make you angry, a little happy

Zhang Zhao has long been used to the feeling of being stared at by others. Whether it's good or bad, he doesn't care if he expects to get good grades, or to fall on the ground.

When he first joined the team, Zhang Zhao's grades were not top-notch.Sports is also a Shura field, which is even worse than the top class that Su Xiaoyuan said.

Grades are everything and nothing else.You want good resources, no problem, just trade them for grades.In the first few years when he started running, Zhang Zhao felt very unbalanced. No matter how fast he ran, he had practiced it.If you meet a few more provincial teams, just look at it, the attitude of the referees is really different, as if they are all sons and daughters of their own family.

No matter what the project is, Zhang Zhao, who represents the school, is most afraid of meeting the provincial team.But one year of summer training, the training camp picked up a group of children from the provincial team.Zhang Zhao was curious, and spent a lot of time with a group of newcomers to watch them train and work. It was really much harder than himself, no wonder they got results.

At that time, he understood that there is only one way in the sports industry, and if he wants to achieve results, he cannot practice himself as a human being.Humans have physical limits, which athletes cannot and are not allowed to have.You have it, and you're ready to lose.What he admires the most is the national athletes. It is said that an Olympic gold medal is worth several million. Regardless of whether it is true or not, Zhang Zhao feels that the few million is not enough.

How much suffering is this? In the past, the swimmers of class 8 were picked up by the provincial team. Wechat complained to them, saying that the water warm-up is a distance of [-] meters. If you are tired and cry, you have to plunge directly into the water and float to rest. .

So he is not afraid of embarrassment when he is training, he just lays down when he is tired, and gets up when he falls, and he loves to watch.But what Su Xiaoyuan meant, he kept turning his head.Standing in front of him, he was very conspicuous, and his school uniform was so bright that it was very new.

When he turned his head, there was a lot of hesitation in his eyes.It was obviously impossible to hear, but Zhang Zhao felt itchy and rustling in his ears, as if he heard everything.

Ouch, he doesn't know how to describe it anyway.

After the exercise, Zhang Zhao and Tao Wenchang went into the bathroom, took off the white socks and threw them away. "Where's He An? Why didn't you come today?"

Tao Wenchang recently had a relationship with his siblings, and his complexion was the same as before, not decadent, but sunny. "I don't know, I don't respond to WeChat messages, and I don't answer calls. Why is this?"

"I think there's something wrong with this." Zhang Zhao knew him best. He was the leader of the trio, Chang Zi was a social butterfly, and He An was an honest man. "Could it be illness?"

"No, you don't know about him?" Tao Wenchang also understood, "He has a fever of 39 degrees and he is still training. There is nothing wrong with him. You can call him again."

Zhang Zhao pressed the number, his heart pounding.The phone kept ringing but no one answered, so he simply hung up. "No, He An must be busy. Do you have any arrangements after school?"

Tao Wenchang hesitated for a moment: "No, let's go find him."

"Come on, don't go, make an appointment after class?" Zhang Zhao didn't like to be embarrassing, but he had to remind him, "What is the relationship between you two now, she...do you know who she is?"

It was the first time for Tao Wenchang to be so shy. In the past, he used to go directly to TikTok to watch young girls make heads and poses. This time, he found a photo of a girl from his photo album. "Brother Zhao, do you think she is pretty?"

A clean girl with long hair and wearing a white dress.The smile is also very clean.

"Pretty, prettier than your messy girls." Zhang Zhao never cared about girls, and took out the little monk to do small things, "Huh? Is she a mixed race? The color of the eyeballs is different from the two of us."

Tao Wenchang put his phone back in a baby, as if taking photos out in the men's room was a kind of insult, and turned on the mode of taunting single dogs: "No, this is a beautiful contact lens, brother Zhao, can you talk about a girlfriend? No one loves you. Also, don’t bully Su Xiaoyuan all the time, he’s a good student... Who else could wipe the blackboard? I’m too lazy to talk about you. What a kid, if he’s a little girl, I’ll take it.”

