[Lei An] Extremes must be reversed

For students, an outing without being overwhelmed by classes and assignments is so exciting.

Early in the morning, the students came to the meeting point and lined up to get on the school bus. An Mixiu enthusiastically helped the girls move their suitcases to the luggage compartment, then yawned sleepily and went up to find a seat by the window. get ready to catch up on sleep

He has been burying his mind lately, and his spirit is always in a state of tension, and he can't sleep well for several nights.

"Senior An Mixiu?"

As soon as he closed his eyes, a girl cautiously asked beside him. An Mixiu opened his eyes helplessly, and first saw an ice blue head, and then a pair of innocent big eyes.

"Sister An Lijie? Why did you get on this bus?"

An Mixiu was a little puzzled. The girl in front of him was his school girl. He once participated in the school reading club, and An Lijie was one of the members.

"I got lost, then I was late, and..." She tilted her head, poking her chin with her fingers, looking natural in thought, "Well, yes, and being told that the bus is full, the teacher said the senior There is still room in your class so I came over, can I sit next to you?"

Hey, is it really okay to have so many situations?

Knowing that this school girl is a bit natural, but I didn't expect that the car would be in a lot of situations before it even started, which is too worrying.An Mixiu couldn't help worrying about her, he nodded and called her over.

"Wow, what's going on, An Mixiu, you actually took the junior girl!"

The fellow students who passed by looking for seats looked surprised on purpose when they saw An Lijie, and made a joke between them.

"An Mixiu is also ushering in spring. Sure enough, as long as a boy has a good-looking face, it doesn't matter if his personality is disgusting and handsome—"

"Hey, you guys, enough is enough. Is it really okay to leave a bad impression on the juniors?" An Mixiu stopped the joke immediately, and he smiled apologetically at An Lijie, "I'm sorry, they all Not serious."

"It's okay, thank you, Senior An Mixiu." An Lijie didn't seem to care, because she was the last one to get in the car. After the door was closed, the driver suddenly started the car, and An Lijie, who hadn't sat down in her seat, almost fell Falling down, An Mixiu quickly stepped forward to support her.

"I'm fine, thank you."

"Mr. Driver, please be careful." An Mixiu's face changed, he shouted to the front, and the whole car fell silent.

The bad-tempered driver wanted to say something, but the boys behind couldn't help but blamed him one after another.

"Driving before sitting still, how can a girl be responsible for falling down?"

"Do you know how to drive? Be careful."

Fortunately, the teacher interrupted them immediately so that this trivial matter did not lead to a more serious quarrel, and the driver quickly said a few soft words of apology.

"Sorry to trouble you." An Lijie felt a little embarrassed after sitting down.

"It's okay, it's not your problem in the first place, you don't feel comfortable holding it, let me put it on it for you." An Mixiu stood up and thoughtfully asked the two to change seats, letting An Lijie sit by the window , He took the other party's backpack and was about to put it on the shelf above the car. At this time, a few pieces of paper fell from the side pocket of the backpack.

"Ah, sorry, dropped your stuff."

An Mixiu hurriedly picked up the scattered pieces of paper, and he found that it was a set of beautiful cards with a strong sense of design.

"Wait, Senior An Mixiu."

An Mixiu sat back in her seat, and after handing over the completed cards, An Lijie didn't take it in a hurry, she tilted her head with a strange look: "Want to play divination? An Mixiu Senior Xiu closes his eyes now, and when the first face appears in his mind, turn over the top card."

An Mixiu never believed in the results of divination games, but he was a little curious when he said this. He followed An Lijie's words, and the moment he closed his eyes, a certain person's face appeared in his mind.

The first person that comes to mind, besides that guy, is probably someone else.

An Mixiu smiled, and turned over the top card.

Lei Shi opened the last document report, signed his name on it, stretched his waist on the office seat, and then stretched his sore shoulders.

This week when An Mixiu went on an outing, Leishi's work was completely in dire straits.

