make you angry, a little happy

In Master Ye's fried noodles, a table of high school students is toasting: "Cheers!"

"What kind of glass are you doing? This isn't beer." Zhang Zhao and the others didn't drink, and the glass was full of transparent Sprite. "Did you see Lao Wang's expression when the award was presented? It's so fucking funny!"

"I see, that's his precious class 1. I didn't see that the two hosts were selected from his class." Tao Wenchang ate the ham sausage in the fried noodles, "One grade is first, and the other is second. Give more He has a long face, but he didn't get a place in the sports meeting."

He An called Xue Bibing for a while. "You remember correctly, Su Xiaoyuan is number one in our class, and Qiu Chen doesn't count."

"Damn, my memory is bad." Tao Wenchang quickly apologized to Su Xiaoyuan, "The first grader is here, by the way, Xiaoyuan, do you know Tang Shu?"

Su Xiaoyuan ate a small bowl of noodles, this was the first time he attended a classmate dinner. "I don't really know each other very well. She sat behind me in the mid-term exam, and we both got the questions right after the exam. Don't look at her usually mean-speaking, and she is not sloppy in her studies. I passed her because I saw her There are many types of questions, she has worked hard."

Zhang Zhao didn't like to hear this. "It's a skill to see many types of questions, come, eat noodles!"

Tao Wenchang helped him get the balsamic vinegar. "Let me just say, she is a broadcaster, and she has a lot of newsletters in her hand. She doesn't read so many, and she specially draws out our class, she must have a good relationship with you."

"It's not bad either, we got it right." Su Xiaoyuan pursed his lips and smiled, "She's quite a nice person."

"What the hell..." Zhang Zhao felt that the bottle of vinegar had been poured into his bowl, "Hurry up, eat it, we two..."

Going to watch a movie, Zhang Zhao didn't have the nerve to say it in front of his brother.

He An silently took on the responsibility of the team's appetite, and he was stunned. He couldn't tell that he didn't want to take others: "Why are you two going? Brother Zhao, don't toss about after running, go home."

"I came up early, to eat your noodles." Zhang Zhao hurriedly sandwiched the ribs for him, and beside him was Su Xiaoyuan who was also in a state of chaos.Only Tao Wenchang felt that something was wrong, but he just looked at the two of them more and didn't ask.

After eating Master Ye's stewed noodles, Zhang Zhao settled the bill and bid farewell to the two brothers, exactly at 6 o'clock in the evening.

"Here, take this and give it to you." A senior boy in school uniform stuffed something into another student's hand, no matter how young he looked.

Su Xiaoyuan knew what it was, broke off a piece of prawn crisp and put it in Zhang Zhao's hand. "It's quite heavy...Is it really for me? This is No.1." He opened the gift box, and there was a medal with a red ribbon lying quietly inside, engraved with the name of the third-year boy of the 35th Sports Meeting in District No. 5000 Middle School Group [-]m champion.

"Give me such a valuable thing, and you will lose it." He touched the depression of the lettering, as if it was hot.

"I'll give it to you, I'm not rare." Zhang Zhao took the candy from him, and wanted to take his hand, "Come on, brother Zhao will take you to the movies on Xiaolu."

There is a movie theater next to the school, which is not big, and there are always a few movies in line, but the number of people watching the movie is always small.Zhang Zhao put a lock on Fluorescent Green and ran to the ticket office.When buying the ticket, he hesitated, gritted his teeth, and asked for the seat in the second-to-last row.

The penultimate row is all seats for lovers, and the person who bought that seat made it clear that they didn't go in to watch a movie.But he really didn't want to go in and just watch a movie, it's not good if it's too far ahead.

Su Xiaoyuan liked Zhang Zhao's medal very much. 5000 meters, this is equivalent to the earth to the moon for him, and he will not be able to run in this life.After a while Zhang Zhao came over with popcorn and gave him a glass of Mirinda. "Let's go, the movie isn't very good, let's have a good time watching it."

"En." Su Xiaoyuan took a special look at the ticket stubs, the number was very low.

