Su Yuanjun's heart

Early the next morning, Shaoyi was dressed in modern attire, a beige casual shirt, a navy blue woolen overcoat, and dark blue trousers. She folded the purple gown and put it on the bed. To pick her up, she followed Yanyu out of the south pavilion, and the two came to the front hall.

Along the way, Yanyu talked about going to Siyou to return to the divine book. After talking for a long time, seeing that Shaoyi was silent, Yanyu smiled embarrassingly: "Am I being long-winded? You know all this, I Still talking to you."

"Don't be long-winded, Yanyu, are they all in the front hall?" Shaoyi asked lightly.

"Should be here, Xuan'er is making a soup for you, you can drink it later, it will be good for your health." Yan Yu replied.

"En." Shaoyi nodded lightly and said nothing more.

When the two came to the front hall, they smelled a faint fragrance as soon as they entered the door. Shaoyi stood at the door and glanced around the hall inadvertently. She walked in with a cold expression, and saw the goddess sitting by a small stove. The small jar was steaming leisurely, the goddess looked at her, and she also looked at the goddess, the two looked at each other and smiled, and Shaoyi asked, "Is Xuan'er brewing medicine for me?"

"Well, this medicine can protect your real body." The goddess replied, and poured the medicine in the pot into a small bowl beside her.

"It's still Xuan'er who is thoughtful. It's the first time I drink the medicine you boiled. It should be in the light of Yanyu." Shaoyi took the bowl of medicine and said it lightly. It was originally a joke about Yanyu and Goddess. But she spoke seriously, her tone was cold, and her face turned red when she was depressed, but the goddess looked calm and calm.

Seeing the expressions of the two of them, Shaoyi couldn't help sighing secretly, this junior sister has not changed at all, she is still like Aoxue in the distant mountain, always calm and composed, except for the red-faced one next to her who can move her a little.Just now when she thought this way, she pulled Yanyu to sit beside her, took out a handkerchief to wipe Yanyu's face, her originally cold eyes suddenly softened, and she said dotingly to Yanyu: "It's not hot this morning, Why are you sweating and your face is still so red?"

"Maybe I left in a hurry just now." Yanyu lowered his head and let the goddess wipe her sweat, and he didn't forget to take a look at Shaoyi, who was looking at the two of them, and blushed again in embarrassment.

"She blushes because she is shy, Xuan'er, are you spoiling her too much? There is no time for this show of affection." Shaoyi rolled her eyes at Yanyu and said.

"Show what love?" The goddess looked at Shaoyi and asked leisurely.

Shaoyi picked up the bowl of medicine and drank it slowly, put the bowl on the pear table after drinking, and said: "This medicine is sour and sweet, it should be given to Yanyu."

"Yanyu drank it before, Shaoyi, I heard from Yanyu that you don't want to take the Reincarnation Pill, have you decided?" the goddess replied.

"Yes."

"Last night, Yanyu and I thought about whether you would wait a few years before returning to Siyou. The two of us will work together to pass on some cultivation to you. Even if we can't help you return to the divine book by then, you won't lose your life." With a hint of worry, he asked.

"Can I just wait a few more years? Xuan'er, I am a complete mortal body now, and I can't bear your cultivation base even for hundreds of years. What's more, I can't wait. If this mortal body can't transform into a god in a day, I can't go. Even if I do what I want to do, I don't have the qualifications and ability to protect the person I want to protect." Shaoyi said with a dignified expression.

"But what if?" Yan Yu asked anxiously.

"Just in case? If there is an eventuality, it is my fate. I ask you to do something, you have to remember." Shaoyi's expression became serious, and she glanced at the door in a blink of an eye.

Yanyu glanced at the goddess beside him, stood up from the chair, walked to the door and looked around for a long time, then turned around again, frowned and said, "Why isn't Jinjin here yet?"

Shaoyi lowered her head and said nonchalantly: "When the time is up, please ask Xuan'er to send me down the mountain."