"Can you afford it? Save it." Zhang Zhao choked for a moment, "I don't worry about my personal problems at all. My strength is in front of me. I'll find someone who wears colored contact lenses when I go to college."

"Fuck, don't pee crooked!" Tao Wenchang continued to mock.

Su Xiaoyuan was also wondering, today is the first day of school, why didn't I see He An.Just after changing his sneakers, Zhang Zhao came in shaking his freshly washed hands.

Zhang Zhao saw that he had something to say: "Wait for me?"

"I want to say thank you to you. I will remember to wear white sneakers on Monday." Su Xiaoyuan said obediently.He put Zhang Zhao's shoes under the seat, with a clean heart on it.

"Oh, that's the right attitude." Zhang Zhao sat back in his seat, and suddenly realized that there were a lot of things missing in his sports bag, "Go ahead, don't you let me move my bag?" This is his habit, and sports bags are more important than school bags , half of life is inside, whoever moves will owe to clean up.

But the bag in front of him was half deflated, obviously it was touched. "Did you go through my bag?"

"You're talking nonsense." Su Xiaoyuan just wanted to make the space bigger, and besides, the zipper of this sports bag was not closed at all.

"I'm not talking nonsense, look, the order of my things has changed." Zhang Zhao said fiercely, it's so interesting, Su Xiaoyuan looks more beautiful when he's angry.

"If you pile things up casually, it will definitely look big, and if you put them in order, they will look small." Su Xiaoyuan was a little anxious, but Zhang Zhao's voice was so loud that it was okay to be heard.

"Eh, so... you helped me pack my bag?" Zhang Zhao seemed to see a lot of soap bubbles gushing out from his watery eyes in this panic.

Looks better than wearing contact lenses.

Su Xiaoyuan was afraid of being misunderstood that his hands and feet were not clean, so his eyes became more watery when he felt wronged. "I didn't look through your bag, and I didn't even fasten the zipper on the bag. It takes up such a large area under my desk. My legs..." As if being pricked by a small needle, his legs shrank suddenly, "I have no place to put my legs , I just wanted to move it, who knows that all the contents inside will spill out, I will put it back for you, if you don’t believe me, order it yourself.”

"Put it back, just put it back, and tidy it up for me, isn't it so virtuous?" Zhang Zhao changed his shoes with his head down, just at the height of the table bucket.

It used to be dirty and messy, but now it is cleaned up spotlessly. The textbooks are neatly stacked in order of thickness.It was so neatly cleaned last time, is it still when I was in elementary school?

"This is... Can you clean it up for me?" Zhang Zhao couldn't hold back, as if he was being hit back with a soft fist, hitting the heart.

The light in Su Xiaoyuan's eyes dimmed, he was wronged, and he tried not to let others see his wrongedness. "Your textbooks are messed up, and they all spilled out. I originally wanted to help you put them away, but the desk is so dirty, it's full of dust, and I don't know how to clean it myself..."

It was originally just a complaint, but it silently drew a line between the two, as if you wronged me once, because you don't know good people.

Zhang Zhao felt uncomfortable from this soft punch.Don't you know how dirty your desk is? It's because there is too much dirt and you don't bother to wipe it yourself, so you stuff all your books into your sports bag.

"Just... you wiped it for me?" He deliberately asked, wanting to poke the bubbles and dimples a few more times, "So virtuous."

Su Xiaoyuan was very angry, who ever got so angry with himself before, never before. "I won't wipe it for you next time, go get dirty yourself. Also, thank you for what happened just now, shit, you run too fast, I can't catch up, this..." He took out a bottle of sports drink , purple blue and white cans, "I found it in the school canteen, and I don't know what to buy for you. I saw a boy in sweatpants buying this, and I thought it was probably after a run. , repay your kindness."

Zhang Zhao didn't pick it up right away, but he was very familiar with this bottle. "We Xiaoyuan, are you so kind to me?"

"You're talking nonsense!" Su Xiaoyuan thought this person was annoying, "Whoever treats you well, whether you like to drink or not."

