[Ya Ji] Babel

In winter, the blue wind is bleak, blowing the ruined walls, making it even more desolate.

This place is still in the martial law zone of GHQ, and they were able to enter after using Ya's authority.

Sakura Manji looked at all this complicatedly.

It is in this place that everything about the existence of "Sakura Manji" has been changed and subverted.

Lost, angry, resentful, painful.was also saved.

It is a young girl who warms here with her life.

The brown-haired boy lowered his head, his hand holding the flower trembled slightly.

Walking around the wild flowers everywhere, which seemed to be a silent memorial to those who passed away, Ying Manji walked to the place where he personally set up the tombstone.

The apocalypse virus took away everything from the girl, and all that remained in the world was the smiling voice that remained in memory.Engraved in Ying Manji's heart, it was painful.

Chou Shenya silently looked at Ying Manji who was about to cry.

Although it is a tombstone, in fact, only two headbands belonging to the school festival are buried here.

Ying Manji bent down and placed the platycodon bouquet in his hand on the slightly raised ground, half-closed his eyes, and said softly, "Happy birthday, Ji."

The petals were blown up by the cool wind and flew into the air, brushing against the pale cheeks of the brown-haired boy, like the gentle comfort of a girl in the past.

A drop of transparent water dripped down, penetrated into the soil, and soaked into a little bit of black stains.

The wind in the air was strong, and the water stains quickly disappeared.

After a while, Ying Manji suddenly made a sound, which made Chou Shenya who was caught off guard froze in place. "do you know?"

"……what?"

"Do you know... what it's like to like someone?" The brown-haired boy said slowly, his eyes fixed on the ground, as if he was not asking another person, but saying to the dead girl What is the general.

But what he said next let Ya know that he was indeed talking to himself present.

"I thought, I liked a girl," he said.

Chou Shenya lowered his head and said in a low voice: "...Really."

The brown-haired boy neither affirmed nor denied.Just looking at the raised ground, looking at the platycodon flowers, and then said: "She is gentle and kind, understands and is willing to accept all my advantages and disadvantages. She will stop and wait for me considerately, will support me without hesitation, and will extend her hand Pull me out of the darkness and say to me: 'Ji, I believe in you like this.'”

"..."

"I used to think that I liked her."

Ying Manji's voice was dry, he paused, and then continued: "But...it's not like that. That girl loves me with her life, but I just used her feelings and her tenderness despicably... ...to comfort myself. I cannot love her the way she loves me... cannot return her with the same affection."

The brown-haired boy half-kneeled on the ground, the damp soil seeped into his knees and went up his legs, chilling his heart.

Chou Shenya pursed his lips and remained silent.

Ying Manji slowly fiddled with the delicate bellflowers on the ground, his bangs drooping to cover his expression.After being quiet for a while, he asked again: "Do you know why?"

Chi Shenya did not reply for a long time.

Ying Manji got up, turned his head, and looked at the direction where the white-haired boy was standing not far away.The arc of the lips was sad and cold.

"At first I thought it was my cowardice, I was afraid of being hurt...but then I realized that it was because there was already another person in my heart. He influenced me all the time, so I I can't respond to Matsuri's feelings."

Chou Shinya felt something tightly wrap around his heart.

"I have avoided giving up despair, but that person will always give me hope when my heart dies. I follow suit, thinking that one day, I will still be successful."

There is a little more humidity in the air.They looked at each other, as if they weren't looking at each other.The cold wind brought a few dark clouds.It looks like it's going to rain again.

"I followed in his footsteps, imitated his behavior in the world, and kept telling myself that as long as I became as strong as him, I could bear the crimes with him." Ying Manji said, smiling softly. "I was not such a persistent person, but I did a lot of things that I didn't know how to do."

Chou Shenya opened his lips, his expression was shaken, and painful emotions were revealed in his eyes.

The flowers at Yingmanji's feet were suddenly swept away by the strong wind.

"But now I suddenly feel, maybe, this is just my unilateral thought. I will never...I will never be recognized by him."

The brown-haired boy's voice was erratic and weak, like everything about him, was also taken away by the cold wind along with these words.