"Let's have some more porridge. It's a hard journey to Siyou." The goddess picked up the food box on the pear blossom table and took out a bowl of porridge.

Shaoyi looked up, the porridge was still steaming, it was the vegetable porridge she liked in the past, and she knew it was made by that person at a glance, she nodded, took the bowl of porridge, and began to eat slowly, this porridge The taste of her mouth didn't change, but somehow, there was an indescribable bitterness in her heart.She ate more slowly than usual, but the man didn't show up until she finished.

While she was eating the porridge, Yanyu went out and searched all over the other gardens, but she still couldn't find Jin Mu, so she hurried back to the front hall and said out of breath, "I don't know where Jin Mu has gone, this porridge is still She did it this morning, how could she not see anyone?"

"Xuan'er, send me down." Shaoyi suddenly felt angry, why did she hide from herself, did she dare not see her or didn't want to see her?

The goddess sighed secretly in her heart, knowing that Jin Mu was hiding on purpose, so she couldn't say anything more at the moment, so she stood up, and she and Yan Yu took Shaoyi to the exit of Jinghu Lake.

The three of them had nothing to say all the way, they came to the foot of the mountain to meet Shang Qu and Shang Siyan, and exchanged a few words.It was still winter at this time, and the mountains were covered with snow. Several people were walking in the snow-capped mountains, but Shaoyi remained silent, and the others were also silent.

Shang Qu took out a golden leaf from his bosom, and the golden leaf gradually grew bigger and turned into a small boat. The Goddess and Yanyu each took Shaoyi's hand and flew to the golden leaf boat. Came to a vast sea.

This sea is the boundless sea, Shaoyi knew it, she looked at the sea, and she was filled with emotion. She said goodbye to 2000 years ago, but she never expected to come back again, 2000 years later.

At this moment, Shang Qu suddenly knelt down in front of her and said, "Auntie has something to ask."

"Tell me." Shaoyi looked down at Shang Qu.

"Because the golden-finned divine fish died 500 years ago, and since then mortals can no longer cross this sea to reach Siyou. Now that Siyan has grown up, he can take care of everything by himself. Please allow my aunt to let my nephew do it for you. Build a bridge to cross the sea." Shang Qu said righteously.

"What did you say?" Shaoyi said incredulously, the Golden-winged Divine Fish is the crosser of this vast sea, without him, no mortal can climb Siyou, unless someone dedicated his life to be a bridge.

"Auntie, you should agree. Your kindness to Shang Qu is as great as a mountain, so let my nephew repay you in case."

"Father, let me come! How can Si You live without you, mother is waiting for you!" Shang Siyan knelt down and begged.

"Shut up! How can you disagree with the decision you made for your father?" Shang Qu yelled loudly.

Shaoyi looked up at the vast sea, frowned slightly, and said calmly, "Get up!"

"Auntie!" Shang Qu still didn't give up.

"This is destiny. I shouldn't even have reincarnation, so how could I return to Siyou? You don't need to waste your life." Shaoyi lightly clenched her fist with her lowered hand, and smiled sadly.

At this time, the goddess glanced at Yanyu, the two met each other, nodded respectively, and looked towards the sea, they stretched out their hands at the same time, made an orchid finger gesture, and waved towards the sea, only to hear a loud noise , the waves rolled up.

"Xuan'er, what are you going to do?" Seeing the two of them like this, Shaoyi asked anxiously.

"Shaoyi, go back!" the goddess said softly.

"No, what are you going to do?" Shaoyi asked with shock in his eyes, looking at the two of them.

"Xuan'er and I each sacrifice half our lives, it doesn't matter, you go back quickly!" Yan Yu replied.

Give up half your life?That will definitely hurt the primordial spirit, even if life is safe, most of her cultivation will be lost, how can she escape when the two of them transform into kalpas in the future?

"No way!" Shaoyi shouted in horror.

