[Lei An] Extremes must be reversed

If time goes back to 5 years ago, An Mixiu at that time would never have guessed that he would fall in love with Leishi in the future.

After all... the image of this so-called "guardian" didn't last long at all, and he was completely disillusioned because he discovered the essence of this person.

He said he wanted to take care of An Mixiu, but in fact Lei Shi had zero experience in taking care of children alone.He made some simple plans, such as first asking the housekeeper to take care of An Mixiu's daily life. During the day when he is not at home at work, the housekeeper will prepare three meals for An Mixiu according to the nutritional formula, and there will be a special driver to take An Mixiu to school. Everything seems to be in order, but occasionally there will inevitably be some small accidents, such as——

"Mr. Leishi... I'm hungry."

Children who are in the puberty stage of physical development have a big appetite. When An Mixiu knocked on the door of Lei Shi's room pitifully, the latter was stunned for a moment and then realized that he was going to order a takeaway, but the next second he I thought of Camille's exhortation-"It is best for children to pay more attention to healthy diet when they are growing up".

"Did I cause you trouble... It's okay, I can bear it! There are still snacks to eat..." Seeing that the little guy was about to burst into tears, Lei Shi only felt a headache.

"You wait."

After Lei Shi ordered, he went to the kitchen. He opened the refrigerator, and the housekeeper would buy the vegetables in advance and store them in it. Although Lei Shi had never cooked before, he always had a kind of superstitious confidence in his abilities in all aspects. Small things will definitely not trouble me, so I rolled up my sleeves and started to "do a big job".

After tossing around in the kitchen for almost an hour, and turning the inside upside down, Lei Shi finally came out with a decent bowl of food.

"Eat."

Lei Shi handed the bowl and chopsticks to An Mixiu, who moved secretly and looked worriedly at the messy kitchen behind him, but Lei Shi found out that he blocked his sight with his body calmly.

"eat quickly."

"Oh……"

An Mixiu quickly looked away.Judging from the presentation, this bowl of noodles is not very good-the noodles seem to be boiled for a long time and become a paste, the eggs and vegetable leaves are completely out of shape, and they are scattered in the very subtle color of the soup. On top, it smells... also of burnt paste.

An Mixiu's complexion suddenly became ugly, and Lei Shi's complexion became even worse when he saw his reluctance.

"This is my first time cooking. Why are you staring blankly? Aren't you hungry?"

An Mixiu had no choice but to comfort himself in his heart, "Although some things don't look so delicious, they might taste good", and no matter what...he secretly observed Lei Shi's expression, and the other party seemed to be indifferent , but in fact it was hard to hide the look of anticipation - when I thought that this was done by Leishi for himself, I was so moved that I couldn't express it, and I felt embarrassed to say no.

Two minutes later, when he took his first bite, he was deeply shocked by the bowl of noodles that tasted like rusty fried soot on the bottom of the pot. An Mixiu almost fainted. It was the first time since he was born that he felt himself To be so close to death——

"Unappetizing?"

Lei Shi pretended to be calm but looked at An Mixiu anxiously. The poor little guy looked completely dumbfounded, his facial features wrinkled together like a pumpkin. bowl.

Leo was taken aback.

"No... very, very delicious, thank you, Mr. Lei Shi."

An Mixiu forced out an ugly smile, and thought about Lei Shi's hard work in his heart, so he had no choice but to say the wrong answer.

"Then eat more."

Lei Shi breathed a sigh of relief, and then felt good about himself triumphantly.

Maybe it's because this experience not only satisfied Lei Shi's vanity, but also aroused his interest in cooking. When he was not busy with work, he wanted to show off his skills every day, until An Mixiu couldn't hold on for a day. With a sad face, he told him——

"Mr. Lei Shi, let me have a good time, since you hate me so much..."

The appearance of resolutely going to death made the culprit who had no self-awareness angry at all.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier if you don't like it?"

