Su Yuanjun's heart

The engagement ceremony was scheduled three days later, and for the first two days, Shaoyi stayed in the hospital with her mother. Qin Weitian sent ten bodyguards to guard outside the ward, apparently to prevent reporters from causing trouble, but actually to monitor Shaoyi. No matter where she went, there were people following behind, and she was too lazy to pay attention.

Xiao Wen woke up and found out that she had agreed to be engaged to Shang Siyan, so she didn't say anything else, her attitude was much gentler, she took Shaoyi's hand, and said with a sad expression: "Daughter, Mom never beat you. Mom is very sorry, do you still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt, mom, do you feel better?" Shaoyi endured the pain in her heart, and replied with a faint smile.

"Mom is doing it for your own good. I hope you don't blame mom."

"Mom, take good care of your body, how can I blame you!" He lowered his head to help her mother gently pull the quilt, turned around to pour water, and secretly fainted from the tears in her eyes.

I don't know what happened to that person, she must have known about her engagement to Shang Siyan, her father must have spread the news, would she still believe in herself?I agreed to pick her up, but now I have completely lost my freedom. Not only have I hurt my loved ones, but I can't protect the one I love. Do I still have the ability to love her?

In the past, she just thought that she could love her when she became financially independent, but the reality is not that simple. She had no choice but to feel powerless as soon as the difficulties started. She suddenly felt powerless like never before. , She really wanted to be the one who fell down.

On the fourth day, she left the hospital and returned home. The front yard and backyard were full of strange faces. She looked at those people and smiled bitterly in her heart. Who did her father think of her?Sending so many people to guard, since I agreed, how could I go back on my word, not to mention my mother is still in the hospital.Or did he have other intentions?

She went back to her room, didn't take off her clothes, went directly to the bathroom, stood under the shower head, poured warm water on her body, opened the pores all over her body, felt that her body had finally regained a little vitality, and her mind was full of thoughts about that day The way Jin Mu looked at her when he was parting, those firm and sad eyes were like a ray of sunshine, warming her cold body, but like a burning fire, scorching her heart, torturing her, why did she abandon her ?Why did you break your promise?Why are you engaged to someone else?

Her heart seemed to be torn apart by countless forces, the pain made her unable to stand still, and she leaned against the wall weakly, letting the water from the shower drench her tear-stained face, the water mixed with tears seemed to become extraordinarily tender. bitter.

After an unknown amount of time, I heard someone knocking on the door, it was Aunt Liu, and she asked cautiously, "Miss, the person who will do your makeup is here."

After a long time, Shaoyi replied: "Wait a minute!"

The make-up artist was a young girl. When she saw Shaoyi, her eyes lit up. What a beautiful bride. It's just that touching face, so perfect that she didn't know how to modify it.

"Put light makeup on." Shaoyi's expression was cold, and she only said three words.

The make-up artist held her breath, and replied cautiously: "Okay, Miss Qin!" She didn't dare to say another word during the whole process, feeling a chill around Shaoyi, comparable to the cold weather outside.

She picked out the simplest wedding dress and put her hair up. Even so, she was still breathtakingly beautiful. The makeup artist stood in front of the mirror and couldn't help admiring it.

"Are you ready?" Shaoyi felt that the self in the mirror didn't look like herself, did she like this kind of self?This wedding dress is not for her, this dress is not for her, what's the point?She didn't want to take another look, her eyes passed through her body through the mirror, as if she was looking at the distant sky, she didn't know where she fell, feeling melancholy and dazed.

"Okay, okay, Miss Qin is really beautiful!" The makeup artist was a little embarrassed, blushing, but still couldn't help admiring.

Shaoyi acted as if she had never heard of it, her brows were cold, hiding an indescribable sadness, she turned her head away from looking in the mirror.

At this time, the door was opened, and a young woman walked in. Shaoyi was startled, why is it Jinjin?Why is she here?Standing up, she heard the woman say: "Miss Qin, the car to pick you up is already outside." It was clearly not her voice, her voice was like spring water in the mountains, as clear as a pool, why couldn't I hear it? ?