Now that she has become the chief manager of the newly promoted brand under Leishi Company, Kelly, who has always been vigorous and resolute in her work, naturally speeds up the project process.

In order to shine in next year's fashion week, she must not be sloppy in her early planning. She personally designed a series of clothing for this fashion week, and invited the popular rock singer Yin Jue to be a model for a blockbuster. The headline of the next issue of the magazine It's already taken over.

In order to mobilize resources from all parties to give Kaili the greatest support, Leishi's work can't be relaxed at all. When he came back to his senses, the hellish week has passed. What a big mistake, the plan was on the right track, Kelly finally had time to catch her breath, and after work at night, the two agreed to go to the bar for a drink to relax.

"I have to say that although you are not very likable, you have a good eye for people. You can make a lot of money by entrusting Fashion Week to me!" Kelly smiled smugly.

The two sat at the bar, and Leishi was a regular customer here. Needless to say, the bartender served them special fruity cocktails and beer respectively.

"It's good for you to disappoint me." Lei Shi pushed the cocktail over.The two chatted about recent projects, company gossip and celebrity gossip. It was late at night, after a few glasses of wine, Lei Shi's spirit gradually relaxed, and the topics of the two became farther and farther apart.

"What do you think if someone tells you that a birthday gift wants you to grant him a request?"

As soon as Lei Shi opened his mouth, Kelly already guessed the person he was talking about, but she deliberately asked: "Is it a girlfriend? Normally, only girlfriends would say that, right?"

Lei Shi originally wanted to categorically deny it, but after hearing what she said, he suddenly became interested in something else.

"Why do you ask?"

"After all, a girlfriend like you must have everything in life. For birthday presents, everyone wants something that you can't get normally. For example... Have you been too busy recently and neglected her?" Kelly smirked.

"It's An Mixiu." Lei Shi snorted coldly, and the bartender helped him pour new beer, his eyes fell on the layer of snow-white foam above.

"Now the kid doesn't know what he's thinking all day long."

"You still have the nerve to say, I think you are the one who is more worried? Well, Xiao An Mixiu has also reached this age. There is a big gap in life between you. It is normal for you to not understand his mind. "Kelly sighed, she stared at Lei Shi's profile with her chin propped up, the hazy light of the bar fell into spots of light in her purple eyes, the emotion on the face of this devil-like boss was revealed without any concealment at this moment come out.

"Are you accusing me of neglecting children?"

"Pay attention to your wording, you keep saying 'kid' and 'little ghost' when you open your mouth, no wonder Xiao An Mixiu hates you." Being pressured by this guy to work on weekdays, she found a chance to take revenge, Kelly coughed twice , said solemnly: "First of all, you have to realize that he is no longer a child. I remember we discussed how you would treat him after his gender differentiation. Although you live together, An Mi Xiu spends most of his time in school, what has he experienced in school, who are his friends, do you really know?"

"I'm not a fucking mother. I don't have the energy to take care of him eating and drinking. Besides, isn't he pretty strong?"

Speaking of this, Lei Shi couldn't help but think of the punch he had just received in the face not long ago. Not only did that kid grow strong, but his strikes became less and less severe.

"I don't want you to be an old mother, and you don't want to change concepts secretly! What does spiritual communication have to do with physical health? I think you, don't underestimate people." Kelly stared at the corner of his eyes, She gradually caught the emotion she wanted to know from it: "If you underestimate the other party too much, you will ignore more important things. If you don't believe it, you can try it and see him as a real man." , will definitely find the answer.”

After hearing her words, Lei Shi rarely replied immediately, he raised his head and drank a big gulp of beer, while his stomach became hotter, his brain also became more anxious.

The pleasant outing time passed faster than expected, and this year's itinerary has not changed much compared with the previous ones.On the first day, they rushed to the mountain to camp and allocate the activities for the past few days. In the evening, they ate at the restaurant in the market on the mountainside.The next few days will be mountain climbing, field adventures, and the test of courage in the cave...

