Slag Gong Training Manual

After work that day, Cen You went to their house with Xia Ze for dinner.Xia Ze said that he had learned a few new dishes, and clamored that he must let Cen You try them. Naturally, Cen You was extremely happy.

While Xia Ze was cooking, Cen You was watching TV in the living room.He also came here frequently during this period, and he was not as reserved as he was at the beginning.

After waiting for a while, Cen You suddenly felt bad, sneaked into the kitchen, and while Xia Ze was cooking with his head down, he hugged him from behind.

"You scared me to death!" Xia Ze scolded, "Go out, what are you doing here?"

Cen You buried his head into his neck, took a deep breath, and said softly: "Do you think that our current appearance is very similar to those newlyweds?"

marry?

Xia Ze was stunned, but he never thought about it.Not to mention how two big men can become a legal partner in this country, Xia Ze himself has not considered so much.

He felt that this is already very good now, maintaining this feeling of being in a relationship, doing his own thing at work, having dinner together after work, occasionally going out for a date, and saying goodnight to each other every night.

Except that there is no further intimate contact, there seems to be nothing wrong with it.

Why did Cen You suddenly bring up such a topic?

Cen You saw that Xia Ze was hesitant, and his heart sank, but he didn't show anything. He just smiled and rubbed his hair, and said, "Okay, I won't bother Chef Xia here anymore. I'm going to watch TV." .” After finishing speaking, he walked out of the kitchen as if nothing happened.

Looking at his back, Xia Ze breathed a sigh of relief.

Not long after, Xia Ze had already set up a table full of dishes.Cen You looked at the three dishes and one soup in front of him and couldn't help but support his forehead: "Can the two of us eat so much?"

Xia Ze didn't take it seriously: "What is this? Of course you have to eat more after a tiring day at work." Then, he put a chopstick dish into Cen You's bowl, "Try it, I just learned it."

Cen You was eating, looking at the dishes in front of him, wondering what he was thinking, when Xia Ze was about to speak, Cen You asked, "Did you specially cook something I like to eat?"

Xia Ze smiled: "Yes, I hope you are happy."

But Cen You frowned: "I don't want you to settle down because of me, and...you never told me what you like."

Although there are some things that I have other ways to know, I still hope that you can tell me yourself.

Xia Ze was a little surprised: "Is this important?"

Cen You looked straight into his eyes and replied: "I think it's important. I like you, so I want to know more about you, the good side or the bad side, what you like or don't like, as long as it's about you, I We all want to know. I hope we can be honest with each other."

So, some things, even if I already know, I still hope to hear you confess to me.

Xia Ze's heart tightened suddenly, because he did have a lot to hide from Cen You, but on the surface he could only pretend that nothing happened: "Do you think you don't know me well until now? But I don't really know you either .”

Cen You put the dishes and chopsticks away, put his elbows on the table, clasped his fists with both hands to support his chin, looked at Xia Ze seriously, and said, "Then I'll come first, my name is Cen You, and I'm 26 years old this year. I will be 27 months ago. I graduated from London Business School and now I am the CEO of Tiansheng. My father passed away when I was in high school. I usually live alone and occasionally go home to accompany my mother. I have zero love experience. The first and the last."

Xia Ze was momentarily choked and speechless, and it took a long time before he sighed.

"You come in with me."

He took Cen You into his bedroom, sat down on the bed, then ran to the bookshelf to find a photo album, sat next to Cen You, and looked at it with him.

"This is when I was in kindergarten. At that time, the kindergarten organized a cultural performance, and the teacher chose me and another little girl to be the hosts." Xia Ze pointed to the little boy in the photo who was wearing a small dress and his face was blush.

"Very cute." Cen You said.

"This is a photo of a class outing in junior high school. I was quite motion sick, but because I really wanted to go out with my classmates, I went despite my parents' objections. As a result, I was already dizzy when I took the photo."

"This was taken when I graduated from high school. At that time, I realized that my sexual orientation was different from others. At the beginning, I was a little confused and flustered, so I would subconsciously avoid other boys in the class."

"At this time, I was already in college, I had my first love, and I was freed from self-doubt and self-denial for the first time, and I was still sighing. It turns out that people like me can find true love in real life, but in the end I was rejected. Slapped in the face hard."

Xia Ze closed the album, thinking of many past events, the smile on his face gradually faded: "I often think about what I did wrong, or what kind of debt I owed in my previous life, and I have always been unkind in this life. Every time I muster up the courage to start again and want to meet a new relationship, I will be scumbags in the end. Could it be that I don’t deserve love in my life at all.”

"Until I met you," Xia Ze looked up at Cen You, his eyes full of sincerity, "Maybe everything I encountered before was for me to meet you."

At that time, I had some courage that my starting point might not be so good, so that I could fall in love with you with a big heart and no worries.

Although my feelings for you were somewhat impure at the beginning, I will still be grateful for the fearlessness that allowed me to approach you bravely.

Sorry to have lied to you in the first place and probably will continue to do so.

But my love for you is true.

Cen You stretched out his hand and stroked Xia Ze's face, without any emotion in his eyes, he kissed it directly.

He kissed lightly, even just touched Xia Ze's lips lightly like a feather, and then they parted.

Cen You looked at Xia Ze, and was about to say something, when suddenly, his eyes glanced at a notebook on the bedside table, and he felt a little familiar.

"That is……"

Xia Ze followed his gaze and looked back.

Oops!Why is this notebook still there? !Never let Cen You see it!

Xia Ze grabbed the notebook in his hand, ran to the desk, opened the drawer and stuffed it in randomly, and explained as if nothing happened: "It's nothing, it's just the notebook I usually keep accounts in."

Can't let him know.

Never let him know.

Originally, in his own capacity, how could he be with such a good person as Cen You.If he knew, would he think that he still had other plans for him?

Xia Ze didn't dare to think about it at all.

He pretended to be calm and looked at Cen You, but Cen You didn't say anything, just stared at him fixedly, until Xia Ze began to feel nervous.

"Is that so." Cen You heard himself say.

It felt like something was broken in my heart.

It turns out that you can't completely accept me.