undercurrent

"Shen Qing, come here quickly, call Uncle Wu." The woman's hair was half tied up, her face was thin and fleshless, she could still see the beauty of the woman when she was young, her skin was very white, without blood, her hair was very black, curvy Curved thin eyebrows, half-closed smiling eyes.

Shen Qing came over, looked at the tall man wearing glasses and smiling at him, "Uncle Wu."

"Shen Qing, we will stay here with my sister from now on, and live with your Uncle Wu." The woman held the little girl's hand, turned around and smiled at him.

"What are you still doing in a daze, Shen Qing, come here quickly."

Shen Qing stepped forward and was about to run over, but the picture suddenly changed. There was no bright sunshine, no bright room, and the whole place was gloomy. Did the smell of blood make Shen Qing feel sick.

"Get out of the way!" The man in front of him was no longer the smiling man with glasses, his disguise was finally torn off, he shouted and roared like a thoughtless beast.

The man hit the woman's shoulder with a stick, making a heavy muffled sound, and the sound went straight to Shenqing's eardrum, as if trying to pierce his eardrum.

"Shen Qing, hurry up and take your sister to hide, hurry up!" The woman didn't hide, she still stood firmly in front of the two of them.

"No! Don't—" Shen Qing yelled loudly, and the stick swung straight at the woman's head.

The picture changed again and again, scene after scene, like a movie, one shot after another, slowly passing before Shen Qing's eyes.

Does this mean that he is going to die? It is said that people will live this life again before they die, thinking deeply, but he doesn't want to live this kind of life again, depressing, cold, dirty, and dark.

"Shen Qing, mom is sorry for you, mom is going first, you have to take good care of your younger sister." The woman finally lay on the bed, slowly closed her eyes, fell asleep, and never woke up again.

"Brother—brother—help me——" The girl was taken away helplessly, crying deeply, but couldn't catch up. His right leg hurt so badly, the pain went deep into the bone marrow, the pain made him helpless. Can cry out loud.

"Professor Shen, are you free tonight? Let's have dinner together." A male teacher walked into the office and walked towards him.

"That's right, Professor Shen, you haven't been there yet, let's go together this time." Everyone in the office persuaded him.

Shen Qing shook her head, "I won't go, there are still subjects to finish."

Several people also understood Shen Qing's stubborn temper, so they walked out of the classroom door together.

Looking at the backs of those people with deep affection, the warm spring breeze blew over, carrying some damp and cold water vapor, the sunlight was so strong that it was unreal, covering several people inside, they walked farther and farther, and finally disappeared in the strong sunlight .

He stood up and ran out the door, towards the strong light, towards the place where several people disappeared, he ran faster and faster.

Will it be a little strange?Would it be embarrassing for them to suddenly run over to their dinner party?Maybe they just invited me politely and didn't want me to go, so will it make them feel uncomfortable if I'm with them like this?

Shen Qing's running speed was getting slower and slower. He started to walk and even stopped. He felt that he had been running for a long time, but he never saw those colleagues again.

He strode forward like this, passing through the vast sea of ​​people, through laughter and laughter, through dark clouds and sunshine.Came to the gloomy and dark study room, pulled the trigger on the man who was swallowed by the years, once, again, the bullets roared out of the dark muzzle, with hatred, hatred, repentance, The longing and reluctance penetrated all into the man's arms, the arms that used to hold iron bars, the arms that once waved iron bars like a woman, the arms that tortured the three of them.

Finally, the undercurrent surging underground was cut open and blocked by the rough cutting of the roots and soil, so that it could see the scorching sunlight, and all howling was diluted by the evaporation of sunlight, and finally turned into black scorched earth and immersed in the ground.

He couldn't hear any sound anymore, Lu Yuan's shouting gradually disappeared in his ears, and the blood with the poison flowed hotly through his whole body, reaching his heart, and finally swallowed his whole body, and his soul began to leave slowly , Floating to the sky with reluctance and guilt.

Mom, I didn't shoot him down, will you be angry, but I am afraid, I am afraid that he will go to you, I am afraid that the devil will not let you and your sister go there.

Mom, sister, don't worry, wait for me, wait for me for a while, I'll be here soon.

"Shen Qing, what are you still doing in a daze, come here quickly." The woman held the girl's hand, and the two turned their heads to look at him and smiled at him.

"Okay." Shen Qing laughed, but the tears couldn't stop sliding down, and ran towards the two of them with big strides.

He ran so fast that he heard the whistling wind ringing in his ears. It was a few steps, but it became extraordinarily long at this time. Women and girls were getting farther and farther away from him, and they no longer looked at him. , even turned around and walked further ahead.

Shen Qing started to get scared, tears fell faster, he became anxious, and tried his best to reach out to the two, but he couldn't catch it, so he could only run harder, but watched the two getting closer and closer to him. further away.

Didn't we agree to go together?Didn't you promise to wait for me!

Shen Qing yelled at the two of them, but couldn't make a sound. He ran forward even harder, but the two of them walked faster and faster, and their bodies could no longer support them. The legs seemed to be filled with lead, and I couldn't lift them up.

"Mom...Shen Lin...wait for me..." Shen Qing exhausted all her strength, her voice was so loud, her words were full of begging.

In an instant, everything bright around me changed.

Everything around Shen Qing has been in an endless cycle of assembly, breaking, and reassembly. I don't know how long it took, and Shen Qing found herself back to the far point.

It was still that dark house, with the smell of rust, which made Shen Qing feel depressed.

If he did it again, he would, would tell his mother that, whether she blamed him or hated her, he would never let her go in, near this house again.

Shen Qing is still standing outside the door, in front of him are women and girls, who are turning their heads and smiling at him, everything is the same, but everything is different again, the figure of the man is gone by mother's side, all the There were no men anywhere.

"Shen Qing, mom and your sister are really leaving this time," the woman smiled, her eyes full of reluctance, "you can't come to us yet," the woman shook her head at him, "you've just started your way, you have just met your light."

The girl made a face at Shen Qing, her voice was immature, and she said with a smile, "Brother, I forgive you! But, you want to be happy!"

"My light..." Shen Qing's voice was still trembling, he shook his head, "I don't know..."

"You know." The woman interrupted Shen Qing, "When you open your eyes, what you see is your light..."

Time began to change rapidly, and Shen Qing returned to the hospital. It was the hospital where he met the man for the first time. The man was wearing a white coat and was walking towards him.

In the hospital ward, the person on the bed finally slowly opened his eyes.

"Shen Qing!"

"Brother Shen!"

"Where is the doctor! Where is the doctor!

The originally quiet ward became noisy in an instant, with laughter and wailing, Wei Chang hugged Qin Lang, Ming Hao hugged Qin Feng, Jiang Ziyang was the only one who silently lowered his head and wiped his tears.

Shen Qing's somewhat slack eyes began to focus, and her eyes, which were used to the darkness, felt a little uncomfortable because of the strong light, until all her eyes were focused, Shen Qing saw, Lu Yuan, his light.

Shen Qing blinked her eyes and wanted to speak, but her lips moved, but no sound came out.

Lu Yuan's eyes turned red, he looked at Shen Qing and smiled, "Welcome back."

Shen Qing also smiled and blinked.

When all the hustle and bustle settles down, when there is a gap in the life accustomed to darkness, when the sun shines in through the gap, your smile in the streamer enters my heart, like a painting painted by pen and ink, time never grows old.No matter how many years, you are like stars, flashing into every day of my life.