dizziness

Owen couldn't help becoming more and more nervous. No matter how hard he tried to cooperate, he seemed unable to enter the state. Ruan Miaomiao also seemed to feel that he was unable to do what he wanted.

"Well……"

Owen couldn't help grunting, his body tensed and straightened, he knew that he still hadn't improved.

Owen was so anxious that his whole body began to sweat. He actually wanted Ruan Miaomiao very much, but he was too nervous. He didn't know where the tension came from. Maybe it was because of that deadly strangeness that made Owen feel that he wanted to Do it with a stranger.

Ruan Miaomiao suddenly stopped, and withdrew his hand, the cold white moonlight outside the window cast on his cheeks, bringing out an indescribable desolation.

"Yes, I'm sorry... I might..." Owen wanted to explain in a panic, but he couldn't find a proper reason.

"It's okay," Ruan Miaomiao smiled with her lips curled up, touched the sweat on Owen's forehead, and kissed his trembling lips, "You may be too tired, I shouldn't be in such a hurry."

Owen was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to do, he stretched out his hand slowly: "Then... I will help you..."

"No, it's okay," Ruan Miaomiao gently grabbed Owen's hand and put it under the quilt in a gentle tone, covered the quilt for him, and patted him like a child, "Go to sleep and have a good rest, I will Go to the bathroom and come back with you."

Ruan Miaomiao got up and got out of bed and left. Owen curled up in the quilt in despair. He could see that Ruan Miaomiao was a little disappointed. Owen never thought that the first time in three years between the two would end like this. He actually did enough. I was mentally prepared, knowing that something might not go well, as long as Ruan Miaomiao was satisfied, I didn't care what happened. Owen even began to suspect that not only his appearance and body had been changed in the past three years, but his emotions had also been wiped out.

Owen covered the quilt tightly, as if he could only be slightly numb through the slight suffocation. After Ruan Miaomiao came back, he still hugged him tightly from behind, but Owen stayed motionless all night until dawn. I was tired and closed my eyes.

Owen slept very restlessly, and when he woke up in a daze, it was already high in the sun, and Ruan Miaomiao was standing next to him with his head on his hands, as if he had been looking at him like this for a long time.

"Are you awake?" Ruan Miaomiao smiled dotingly.

"Hmm..." The sunlight hit Ruan Miaomiao's handsome face, which made Owen unable to open his eyes. He unconsciously pulled up the quilt to cover the lower half of his face, and said in a disguised manner, "Did you sleep well?"

"Of course I slept well holding you, I haven't slept so well in three years, how about you?"

Ruan Miaomiao stretched while talking, Owen nodded silently, turned sideways and buried his head in the pillow, Ruan Miaomiao hurriedly stopped him from pulling down his quilt.

"Hey, what's the matter, are you shy?" Ruan Miaomiao moved his face, looked at him with a smile and surprise, as if he had never seen Owen like this before.

"No..." Owen took his hand away, lowered his eyes and said, "He's a lot of age, and he doesn't look very good when he just woke up."

Yes, he is different from this person. Ruan Miaomiao's messy hair is equally charming, and Owen dare not imagine what he looks like at the moment.

Ruan Miaomiao couldn't help chuckling: "No way, I said that I like you no matter what you look like, just wait a moment."

Ruan Miaomiao jumped out of bed as she spoke, took the SLR camera aside and fiddled with it. Owen didn't know what he was going to do, so he sat up and stared at him blankly until Ruan Miaomiao pointed the camera at Owen and adjusted the focus. Before he had time to react, after hearing a click, Ruan Miaomiao couldn't help laughing at the frozen picture.

Owen thought he was laughing at himself, so he blushed in embarrassment and said anxiously: "Miaomiao, don't make trouble, delete it soon!"

"How can I delete it, how good it is, it's great."

Ruan Miaomiao couldn't stop laughing. Owen didn't know how horrible he was being photographed. He got up and wanted to grab the camera, but Ruan Miaomiao grabbed him by the waist and kissed him hard on the forehead unexpectedly.

"You know, you are my most perfect work, and I will take pictures of you every day from now on," Ruan Miaomiao leaned against the head of the bed and hugged Owen in her arms, and pointed the camera at the two of them, "Come on, let me and my dearest A perfect piece of art together."

Owen hurriedly stopped his hand: "Don't... I haven't washed my face yet, so I'll take another shot later."