In the end, he even dumped the blame on the victim.

"I thought Mr. Leishi would taste it when he was cooking..."

"I'm not used to it."

Afterwards, the two of them tacitly didn't mention it again, but Lei Shi asked the housekeeper to make an extra reheatable supper for An Mixiu after dinner, and An Mixiu also began to realize that the guardian might not have read it. He looked so reliable, and gradually began to pick up the ingredients by himself, and learned to cook some decent food. Fortunately, his talent in this area is still a bit higher than that of Leishi. It didn't take long, and it wasn't a problem to make a midnight snack or something.

When An Mixiu was in junior high school, he finally couldn't stand Leishi anymore.

First of all, in terms of living habits, Leishi's company is in the golden stage of development, and it is too busy to see anyone every day. The time to come back at night is often close to the early morning, and it is inevitable that there will be noise in the middle of the night. An Mixiu can't have a good rest at all.

There is not much communication between them, and An Mixiu has never thought of making up for the lack of family warmth in Leishi. After all, he knows that his identity is mostly in a state of being dependent on others, and he just wants to cause as little trouble as possible for the other party.

There is a subtle sense of distance between them. Sometimes An Mixiu is too sensible, and Lei Shi will even forget that there is another person at home when he is busy. Until one day, the accumulated contradictions of this problematic way of getting along are caused by an accident. And the outbreak—An Mixiu got a serious illness.

Lei Shi came back early that day, and he paid more attention to An Mixiu watching TV in the living room, because he still had business to do, so he went straight to his room and closed the door to deal with the work.In the middle of the night, when I was almost busy, I took off the earphones and heard movement in the living room. When I went out, I found that An Mixiu hadn't slept yet. He was lying on the sofa in the living room and huddled into a small ball. He was still holding the TV remote control, and the commercials were playing on the TV in a loop.

"Don't sleep here."

Lei Shi walked over to turn off the TV, thinking that An Mixiu was watching some cartoon and fell asleep, but after pushing him, he realized that something was wrong——

An Mixiu's lips turned pale, and he was sweating and shaking non-stop. Lei Shi quickly touched his forehead and found that it was astonishingly hot.

"Hey, are you okay?"

Lei Shi was a little panicked. When he picked up An Mixiu, he realized that the little guy was lighter than expected and looked thinner than before. He was thinking about finding time to discuss with the housekeeper about An Mixiu's nutritional problems, he can't be picky eaters and only eat pasta and vegetables, he must eat more meat... At this time, the person in his arms spoke.

"I'm fine...Mr. Lei Shi, I just caught a cold."

His lips were still trembling, Lei Shi carried him to the bedroom, found some cold and fever-reducing medicine from the cabinet, took the hot water for him to take the medicine quickly, and finally let go of his heart.

Lei Shi thinks that when he was a child, the people around him were very nervous every time he was sick. It was unbearable that he had to be locked up in the hospital for ten days and a half months even if he had a small cold. Say it easily.

"I will ask you to take a leave of absence from school tomorrow, and you will sleep at home for almost a day."

Lei Shi touched An Mixiu's forehead. He didn't know if it was a psychological effect. He felt that the temperature had dropped a little. He helped An Mixiu cover the quilt, opened the window for ventilation, and was hesitating whether to go back to sleep like this , but a small hand tightly grasped the corner of his clothes.

"..."

Lei Shi wanted to hear what An Mixiu was muttering, so he sat down on the bed and lay beside him.

That little face was soaked in sweat, and his hair was wet. His breathing was burning hot, his eyebrows were tightly frowned, and he was clutching Lei Shi's clothes like a drowning man grabbing the last straw. .

Lei Shi originally thought that he would call "Dad, Mom" ​​and so on, which is the case for children who like to act like a baby, but when he heard the familiar "Mr. Lei Shi" in the other party's mouth, he was surprised look.

Before he knew it, he had become the only person this guy could rely on.

"An Mixiu..."

