I just won't let go of cats

On the day of the class reunion, almost all the members of the class were present.The boxes provided by Lumeng’s KTV are very large, and more than 40 people will not feel crowded.

For a group of minors, it is impossible to have alcohol. Lu Meng asked his relatives to prepare several glass bottles of Coke and put them in the box.

Han Zisheng was sitting on the sofa in the corner, and Lu Meng was playing dice with her classmates. Sometimes she watched Lu Meng play, and sometimes watched everyone order songs, sing, jokingly grabbed the microphone, or danced.

Sitting next to Han Zisheng, Wen Xi always felt that her children were unusually quiet.

"What's wrong?" She leaned close to Han Zisheng's ear and asked softly.

Han Zisheng shook his head, leaning on Wenxi's body and moving: "Are you singing? I'll help you."

"Don't sing now." Wen Xi watched the child sit up straight, stretched out his hand to hold him back, and dragged him back to his side, then asked inappropriately, "Do you want to sing?"

Han Zisheng tilted his head to look at Wenxi, suddenly smiled, and leaned back to Wenxi's side: "Don't sing~"

Wen Xi looked at Han Zisheng's change from one to the other with a puzzled look on her face, but she didn't ask any questions. She just brought a bottle of Coke for Han Zisheng, and watched Lu Meng's dice game together.

Han Zisheng became quiet again, until the boy exclaimed, and she was forced to raise her spirits a little.

Because, Wang Chenyang came towards them.

Wang Chenyang was a little embarrassed and shy, and walked to the table clutching his Coke bottle.

The singing in the room stopped, and the boy who took the microphone ran over and put the microphone to Wang Chenyang's mouth.

The boys watching from behind were already crazy, and the screams of booing were louder and louder.

"that..."

Wang Chenyang was still as nervous as ever, but he only uttered two syllables before being interrupted by Han Zisheng's "stop" gesture with his hand outstretched.

Han Zisheng sat upright, and she was much more polite in rejecting her this time.

"I'm sorry, I already have someone I like." She looked at Wang Chenyang and said seriously, "I was in a bad mood last time, so I couldn't explain it clearly to you, I'm sorry."

Han Zisheng's words shocked everyone around. No one thought that she would be so sensitive that she interrupted all Wang Chenyang's escape routes first.

But who is the person Han Zisheng likes?

Everyone was curious, but no one dared to ask now, and the atmosphere in the box became awkward for a while.

I don't know who clicked the song "Happy Breakup", and the first line of the lyrics brought back the atmosphere that should have been in the box.

Han Zisheng looked at Wang Chenyang, who was embarrassed and somewhat lost, and after singing two lines of lyrics, he smiled and said, "Don't hang your head, there will be many young ladies in the future~"

Wang Chenyang stared blankly at the smile on Han Zisheng's face. Although he was still sad, he understood that it was really impossible.

let's sing.He took the microphone and sang along the whole song, commemorating his love that ended before it even started.

In the second half of the night, the girls who couldn't stand it just found a place and fell asleep next to the people around them.Han Zisheng was also a little tired, resting in Wenxi's arms with his eyes closed.

The excitement of the boys was high, and all kinds of games in the mobile phone were dug out, and three or five people formed a small group to play hacking on the side.

Fewer people sang, and it was a classmate's solo time for a long time, and most of the time, they sang soothing love songs, with a touch of loneliness and regret.

That feeling seemed to resonate with them who were about to separate. Everyone could clearly feel it, but no one asked for a change of style.

Han Zisheng sighed softly, stood up a little bit unbearably, and looked at the doubtful Wen Xi: "Come out with me to get some air."

"En." Wen Xi nodded, and the two left the box together.

Standing outside the gate of the ktv, Han Zisheng could hear the chirping of cicadas in the green belt and breathe the summer night air, and Han Zisheng let out a long sigh.

Wen Xi looked at Han Zisheng's hand hanging by his side, took it up, and stood side by side with Han Zisheng: "Is there anything unhappy about it?"

She has been watching Han Zisheng all night, and she always feels that her children are not happy, and they have not been particularly interested in tonight's activities.

Han Zisheng took Han Zisheng's hand back, squeezed it, and said softly: "Selective separation and forced separation are completely different feelings."

How she feels today is completely different from what she felt when she chose to leave the Chen family.

This kind of separation because of growing up and standing at the crossroads of growth seems to make people feel more sad, making her always feel that there is a layer of loneliness that cannot be erased.

Tonight, after entering the box, she couldn't control that part of her feelings, thinking that this might be the last time so many people got together after junior high school.

Han Zisheng felt a tightness in his chest.

"On the road of growth, we will meet many people and be separated from many people, but the right to choose what kind of state we want to maintain is still in our own hands." On the small road where two cars passed, they spoke softly.

Han Zisheng understood the meaning of Wen Xi's words, "I want to remain friends with everyone."

"En." Wen Xi responded lightly.

She understands that when she grows up, her feelings will become more and more impure. The "friends forever" when she was young will also become a sentence "there are no permanent friends, only eternal interests" after many years.