"It doesn't matter, I didn't wash it, I just took a picture. I have been waiting for this time for three years. Come on, laugh."

As soon as Owen heard this, the strength in his hands softened. He had never been able to refuse this person, so he could only obediently be hugged and kissed his cheek by Ruan Miaomiao, and smiled weakly at the camera.

After pressing the shutter, Ruan Miaomiao couldn't wait to turn it over to check it out, and handed the camera to Owen with a smile: "Look, isn't this pretty good, my skills are good, right?"

Owen didn't know how to judge the level of photography skills. He only knew that it was not good at all. In the picture, his face was pale and haggard, and even his eyes were swollen. Just looking at it was bad enough, and comparing it with the people next to him, She seemed to have aged a lot in an instant, but Ruan Miaomiao was still dazzlingly young even though she only showed half of her face.

Seeing him smiling like a child in front of the photo, Owen didn't say much, the two finally got together again, as long as this person can be happy, Owen feels enough, besides, he is not the first It took only one day to realize that he was so much older than him, even if there was a cut in his heart, there seemed to be no other way but to force himself to step over.

"Miaomiao, that... what happened last night..."

Owen hesitated to speak anxiously, and Ruan Miaomiao also seemed to feel that he couldn't let go of what happened last night, put down the camera and hugged him into his arms again, and smiled helplessly: "Didn't I say it's okay, When did you learn how to dig into the horns, we still have a lifetime, don't we, it will be fine if you take your time, and next time..."

Ruan Miaomiao suddenly leaned close to Owen's ear and said something, Owen stared at him with wide eyes in shock, while Ruan Miaomiao smiled like a cunning cat.

Perhaps even after breaking his head, Owen would never have thought that Ruan Miaomiao would say such words. This person used to be so honest. Although the two of them used to talk about love, they were not so explicit that they were almost unbearable. It can also be seen that this person's temperament is much more mature and cheerful than three years ago, and he even seems to be getting farther and farther away from the pure boy he likes.

"What's the matter, you don't like it?" Ruan Miaomiao couldn't help asking when Owen was just staring at her.

"No...you're happy."

Owen smiled at him anxiously, restraining himself not to think too much. After all, Ruan Miaomiao was only in his 20s, and he was a vigorous man. Owen himself was also young, and he knew that people of this age like to pursue all kinds of things in this respect. Owen understands this feeling, maybe it is because Ruan Miaomiao loves himself that he wants to do this, so even if he is a little uneasy, he doesn't want to dampen his interest.

Ruan Miaomiao took a deep look at Owen, kissed him on the lips without warning, and after tossing and turning for a while, she let him go and said, "Then you go take a shower first, and I'll make you breakfast."

Owen was a little dizzy from the kiss, nodded his head erratically, got up and walked towards the bathroom, he couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief when he closed the door, he didn't understand that waiting for this person to come back should be a happy and happy thing, but why he suddenly felt so exhausted.

In order to be able to better accompany Ruan Miaomiao, Owen asked the school for a week off. During breakfast, Owen asked Ruan Miaomiao if there was anything missing. Ruan Miaomiao always smiled at him and said that there was nothing missing. He was enough. Hearing such words, it was a lie to say that he was not happy. Chewing on the long-lost familiar taste in his mouth, Owen's heart warmed up, and the slightly anxious mood at first calmed down a little.

People will always change, there is nothing to make a fuss about, as long as Ruan Miaomiao's feelings for him remain unchanged, Owen doesn't want to pay too much attention to everything else even if everything else is turned upside down.

After eating, the two packed up and were about to go out for a walk when the doorbell rang suddenly.

Owen looked at the time and seemed to suddenly think of something, and he hurried to open the door with a scream in his heart.

"Teacher Ou!"

The boy standing at the door showed a big smile. Owen's face was pale at first, but he couldn't help smiling when he saw his cute appearance, and said apologetically, "Xiao Jia, I'm so sorry, I forgot to inform you No classes this week."

The big boy in front of Owen is Shen Zhijia. In the three years since Ruan Miaomiao left, Owen taught several private students in order to relieve his loneliness. Shen Zhijia is one of them. It has been 5 years since he first saw this child. Now Shen Zhijia He has also grown into a 14-year-old junior high school student, and he is almost as tall as Owen. When Ruan Miaomiao came back this time, Owen not only asked for leave from the school, but also suspended classes for these private students, but he just forgot To inform the child.