[Lei An] Extremes must be reversed

Lei's villa has a swimming pool in the backyard, where parties are occasionally held.Today's dinner is a pool barbecue. The hungry Lei Shi and An Mixiu were very surprised by this special dinner when they got home.

"Don't you like these? Dad specially prepared them for you." Lei Yun walked over. She was dressed very casually today, with a white T-shirt and tight denim shorts. Her hair was tied back and her face was painted thin. makeup.She was already very beautiful, and this simple dress made her figure look good, her legs were slender, and when she approached, An Mixiu blushed a little, wondering if the members of the Lei family were born with long legs. The legs are strange, Leishi's legs are also very long.

"Where are the others?" Lei Shi looked around but did not see Lei Yi.

"Dad has something to do. He said we should eat first, and he will come back later. By the way...Brother will come back tomorrow, let's have a good chat as a family."

Now I understand that Lei Yi must have some conflict with the young master again, and Lei Shi doesn't bother to care about it.

"Let's eat first."

Lei Yi really put his mind to it, specially invited famous chefs, and the ingredients were also carefully selected, all kinds of seafood and meat are dazzling, and the rich fragrance makes people move their index fingers. This is the first time An Mixiu has eaten so good I ate barbecue and turned to look at Leishi, but it seemed that I was not so surprised.

Lei Shi really likes beer skewers, but what he likes more is the pleasure of chatting with a few friends in a small shop while eating skewers. He has never eaten any delicacies in Lei’s house, and his father just likes to make some I thought it was good for my son, and then moved myself.

But Leishi is not ungrateful, after all, the taste is really good.

"Lei Shi, I've been chatting with dad all this time. I came back to you this time because I wanted you to fulfill your duties as a child of the Lei family. But we've also talked about it, and we decided... forget it. Dad I don't want to have a hard time with you, and I always feel sorry for you working outside. If you need any help in the future, the family can help you."

Lei Yun's gentle voice was full of exhaustion, An Mixiu heard it, and moved away quietly, leaving room for the two to chat.

"You...and the old man don't have any intentions, right?" Facing this earnest persuasion, Lei Shi was not moved at all, and asked suspiciously with a barbecue in his mouth.

"Lei Xiaoshi..."

Lei Yun was so angry that she went up to pinch him without saying a word.

"Tsk... don't touch me, hey, stay away from me, isn't it just saying that you are cheating on you? As for what, I don't know you yet?" Lei Shi hid and provoked her, and for a while, the two of them seemed to be back to the time when they were young. The time of squabbling.

"Is your brother always like that?" An Mixiu hid next to Camille to watch the show, "It makes people want to beat him up."

The corners of Camille's rare mouth rose slightly: "Brother is very good and smart. If it is what he decides, he will definitely do it. No one can stop him. So, in fact, he will do whatever the Lei family thinks and does. won't care."

After chatting with Camille for a while, An Mixiu drank beer while eating, and unconsciously drank a little too much, and his head became dizzy.Remembering that there was still a glass of cocktail swaying in my stomach, I felt even more powerless.

"I'm going back to rest first."

After talking to Camille, An Mixiu was about to go upstairs and go back to the room. When he went out, he happened to meet Lei Yi who came back. An Mixiu quickly stood up straight, but his legs were weak due to drunkenness. Unable to stand still, Lei Yi didn't care about small details, and ordered the people around him to prepare hangover soup for An Mixiu, and it would be delivered to his room later.

After returning to the room, An Mixiu quickly took a shower, during which he almost thought that he was going to faint in the bathroom surrounded by steam, and when he came out, he found a bowl of hangover soup beside the bed, which should be brought by the waiter , he happened to be thirsty, so he picked it up and drank it in a few sips.

I don't know if it was the shower or the hangover soup, but the sleepiness just now disappeared after he threw himself on the bed.An Mixiu's mind was in a mess, he wanted to close his eyes and go to sleep, but those messy things in his brain always came out to stop him...

The scenery of shopping, the electronic screens in the game hall, the "loot" dolls piled up in the mountains, and the figure of Lei Shi under the spotlight stage of the bar flashed before his eyes. He remembered every word Lei Shi said clearly , the atmosphere when they were alone today was as good as if they were a real couple... But what he wanted to do and wanted was more than that.He wanted to hold Lei Shi's hand, hug him, get closer, rush to the stage, grab Lei Shi's collar and kiss him, and tell everyone around him that this man belonged to him... Then he thought again Thinking of Lei Shi's past, he thought of the starlight in those purple eyes and his long journey... Finally he thought of what Lei Shi said when he confessed for the first time - "Don't touch me".

I like you.

I really like you.

After that, An Mixiu flipped back and forth on the bed several times like a fried salted fish, staring at the ceiling above his head, he finally found an answer for himself, a suitable result for this untimely love.

Even if you can be with Lei Shi now, so what?Or, is this really what you want?

He wants the other party to accept him and his love, and then what?

He can't control himself when he is around the person he likes. He knows that Lei Shi cares about himself as a "family member", and he also relies on that selfishness to ask for more.But how long can the special treatment from the other party in exchange be maintained?

It's not that he didn't think that one day in the future, he and Leishi might develop into a situation where they have nothing to talk about and hate each other. After the enthusiasm of youth is burned out, there is really nothing left.He is not a person who is willing to admit defeat. He wants to monopolize the other party and conquer the other party's selfishness is stronger than anyone else. Even when he promised Lei Shi to come here, he just wants to find a chance to make the other party fall in love with him.But when he thought about it carefully, he didn't even know what shining points in himself were worthy of Lei Shi's stop for him.

I want him to love me, but why should he love me?

After all, he is just an immature high school student, and compared with Lei Shi's qualifications, he is nothing special.He has been with Lei Shi since he was a child, chasing him, yearning for him...

I want to be the one who can match you, and the only one who can match you.

An Mixiu patted his cheek, he thought it through thoroughly.

He decided to put this relationship aside for the time being, and carefully consult the suggestions of the people around him, just like Lei Shi, find what he really wants to do and stick to it.

When I become as good as him, at that time, he will definitely treat me as a real man.

-TBC-