Chou Shenya's face paled a little, he took a step forward, but barely stopped.He stood three meters away, quietly watching Ying Manji.A long time passed, and when the sky was covered with dense clouds, he whispered hoarsely: "It's time to go."

The way back was even colder than when they came. They sat side by side in the corner of the tram, very close to each other, but their hearts were thousands of miles apart.

Chou Shenya leaned his head against the glass window.Every time the beating organ in the chest jumps, it seems to have exhausted the strength of a lifetime.Sakura Manji's words were like sharp knives, constantly cutting and piercing the soft heart with a force more cruel than the apocalypse virus in the body.

Chi Shenya thought, this is the punishment he deserves.

Recalling vaguely what happened when he was young, he jumped off the cliff in a desperate attempt to get rid of his fate, but was ridiculously pushed back to where he was by fate.He thought he was resenting everything that caused his misery, but he fell into that summer again.

To this day, he has never even regretted everything he gave up for the good of that time.

With a wry smile, Chou Shenya clenched his fists so hard that his joints turned white.

That's right, he voluntarily became the dust under the gears of fate for him, it was all his own decision, and there was no need to make him suffer as much as himself.

He wants him to be Ying Manji, ordinary and simple, but live happily.

This is enough.

After returning to GHQ, Ya was immediately called to the prison for serious offenders by Huo Jie.What I saw was Quaint, a member of the funeral club mentioned in the last conversation.

The young man asked excitedly why he betrayed the funeral home, showing his disappointment and anger.Hu Jie held up his mobile phone and smacked his lips while watching the show, looking like he was joining in the fun.Ya is in a bad mood today, even a random passer-by can tell, let alone Huo Jie.

As a result, the former leader of the funeral club put on a cold face with cynicism, his eyes were indifferent and terrifying, and then threw the quadrant out of GHQ and left it to fend for itself.

The hush circle is a little dissatisfied.

"I think it's safer to kill this kind of remnants~" He touched his chin and proposed, but Ya gave him a cold look, and he could only leave with his mouth curled up, and continued to devote himself to the task of searching for the genome and Qi Qi.

I don't know if he is serious or not. GHQ's troops have almost turned the area around Tokyo from the inside to the outside, but they haven't found the funeral home that contains the Kokichi and the genome.

However, the preparations for the real name resurrection ceremony are not yet ready, and Ya is not in a hurry to rush.

After dealing with everything, back to the room, it was already evening.

As soon as he opened the door, Ya couldn't help being stunned by the strong smell of alcohol. He kicked away the empty can beside his feet, and walked out of the entrance with a frown.

The room was well heated, and the brown-haired boy was only wearing a thin shirt with the skirts wide open, lying on his back in a mess of bottles and jars.Seeing a familiar person appearing in his field of vision, his brown eyes blinked slowly, and then he showed a shy smirk.

Obviously very drunk.

Chou Shenya's face darkened, and he asked in a cold voice, "Who gave you the wine?"

"Wine? Ah... Well, I asked, and Kenji brought it for me." Ying Manji said intermittently, his eyes were blurred, and he pulled the hem of La Ya's clothes slowly: "Ya, come back gone."

"..." Kenji Kido!The white-haired boy rubbed his eyebrows with a headache.

Ying Manji's nerves were dulled by alcohol, his eyes became softer due to the moisture of physiological tears, his hair was sticky and sticky on his flushed cheeks, his collarbone was slender, half hidden under the collar of his shirt, and he had a faint youthful look Seductive gesture.

Chou Shenya's eyes darkened, he took a deep breath, and then helplessly bent over and picked up Ying Manji, and put him on the sofa—I really don't know how much he drank before he could drink from the sofa to the floor .

"It's against the law for minors to drink alcohol in Japan." Chou Shinya reprimanded, averted his eyes fixed on Ying Manji, and started to clean up the mess on the ground.

"Breaking the law? Will, will I be arrested? Ah, it seems to be arrested by GHQ, anyway, I have already been arrested, so it doesn't matter." The brown-haired boy was so drunk that he almost replied instinctively.As he spoke, he got up from the sofa with difficulty, and then wobbled and fell on Ya's body.