At this moment, he suddenly sensed that something was wrong, and when he lowered his head and put his forehead close to the other person, he realized that the temperature had risen a little higher than before. The moment he realized this, a nameless anger burned in his heart.

"Get up, don't pretend to be okay with me, just tell me when you feel uncomfortable, do you want to die?"

He directly lifted the quilt, picked up An Mixiu and ran out the door. The other party had already fallen into a state of unconsciousness, but he was still muttering in his chest, "I'm really fine...Mr. Lei Shi".

"To shut up."

Lei Shi angrily scolded, and after carrying An Mixiu into the car, he immediately started the car and drove to the hospital at high speed.

When Camille rushed to the hospital, Lei Shi was sitting outside the emergency room. An Mixiu's condition had stabilized, and the doctor said he needed to rest now.

"Brother..." After learning about the situation from the doctor, Camille walked up to Leishi helplessly.

Twenty minutes ago, he was woken up by a phone call from Lei Shi, saying that An Mixiu had a high fever and was rushing to the hospital, and asked him to contact a private doctor to come with him.In terms of taking care of people, Camille is more careful. When An Mixiu first came to their house, he was basically responsible for some admission procedures.

"If An Mixiu is troublesome to the eldest brother, I can arrange the orphanage in the shortest possible time..." Camille's tone remained as calm and calm as ever, but the trace of reproach mixed in the words was still captured by Leishi arrive.

"The school can also handle it..."

"Need not."

Lei Shi stubbornly interrupted him.

Camille knew Leishi's character, once a decision was made, he would not change easily, so he stopped talking, thinking that after going through this incident, his elder brother who was still clumsy in taking care of others should also grow up in his heart some.

Even though he has a genius-like mind in various aspects, he is like a pirate tyrannically plundering all the resources and interests he wants when he is galloping in the mall. He is a hunter who makes his competitors fearful, but the thunder lion who is good at attacking is not necessarily good at protecting .Especially as a guardian and a family member, he is a complete beginner, and he still has a lot to learn and experience.

Of course, this is not only the responsibility of Lei Shi alone, but also An Mixiu's own reasons. They need time to adjust and find a way of getting along that suits the two of them.

Lei Shi stayed outside the ward for most of the night, and slowly walked into the ward until the doctor informed him that he could visit.

The usually lively little devil is now lying on the hospital bed pitifully and miserably, with a needle in his hand for infusion, his face is pale and weak, but his breathing has calmed down. Tianye, taking the medicine on time is no problem.

Lei Shi looked at his face and fell silent for a moment.

At this time, he recalled that An Mixiu's serious illness was not without warning. A few days ago, there was coughing from time to time in the next room, but every time he wanted to ask, the other party put on a "please don't worry." Alright, I'm fine" with a tough look.

"I really don't know what you're fighting for."

Thinking of this, he got angry for no reason, half of it was because of An Mixiu, and the other half was because of himself. With Lei Shi's character, he naturally didn't want to admit anything and then apologize. This seemed to prove that he was not capable enough to handle it. ...But it’s not that he doesn’t really care about An Mixiu. If he didn’t care, he wouldn’t be able to take her home. Although at the beginning, it was mostly a whim and some so-called sense of responsibility and guilt that he thought he had lost long ago. But later on, he no longer only regarded An Mixiu as a symbol.

"I'm very sorry……"

There was an apologetic murmur from the hospital bed, and Lei Shi met a pair of wet but sincere eyes.

"I don't want you to apologize, An Mixiu, how do you feel, what do you want, just say it directly, don't be lazy."

"I didn't..." An Mixiu defended himself, he obviously always did it for the sake of the other party...

"You think I don't know what you're thinking?" Lei Shi stared at him sharply, "You think you're holding back, holding back, and restraining yourself, just not to cause trouble for me, but you really overestimate how to solve problems by yourself I am impressed by how arrogant you are at such a young age. Also, do you think I am wrong when you say you are lazy? Do you think it is easier to bear it by yourself than to come and deal with me? Don’t run away, It just makes me look down on you."