"Drink, drink, you can buy it, the enhanced version of Taurine Red Bull, I drank it before running." Zhang Zhao snatched the canned drink and put it on the table squarely.

"You can drink it even if you don't run, I bought it anyway." Su Xiaoyuan glared at him.

Zhang Zhao had nothing to say, and secretly poked soap bubbles in his heart.

Su Xiaoyuan finally softened his heart: "Just now...was making people laugh at the playground for a long time, didn't you feel bad?"

"Well, it's very uncomfortable." Zhang Zhao immediately acted again, the cans were still warm, and he might have been held for a long time, "Originally, I'm a poor student like me, so I'm not welcome. They laughed 50 minutes, I really want to find a crack in the ground..."

"I saw it, and I feel bad." Su Xiaoyuan made it clear, "Although you wronged me for touching your bag casually, I don't laugh at you."

"Well...you are so kind to me." Zhang Zhao flicked the canned Red Bull, feeling so strange, and wanted to pull Tao Wenchang back into the men's room, but also to show off.There is a person who does not wear colored contact lenses, but his eyes are more beautiful, and he also loves himself.

Bah bah bah, what and what, Zhang Zhao shook his head, wondering if he had never been in a relationship before, what was he thinking!

Zhang Zhao didn't drink this can of drink until after school, and packed it away with two catties of bulk prawn crisps.As expected, Tao Wenchang had a date at night. In the photo, the girl was waiting for him directly at the school gate, as if to declare sovereignty, and the two of them pushed their bicycles together.

Alas, I should be very happy to see that my buddy has found happiness, but Zhang Zhao just has a premonition that something is wrong.Pushing the bicycle and walking outside, before leaving the school gate, Su Xiaoyuan's voice made Zhang Zhao deeply suspect that he was hallucinating.

"Squad leader." Su Xiaoyuan likes to call him that. Zhang Zhao has a strong self-esteem and is always looked down upon by others. "I have something to ask you."

"Ah? Ask me?" Zhang Zhao stopped the car and waited for him.

It took Su Xiaoyuan a long time to walk over slowly: "He An, why didn't he come today?"

Zhang Zhao looked surprised, and asked in good faith: "Yo, when did you two become so determined, and you really care about others."

"They're all classmates, and I only know a few of you in the class." Su Xiaoyuan stared at Zhang Zhao's car, the wheels were very narrow, "You also ride a dead fly?"

"Who else do you know who rides?" Zhang Zhao's heartbeat seemed to stop, "I don't know why he didn't come, the phone didn't answer, and I was looking for him... If you really care about him so much, or Just...just go with me."

Su Xiaoyuan didn't say no, he went home too early, he was afraid that Xiaoyun would be unhappy. "Alright, how can we go conveniently?"

"I'll borrow a car for you." Zhang Zhao didn't expect him to follow, "He An's house is far away, it's exhausting to go all the way, are you really going?"

"Go, but I don't know how to ride a bicycle." Su Xiaoyuan carefully looked at this dead bike, which is also fluorescent green, which fits Zhang Zhao's arrogant personality, "But I heard that this bike is very dangerous, there is no brake, how about you Change to another one, it’s dangerous to ride.”

It was originally evening, and it was about to get dark, but Zhang Zhao felt the surrounding light up, and wanted to pull Changzi back to compete.

"Hey, is this dangerous? No way! I ride a bicycle very well, and I'm very stable. Just wait, I'll borrow a car with a back seat, and we'll go back early." Zhang Zhao ran away for two Stepping forward, there seemed to be some tropical hurricane brewing in my heart, "I will take an express bike, and I will send you home when I come back!"

Su Xiaoyuan was waiting for him at the same place, Zhang Zhao looked back, and with just one glance, the hurricane in his heart expanded into an updraft, wanting to rampage and sweep everything.

The author has something to say: Soon, Su Bao will officially join Zhang Zhao's three-member gang and make friends.

Little monk: That’s what, everyone understands.

Do small things: boo boo.

Tao Wenchang: If he was a little girl, I would take it...

Zhang Gou: No, you don’t want to (covers mouth desperately)