Unexpectedly, as soon as the words fell, a golden light suddenly flashed in the water, which was so dazzling that the five people on the shore, including the goddess, narrowed their eyes slightly.

Goddess and Yanyu tacitly stopped their skills, looked towards the sea, and saw the light gradually approaching. The five of them looked intently, and they turned out to be golden lotuses with a diameter of nearly one meter, and the golden lotus was shining brightly. Guanghua did not stop until the shore where they were standing.

"Lotus grows in the sea? Auntie, which god is this to help you return to the divine book!" Shang Qu said happily.

"How could this be?" Shaoyi's heart trembled, and a sense of uneasiness welled up in her heart.

"Perhaps it's some ancestor of the Protoss, Auntie, hurry up and climb up this golden lotus!" Shang Qu clasped his hands in his sleeves, suppressing the excitement in his heart.

"Seniors of the Protoss?" Shaoyi looked at Shang Qu, saw that he was nervous, and asked, frowning.

"Yes, aunt, this golden lotus can't last long, go up quickly." Shang Qu begged.

"Xuan'er! You are an ancient god, please find out, which god is it? If you accept his kindness in vain today, I will feel uneasy." When Shaoyi said the word uneasy, there was a sudden pain in her heart, and a burst of pain An ominous premonition welled up in my heart.

Observing the golden lotus, the goddess felt that the appearance of the golden lotus was too strange, so she immediately used the soul-chasing technique.

For a moment, her brows were slightly frowned, and her expression gradually became solemn. Shaoyi watched from the side, her heartbeat accelerated immediately, and she dared not make a sound, as if she was waiting for a verdict.

The goddess waved her hand in the air, and a floating scene appeared in front of her eyes. In the scene, a person was cutting his heart out to take blood, and watering the blood into lotus flowers. After watering, the lotus flowers instantly turned into huge golden lotuses. The golden lotus in front of him was exactly the same, the man's face was delicate and pale, his lips were bloodless, his body was sitting in the golden lotus, like a floating willow branch, precarious.

That person was Jin Mu.

Shaoyi felt a fear she had never felt before, her body suddenly seemed to be wrapped in ice, her feet were weak, and she almost fell to the ground.

Is she desperate? !

"Tell her to stop, Xuan'er!" The extreme panic made her feel that it was very difficult to speak.

With a tactic with both hands, the goddess opened a sound transmission door, and hurriedly called: "Jin Mu!"

Hearing the sound, Jin Mu raised his head, looked into the sky, a gratified smile appeared on his tired face, and said in a weak voice, "Xuan'er, the formation is completed, you can call Shaoyi to go up."

"Jin Mu, this formation will kill you!" The goddess said with rare red eyes and a serious face.

"It's okay, I can only do this for her in this life." Jin Mu still said with a smile, his clear eyes couldn't hide the deep sadness.

Because of the profound cultivation of the goddess, she transformed into Jin Mu's image, and other people could see it clearly. Jin Mu's skill gradually lost, and even the appearance of the goddess could not be clearly transformed, only the voices around her could be heard.

"Liang Jinmu, come back to me!" Shaoyi shouted towards the scene in the sky with tears streaming down her face as if she had suddenly burst out.

"Shaoyi! Let's go to Siyou now. If you take the Reincarnation Pill, you will forget it in this life. Then you won't blame me, will you?" Jin Mu murmured, tears had blurred his vision. The illusion is no longer visible.

"You come back, do you think I will forgive you for what you have done for me? If you die today, I will never take that reincarnation pill. I will remember you forever and hate you forever!" Shaoyi cried weakly Shouted, the heartache was unbearable, and the body could not stand still.

Remember for a lifetime, hate for a lifetime?

"Shaoyi, I..." I couldn't see anything clearly, Jin Mu slowly lowered her head, the energy around her body was slowly leaking out, she seemed to be contemplating, and seemed to be fading away bit by bit, for a moment, she raised her head, Said: "Xuan'er, please take Shaoyi back to Siyou, the time for this formation is limited, I can't hold it anymore."