But she won't tell Han Zisheng now, it's not that she doesn't want to talk clichés, but she just understands that Han Zisheng's sensitivity to emotional matters is actually far from being as simple as it usually shows.

The more you lose, the more you cherish.They are all like this.

"What are you two doing here?" The two people, filled with emotion, were brought back to reality by the voice behind them.

Chen Wenjie took a small can of beer and walked towards the two of them from the hall.

Before Wen Xi and Han Zisheng answered, Chen Wenjie shook the beer in his hand as if to show off, and continued to ask with a smile, "Would you like a sip?"

"Minors are not allowed to drink alcohol." Wen Xi's voice was flat.

"No, no, today is suitable for drinking." Chen Wenjie picked up the beer and took a sip. After swallowing, he looked refreshed, and continued: "Use wine to relieve your worries!"

"You still have something to worry about!" Han Zisheng remained expressionless, seeming to be mocking.

"What do you know!" Chen Wenjie took another sip of himself, looked like an old man, shook his head, and said in a very disappointed look: "You are a girl, you won't understand!"

Han Zisheng and Chen Wenjie had always been at odds, and the more he listened to this, the more he felt uncomfortable, he just wanted to beat someone up.

Wen Xi watched the two of them quarreling, and in order to prevent Chen Wenjie from drinking too much, he pulled Han Zisheng back and stood at a safe distance.

The two chatted for a while, got tired, and gradually calmed down.

After a moment of silence, Chen Wenjie threw the empty can into the trash can at the door, and after a crisp sound, he said softly: "Hey, Han Zisheng, you have such a bad temper, the person you like will definitely not like you !"

"Oh." Han Zisheng felt nothing in his heart.

"Tsk tsk tsk, I knew you were a liar! Only that idiot Wang Chenyang believed you!" Chen Wenjie added without being afraid of the fire.

Han Zisheng was tired, and didn't bother to quarrel with him any more. After refuting and explaining, she pulled La Wenxi: "Let's go back."

Wen Xi followed Han Zisheng without refusing, and when passing by Chen Wenjie, he gave him a flat look.

After finding the vacant seat again, Wen Xi whispered next to Han Zisheng's ear, "I'm suddenly a little curious, who does our kid like."

Han Zisheng was stunned for a moment, then pushed into Wenxi's arms, and hummed softly, "You did it on purpose."

Wen Xi smiled and said nothing, but Han Zisheng suddenly remembered, she rubbed her lips against Wen Xi's ear and added: "Last time you said you have someone you like, but you didn't tell me who it is!"

Wen Xi shivered sensitively, put his arms around Han Zisheng's waist, and brought the two of them closer. Under Han Zisheng's gaze, he curled his lips and closed his eyes: "Go to sleep for a while."

Han Zisheng dissatisfied turned his head and bit Wen Xi's shoulder, and closed his eyes without asking.

After the class reunion that day, Wen Xi received a message from Chen Wenjie, which was a long confession.

Wen Xi read the text carefully, recalling the scene of Chen Wenjie drinking alone at the door of the KTV, she replied with two short words: Thank you.

The feelings of the ignorant period gradually faded with growth and separation, and in a blink of an eye they entered what the elders called "the most important stage of the student period."

Before the first year of high school, there was half a month of military training. Unlike the military training in junior high school, the management and training methods of the first year of high school were much stricter.

Wen Xi and Han Zisheng were admitted to No. [-] Middle School as they wished, but they were not fortunate enough to be in the same class.

After seeing the classification results, Han Zisheng's sense of loss lasted for a long time.

Although Han Zisheng could be a trainee in the military training, because of the allocation of the class venue, Wen Xi could not be found in the resting place where she was resting.

The students in the new class seem to adapt quickly. Everyone exchanged names and talked about hobbies. The girls chatted about chasing stars together, and the boys chatted about games together.

Han Zisheng was extremely quiet, sitting and resting alone, silently watching everyone practice, but rarely chatting with his classmates, he seemed a bit out of place.

She felt very confused, and there was a grayness in front of her eyes. This feeling was the loneliness and panic she had never felt before being kidnapped.

It's not that I didn't think that they would be in different classes, but when I faced them, I realized that what I imagined and what I really felt were completely different.

And high school is different from junior high school, and the relationship between classmates is no longer as simple as I like you and I don't like you.

Those who want to have a place in the class, use the time of military training early to mingle with everyone, establish a network of relationships, and form a group of their own, in case of emergencies.

Han Zisheng's quietness makes students who want to form a small team want to flirt, but she doesn't care about it, and she is a little indifferent to everyone. After a few days, she gets the name of "unfit" and is discussed behind her back .

Although she was quiet and a little cold, she still knew what was being discussed behind the scenes.

Sometimes she wanted to change things, but without Wen Xi, she seemed to lose that motivation, and she was basically immune to those gossips behind her back, so she went along with those people.

People don't offend me, I don't offend others, as long as they don't do anything, she can accept it.

Moreover, she didn't plan to stay in this class for too long.