If An Mixiu were to talk about the difference from previous years, it would probably be that there was an extra school girl who needed someone to take care of her.It seems that An Lijie has been drifting away from her class since she got in the car, making An Mixiu wonder if this school girl was bullied by her classmates, and she also asked tentatively A few times, I got a shameful answer - "I got lost."

Unknowingly, I got separated from the classmates in the class. This situation happened several times. I wanted to ask the teacher for help, but the teacher who had to take care of many students was obviously too busy, so An Mixiu seemed to As a matter of course, he assumed the position of "knight" to protect the safety of girls.

"Are you still troubled by that?"

In the evening, when the activities on the mountain were over and the students were slowly descending the mountain, An Lijie suddenly appeared from behind, walked up to him and asked in a low voice.

"Ah, that... How should I put it?" An Mixiu scratched his head, "If I could figure it out so quickly, I wouldn't have been troubled for so long."

The content of the conversation between the two was about divination in the car.

The card that An Mixiu turned over was the "Reversed Hermit" in the Tarot card. It is used to interpret love, and it roughly means "incomprehensible loneliness".

"I'm not in a good state recently. You can tell by the dark circles under your eyes. Are you worrying about... the person you like?"

The junior girl's question made An Mixiu's expression froze. When he saw the sly look in the girl's eyes, he knew that at that moment just now, his mood was completely exposed.

"I guessed it right."

In games like divination, the answer is mostly guessed by carefully observing the other person's expression, using questions to release traps, and constantly probing, even if the conclusion is not accurate enough, it will not be too far behind.

"Don't worry, this is your secret, and I will keep it for you. It's inconvenient to tell others the identity of the other party, isn't it?" An Lijie asked with her head tilted. The place is so sensitive that people are helpless, An Mixiu can only nod silently.

When An Lijie mentioned this matter again, An Mixiu was a little helpless.

"The gap between our lives is too great, and we feel more and more speechless."

How does it feel when someone you like is older than you?It's as if each other's time is in the same ocean, but separated by a long and narrow trench.

An Mixiu imagined what it would be like if Lei Shi was the same age as him.

In the beginning, their relationship would not be so pleasant. After all, the two are completely opposite in terms of personalities, views, and lifestyles.Leishi will definitely cause headaches for teachers and classmates. He will toss his life in different ways, but at the same time, the distance between them will become less insurmountable.

They will walk on the same road to school, discuss school gossip, the latest comics, yesterday's TV series, next month's Sanda competition, and show off to each other who buys new shoes that are cooler, and who is more attractive to girls... …

After going through the initial period of looking at each other and hating each other again, at a certain point, I began to realize that only the other party is special, and then whether it was a chance encounter at the corner of the stairs in the campus, or the body temperature and body temperature when the other party suddenly approached The taste will make the heart deer bump non-stop.

And if it is now, they will take the same bus, he has not taken the same bus with Lei Shi, will Lei Shi fall asleep on the rickety bus?The head may hang on his shoulders, breathing evenly and falling asleep peacefully.During the few days of outing here, they would go to the river to fight together, take a bath in the icy river, compete with each other in the morning to climb to the top of the mountain first, and take the biggest piece of meat from each other's plate at night...

Even if there are fights and quarrels and differences, they are always running on the same runway and sharing the same sky.

"Then have you ever thought about becoming the person the other party wants?" An Lijie asked: "Whether it's love or marriage, it's all accompanied by sacrifice, right? You have to give up a part of yourself, in order to let The other party likes you, in order to be able to adapt to the other party's life, get to know the other party, get close to the other party, and become the person he wants most, do you want to be like this?"

The girl's voice is very gentle, but the problem pointed out in the words is quite straightforward and sharp.

Although he has long realized that the one he likes first, that is, the crush, is in an unfair position, but if he really wants to cater to Lei Shi completely and become the person the other party wants...he feels that it is impossible, But the contradiction appeared again. If he is not willing to give up even this point, then the degree of his liking for Lei Shi is not that deep at all?If you don't like it that much, is it not as painful as you think to give up?

But at the end of the day...

"I don't even know what he wants, is it miserable? Although we are very close, I don't even know what type he likes."