An Mixiu was stunned by Lei Shi's remarks, and he didn't know how to refute, because the other party's words really hit his heart, piercing the disguise he had been holding on all along.

And the root cause of all this is...

"Give me some trust, An Mixiu, or rather, give me some reason to trust you, is this a fair deal?"

Speaking of it this way, An Mixiu found that Lei Shi never seemed to treat him as a pure child. It may be because of this that Lei Shi neglected to be more considerate to children.

Then, when Lei Shi treats himself equally, he uses the age and status to reject the other party thousands of miles away...

"I see, Lei Shi." An Mixiu said with a smile, and then pointed to the head of the bed with his other unpricked finger: "Can you pass me a glass of water? I'm so thirsty."

Lei Shi was in a good mood and fed him water, and then peeled the apples. Although the pits and pits were a bit horrible, this did not prevent the atmosphere between the two of them from gradually warming up.

It was from this time that the relationship between the two of them changed unconsciously.An Mixiu no longer looks up to Lei Shi, and Lei Shi has more trust in him.

But even so, it still can't change the fact that An Mixiu can't bear Leishi's various problems. After entering junior high school, he decisively chose a boarding school, made new friends, and his life was enriched a lot.

The ignorant and restless mood of adolescence is hard to suppress, especially boys at this age, they will always think of various ways to attract the attention of the opposite sex, An Mixiu is no exception, he always wants to be handsome, and enthusiastically helps the girls around him , but in the end he was hated by girls because of "excessive force"-this became one of the most annoying things in his adolescence.

After An Mixiu went to boarding school, Lei Shi replaced his previous full-time housekeeper and wanted to hire a new person, as long as he came to clean the house every weekend and prepare meals for An Mixiu.This task was given to Camille, but a few days later, Camille, who has always done things perfectly, brought a girl who was too young - Abby.

It was rare for Camille to show trouble when he mentioned this incident. The two siblings, Abby and Amy, were students at a nearby university. After they found out that Leishi was looking for housekeeping, the two of them pestered Camille for a whole week, commuting to and from get off work every day. This forced Camille to agree to Abby's request for an internship for a month.

"That's Lei Shi! Although he has a weird temper, he is handsome and rich! Even if he can't be dealt with, as long as I can break into this circle, there are many good men!" The girl's small thoughts are completely exposed Well, poor Amy had no choice but to mess around with his sister.

But although the purpose is not pure, Abby does a good job of cleaning the house and cooking-although it is actually thanks to Amy who comes to help from time to time.From this point of view, Lei Shi also tolerated her staying, after all, a little girl can't make any troubles.

It's just that she didn't expect that Lei Shi didn't fire her first, but she offered to resign in the end.

"Mr. Lei Shi... please allow me to resign, and, can I trouble you to educate the one in your family, please stop sexually harassing me, please!"

When Abby resigned, she said with righteous indignation that An Mixiu, who was standing behind Lei Shi, was about to cry, but Lei Shi suppressed his laughter until his stomach cramped.

In fact, things are not as complicated as Abby said.At the beginning, An Mixiu just wanted to help this lovely girl, and of course wanting to be favored by the opposite sex was also one of the reasons.He always offered to help Abby when she was doing housework, and he also surrounded Abby when she was cooking. Nasty words like "Miss" really make the girl a little embarrassed and can't bear it, and Abby has no interest in this little devil at all, and even feels that the other party has delayed her plan to hunt "good men in the universe", and she can't get entangled. Put—in short, this is how the misunderstanding arises.

After that, Lei Shi only hired a temporary housekeeper who came to clean twice a week, while An Mixiu, who had accumulated some cooking skills, took on the daily cooking task.

But Abby didn't really hate An Mixiu, and she gave An Mixiu a gift during the holidays, but at that time the girl found a better target than the fruitless circling around Leishi, so she found It was just an excuse to slip away - that's another story.