He couldn't help blushing, he knew a little about what was going to happen, but he didn't know much about it, he was looking forward to it, but he didn't dare to look forward to it too much, he wanted to ask why he bought such a back seat, and... wanted to pamper him silently.

The tickets were booked late, and there were already people in front of me when I entered the theater.There are also in the back row, all of them are couples.

There was a sports bag under Zhang Zhao's feet, and he just wanted to lift up the armrest between the two of them, so he moved closer quietly. "Don't look at it, it's just a medal..."

"What, this is No.1." Su Xiaoyuan took it out to look at it again, wiped it cherishedly, and let out a sigh of relief, "5000 meters, I don't even dare to think about it."

Zhang Zhao's unspeakable vanity immediately swelled up, it was so worth it, it was worth dying of exhaustion. "If you like me, there are a lot of people in the family." He is not mean, he just wants to show off to the people he cares about. I can't study well, but I can impress you in other ways.

"I... I have run many races, both at the city level and at the provincial level. If you like it, I will give it to you."

"That won't work. I keep your medal for nothing." Su Xiaoyuan held the medal in both hands, as if he was holding a piece of golden Wangwang snow cake. Look, in my heart..."

"What's going on in your heart?" Zhang Zhao asked, and after asking, he realized that he was too stubborn, so he hurried to take it back, "...you can take it out if you have anything to do. There are so many in my house, and my mother keeps them. She said... ...she took it."

At the beginning of the movie, the light is too dark to see the other person's face clearly, only the other person's eyes, neck, collarbone, and hands can be seen.

Su Xiaoyuan realized that the armrest in the middle was gone, so he twisted his hips and hid to the side. "Does your mother watch it every day? There are so many gold medals. If you want me, I will watch it every day."

Zhang Zhao's palm was as hot as fire. "Cough...not really. My mother is very annoying. She controls everything and doesn't give her any freedom. After nagging, I'll nudge my dad all day long."

"My aunt also cares about everything..." Su Xiaoyuan lowered his head and touched the medal, afraid to raise his face to meet Zhang Zhao's gaze, "Your mother, aren't you very proud, but why don't you take the second-level athlete test? Changzi said... said Your grades are good enough."

"I don't want to." Zhang Zhao took a sip of Mirinda, he couldn't do it, and his body was on fire. He hadn't even talked about a serious relationship, and now his mind felt like an electric shock, with 1 thoughts rushing out, "Proud It should be counted, right? After all, you brother Zhao can run so well. These legs, right? Athletic. I was born to run, and I can’t calm down. From now on... I will run with you. "

Su Xiaoyuan's right leg hurts, it's not real physical pain, this leg has been gone for a long time. "I won't run with you... What if, I mean, what if you find yourself suddenly unable to run?"

Zhang Zhao thought for a while, but didn't know how to answer.Because he never thought about this issue. Running has been a motto on his forehead since he was a child, and he will run until he grows old.

"Impossible! I can't run, I can run as long as I live. Don't let me run? Unless I die."

"Then what if..." Su Xiaoyuan was taken aback, Zhang Zhao's tone didn't sound like a joke, "What if you are limping?"

"Hey, don't curse me, you're just lame." Zhang Zhao managed to remove the armrest, and now touched his leg with his knee, frowning slightly, "But just in case...in case I If one day I become lame, no one will tell, and I will pack my luggage quickly."

"What are you doing packing your luggage?" Su Xiaoyuan stammered.

"Find a place where you don't know anyone and hide for the rest of your life." For a boy who was born to run, the pain of being limped outweighs death.Zhang Zhao imagined himself holding on to crutches for a while, and it would be better to die if he did it.

"Oh..." The medal in Su Xiaoyuan's hand became extremely hot, like a joke, laughing that he is obviously crippled, and thought he could run away if he touched someone's No.1.

He wanted to run with himself, as ironic as sweet.

"Aren't you..." Su Xiaoyuan asked mysteriously, "Do you look down on the cripple?"

Zhang Zhao's right hand was about to move, and he wanted to grab it. Once he grabbed it, he confirmed his demon barrier, and he knew whether the reason he couldn't bear it in the past two months was because of irritability or because of one person. "It's not looking down on me. Anyway, if I'm a cripple, I won't come out to be ashamed again. What can I do if I can't walk smoothly? Just imagine, if I am a cripple, can I still give you the first place in the 5000 meters? I don't even have the playground. Don't go, I can't afford to lose that person."

