【Taizhong】Fantasy Love

too hot.

He yawned quietly.

Outside the window, there was the sound of insects chirping in the tree branches. The window was not closed tightly, and the insects came in from the open window, mixed with the teacher's lecture in class. with an automatic pen.Xia Tian always makes people feel sleepy, and occasionally the person in front can be seen through the gap of half-closed eyelids.

He used his eyes sleepily to trace the back of the Omega sitting in front of him, the straight back, the slightly raised hair ends, and of course the beautifully shaped nape.That section of white is between the shirt and the end of the hair, revealing a striking color.Of course he knows what it represents, the physiology textbooks draw it more clearly than anything else, there are glands unique to people of this sex in this thin layer of skin, as long as he takes a bite, there will be scarlet The blood flowed out, along the nape of the neck, into the neckline, and onto his hands. The fishy-sweet taste would linger in his mouth for a long time, and even his pheromone was mixed with rushing into this opening, and then briefly, But it stayed deeply in Omega's body.

His pen dropped to the ground, making an eye-catching noise in the quiet classroom.

Classmate Dazai Osamu.The teacher frowned.Half of the class looked back at him, and he waved his hand to show that he didn't mean it.

He said sorry, then knelt down to pick up the pen.

He couldn't tell how he felt when he first met Chuya Nakahara. He was always precocious, and the children's quarrels and unreasonable troubles had nothing to do with him.He has a face that everyone will praise when he sees him. When the photo was taken, he was expressionless, and then the adults pointed to him in the photo and said to themselves that this child is so beautiful.Of course he is beautiful, his hair is soft, fair and delicate, and his dark pupils can't be seen at a glance. People who like him like him very much. They say that the child Dazai is sensible and smart at first sight, and those who don't like him never Like him, some people say he is difficult to understand, his eyes don't know what he is thinking, it is not a good thing for a child to have a deep mind.He is lovable most of the time. After all, he has a unique gender advantage. He is Alpha. Alpha means the preferential treatment and love of others since childhood, and he has always been sensitive. What he is best at discovering is from others. Bad eyesight.

Especially his neighbors.

Of course he knows his neighbor, Nakahara Chuya, an Omega who will inherit a huge family business in the future, he has known him from a long time ago, when he was sitting on the grass looking bored alone, others thought he couldn't understand at all When reading his poetry collection, he could see through the fence, the neighbor's children came out with the housekeeper fully dressed.Nakahara Chuya is always buttoned up meticulously. He is small and wears a hat that just fits. He looks obedient, obedient and sensible.At that time, Osamu Dazai still felt that this was a standard good boy, who was so different from him. He wore the cloak of a good boy, but he was rebellious to the extreme in his bones. He always felt that Chuya Nakahara was completely different from him. From head to toe, from the inside out.

And he gradually felt that Zhongyuan Zhongye was the same person as him in his bones, although he never said it, but those blue eyes were always full of unwillingness and rebellion.It was the first time he saw the fangs exposed by Zhongyuan Zhongye that day. He was pressed to the ground by a child who was about the same height as him. He wanted to laugh, but he failed to fight back. open them.In the evening, his father asked him why he was fighting with his neighbor, but he just didn’t speak. He felt that some of his actions should have hurt Chuya Nakahara, and he didn’t want to apologize. He thought that the other party should hate him, whatever, he thought, never mind.

Now he's sitting right in front of him.

The teacher called Nakahara Chuya to get up and read the text aloud, he stood up, Omega is really not tall.He squinted his eyes and watched the person in front of him stand up. Zhong Yuanzhong also seemed to be very tired. Since the first time he saw him in the morning, his complexion was pale. His eyes, which were always full of energy, were a little dim. There was a faint circle of blue under his eyes. Sleep well or too tired.Zhongyuan Zhong also picked up the textbook and began to read aloud. He was always serious in class, and when he read a certain sentence, he bowed down in full view and held his stomach.

Are you alright?The teacher was startled.

Zhong Yuan also covered his mouth, waved his hand to show that he was fine, and at the same time asked to go to the health room, and the teacher agreed to his request. When Omega stood up, the back of the chair hit his desk, and the wooden desk shook slightly. Osamu Dazai stabilized the desk, and he could see Nakahara's trembling fingers in the gaps between the white pages.

Omega.he thinks.

He was sitting on the bank of the river drinking a drink. The river bank was quiet and narrow, with no people, only the wind across the bridge and the water hit him in the face.The grass on the bank was thick and tall, reaching up to his ankles.There is a bang from the opening of the aluminum can when the can is opened, and gas or liquid escapes.He took a sip and found the soda taste pungent, so he put it in the grass.