All in all, Lei Shi laughed at his embarrassing incident for half a year, and shared it with others as a matter of course.

"It seems that the road of knight practice still needs to go through a lot of tempering, and the princess is not so easy to marry, is it?"

"Thunder Lion—"

An Mixiu suddenly became angry with embarrassment, his face flushed red, Lei Shi not only took this matter to blame, but the story of "Knight and Princess" he said was clearly the plot of the novel he secretly wrote, did not expect this guy to be so vile Steal his notebook.

12-year-old An Mixiu thinks that Leishi has supernatural powers. He looks so tall and reliable, making people feel safe.

14-year-old An Mixiu also feels that Leishi has supernatural powers, mainly manifested in easily pissing off people anytime and anywhere.

An Mixiu, who has always advocated the chivalry of an elegant gentleman, could never keep calm for 3 minutes in front of Lei Shi. He rushed up and pushed Lei Shi down on the sofa to try to shut him up, but this shameless guy actually laughed. Leaning forward and back together, he kept reciting lines from his novel aloud, "If you want to defeat me, try to become stronger, young man!", An Mixiu was so angry that he wanted to beat him violently, but at that time he was not Lei Shi at all. Part of the reason for my opponent, who later enrolled in the Sanda training class, was because of this.

So how did 17-year-old An Mixiu fall in love with Leishi?

To be honest, even An Mixiu himself didn't know.

The only thing he knew was that this relationship was neither friendship nor family, it appeared without warning, and when he came to his senses, various emotions such as bitterness, throbbing, restlessness, and tension were entangled together, Disturbing his thoughts, everything about Lei Shi was magnified countless times and occupied his entire brain, gradually making him lose his mind and be dominated by desire.

I want to touch... I want to get closer... I want the other person to only see me...

These desires that are contrary to the virtues of knights torture An Mixiu all the time. When he finds that he cannot escape at all, he has to reluctantly admit that he is indeed in love with someone who should not be loved.

The first time he really saw this relationship directly was when he was 16 years old when he went to Leishi's birthday party.He was originally not on the invitation list, and this party was essentially only in the name of Leishi, but it was actually a social reception full of intrigue.In the past, Lei Shi would not bring An Mixiu to participate in every birthday, except for that one time.

That day was the weekend, An Mixiu was staying at home and surfing the Internet, suddenly received a call from Leishi saying that Camille would pick him up in 10 minutes, An Mixiu told Leishi that wind is rain, and he never wanted to do anything. It's the temper of giving orders and not giving people choices. I have long been used to it, so although I was dissatisfied, I didn't do any useless struggle. After waiting at home for a while, Camille arrived on time. Not only did he bring him a formal dress, but also He brought two stylists over, and after a lot of tossing, An Mixiu looked at the young man in the mirror who was wearing a black suit, his hair was combed meticulously, and thin makeup was painted on his face. Feel strange and novel.

When he was brought to the banquet hall by Camille, the party was at its climax. This was not a serious occasion, but a carnival for young hunters. The favored sons of heaven—the second generation of rich people, celebrities and actors who have just become famous, and newcomers who have just established themselves in the fashion industry... They have learned a little from the old guys, and they think they are high-ranking lions, But in front of the real king of beasts, they are nothing more than small characters pretending to be tigers. Under the catalysis of alcohol and music, these junior animals took off their skins and fully exposed their nature, immersing themselves in the crazy night.

The moment he pushed open the door, An Mixiu thought he was involved in some kind of war scene. The sound of music, cheers, and screams swept over like waves. An Mixiu's brain, who had never been in such a scene, He couldn't digest it in a short time at all, he just felt that it was extremely noisy, like bombs and fireworks exploding one after another around him, men and women in expensive and high-end dresses, figures of luxury goods and colorful lights in his sight The lights are mixed together, flickering in the eyeballs like a kaleidoscope.Infected by this fast-paced atmosphere, An Mixiu felt his heart beating wildly, his whole body was sweating with excitement, and his feet were weak. Obviously, this had exceeded his sensory load. On the other hand, Camille beside him was as calm as ever, As if he had been used to this scene for a long time, there was no emotion.

