Su Yuanjun's heart

The room suddenly became quiet, and after more than ten seconds, the goddess said softly: "It's Xiaoxue."

Shaoyi smiled and walked out the door.

The person in front of the upstairs window stood leaning against the wall, seeing Shaoyi's leaving back, lost his mind for a long time.

"Jin Mu!" She didn't come back to herself until the goddess approached and called her.

"Xuan'er." Jin Mu looked sullen and turned around.

"Have you decided?" the goddess asked softly.

"I don't know, Xuan'er, I'm afraid of hurting her." Jin Mu lowered his head.

"Why did you spend her life in this life?"

Why?To make her happy, let her have a taste of being loved.

"Make her happy." Jin Mu replied.

"Then let her be happy." The goddess's eyes were soft, and she patted Jin Mu's shoulder lightly, "There are at least ten years left, and she will be fine. If she is not happy, ten years is too much."

If you are not happy, ten years is too much?Xuan'er is right, is it just another life for her to spend 2000 years of cultivation?

Shaoyi's decision to go abroad was a temporary decision after the family meeting on the third day of junior high school, and she was already very firm in this idea.

After Jin Mu left that day, she went to her grandfather's house with her mother. Her grandfather Xiao Jianbei called and scolded Qin Weitian severely. A family meeting was held, and the final result was to bring Qin Shaofeng back to the Qin family, claiming that he was Shaoyi's younger brother. As for Qin Weitian's junior secretary, he himself made a promise that he would never see him again.

Although the matter subsided like this, but Shaoyi felt a grievance in her heart, she was no longer as affectionate to her father as before, and there was a pain in her heart.

The only way she could think of was to go out, to stay away from here, to be independent, to have her own world.

And what about Liang Jinmu?Impulsively, I asked her that sentence that day, and her answer hurt her deeply. She said that she is not her, who is she, is it the person she can't let go of?Was it the person she had ever been tempted by?

As proud as she is, how can she be obsessed with love and do things that Luohua intends.This kind of love, once is enough, wishful thinking is never a happy and romantic thing, and it has nothing to do with infatuation. Two people who love each other and are loyal are called infatuation. She doesn't like others to be entangled in She, just like she hates Wang Jun, she also doesn't like such affection happening to herself.Entanglement is boring and unpleasant, at least she thinks so.

The next day, her menstrual period came, and her stomach was still as painful as before.She thought of Liang Jinmu again, her magic hand. As soon as the thought came out, she quickly curbed it, thinking that if Liang Jinmu came to show his favor, she would resolutely not accept it.Unable to bear the stomach pain, I lay down early at night.Her mother brought her a cup of brown sugar water and said, "Xiaobao, it will make you feel better after drinking it."

"Well, okay, thank you mom!" Shaoyi took the brown sugar water and took two sips before putting it down.

"Why don't you drink anymore?" Xiao Wen asked with love in her eyes.

"It's too sweet, drink it later."

Xiao Wen pampered her head and said worriedly: "What will you do if you hurt after you go abroad, and no one will take care of you."

"Mom, it's not a serious illness, it's fine."

Xiao Wen sighed softly: "Mom really wants to go with you, but once I leave, your dad doesn't know what will happen."

"Mom, haven't you thought about divorcing Dad?" Shaoyi asked.

"Xiaobao, isn't my divorce just to let Xiaosan succeed? Even if it's not for myself, I will hold on for you." Xiao Wen said bitterly.

Seeing her mother like this, Shaoyi felt another pain in her heart: "Mom, I don't need those, I just want you to live happily."

"I'll be happy when you're well, Xiaobao, don't worry about mom, oh yes, mom has something to ask you." Xiao Wen suddenly changed the subject.

"what's up?"

"It's your classmate named Liang Jinmu. How is she? Are you talking about friends?"

"Why do you ask this?" Shaoyi was taken aback, sat up and asked.

"I'm just asking, why are you nervous?" Xiao Wen smiled.

"Why am I nervous? I'm just curious." Shaoyi leaned back on the bed.

"It's not your brother. He kept telling me about your classmate today, saying that she is beautiful, and the breakfast she made was delicious. Didn't he eat a lot at your place that day? I think he probably fell in love with your classmate. He He went to the military school before, and now he is working in the army. There are few girls around him, and he has high eyesight. He finally likes one, so we have to help him!"

"But Liang Jinmu hasn't graduated yet!" Shaoyi said anxiously.

"What does that matter, let's get to know each other first and talk about it."

"I don't know about her, maybe she's talking about friends." Shaoyi reached for the brown sugar water from the bedside table, took a sip, and replied calmly.

"You don't know?" Xiao Wen asked.

"do not know."

At this time, there were several knocks on the door, and the two looked at the door. Xiao Wen said, "Come in." The door was pushed open, and it was the nanny.

"Ma'am, Miss's classmate came to see her."

"Who?" Shaoyi's heart moved slightly, not many people knew the address of her home.

"She said her name was Liang Jinmu."

"Ha, I said Cao Cao Cao Cao will be here, please come in quickly." Xiao Wen stood up with a smile, and said: "I'll go and entertain you first."