It turned out to be a mistake, they all have long hair and shawls, undyed, but they are a bit similar in height, why did they make a mistake and thought it was her?Her face is as clear and white as snow, her eyes are as clear as a bright moon, she is obviously more beautiful and moving, how could she be mistaken?Do you miss her too much!My heart hurts again.

The car was driving all the way, but she couldn't hear any sound, and couldn't keep any scenery in her eyes. At some point, someone helped her out of the car. She was surrounded by a crowd of people and came to a splendid hotel. Finally, she saw the familiar It was her grandparents, grandparents, and uncles. They were all smiling and seemed very happy.

She wanted to smile at them, but felt that her nerves were a little numb, and she couldn't seem to lift her mouth.

Suddenly someone called her softly, she turned her face away, it was actually Shang Siyan.

She was going to be engaged to him, she suddenly didn't want to see him, she turned around and wanted to walk away, but he grabbed her wrist, she just wanted to break free, but she heard him say in her ear: "Shaoyi, listen to me! "

She just felt unable to move, and heard him whispering in her ear: "Mr. Gu wants to see you!"

Teacher Gu?Teacher Gu is here, is Jinjin here too?

"Follow me!" Shang Siyan looked at the people coming and going with a smile on his face, and said softly, put his arm around Shaoyi's shoulder, and passed through the cameras of photographers and reporters.

Everyone looked at this pair of handsome men and beautiful women, and thought they were very seductive, such a well-matched couple!

Finally calmed down, passed the pedestrian stairs, went up a floor, came to the door of a room, Shang Siyan knocked on the door, the door was opened, the person who opened the door was a goddess, Shaoyi's heart suddenly jumped.

"Sister!" Shaoyi exclaimed softly.

"Come in!" At this time, Shang Siyan put down his hand on her shoulder and said softly.

Shaoyi walked into the room, only to find that there was another person sitting in the room, wearing exactly the same wedding dress as her, with the same hairstyle, even the face was somewhat similar, this person was actually Teacher Gu!She couldn't believe it.

"Sister, this?" Shaoyi opened her eyes wide, glanced at Yanyu, and then at the goddess.

"Follow me inside and change your clothes." The goddess held Shaoyi's hand and said softly.

"Sister, you?"

"Go in and I'll tell you!" The goddess looked at Shaoyi with soft eyes, like the spring sun in March.

Obediently followed the goddess to the inner room, the goddess untied her wedding dress, and said softly: "Jin Mu is waiting for you outside, here is Yanyu, you don't have to worry about problems, everything has been arranged properly."

"Is she okay?" Shaoyi was full of doubts, but most wanted to know if that person was okay.

"She misses you very much."

She changed into a long black windbreaker, black trousers, and let down her hair. Except for the light makeup on her face, she did not remove it, and there was no sign of a bride on her whole body.

Walking out of the room, Yanyu stood up from the sofa, looked at Goddess and Shaoyi with big eyes, seeming to ask questions.

The goddess came to her side with a gentle expression, suddenly frowned, looked at her fixedly, stretched out her hand to hold her hand, squeezed it tightly, and sighed, hesitated to speak.

At this time, Shang Siyan walked over, bowed his head slightly, and said respectfully to Yanyu: "Auntie, please forgive Siyan for being rude!"

Yanyu hummed lightly, but didn't look at him, but still looked at the goddess.

Shang Siyan lowered his head again in embarrassment, and turned to the goddess, "Senior, please rest assured!"

The goddess nodded, and asked lightly: "Where is your father?"

"Father is accompanying Qin Wei, and Uncle Qin is talking." Shang Siyan bowed his head and replied politely, almost calling Qin Weitian's name directly.

"Well, say hello to him for me." The goddess looked cold, and finally looked at Shang Siyan in a blink of an eye.

"Siyan accepted it for my father, thank you senior!" Shang Siyan bowed back.

