Slag Gong Training Manual

Cen You paused, then looked back at Xia Ze, he sat up at some point, his face was flushed abnormally because of drunkenness, he held Cen You's hand tightly, and refused to let him go.

Cen You sighed, squatted down at the head of the bed, looked at Xia Ze at the same level, and said seriously: "Okay, I won't leave."

Xia Ze asked aggrievedly: "Do you want me anymore?"

"I didn't want you."

It's just that there are some things that I need to think about carefully, what should I do if you really still don't love me now.

"You can't let me go..." Xia Ze burst into tears as he spoke, and Cen You was so frightened that he quickly hugged him and patted him on the back like coaxing a child.

Xia Ze was crying so hard that he kept talking: "I know I'm not good enough for you, hiccup, and when I first approached you, I had evil intentions, but you can't make me really like you You, you dumped me again, woo woo woo..."

After hearing what he said, Cen You was stunned.

Xia Ze said again: "I have been in love several times, and my background is not as good as yours, so I am very afraid that one day you will suddenly find that you don't like me that much, and you will get tired of me like this, so I don't dare to say a lot of things. Do you think I don't want to be honest with you? I'm afraid that if I say everything, we'll be finished, woo woo woo..."

Cen You saw that the more he talked, the more sad he became, his eyes were already swollen from crying, and he kept apologizing in a hurry: "It's my fault, I shouldn't force you, I shouldn't neglect you. I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry."

Xia Ze was crying so hard that he couldn't breathe: "Cen...Cen You, I, let me tell you a secret."

"No need, there's no need to say anything baby, it's not important anymore." Cen You hugged him tightly.

Cen You regretted it very much now, he felt that he was only thinking about whether he felt safe, afraid that Xia Ze would not like him, but because of this, he ignored Xia Ze's feelings and never thought about Xia Ze's concerns.

It doesn't matter anymore, whether Xia Ze tells the truth or not, it doesn't matter anymore.

Why did he insist on forcing Xia Ze to be honest?He himself is not honest enough on this matter!

That's enough for now.

Xia Ze said that he likes himself, and that is enough.

Cen You hugged Xia Ze like this for a long time, and Xia Ze did drink too much, so he fell asleep again not long after.

When he fell asleep, Cen You fetched a basin of hot water and wiped his face with a wet towel.Looking at Xia Ze's tear-stained face under the dim light, he felt very guilty.

Never make you this sad again, I promise.

When Xue Qi returned to the small house he rented, many things had been packed and sent back, and the room, which was not considered big, seemed a little empty.

He sat on the bed and looked around at everything around him.

Finally, I still have to leave.

He finished college in the city, found a job, and found someone he liked.

However, after he finally recognized the reality, everything will finally be back on track.

Xue Qi was in a daze when the phone rang.

It's Qin Huan.

Xue Qi suddenly felt sour on the tip of his nose and hurriedly collected his emotions before answering the phone.

"Hello, boss."

"Xue Qi, I heard that you handed in your resignation today?" Qin Huan's voice sounded a little anxious.

Xue Qi forced himself to laugh, but he forgot that Qin Huan couldn't see his self-deceiving smile at all.

"Yes, boss, I'm really sorry that I'm leaving so suddenly. My family found me a job there, and I'm going to be a teacher."

The person on the other side of the phone didn't speak for a long time, until Xue Qi thought he had hung up, Qin Huan said again:

"That's it...it's good. When are you leaving? How about I see you off."

Xue Qi's eyes were already red, he held back his tears, pretended to be very happy and said: "My train at [-] o'clock in the morning on Friday is quite early, so don't bother the boss, you should take more rest."

"Xue Qi, I..."

"Qin Huan," Xue Qi felt that he couldn't help it anymore, "I can call you that, after all, I am no longer your employee."

"Okay..." Qin Huan felt a pain in his chest.

"Qin Huan, in the future, don't just drink with investors as soon as you have dinner with investors. You have a bad stomach, so you should pay more attention. Also, there are all kinds of people who come to the bar. Don't always just go straight to the investor just because you are brave. , What do you call the security guard to come over, don't hurt yourself. "

As Xue Qi talked, tears couldn't stop streaming down his face. He was afraid that Qin Huan would hear it, so he quickly said, "That's it, I have something else to do, so I'll hang up first, and you have to take care of yourself."

"……You too."

Xue Qi hung up the phone and sat on the ground holding his head in tears.Cry until my temples throb and hurt.

So be it.

Let me call your name one last time.

That night, Xue Qi had a dream. He dreamed of the scene when he saw Qin Huan for the first time.

At that time, he had just graduated from university and joined a company. One night, his boss asked Xue Qi to accompany him to a bar to discuss matters.Xue Qi didn't doubt that he was there, so he followed him.

When he entered the bar, he realized that something was wrong. There seemed to be men here, and there were even two men hugging each other and kissing in the dark.

He didn't realize the danger until the greasy middle-aged man stretched his hand towards his waist.

He tried desperately to dodge, but the man's hand entangled like an octopus' tentacles.Xue Qi has never experienced this kind of thing, since he knew his sexual orientation, he has hidden it very well, and only Xia Ze knows about it, and he never fell in love when he was in college.

He looked at the man in front of him, felt sick, and wanted to escape frantically.

When Xue Qi was resisting, he suddenly bumped into a warm embrace.He raised his head and saw the man.

He is really handsome. Xue Qi graduated from the Chinese Department, but at that moment he didn't know what adjectives to use to describe the person in front of him.

That man looked a bit ruffian, he protected Xue Qi behind his back, a smirk appeared on the corner of his mouth, then grabbed the hand of Xue Qi's boss, and threw him to the ground hard.

"Get out of here," he heard the man say, "my bar doesn't welcome people like you."

At this time, the security guard also arrived and dragged the middle-aged man out.

And the man turned around and said to Xue Qi who was still in shock: "I'm sorry, kid, it's my boss's negligence to let you encounter this kind of thing here. Oh, I forgot to mention, my name is Qin Huan, and this family The bar is mine."

Qin Huan.Qin Huan.

Xue Qi repeated the name silently in his heart.

sounds so good.

After that, Xue Qi handed in his resignation letter without hesitation, and then walked into the bar when the recruitment notice was posted in the bar.

Qin Huan was a little surprised when he saw him: "Are you here to work?"

He still remembers me, Xue Qi thought happily.

Xue Qi replied embarrassingly: "In the previous job, the immediate boss was like that, so I can't do it anymore."

"Okay," Qin Huan laughed, "The employee benefits here are pretty good."

In this way, Xue Qi began his secret love that lasted for nearly two years.

Unrequited love.

He lay on the bed, thinking through tears.