Jin Mu was in the lobby on the first floor at this time, when he saw Xiao Wen, he smiled politely and said sweetly, "Hello, Auntie!"

"Hello, little classmate, have you had dinner yet?"

"I've eaten it, and this is for you. The health tea made by my cousin has the effect of beautifying and nourishing the skin." Jin Mu said, handing over a gift box with both hands.

"Your cousin?" Shaoyi's mother was taken aback.

"Yes, it's Dr. Gu who treated Shaoyi last time." Jin Mu replied.

"Oh, now that I think about it, that girl who looks like a fairy looks very young, isn't she the cousin of Teacher Xiaobao?"

"They are sisters, both my cousins." Jin Mu said shyly.

"I see. You sisters are so beautiful. How old is your cousin? She looks so young."

"My cousin is much older than me. By the way, auntie, she drinks this tea for maintenance. She drinks it on time at eight o'clock every night, and goes to bed early after drinking it. If she persists for a while, she will be ten years younger. If auntie insists on it for a month, she will definitely change. younger and more beautiful."

"Really?" Xiao Wen asked with a smile.

"Well, really, you can try it now, it's almost eight o'clock." Jin Mu nodded.

"Haha, this child is so caring." Xiao Wen smiled and turned to look upstairs, then said, "Why hasn't Xiaobao come down yet?"

"Auntie is fine, don't worry."

"Sorry, she's not feeling well today, she was just lying on the bed."

"She's not feeling well? How about I go to see her, is it convenient to go to her room?" Jin Mu asked.

"It's convenient, it doesn't matter if it's all girls, go, it's upstairs, Xiaofang, take classmate Xiaobao." Xiao Wen told the nanny Xiaofang.

Jin Mu smiled at Xiao Wen, followed Xiao Fang upstairs, Xiao Fang led her to the door of the room and went down.

The door of Shaoyi's room was not closed, and she was no longer on the bed. When Jin Mu walked in, she was about to come out. The two looked at each other. Shaoyi looked away first, then turned around and returned to the beanbag sofa in the room He sat on the table and didn't look at Jin Mu.

Jin Mu gently closed the door, walked up to Shaoyi, smiled slightly, and said softly, "Why are you up, isn't it a stomachache?"

"How do you know I have a stomachache?"

"Your mother said so."

"What do you want to see me for?" Shaoyi asked lightly.

"Your stomach hurts, I brought you medicine."

"Send medicine? I don't need it." Shaoyi's tone was still light, but Jin Mu's words, which hadn't noticed, were contradictory.

"Shaoyi, are you still angry?" Jin Mu walked to Shaoyi's side and squatted down.

"Why are you angry? When did I get angry?" Shaoyi smiled slightly.

"Are you not angry?"

"No." Shaoyi remained indifferent.

"Then why don't you drink this soup? It's for dysmenorrhea. After you drink it, you won't have pain anymore." Jin Mu took out a pink thermos from his pocket and held it in front of Shaoyi.

"I won't drink." Shaoyi looked aside with a cold expression.

"Shaoyi, drink it. I won't be able to take care of you after you go abroad. No one will rub your stomach when you have dysmenorrhea. What should you do when you feel uncomfortable?" Jin Mu said with a sad expression.

Shaoyi turned her face and saw Jin Mu's beautiful eyes full of worry, somehow, she became angry again.She frowned slightly, and said coldly: "I don't understand, what do you mean by that, do you take me as someone's substitute?"

"No, it's not a substitute, it's you." Jin Mu knelt on one knee and squatted in front of Shaoyi.

"What do you mean?" Shaoyi still frowned slightly.

"I've figured it out these days. You asked me if I liked you. I couldn't answer at that time. The she I mentioned was the one in my dream, and she was alone with you. I don't know if I like you. I I only know that I hope you will be happy and that you will be safe and happy forever in this life. If you are sick and you are unhappy, I am anxious in my heart. I will not allow anyone to bully you or make you sad, not even myself." Jin Mu still It's the half-squat position of kneeling on one knee.

Listening to her narration, Shaoyi's expression became complicated, her eyes fixed on Jin Mu, and she was speechless for a while.

"Shaoyi, don't be unhappy, okay? If you get angry, you can beat me and scold me. As long as you are happy, I can do whatever you want." Jin Mu said in a begging tone.

Shaoyi was taken aback, his eyes showed shock, and all of a sudden, he felt mixed feelings.In the past few days, she gradually calmed down, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that the impulsive question was too absurd. How could she ask a girl if she liked her?She never thought she would like girls.She tried her best not to think about that person or about her, but she just appeared again, and said so many words that were close to confession, which made her feel confused again.

"What do you think of me?" After a while, she took a deep breath and asked.

"I regard you as a goddess in the sky." Jin Mu said seriously.

Shaoyi couldn't help chuckling, stood up, walked to the window, and said in a cold tone, "Can you stop being so talkative?"

Jin Mu also stood up, walked behind her, and said, "I didn't! What I said is true, because you are a goddess in my heart, I don't dare to like you easily, for fear that I won't be worthy of you , So Shaoyi, can you promise me that I will take good care of you? Don't take care of me, if one day you like someone else and you want to marry a man, you can go, as long as you are happy and happy. "