He remembered that when he was choosing drinks by the vending machine today, Zhongyuan Zhong was not far from him.To be honest, he was a little surprised, especially when he saw that the other party was watching him.He was curious about why Zhongyuan Zhongye paid attention to him buying drinks, because this Omega never concealed his disdain and dislike for him. They ignored each other on occasions where there was no need for intersection, and used the most indifferent words to solve the problems that needed to be communicated. When they passed each other in the corridor, even the cuffs they touched were extremely indifferent.There are many things in Nakahara Chuya's eyes, there are classmates who fight with him, there are ignorance unique to young people, and there are also twists and turns and unknowns in the road ahead, but in contrast, what is in his eyes?Osamu Dazai couldn't explain it himself, he would look at himself in the mirror, his dark eyes looked calmer than anything else, sometimes he felt everything was empty, and sometimes he felt that even the wordless indifference was full More full and fine emotions.He leaned over and pressed the button of the vending machine, and the orange-flavored soda cans fell down with a bang and landed on the delivery port.

He doesn't have a habit of buying drinks, it's completely random, one day he buys one that is pleasing to the eye, and tomorrow he will pick another one of a completely different type.When he took out the change coin from the coin outlet, he felt that Nakahara was also looking at him. Although Omega seemed to be washing his hands, his eyes seemed to be directed here. He looked back when he stuffed the coin back into his pocket With a glance, Zhongyuan Zhong also quickly turned his head back, and Omega turned and left, making him suspect that the glance just now was entirely his illusion.

Just when he was thinking about going home, he saw Nakahara Chuya again, he was on the river bank, and Omega was on the bridge above him, he wondered if he was better, Nakahara Nakaya went out for a long time in the morning class , presumably because of physical discomfort, he understands the pain of this neighbor who has a completely different gender from his own, he certainly does not want to be an Omega, Osamu Dazai has always been so sure, but Nakahara is also so, so he can only Go against the rejection of your body and ask for the help you need.Sitting on the grass, drinking an orange drink, he saw Zhongyuan Zhong also slowly walk to the middle of the bridge, and then looked down.

Osamu Dazai squinted his eyes, watching the sparkling river surface when the sun set, and he could see the reflection of the bridge and the shadow of Omega in the center of the bridge in the golden flash.Their eyes seemed to be on the reflection of the water, but they didn't seem to be.

His girlfriend came to him. They met in the library. When he picked up the book, he was accosted and asked, do you like this author too? In fact, he didn’t like this author very much in his heart. Pleasant and relaxing, but it is really good to read after class, after all, the human world cannot be all heavy things.He said yes, and then the girl showed the expression of meeting a confidant.They sat in the library for a long time that day, and she became his girlfriend the next day.When Osamu Dazai walked side by side with her in the open-air corridor, he often couldn't remember how many girls changed around him. It seemed that half of the breakup was proposed by him, and half by the girls.When he looked into her eyes today, he felt that today would be a repetition of the past, and she said softly, I think it's strange, you don't seem to like me.

he said.He couldn't argue with that.It seems that frequent substitutions are a habit, and it seems that he no longer cares who the people around him are.She said why should promise her?He thought about why he agreed to her, and then felt that maybe when she was in the library, she looked at him with some bright expressions in her eyes, and it was good for those expressions, he thought.

He also felt that those looks were a bit like someone, and he suddenly realized that it shouldn't be like this. If everything he is doing now is to have the shadow of someone close at hand, it is too much for himself or the shadow. cruel.He patted the girl on the head, it was about to rain, the sky was low pressure, the vines wrapped around the pillars trembled slightly in the wind, and there were rustling sounds of leaves everywhere, he took off his school uniform jacket to She, she took it.

He often wonders why he casts too many eyes on Nakahara Chuya, and in fact he has been looking at him time and time again. Since he was a child, he sat on the grass in the courtyard and saw the house next door through the fence. Omega came out neatly dressed, or he watched him jump out of the car when he was going to school, and then hurried into the school gate, his hair was slightly raised in the early morning wind; he still remembered the first time he asked him to solve the estrus During the period, the torrential rain outside the attic seemed to drown out all sounds, and it seemed that only the breath of Chuya Nakahara was left in the whole space, every time he blinked, his unsteady breathing, the light in his eyes ; or they are separated from each other at school. When he looks at a certain green leaf outside the window, he will wonder if he is also looking at a point that can not meet him, but the fact is that they will meet anyway. Meeting in a narrow room, meeting their wet and sweaty touching fingertips, and meeting in the open-air corridor in the next second, he stood there with his bag on his back, looking at Zhong Yuanzhong and calling him to stop.

Was he sure that he would call him that day?When he thought about this question later, it seemed that there was no such thing. No matter how smart he was, he couldn't expect many undecided things, but it seemed that he always knew that Zhong Yuanzhong would stand in that open-air corridor, and Omega would wear that very familiar dress. He would be in a dilemma, and would call his name in a seemingly calm voice, syllables connected into familiar words, as if summer would never pass, he could have avoided it, but he never thought of hiding , so he went, and as they stared at each other in the corridor, he thought maybe he was destined to pursue that little light in his eyes in his life, the one he saw now.

I see.He said.

Summer is best not to pass.he thought.

Just stay forever in this long and beautiful rainy season.

END