen Ting lowered his head: "But I would rather say that I like brother..."

This is so unfair...

But that's okay.

"Or brother give me a kiss, I want you to kiss me."

Gu Chao'an "reluctantly" leaned over and kissed his left cheek, "Is that so?"

"I want here..." Shen Ting unconsciously pointed to his lips: "I also want to kiss here."

"Do you understand it? Shen Ting."

Gu Chao'an was about to collapse: "Kiss, is that what you should do? You don't marry me, why are you kissing!" What if you can't stop after kissing, will he bear the consequences?Even if he can bear it... Even if he can... Hey, how can he say it clearly.

Gu Chao'an didn't realize that his words kicked Shen Ting at all, and he was a little annoyed after making a slip of the tongue, "Shen Ting, don't you usually just watch cartoons?"

Where on earth did he learn this? Sooner or later the TV will be smashed by him, "Do you understand? You can't kiss on the mouth. After you get married, you have to love each other... um... they are inseparable from each other That's the kind of person you can kiss."

I don't know who it is, and I almost swallowed my life behind my back.

"I want to get married..."

Shen Ting understands, he knows about getting married: "I...but I just kiss, why... I want to get married..."

"Do you want to play hooligan Shen Ting?"

Gu Chao'an pinched his chin and lifted it up, making him look directly into his eyes, and asked, "You want to play a hooligan on me?"

"You can't kiss casually. If you kiss, you will get married. If you want to, kiss after you think about it."

This strong smell of child abduction... Gu Chao'an will never admit it.

"Have you thought about it? Come when you think about it," Gu Chao'an sat on the sofa, and pulled Shen Ting's hand towards him. He lay back comfortably, patted his leg, and said, "Sit up."

Shen Ting didn't dare to sit down, and stepped back obediently.

"Why are you running? Are you scared?"

Gu Chao'an squinted his eyes and sneered, "You didn't think about it, did you?"

"Think again..."

I'm afraid he can't figure it out today after thinking about it.

"You still don't understand..."

Gu Chao'an laughed at himself, "How could you understand?"

"I understand, I understand..." Shen Ting eagerly clarified that he was not stupid: "My brother is for my own good, and will always be with me, that's why I said, married..."

"Shen Ting, if you don't get married, I can stay with you for a long time."

"Then you, are you going to marry someone else..."

Gu Chao'an really wanted to say that he didn't know, and wanted to know Shen Ting's reaction, but Shen Ting's eyes were like a puppy begging for mercy.

"No," he said.