"Today, I saw Ji again~"

The movements of Ya's subordinates stopped.

Ji didn't realize it and continued: "She is very happy. She said that she can see me again, and I am also very happy. I said sorry, but she was still laughing, and kept laughing, and kept laughing..."

The other party's incoherent words made Ya frowned, he turned around in silence, and pushed his struggling Ji into the sofa.

"I know."

Ying Manji turned his hands away dissatisfied, kicked and beat him constantly because of the uncomfortable posture of being restrained, and muttered in his mouth: "You didn't see her again! Only I saw her, only I saw her, Ji was laughing all the time, Very gentle smile..."

Chou Shenya closed his eyes, took a deep breath, opened them again, looked into Ying Manji's eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "I saw it too. Ji is very happy, very happy... Say thank you."

Ying Manji suddenly fell silent, staring blankly at the people above.

"yes?"

"Ah."

There was silence.

A few seconds later, Chou Shenya felt the young man's thin shoulders tremble suddenly, and thick water mist formed from his brown-red eyes, which stuck to his eyelashes, like weeping.

Then, the water mist soon fell down like the rain from the sky.

Ying Manji's eyes were wide open, but the tears in his pupils kept rolling down without saying a word.This silent cry made the white-haired boy's heart tighten, and he began to writhe.

Without words, it was even more heart-piercing.

He endured it for a day, and finally vented it wantonly under alcohol.

Chiu Shenya slowly relieved his strength, leaned forward, and gently kissed the crystal on Ying Manji's cheek, then slid down the curve of the clear and moist face, and covered half of the trembling light-colored thin lips .

This kind of contact seemed to directly hear the inner wailing of the young man.

The pain in the right eye that was hidden under the hair was unbearable, but it was still not as good as the heart-digging pain inside the body.All the cells in my body are screaming crazily: I want to get it, I want to hug, I want to comfort this crying person, I want to let him show his warm face again.

Reason collapsed, the shallow kiss couldn't help but go deep, the temperature of the lips that were rubbed together was slightly high, and the mouth that penetrated into the mouth carried a mellow aftertaste of wine.

It seemed that even he himself was drunk.

"Ya..."

Body intercourse, Ying Manji huddled and whispered, desire was held in the palm of another person, and released tremblingly.His eyes were blurred, his whole body was defenseless and frank, and he even subconsciously catered to the opponent's movements.

Alcohol infects the nerves, abandoning all restraints and choosing indulgence.They comfort each other and themselves in this most primitive way.

Chou Shenya kept kissing Ying Manji, reluctant to quit.Buried deep in the body of the person I miss, warming each other with the warmth of human beings, Immersed in this feeling like a dream.

The intense copulation stripped off his clothes, and pressed the cross that Yak hung around his neck against the other person's chest.

A hand reached out and held it tremblingly.

is set of hands.

He looked hazy, but he was trying to figure out the cross with his fingertips, as if he recognized it, he murmured hoarsely: "Sister... sister..."

Chou Shenya suddenly intensified his strength, his breath became short of breath, and the scorching liquid instantly spilled into Ying Manji's body.

The young man snorted and let go.

The lingering rhyme has not dissipated, Ya is buried in Ji's body, his forehead is next to the other's shoulder, and he remains silent for a long time.

After a few minutes, the heat in the air gradually dissipated.

Chou Shenya got up and found that Ying Manji had fallen asleep under the influence of alcohol.Sweat clings to his hair, his much thinner face is flushed, and there are still tears in the corners of his eyes.

He stretched out his hand to gently caress the boy's face, after a while he cleaned up the traces, and put Ji on the bed in his arms.Then he stood by the bed and stared for a long time before leaving the bedroom.

Leaning alone in front of the window of the living room, Chiu Shenya opened the window, and the cold wind blows in.He held the cross that was originally hanging around his neck in his hand, with a bitter expression.

The world outside the window was gray, like the eve of the end.

"Real name...why, we all have to do things that have to hurt the one we love..."

No one responded, only the bright silver cross swayed in the night wind.