"Don't talk nonsense, you're not crippled." Su Xiaoyuan saw a big hand approaching. If he had been 10 minutes ago, he might have had the courage to touch it.

"Yes, I'm not a cripple, and neither are you. Why do you think so much?" Zhang Zhao's little finger scraped lightly and touched the nail of his ring finger, "Don't worry, I'll run back Pay attention to safety... I can't be limping. You have to like these medals..." He was very strong, and he would hold it tight when he caught it. "If you like it, I will run again!"

Su Xiaoyuan immediately withdrew his hands, feeling sore and aching in his heart. "Don't catch me yet."

Zhang Zhao really didn't have any experience at all. If Tao Wenchang, he would definitely be able to see that Su Xiaoyuan was in a hurry, not shy or playing hard to get. "I may have a fucking problem. I keep trying to catch you, take you on a bike ride, and take you for a run. What do you think I should do?"

"Let go." Su Xiaoyuan twisted his shoulders to shake his hand, he wanted to run with him, but he was really crippled, "You look like a hooligan...don't catch me!"

Only then did Zhang Zhao realize that something was wrong, but he still didn't let go, he pressed that hand tightly, like pressing the biggest soap bubble. "I'm not a hooligan... I just... I just like you. Didn't you say you like anyone who can run? I'll run for you in the future, okay? I know you too..."

Su Xiaoyuan didn't finish listening, so he pushed aside and stood up first.Fortunately, there is only one row at the back, and only a few men are dissatisfied.He didn't have time to scruple, he just wanted to escape, and fled along the fluorescent lights on the steps.Touching the wall while walking, no matter how embarrassing it is, it maintains the illusion of normality.

Fake, all fake, I am not normal at all.Still pretending, what's the use of installing it, it's useless.

"Su Xiaoyuan!" Zhang Zhao followed him and stood up stupidly, not knowing what he was doing wrong. He was tall, and he stood up and blocked many people. When those people scolded him for being sick, he didn't even bother to talk back. Take the bag and rush out.

A person who walks unsteadily can't outrun the sports student, Su Xiaoyuan was caught as soon as he walked out of the studio.

"Xiao Yuan, don't go!"

"Don't catch me...I want to go home."

When the staff heard the movement, Zhang Zhao had no choice but to drag him to the bathroom. "Why are you going home? I'll send you back in a while!" Entering the men's room, Zhang Zhao still clung to it. He was afraid that someone would make trouble inside, so he didn't dare to speak loudly, "Why are you running, why don't I just... I grabbed your hand. I just want to tell you... I, Zhang Zhao, like you. I don't know what to do, don't run away, let's talk."

"What are you talking about?" Su Xiaoyuan was still clutching Zhang Zhao's medal, "I... Actually, I didn't mean that, don't get me wrong."

Zhang Zhao didn't figure out what it means to understand wrong at first, but after he figured it out, he felt as uncomfortable as sprinting for the last 200 meters.He held his chest in his mouth, like a child who admitted his mistake. "What do you mean... Did I get it wrong?"

Su Xiaoyuan didn't speak, he didn't want to lie, he couldn't lie to himself that he didn't like him, and he kept his chest in his mouth, as if he had made a big mistake, nodding his head would be irreversible.The last time I was so desperate, I still knew that I would like boys.

"Did you mean that to me?" Zhang Zhao was so uncomfortable that his mouth was dry and his chest heaved violently. He had never experienced such pain when running. "You...you don't like me?"

The author has something to say: the relationship line is not cruel, but a little ignorant and unconfident, read on boldly!

If two mature adults would definitely talk about it, but Su Bao is a sensitive child with low self-esteem, and he uses a fake shell to wrap himself.It's not that Zhang Zhao looked down on the lame, but he just won the game and was in high spirits, and when he thought of himself being lame, he said it seriously.

Su Bao can't escape, because Zhang Gou is a husky, and he is desperately chasing after him to fall in love.