On the other hand, Shaoyi was confused by their conversation. Shang Siyan called Teacher Gu's aunt. Looking at the situation, Teacher Gu was going to replace her. The elder sister was obviously reluctant to part with Teacher Gu. What is the relationship between them?Why does Siyan treat her sister so respectfully?

There were many doubts in my heart, but it was inconvenient to ask at this time, I saw the goddess put down Yanyu's hand, Shaoyi looked at it at this moment, and found that Yanyu was exactly the same as her makeup and dress just now, if it wasn't for her, others would not have seen it at all. Can't tell, the person in front of her is not her, what kind of disguise technique did she use to imitate so much?She couldn't help covering her mouth with her hand, looking at Yanyu with a stunned expression.

At this time, Shang Siyan stretched out an arm, and Yanyu took it, and the two walked in front of her, Yanyu blinked at her, and said with a smile: "Am I very similar to you, don't worry? Go see Jinjin quickly."

Shaoyi felt that all this was like a dream, and she couldn't believe it. After Yanyu and Shang Siyan walked out of the room, a few minutes later, the goddess led her towards the back door of the hotel from the pedestrian stairs.

The strange thing is that she didn't meet anyone along the way. She was brought into a car by the goddess and drove towards a road. I don't know how long it had passed, it seemed as long as a century, and Shaoyi had never felt so restless before. .

The car parked in front of a square, it was already late, the place was full of people, Shaoyi looked through the car window, there were snowflakes in the sky, under the dim street lights, there was a poignant romance.

That person stood in the dimly lit place, with a standing figure, like a winter plum on a distant mountain, lonely and cold, at that glance, her heart seemed to be pierced by an ice arrow, the pain was so painful that she couldn't lift her hand to open the door.

"Go." At this time the car door was opened, and the goddess handed her an umbrella.

She took the umbrella unconsciously, her eyes were fixed on the front, a gust of cold wind blew, blowing the skirt of her windbreaker and her hair, she didn't care, walked over step by step, to the distance At a distance of three meters from that person, she finally saw her face clearly. She was smiling softly at herself. The wind ruffled her hair, and there was a trace of bitterness and unconcealable sadness in those bright eyes. .

The umbrella in his hand slipped and was blown aside by the wind. His heart trembled uncontrollably, and even his body began to tremble slightly. A stream of tears blurred his eyes. Just as he stretched out a hand to grab something, the man suddenly He walked over quickly and took her into his arms.

The two trembling bodies embraced each other tightly in the snowflakes all over the sky, Shaoyi was sobbing that she couldn't speak, the grievances and pains of the past few days, as well as the longing for Jin Mu, all poured out at this moment, He hadn't rested well at first, but now his strong body was as soft as a ball of cotton, making it difficult to stand up.

Jin Mu hugged her waist with one hand, and gently stroked the back of her head with the other hand. He was so distressed that he couldn't breathe. After a long time, he choked up and said, "I'm sorry, I made you sad."

"No, it's me, I'm sorry for you, I didn't keep my promise, I promised to be engaged to someone else." Shaoyi raised her head and looked at Jin Mu, sobbing, her crystal tears were like dewdrops on a lotus leaf, caught When the wind blows, it slides down quietly.She sobbed so hard that her throat choked, and she said again: "I, I, you believe me, I can't help myself, the person I love is you."

"I know, I know, Shaoyi, I didn't protect you well, I was incompetent." Jin Mu shook his head and cried, his heart seemed to be crushed, the hand hugging Shaoyi's waist , clutching her clothes tightly.

Shaoyi's chin drooped on her shoulders, she was completely unable to stand upright, without a trace of strength in her body, she wanted to say that she was incompetent, but she was speechless.Suddenly, she felt a warm current from the place where Jin Mu was hugging her waist, like the warm spring sun, slowly flowing into her body and spreading all over her body, as if she was in a hot spring. She heard Jin Mu beside her ear He said softly: "It's cold outside, I can't freeze you anymore, I'll take you away."

The author has something to say:

When love is unforgettable, pain will also be unforgettable.

Every time I write about heart abuse, the heart of the writer is also very painful.