"No! I'm not going to Siyou, you come back to me!" Shaoyi took a step forward, staggered as if about to fall, but luckily Yanyu supported her.

At this time, the golden lotus on the sea suddenly shone with light and joined together, turning into a golden lotus bridge, presenting a scene of growing lotus step by step, but Jin Mu's body in the phantom was disappearing little by little, and she felt It is getting lighter and lighter, as if my heart has been emptied, the past of thousands of years pops up in my mind in an instant, everything seems to be yesterday.When she was just born, the pampering eyes of the Father God when he hugged her, the 2000 years of ordinary time with the Goddess in Jinghu, and the naughty and funny moments of Yanyu, and later fell in love with Shaoyi, the long waiting of 2000 years, There are also the decades of hard work and pursuit, which are both bitter and sweet, but in the end there is only regret. It is a pity that she still does not know whether Shaoyi is willing to accept or is forced to accept such pursuit and dedication. After all, she fulfilled herself in the name of love but hurt her.After thinking about it, two lines of bitter tears flowed down her cheeks, she condensed her last breath of true energy, forced a smile, raised her head and said, "Shaoyi, I'm the one who's sorry for you, farewell!"

In an instant, the illusion has become a vast expanse of whiteness, leaving only a golden lotus bridge in front of you.The goddess looked ahead, weeping and speechless.After a long time, she turned her head to look at Shaoyi, only to see that she had knelt down on the ground, her body was shaking violently, her face was covered with tears, her expression was full of pain, she seemed to want to say something, but she couldn't make a sound.Yan Yu hugged her tightly in his arms, also weeping silently.

"Shaoyi!" The goddess called softly, stretching out her hand to transfer a wave of true energy into Shaoyi's body, so as not to overwhelm her with grief.

Shaoyi's trembling body gradually eased, she still held Yanyu's hand tightly, looked up at the goddess, and said sadly: "Xuan'er, I was able to save you when you were in trouble twice before, but now, I I can only watch her disappear in front of me, what's the use of my life? What's the use of going to Siyou Huashen?"

Shang Qu and Shang Siyan both knelt beside Shaoyi, Shang Qu saw that the light of the Golden Lotus Bridge seemed to be fading, and said anxiously: "If my aunt doesn't want to go to Siyou, wouldn't Miss Jin Mu's painstaking efforts be in vain? Auntie, you have to think twice!"

A lot of painstaking effort, so much painstaking effort, do you think that if you leave cleanly, I will accept your kindness and live alone?

Shaoyi was extremely sad. Hearing Shang Qu's words, she suddenly laughed a few times, with tears still on her face. She glanced at Shang Qu and said, "Okay, great! Shang Qu, you've become so cunning. How can a mere mortal be worthy of being your aunt?" She stood up from the ground, walked a few steps with strength, looked at the Golden Lotus Bridge in front of her and said, "Since it was her kindness, I can't let her down. Transformed by the soul, she is mine, and I can only go up this hundred-step lotus, Xuan'er, Yanyu, you don't have to follow, as for the two of you, go back on your own."

"aunt!"

After finishing speaking, she slowly walked up to the Golden Lotus Bridge, ignoring the people behind her completely. The Golden Lotus Bridge seemed to sense it, and the light appeared again. She stepped on it gently step by step, as if she could still feel Jin Mu's existence, and listened to it again. Without any sound, she walked up to the tenth golden lotus, smiled lightly, and said silently in her heart: "Jinjin, wait for me!" With no more love in her heart, she resolutely jumped into the boundless sea.

The author has something to say:

Just fixed a few typos.

When writing this chapter, the author abused himself again.

Hey, one who loves too deeply and humbles himself and forgets himself, and one who loves too hard and is too selfish. They all want to love each other in their own way, but they forget to cherish the time in front of them. The love is so deep and the heart hurts!

If I say it's over now, will you be unhappy?