An Mixiu said with a wry smile.

Am I coming too early.

Lei Shi glanced at the time on his watch, it was half an hour before the school bus arrived here, he was early.

The last time he drove to pick up An Mixiu from school was a long time ago, and he doesn't really remember how long it was, but it was probably when An Mixiu just entered the rebellious period.

"Don't come to pick me up, or you park your car a little farther away from the school gate, you are too ostentatious."

Lei Shi still clearly remembered what the stinky fart An Mixiu said to him, well, he knew that although he was not a celebrity, he was also a topic of interest to the newspaper, but it still made him a little uncomfortable to be hated so straightforwardly.

After all, although Lei Shi doesn't mind what others think of him, and is quite happy to be popular to death, he is very confident in his own charm.

When he was bored, he turned on his phone and casually played the games he had downloaded to pass the time. After a while, he heard the whistle of the bus, raised his head and finally saw the shadow of the school bus in his sight.

Ever since An Mixiu made it clear that he would not be allowed to pick him up by car, Lei Shi completely let An Mixiu go to school and go home by himself every week. Notify An Mixiu in advance, and prepare to give the other party a "surprise".

What kind of expression will you show when you see me later?Maybe he will come angrily and beat me up?Shouting things like "Didn't you tell me not to come?"...it was really interesting.

The corners of Lei Shi's mouth turned up as he thought about it. His car was parked on the side of the road, some distance away from the school gate. Seeing the school bus driving into the gate, he got out of the car and walked over.

The students got off the bus one after another, and they were tired after a week of crazy play. Many students wailed at the thought of going to hell to prepare for the exam.Lei Shi couldn't help but recall that when he was in school, he was very talented and intelligent, but he really didn't experience much pressure from studying.

As soon as An Mixiu got out of the car, Lei Shi found him at the first sight in the crowd.

The guy looked completely worn out, his usual spirt was gone, and his clothes were a little wrinkled.Lei Shi couldn't help being proud, he had already booked a restaurant, and was going to take An Mixiu to have a good meal, but there was no shortage of ridicule at the table.

Just as Lei Shi was about to walk over, An Mixiu turned around suddenly, his expression softened, he stretched out his hand towards the steps of the bus, and the girl's slender white hand was placed in his palm.

Leo stopped where he was.

An Mixiu helped the girl with blue hair to get out of the car. The girl seemed to say something. An Mixiu immediately showed a shy expression. Then they turned around and followed the team and walked slowly inside. Extraordinary... well-matched.

Leo took a deep breath and let it out slowly.An Mixiu didn't notice himself at all, he stood here like an outsider who didn't fit in.

Lei Shi shrugged, he turned back to the car, started the car and drove away from here.

I can't help but think back to the second half of the conversation between the two of them on the night of drinking with Kelly.

"Seriously, Lei Shi, I don't think you need to worry about him that much. If you look at him as a man, An Mixiu will have someone he likes sooner or later. Compared with the annoying guardian at home, he is more important. Want to play with the girl he likes, or... the boy? To be honest, it's normal to play together. No matter what gender he divides into in the future, he will also have someone he wants to spend his life with. As a 'parent', in fact As long as you don't let him go astray, everything else will come naturally... But will you really not learn to go astray after following you? It's quite worrying!"

Let nature take its course?

However, you forgot the name of the one you "X harassed" so quickly... Abby's, and then found a "new love"?

Lei Shi always felt something stuck in his chest. He wanted to say that it is really difficult for a kid at this age to focus on one thing, a person, no matter what he is interested in for a while, and he thought that he was actually like this before.

It's so annoying to want to throw fire but can't find a reason.

The hand holding the steering wheel couldn't help tightening, and he suddenly remembered that before An Mixiu entered the rebellious stage, he once grabbed the corner of his clothes and said in a soft voice, "I don't want to be separated from Mr. Lei Shi, and I will always be with you." Together?" Such words.

But who would hold on to the promise made in childhood?Also too childish.

-TBC-