He followed Camille's footsteps to avoid being pushed into the crowd, and before being led to Thunder Lion, he saw him first.

What kind of adjectives should I use to describe the picture in front of me? It was not until this moment that An Mixiu felt the lack of his own language. If he expressed it in the most straightforward words, it would be—even in this place where thousands of gorgeous In the chaos of colors, Leishi is still the most dazzling one that can pass through all the beams.

An Mixiu has never seen Leishi like this.

Leishi’s clothing is very good but also very casual. Even at work, he wears casual trendy clothes. When he is at home, he wears a large T-shirt and pajama pants. In a suit, his narrow-waisted and long-legged figure was made more straight and stylish, and he wore indigo-toned luxury accessories. On his right ear, he wore two silver earrings and a blue diamond earring from top to bottom. Rings and brooches complement each other in tonal styles.The stylist put on thin makeup on him, which made his facial features still rebellious, but a little more aggressive than usual. Various lights shrouded his body, looking at it from An Mixiu's perspective , the few beams of light behind Leishi's head seemed to outline his figure in gold, and he just stood there, attracting all the attention.

The surrounding sounds gradually disappeared, and it seemed that there was only one person left in front of him in the whole world, and when Lei Shi looked up and noticed An Mixiu, the moment their eyes met in the air, all the noises and lights were in the air. At that moment, An Mixiu was engulfed like an explosion. He felt the intense weightlessness and dizziness stimulation as if he had fallen from a high altitude. There was an inexplicable impulse in his blood that drove him to step towards the opponent.

Lei Shi walked towards An Mixiu. He was obviously drunk, his footsteps were a little shaky, his eyes were blurred, and he had a cynical smile on his mouth. He stepped forward and grabbed An Mixiu's shoulders. Where he was standing, there was an angry adult woman waiting for him.

"Looking good? I already have this, keep your people away from me."

A provocation full of disdain came from above, An Mixiu was hugged tightly, the cologne smell from Lei Shi's body rushed into his nose, the fragrance was very faint but it made him sweat from nervousness, he looked up to observe the relationship with Lei Shi The confronting woman, she is mature and elegant, her temperament is cold and noble, and she is incompatible with the surrounding environment. Her eyebrows and eyes are somewhat similar to those of Leishi, and their hair and pupil colors are also very similar.An Mixiu has never met Lei Shi's family, but he has always known that Lei Shi has a brother and a sister.

"Lei Shi, how long are you going to mess around! Don't tell me you're serious." She didn't look at An Mixiu, but threatened Lei Shi with interrogating eyes.

Naturally, Lei Shi would not give in at all. After he said "until you don't meddle in my business anymore", he walked through the crowd with his arms around An Mixiu's waist, walked out of the party, and left all the flashy things behind him. The noise is separated by a door.

It wasn't until he got in the car that An Mixiu realized that the reason why he was called over was completely used as a shield for Leishi.

Lei Shi asked the driver to start the car, An Mixiu hadn't recovered from the environment, his head was buzzing, but he thought that the reason why he couldn't calm down was not only because of the party...more It was the guy beside him who exuded an aggressive aura all the time.

"That is... is it alright if you just leave like this? I mean... this is not your birthday party?" Seeing that Lei Shi kept his face cold and silent, An Mixiu couldn't help breaking the embarrassment, the question in his heart Too much.

"That's my second sister. What kind of party is she holding in my name without telling me. I have long since broken up with the people at home, and she is the only one who is stalking me." Lei Shi irritated Scratching his hair, he leaned back on the seat, his messy hair scattered on the sides of his face and shoulders, which made him look like he had taken off his armor. Because of drunkenness, his brows relaxed, revealing in his lazy expression With a hint of... eroticism.

"Maybe she cares about you..." An Mixiu carefully searched for a suitable wording to answer, and kept avoiding his eyes, fearing that if he stared at the other party for too long, he might find something.

"That's all fake, she just wants to control me, because the old man gave the inheritance to the elder brother, she has no voice in the company now, that's why she wants to pull me into the gang and try to squeeze people around me, she has My company's shares, so it's easy to install your own people, and now you want to introduce me to some Omega..."

Speaking of which, An Mixiu understands that the "old man" Lei Shi said is his father, who is also the top person in charge of the Leiwangxing Group. His brothers, sisters and relatives have been fighting for property shares for many years. Fighting for secrets and intrigues, Lei Shi compared this to wild dogs biting each other in a garbage dump, and dismissed it. He has long separated from his family and established his own family, but the things that involve interests are not things that he can completely break away from if he wants to. Easily disengaged.

And tonight, his sister must have brought some well-matched Omega over for him on a blind date. Marriage has always been the best way to form an alliance in the market.

"Don't you know it for a while, maybe you will like it if you get in touch with it..."

"Come on."

Lei Shi interrupted An Mixiu before he finished speaking, and approached An Mixiu with a smell of alcohol.

"That Omega took advantage of the chaos and touched my ass three times today, and I got someone to send him away..." After he finished speaking, he leaned his head on An Mixiu's shoulder, and smirked like a bad boy who succeeded in playing a prank , and burped.

The sudden distance made An Mixiu's heart almost rise to his throat, and the narrow space in the car made him feel a little difficult to breathe.It's strange, it's not like they haven't had close contact in the past five years together, they've slept together and bathed together, but An Mixiu has never felt so restless like now.

"You did me a favor today. I didn't pick you up all the time just to annoy those people to attack you, but now she should know that I don't have time to deal with those annoying Omegas."

what do you mean?

An Mixiu didn't understand the meaning of Lei Shi's words for a while, he turned his head to look at Lei Shi, the other party lowered his eyes, the eyelashes that were too long for a boy cast a shadow under the purple eyes, Lei Shi looked A little sleepy, he's like a clingy big cat when he's off guard.

"Make me a cake." An order suddenly came out of Lei Shi's mouth, An Mixiu was taken aback, and asked "Huh?" The other party then added angrily: "I didn't eat a bite of food tonight , haven't tasted my birthday cake yet."

The drunken and confused voice sounded like a coquettish foul, An Mixiu smiled helplessly and nodded, letting Lei Shi just lean on him and fall asleep.

What am I to you?What role do you want me to be your shield?Is it an oil bottle that needs to be taken care of or...

As long as An Mixiu thought about it, he could feel his heart throbbing.

Love is really a wonderful feeling, it appears without warning, born for no reason, you can't even find the right words to describe it, otherwise the feeling will change.Gratitude, admiration, yearning, friendship, family affection...these words are very close to it. When An Mixiu first discovered this feeling, he tried to find an answer from these words, but in the end he found that none of them were enough to explain it.

The weight and body temperature of Leishi that was passed against his shoulders aggravated An Mixiu's inner panic all the time. He was a little at a loss, feeling that his body was about to burn, and the desire to touch the other party occupied the whole brain. While the scorching made his heart beat faster, his nose and eyes were also extremely sore.

It's both sweet and painful...is this what it's like to be in love...

In the end, he could only tense his body tightly, clenched his fists on his knees, and he didn't even dare to grab the other person's shoulders to make the distance between them closer, because he was afraid that he would Even if she makes a little more outrageous action, it is possible to expose this love that has to be hidden in her heart.

And the only thing I can do is to run as fast as possible. If I run ahead of you, you will have to face me, right?

In the following year, An Mixiu, who held such a belief in his heart, still didn't muster up the courage to take that inevitable step.